Here Without You | By : PrincessPillowTheif Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female Views: 3305 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all these miles that separate
Disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
Harry Potter trudged slowly up the stairs of the Burrow to Ginny’s room. The war with Voldemort was finally over and no one had been near the house in months. The war had resulted in a number of causalities, and the Weasleys had suffered them like everyone else.
Finally reaching the doorway to her room, Harry paused. He had come to her sanctuary to be close to her, but now that he had arrived he was stalled in trepidation. Forcing himself past his fears, he turned the knob and entered the room.
It was exactly as he remembered it, not a thing out of place; a little girl’s bedroom with a grown up flair. Harry smiled as he perused the photographs on her bedside table. Most of them were of her with various other members of her family. One in particular caught his eye. He remembered it as a picture Mrs. Weasley took on his first summer at the Burrow. Harry took it off the table and sat down on the bed to study it more closely. Harry and Ron stood in the foreground of the picture smiling and carefree. Fred and George hammed it up for the camera in the background, their arms slung around Percy who was struggling to escape. Off to one side, as if she was trying to slip out of the portrait unnoticed, was Ginny. She was blushing furiously and kept sneaking glances at the Boy Who Lived.
Harry was surprised by how much Ginny had changed over the years he had known her. The girl in the picture was small and shy and her eyes didn’t yet hold the shame of the memory of the Chamber of Secrets.
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
*****
Harry had to crane his neck to look up into the giant face above: It was ancient and monkeyish, with a long, thin beard that fell almost to the bottom if the wizard’s sweeping stone robes, where two enormous gray feet stood on the smooth Chamber floor. And between the feet, face down, lay a small, black-robed figure with flaming-red hair.
“Ginny!” Harry muttered, sprinting to her and dropping to his knees. “Ginny - don’t be dead - please don’t be dead - ” He flung his wand aside, grabbed Ginny’s shoulders, and turned her over. Her face was white as marble, and as cold, yet her eyes were closed, so she wasn’t Petrified. But then she must be -
“Ginny, please wake up,” Harry muttered desperately, shaking her. Ginny’s head lolled hopelessly from side to side.
*****
The miles just keep rollin’
As the people leave their way to say hello
I’ve heard this life was overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
“That’s when I first saw you as something other than Ron’s little sister,” Harry told the photograph. “You were so small and helpless laying there unmoving and I was scared that you were dead. Not because it would devastate Ron, or because it would be a tragedy to lose a human being, but because I would lose you…because you mattered to me. You had become something to me.” The Gryffindor chuckled wistfully to himself. “Back then it was more of a little sister, but it was there. And you were like my own little sister, not just Ron’s.”
Across the room, Harry spotted the stuffed lion he had given Ginny last Valentine’s day. Picking it up, he sat back down on her bed and hugged it close. “After the Department of Mysteries I really had to take stock of what mattered to me and I realized that one of the biggest things was you. I was overjoyed when I learned that you still felt the same way about me.”
A smile played on his lips, “I thought Ron was going to kill me when I finally told him that we were together. Turns out, he was secretly hoping that we would get together all along. ‘If you’re with her,’ he said, ‘then I don’t have to worry about what other slimy git she might be with.’”
Curling up with his head on her pillow, Harry continued to reminisce about his lost love.
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
But you’re still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
*****
Having emptied his mind of all thought, Harry was just settling down to sleep when he heard the faint creek of the dormitory door opening. A sliver of light from the common room below spilled into the room briefly before it was blocked by a shadow. Harry visibly stiffened in fear.
“Harry?”
At first Harry wasn’t sure if he even truly heard it over the combined snores and murmurs of sleep from Ron, Seamus, Neville and Dean. But there it was again, a slight whisper, undoubtedly feminine.
“Harry?”
“Ginny?” Harry listened carefully but there was no reply, instead he was answered by the soft padding of feet across the floor. The foot steps stopped at the end of his bed and the figure of Ginny materialized out of the dark.
“I couldn’t sleep,” she stated quietly, pausing a moment before continuing. “Could I um, just lay here…with you…for a while?” she asked hesitantly.
The boy-who-lived shuffled over sleepily and held up the edge of the blanket so she could climb in.
The two lay snuggled together his front to her back, his arm slung protectively across her middle. They were quiet for a long while before she spoke, “I’m so scared.”
“Shh, its ok,” he soothed her, “I’m right here.” He pressed a kiss to her cheek and rubbed her stomach comfortingly. “I’m not going anywhere, I promise. We’re fine.”
This seemed to quell her fears and for a while they were silent again. Rolling over to face him, Ginny looked deep into the eyes of The Boy Who Lived, “Make love to me Harry.”
Harry’s eye’s widened, “Are you sure?”
Biting her lip, Ginny nodded. Harry pulled his wand from under his pillow, drew the curtains around his bed, and muttered a silencing spell.
The two Gryffindors stared at each other awkwardly, neither quite sure where to begin. Screwing up the courage his house is famous for, Harry leaned forward and pressed his lips against Ginny’s. Closing his eyes, he resolved to let instinct take over and tried to let his nervousness dissipate.
Following her boyfriend’s lead, Ginny too closed her eyes. The young witch and wizard sat there frozen in sudden bashfulness until the red-head opened her mouth and broke the trance by sweeping her tongue across Harry’s lips. He moaned against her mouth, and running his hands up her sides, tangled them into her hair.
As their tongues lazily explored each other, Ginny gently raked her nails down Harry’s bare back causing him to shudder with pleasure. He began tentatively groping under her shirt, trying to get it off. After disentangling it from her hair, he lightly tossed it to the foot of the bed. Harry sat there for a moment admiring her before he reached up a nervous hand to touch.
Ginny arched her back in pleasure as Harry gently kneaded her breasts and leaned down to suckle one with his tongue. She ground herself into him and moaned her satisfaction. Leaving a trail of sweet kisses in his wake, Harry inched lower down his lover. Finally reaching the waistband of her pajama bottoms, he delicately hooked each index finger inside. Torturously slow, Harry pulled them off, as if he was unwrapping the most precious of gifts; and in his mind he was. He looked into her eyes and a faint blush dusted his cheeks as he finally pulled them off. Taking in the sight before him, he couldn’t help but stare in awe. An embarrassed shuffle from Ginny broke him from his reverie and returned him to the task at hand. Quickly he rid himself of his boxers and crawled back up the bed to lie beside her.
Closing his eyes, the young wizard began to lightly run his fingers up and down his lover’s skin memorizing her body. His fingers trailed up the curves of her side, across her breasts, down her stomach and finally to the mass of auburn curls between her legs.
With a slightly trembling hand, Harry explored the foreign territory. He found her wet with anticipation and he began to stroke her gently. With her soft moans as encouragement he dared to slip a single finger inside. He massaged her from within as his thumb sought out her clit. Running his digit over her sweet spot she saw stars and her body trembled with pleasure. He pushed a second finger into her heat, trying to prepare her body for the invasion his engorged member would present. She mewled in pleasure and arched herself towards him, silently begging for more contact.
The green eyed wizard could ignore his rigid erection no longer, it was aching for release. He slipped his fingers out from within her and positioned himself at her entrance. “Try to relax,” he told her and he rubbed her thigh reassuringly. The redheaded beauty took a few deep relaxing breaths and closed her eyes. As gently as he could Harry pushed forward into Ginny’s heat. She recoiled against the pain and squeezed her eyes tightly shut. Harry froze instantly, a look of concern on his face. “I’m sorry,” he whispered to her, “so sorry. Shh. Its ok.” Ever so slowly he pressed further forward trying to allow her to adjust to his size. She bit down on her lip and tears leaked from the corners of her eyes. At last he was fully sheathed inside of her and once again he stopped all movement. He too closed his eyes as he fought to control the orgasm that threatened. She was so tight and he was overwhelmed. A few deep breaths from both of them and they were ready to continue; Harry’s orgasm subsided and Ginny’s pain dissipated.
Green eyes locked on to brown and Harry began to experimentally thrust, flashing Ginny a smile as he did so. Their technique was awkward as they struggled to find a unison rhythm in their movements. All too quickly Harry felt the tell tale twinge in the pit of his stomach. He fought for control to prolong the ecstasy, but at that moment Ginny let out a moan of pleasure and clenched her fingers into his back. That sent him over the edge. He cried out her name as he filled her with his seed and she held him close as he rode out the waves of pleasure.
Satiated and sleepy, Harry withdrew and rolled over to snuggle on his side next to Ginny. He drew lazy circles on her bare skin as she began to drift to sleep.
“Love you,” she whispered her voice thick with sleep.
“I love you too Ginny.”
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won’t take away my love
A tear slid down the Boy Who Lived’s cheek as the memory of the first time they exchanged those three precious words faded into the memory of the last time.
*****
The Death Eaters attacked Hogwarts a few hours before dawn, Voldemort had been vanquished in a show down several weeks earlier, but there was still a faction of his supporters who couldn’t give up the cause. The elder students and staff met them on the front lawn in an attempt to lead them away from the younger students hiding in the relative safety of the castle. The siege didn’t last long; it was over before the members of The Order of the Phoenix arrived.
The attackers were rounded up and the weary group of defenders paused to take a well deserved sigh of relief. Harry looked around him and was pleased to realize that everyone had come through the battle alive. Off to his left, Hermione and Ron were tending to a few wounded, but they were all minor injuries and for that Harry was grateful. The wizarding world had suffered enough casualties already.
Out of the corner of his eye Harry caught a flash of red hair. He turned towards her, a smile on his face. His smile quickly turned to wide-eyed horror and time proceeded in super slow motion as a black hooded figure materialized behind her. “Ginny!” Harry screamed out in warning, and before he could draw his wand a flash of blinding red light poured out of the aggressor’s wand. Ginny whirled around in time to catch the curse directly in the middle of the chest.
“No!” He cried in anguish and rushed to where she had fallen. He barely noticed the spells flying over his head as his comrades subdued the rogue Death Eater, all of his attention was focused on his stricken love.
Even as he brushed the hair out of her eyes and whispered promises of her recovery, the Boy Who Lived knew Ginny wouldn’t. He cradled her head in his lap and squeezed her hand lightly as he fought back the tears that threatened to give away his composure. “Just a little longer sweetheart, the Medi-witch will be here soon. Just hang on a bit longer.”
She smiled up at him sadly as her breathing grew ragged. “Love you,” she murmured and a lone tear streaked down her cheek. She drew her last breath and sagged lifeless in his arms.
“I love you too Ginny.”
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
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