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Insomnia	By : FallenEmbers Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 4505 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Title: Insomnia
Author: Fallen Embers
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: HP/SS
Disclaimer: I do not own the universe that is Harry Potter or any of its characters, nor do I profit in any way from this fic other than the orgasmic joy I get from seeing this pair together in any and every way possible!
Feedback: Please feel free to e-mail me with any comments and/or constructive criticism! I gotta feed the muse, and there�s always something new she can learn.
Beta: EmeraldFireSnake who I am once again indebted to! Love ya Jenn!
Archive: Part of the From Dusk till Dawn Severus Snape/Harry Potter Fuh-Q-Fest at http://www.kardasi.com/HPSS/storyindex.htm
After the wave, I�ll post it at my home: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/DestinationUnknown33/
Challenge: �La Petite Mort�
Summary: Snape�s desire for Harry leaves him restless�
AN: This was not the original fic that I had intended to send in for this wave, but my original one is turning out to be a whole lot longer than I expected, and there�s no way I would have finished in time for the deadline. I do intend on finishing it, and maybe I�ll save it for a rainy day, or post it with all my other fics that you can find in my newly founded group.
Oh, one more thing, this is my first attempt at writing any form of erotica (and hopefully not my last), and it was inspired by the song, �Lucky You� by the Deftones. It�s a great song to have playing in the background when you�re - well anyways, it would help if you listen to the song while reading this fic with the repeat button on. I�ve included the lyrics at the end if anyone�s interested in them.

~*Insomnia*~

My heart was almost dead before he came into my life, lost within the dark shadows of my sorrows and my nightmares, restless from my heartache and my pain, causing me to suffer from insomnia on more than one occasion. I would lay awake into the odd hours of the night, waiting for some unknown force to break through the walls I had erected around myself and breathe the life back into my soul, easing the layers of pain that encased my heart.
Much to my surprise that force turned out to be Harry Potter, the son of my hated rival who I detested with every fiber of my being for that very reason. My Harry, however, was not intimidated by my atrocious demeanor, and fought through the steel walls around my being, fighting the blackness in my heart and killing my vicious demons one by one with his patience and his love, freeing me from my prison and gifting me with my long desired peace.
Those were dark times in our stormy relationship, but I know he would do it all over again if he had to, that he would always be there to fight for me and catch me when I fall, as I would for always be there for him, and I know how blessed I am to have him in my life.
Except my hunger for him is insatiable, and even now after all these years, I find myself suffering from bouts of insomnia, unable to sleep and restless with my desire for him.
He's sleeping beside me, completely nude and breathing soft and deep as he lies there in the middle of our bed, the moonlight streaming in through the window encasing him within it's warm light, defining every line of exquisite beauty on his face. Glad at the fact we both sleep nude, I lean over him and gaze down at the tempting man beside me, completely enthralled with the ethereal beauty that lies by my side night after night, his wild ebony hair spread out against the white satin sheets that accents his soft, golden, tanned skin.
I gently caress the soft slope of his profile with the tips of my fingers before moving to briefly cup his handsome face, smiling when he turns his head to lean into my touch, his cherry lips parting with a soft sigh. It never ceases to amaze me that out of so many flowers in the garden he chose to pluck me, a sad withered old bastard with a soul as black as sin. He laughed his happy, contagious laugh the first and only time I told him this, saying that I may have been almost dead once, but that I was thriving under his care and that was all that mattered.
And he's right, through his patient and careful handling he managed to slowly wean me out of the shadows to bask in the light of his love, encouraging me to grow with each tender caress and gentle kiss. I drank him in like the starving man that I was until one day I found myself returning each touch and kiss, knowing that it was a nourishment we both needed, that only we could give one another.
My heart swells and I softly run my hand down his lean, toned body, feeling my desire grow with each millimeter as I descend down his body, stopping only when I have reached the seductive heat between his legs. He's laying on his back, his right leg bent in his sleep, his body open and inviting, even more alluring due to the innocence of his slumber. I can see the outline of his addicting manhood, erect in his sleep, through the white satin, and my hand ghosts across his hot, hardened member, drawing out another soft sigh as he slightly shifts in the bed, his legs opening even more and unfolding like butterfly wings, calling to me like a siren.
I give into temptation and fall into my desire. I will rouse him from his sleep like only a lover can before worshipping my beloved as my body desires.
Slowly, I draw back the white sheet from his chiseled body, sliding down along the satin to move in between his legs. I gently run my hands up his strong, muscled thighs, feeling my cock twitch at the site of his exposed puckered entrance. Leaning down I place a soft kiss on the sensitive skin of his inner thigh, allowing my loosened hair to graze across Harry�s skin, stimulating him with its teasing caresses.
Slowly, I lick a hot, wet path towards his sac, flicking my tongue over it, teasing myself with Harry�s sweet ambrosia flavor and inhaling his thick, musky scent. After a few more teasing licks I gently suck him into my mouth, drowning within the texture of Harry�s addictive sensuality, drawing his sac further into my mouth, caressing him with my tongue and lips, moaning as his body softly twitches underneath me, moving but still in deep slumber.
My desire is growing with each savoring taste and I softly release Harry with one last lick before continuing my path to his manhood. His cock is already standing erect against his belly, hard and thick, beckoning me with its burning heat. A thrill of anticipation shoots through me and I lick my lips, finding myself starving for Harry�s essence.
I gently blow across the sensitive head of his arousal, loving the sound he makes as he parts his sweet, cherry lips. Forcing myself not to lose any control and rush my seduction, I lean forward and lick my lips before gently wrapping the warmth of my mouth around the tip of his heated erection. My hardened arousal twitches at his heavy sigh and I watch, completely enraptured, as the tip of his talented, pink tongue swipes over his lips. Harry�s member throbs in my mouth, and I wrap my lips tight around the head, gently sucking his succulent heat into my mouth, pulling him in as deep as I can, while pushing down on his shaft, relaxing my throat and finally taking him all the way in until my nose is buried within the soft curls of his pubic hair, and I give into the urge to rub my face in his musky scent.
Rolling my tongue around the base of his shaft, I caress him with my lips, gently sucking him as I slowly move my mouth up and down his throbbing arousal, sliding my hands up to lightly squeeze his thighs as I continue to caress him with my tongue, feeling my cheeks close in around Harry�s arousal in a tight embrace every time I move down. I moan when he takes in a shuddering breath and groans in his sleep, gently thrusting into my mouth with a sigh. Moving my hand from his thigh, I slowly caress a path up and card my fingers through the hair around his member before gently wrapping my hand around the base of Harry�s arousal, giving him a gentle squeeze as I continue to worship the heat in my mouth.
I pull back and his erection slowly slides out of my mouth, and I suck the tip one last time before I pull away completely and squeeze my hand around his shaft. Slowly, I move my hand up and down his heated erection, pumping him with tight, even strokes, feeling my mouth water at the sight of the pre-cum that leaks from the head of his penis. Moaning, I flick my tongue over his weeping arousal, savoring the bittersweet ambrosia as I tease the crown of his member, still pumping his shaft in the tight embrace of my hand.
I suck Harry back into the warmth of my mouth, wrapping my lips tightly around his erection as I squeeze my fingers around the base of his penis and continue to pump him, moaning as he roll his hips. I see one of his strong, beautiful hands move from his side in his sleep to clutch at the fine, satin sheets. I feel a small surge of triumph ripple through me as Harry moans again and thrust his hips, and I know it won�t be long now before he finally wakes.
I remove my hand from his erection, slowly following the path I made back down to his thighs as I continue to caress Harry�s arousal with my mouth. Stroking the inside of his thigh with my thumb, I increase the suction around his throbbing member before moving my hand to cup his sac, kneading his balls in my hand as I quickly push my finger in my mouth and wet it before replacing it around his sac and rubbing his entrance with one of my middle fingers. My arousal pulses when he rolls his hip once again, pushing back against my finger, breaching his entrance with its tip.
My desire for Harry is intoxicating, and I feel as if I will die if I don�t have him soon, and I increase the tempo of my slow caresses on his burning arousal, lapping at him eagerly with renewed vigor. His erection twitches in my mouth, and I taste more of his essence on my tongue, and greedily I swallow it down, feeling it hit my desire and ignite it like gasoline on open fire. I take him fully into my mouth, feeling the crown of his erection rub against the back of my throat as it twitches in my mouth while I continue to knead his sac and tease his entrance with the tip of my finger.
I hear him moan again, more loudly this time as his hips thrust up into my mouth, and I start when I feel his hand snake into my hair, gripping my black locks like a lifeline. I look up at him and nearly lose my resolve when I find those beautiful jeweled eyes of his gazing at me with open desire, green orbs dilated with sexual need.

I pull back up slowly, drawing out the movement with delicious slowness, and I moan as his luscious red lips part, revealing pearl white teeth that draw in his bottom lip, biting into it as he moans my name. I hold the crown of his erection between my lips, flicking my tongue over the slit of its head before sucking him in completely, plunging my finger into his ass at the same time.
�Fuck!� he screams, his voice echoing into the moonlit room and my neglected arousal twitches in response. I continue to caress his arousal with my tongue, moving up and down, swirling my tongue around his cock and sucking him in deep as he continues to thrust his hips into my mouth. He gasps as I add a second digit and begin to fuck him with my fingers, and I savor each his breathless gasps and moans that I draw out with each thrust. His arousal twitches in my mouth again and teases my tongue with another taste of his essence, and I know he�s close when I feel the muscles in his thighs tense and his legs wrap tightly around my shoulders.
Doubling my efforts, I swirl my tongue around him with more intense caresses, adding a third finger when he pushes back onto my hand, flicking my finger across his prostate, causing Harry to cry out in pleasure. Wrapping my lips around his arousal, I suck hard and pull up on his shaft, feeling his heated moan soak into every bone in my body. I continue to thrust into his tight channel with my fingers, pumping his weeping shaft with my mouth. He�s panting now, his lovely head thrown back and thrashing from side to side, his mouth spouting senseless drabble, moaning my name as we both drown within our desire.
I moan and speed up the tempo of my thrusts in his hot channel, resisting the urge to rub my neglected arousal against the bed, and then he arches his back high off the bed, squeezing his legs around me as he reaches his completion and erupts in my mouth crying out my name, filling it with his essence. I suck him greedily, feeling his ejaculate on my tongue, and I drink it down like a fine, aged wine. He�s panting when I finally release his member, moaning as I continue to pump his contracting channel with my fingers.
After I make sure that I�ve milked out his orgasm until he is still mindless with pleasure, I withdraw my fingers and move up his body slowly, loving the way his soft, silky skin feels against mine. My heart swells at the loving, euphoric expression on my beloved�s face, and I drown within the green sea of his eyes as I lean down to kiss him, melting as his tongue dances with mine. I reach out to grab the lubricant from under the pillow, mad with desire, and I break away from his kiss, giving him a smile and kissing his forehead before I find my way down his body, kissing every inch of exposed flesh, losing myself in his breathless gasps.
Raising up to kneel between his legs on the bed, I uncork the phial of lubricant and apply a generous amount to my weeping erection, coating myself as Harry watches, his eyes glowing bright with anticipation, his lips slightly curved up in a small, sated smile. Wrapping my hand around my heated arousal, I guide the tip towards his puckered entrance, my heart pounding with anticipation as I feel the delicious heat that is emanating from his body. His cherry red lips part in a silent �O� as I slowly push inside his tight channel, emerald eyes burning with passion as he grabs my upper arms, squeezing them as I slowly fill him with my heated arousal inch by inch until I�m finally sheathed deep inside him, moaning when my sac finally touches his heated flesh.
Giving him a moment to adjust, I lean forward and capture his candy lips, losing myself within his sweet kiss and the green fire of his eyes. I moan when he thrusts his hips, signaling that he�s ready, wanting to cry at the breathtaking ecstasy I feel every time we�re joined together like this. Not needing any more encouragement, I pull his developed, athletic legs over my shoulders and begin to thrust slowly, taking him with slow, even strokes, the intensity of our love making slowly rising in a soul binding crescendo. I lean forward to capture his lips once again, my hair falling down around him, stroking his face with light teasing caresses. I moan when his hands plunge into my hair, holding on tight like an anchor as he raises his hips to meet my slow thrusts, moaning my name in my mouth like a prayer.
Breaking the kiss, I raise my head to watch his pleasure hazed expression as I thrust into his tight, lithe body, drunk on desire and my love for him. Reaching between us, I grasp his reawakened arousal, pumping in time with my thrusts, savoring the cry of bliss that spills from his candy lips. Growling, I increase my tempo, pounding within his sweet cavity as he tightens his grip on my hair, bucking wildly beneath me with each thrust, writhing on the bed, moaning and begging me to fuck him harder.
Savagely, I thrust in his tight heat, pumping his arousal as his face contorts into a mask of concentrated pleasure as I drill into him, meeting each one of my thrusts with one of his own. I maneuver our bodies and roll on my back bringing him to straddle me, and I moan as the position opens his body wider, drawing me deeper within his tight channel. He closes his eyes and throws his head back, his luscious mouth falling open in a raw, unending moan as he rides me, breathless with ecstasy. I moan and grab his slim hips, gripping them for dear life as I feel my balls slamming against his heated skin with every pleasure filled thrust.
I grunt and slam into him, wrapping my hand around his neglected arousal, pumping him with long, even strokes and I feel him erupt in my hand, screaming into the night as he sprays me with his passion.
Mindless with my desire and from the beautiful vision before me, I push into him two more times before I feel my own orgasm rip through me as I explode inside of him, coating his insides with my essence and claiming him all over again. Harry collapses against me, panting against my neck and I feel him smile against my skin as I summon my wand and clean us with a charm. I lay there afterwards, breathing heavy and completely sated, and I wrap my arms around him, rubbing his back as I finger his black unruly locks with gentle, soothing caresses.
He gives me a contented sigh and I can�t help the smug smile that blooms on my face. We lay there in each other�s arms, lulled into a peaceful state by the calming sounds of the night and our soft breathing.
�I take it you couldn�t sleep?� he murmurs, his breath hot and soothing against my skin.
�Something like that,� I reply, tightening my arms around his delicious body.
�God, Sev, you�re such an insatiable bastard,� he chuckles as he moves to lay at my side, laying his head on my shoulder.
�Go to sleep you cheeky brat,� I growl, playing with his wild, ebony locks.
He sighs and nuzzles his face against me, his breathing slowly evening out in sleep. Content, but still not ready for sleep, I turn to look at the slumbering form of my beloved, smiling at the happy, sated expression on his handsome face. Breathing in his sweet, musky scent I sigh and hold him as he sleeps, letting him rest in his deep slumber.
I plan on waking him at least two more times before the sun rises.
~ Fin

Artist: Deftones

Album: Deftones

Title: Lucky You
They'll come soon

I keep waiting... and I wait...

Won't somebody...save me....

And if you're feeling lucky... come and take me home

And if you feel loved

If you feel lucky, if you feel loved

If you feel lucky, if you feel loved

You've crossed the walls - Excelled

Further along through their hell

All for my heart, I watch you kill

You always have, you always will

Now spread your wings and sail out to me.... x2

So if you're feeling lucky... come and take me home.

Come and take me home. x4

Yeah if you feel love...

(If you feel lucky, if you feel loved) x6

Crossed the walls - Excelled

Further along through their hell

For my heart

I watch you kill

You always have

You always will

You always have and always will

You always have

You always will

Spread your wings and sail out to me...

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For some reason, my author�s notes and song lyrics were cut out when my fic was posted for this wave, so if you catch it on the Wave 8 site, you�ll notice the differences. Anyways, here�s the fic with my explanations complete author�s notes.
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