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Gunning Down Romance	By : UnspokenForLemon Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 596 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Gunning Down Romance.

Once upon a time there was a girl who lived for the very thought of a unbreakable marriage with nothing but faithful love and friendship. Tears slid down her cheeks as she remembered the last moments of sanity where she still believed in what love could be, not what love really was.

Love come quickly, cause I feel my self-esteem is caving in.

Love don't leave me.

You know when your watching a program on the T.V and you see a perfect girl on the screen in that clouded effect they add to hide any scars? Well she felt like she was trapped in a never ending T.V show with the clouded effects. A silent movie, a blind mans radio, a romance just starting like a tulip in spring. It never quite makes it to summer before dying. Her tears tasted like salted pearls in her own ocean of misery.

Looking into the past from an old carboard box made her feel like a small child. She felt immature and forever lonesome, her veins throbbed with every heartbroken thought that rushed through her mind. She wiped the tears that landed on a framed memory of her once fairy tale love away. Her crys were heard to no one. She couldn't eat without throwing up. She couldn't breathe without weeping, she couldn't move without the pain within her heart aching. Everything she pictured in her mind about Love, kindness and soulmates evaporated like a snowflake once it touches bodyheat.

It's on the brink

Love come quickly

Because I don't think I can keep this monster in

It's in my skin

The days after her realisation that she would never get back what was tooken from her, she spent hours on end in the bathtub trying to scrub away her worries, her pain, her thoughts and finally her life. Everyone in their lifetime has gone through it, not wanting to get up because the chemical in your brain tells you that you can't. Or the empty feeling in your stomache tells you to eat but you don't for the simple fact that you can't. It takes too much energy to think about eating to actually eat so you starve not only yourself but your thoughts and you drop even further into the depression that has already consumed you.

Love I beg you

Lift me up into that privileged point of view

The world of two

Love don't leave me

As a young child she was sheltered from everything that could possibly hurt her. She believed that was part of the problem, not walking alone by herself. Not facing the monsters in her closet by herself. Not living on her own free thoughts. It all ruined her in the end. She blamed everyone else for the tragedys that were happening right before her eyes. Her finger tips felt cold and were a uncomfortable color of light blue. As she continued to whimper as her unsteady legs rocked back and fourth against the cold yet welcoming wood flooring. She picked up the photo that held so many thoughts and desires in her eyes. The flame was almost out but she could still feel the burning left by the wanting touch of his eyes burning into her soul.

I'm gunning down romance

It never did a thing for me

But heartache and misery

Ain't nothing but a tragedy

The tears that gathered in her hands let the priceless object slip from her hands as she waited for the sound of another crash in her painful existence. The sound of glass is what some refer to as the most beautiful sound they have ever heard. In her hell, in her eyes, in her last precious moments of clarity she saw the glass make it's harmonic song and destroy her only moment in time where she felt secure.

I'm gunning down romance

It never did a thing for me

But heartache and misery

Ain't nothing but a tragedy

As she slowly stood up on her two porcelain ivory legs she let every moment,every thought every step towards this moment out. The girl whohad become an empty woman felt the last reminents of her flame finally stopping and her heart dropped. The last of her world was gone. He was gone, they were gone. 1 year 4 months 2 weeks and 5 days that he had been gone. Many told her she would find a place to find peace again, the more she looked the easier it was for the demons to surround her last remaining breath before she caved in and let go. The only thing in the world that kept her smiling every morning was no longer on this planet. She couldn't feel him she couldn't see him. When she told people she would have him back one day they all believed she went crazy. In a way she had, her sense of reality left and she could no longer process what was in front of her.

Love don't leave me

Standing in the dim lite room she knew it was infact daytime. She knew that her time had finally come and she finally for once could see clearly. Everything she had been missing out on was right there in front of her, she just had to crossover and then her mind, her thoughts and her world would once again be at peace. She brought the piece of equipment that would help her find what was once lost and she would be able to put a smile on her face for the first time since that awful day. Without any second thoughts of what others would think or do she said her last words and with one blink from her eyes that were now dry, no longer making a lake in front of her she was gone.

Take these broken wings

I'm going to take these broken wings

And learn to fly

And learn to fly away

And learn to fly away

When her two best friends went to go see if she was ok the next day they knew she was gone. Searching the room the found a box of things left from her one and only relationship. They found shattered glass everywhere and underneath the glass they had found a single picture in a black frame. Small printing was written on the bottom in gold Harry turned to Ron and they both never cried because they knew she was looking down upon them smiling. They knew that was the only way she would be happy.

'Hermione and Draco's First But Not Last Christmas 2004'
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