FILTH | By : RavenDark Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female Views: 1105 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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The girl who once lived up to her parents wishes, was no more. He could slightly remember how she was on her very first day here. Her parents looked proudly over their daughter, as if she was the precious pearl to be guarded. But when they left, it was soon visible who she really was. He didn’t care much, she looked just the same to him. But for the other boys, it was an immediate turn-off and it was probably the idea too. How could someone guess that daddy’s little girl could go wrong? He did. He saw her unpack her belongings in the dorm next to him. All dark, no light, a perfect Slytherin. The headmaster promised her that she could wear the uniforms from her old school, if only he told her that he meant girls uniforms. From that day on, her second day, she wore boy’s uniforms from her old school. It made her only more attractive, he thought. Day in day out she would walk around dressed in black pants with a matching black jacket, underneath a white shirt. Girls shook their heads at her, all except for Slytherins. They were amazed by her, but didn’t copy her.
Was he in love with her? No, he wasn’t, he was sure about it, yet she could be so overwhelming at times. Indeed he took long walks with her, but only to discuss new theories with her. She was brilliant, just as he was. But if she got too close, he would back off immediately. Though, there was something about her, something he couldn’t lay his fingers on. During one of their walks, the discussion came upon her family. She told him about her parents, about how she used to run off to her best friend when her parents were fighting and how her father’s mood swings were. She sounded just like him, but he never told her that, he wanted to keep that to himself. They once talked about her previous school and that she, for some reason, was transferred to Hogwarts. When she would smile, his world would light up. But he made a statement: he, Severus Snape, would never fall in love with Ryuji Takayama.
Autumn fell in his 7th year. He had watched her grew from a mere girl to a woman. She got more curves than her friends. They grew to close friends, allowing her to tell him anything. He wouldn’t tell her secrets. To whom should he tell anyway? He didn’t have any other friends than her. She made the past 5 years more bearable for him, giving him someone to talk to. But if it got to personal, he would shut down, even become aggressive towards her. She knew when to back off.
Though, something in his chest started to growl when she told him about a boy that she liked. He knew who that boy was and wanted to rip him into thousand pieces. But he also knew that, that would admit his love for her, despite the fact that he made the statement. He couldn’t help it. He even dreamt about her, her smile, and her curves. He would wake up in the middle of the night, his skin covered in a thin layer of sweat. But he would never admit his passionate love for her, would he?
It was one of those lazy Sundays, as they walked on the grounds once again. It was one of those moments he would just wanted to grab her right there, but something stopped him. It wasn’t his statement, no it was his past. His past that he had hidden from her for years and he intended to keep it that way.
‘It’s a nice day, isn’t it Severus?’ There was her beautiful voice again, with a small hint of her, strong but almost gone, Asian accent. He loved the way she said his name. She was the only girl who said it and not Snivellus as the other girls would spat out. In fact, she was the only girl who allowed herself to be publicly seen together with him, but not as a couple. He would make sure of that.
‘Yes, it is’ he replied, as they walked on a path between the old oak trees, which were leafless. ‘You seem so distant today, is something wrong?’ He looked at her, into her mysterious green Asian eyes. He shook his head. ‘Why would you think that?’ She gave him one of enchanting smiles. ‘Because, you haven’t actually been listening to me. I’ve asked you almost a million times where we were going’ He stopped, no doubt he heard it. He had dreamt away once again, lost in a fantasy world where they could be together. ‘Err, on the grounds?’ he replied grinning. She had stopped too, facing him. But she didn’t laugh. ‘I’m serious, Severus. We’ve never been this far out before’ In his mind he had grabbed her once again, expressing his love for her, forgetting his statement. ‘Well, you’re a witch aren’t you’ he said. She rolled her green eyes. ‘Don’t start with me, Severus’
‘No, I meant, use your wand to find your way back to the castle’ She gave him a little grin. ‘Oh that’ He loved the way she grinned. It made her a fair Slytherin and a wonderful lady. And before he knew it, he was lost in his dream world again. In his mind he smiled to her, whispering soft words of affection to her. He wrapped his arms around her and pressed her body against his. But for some reason, it felt more real this time. He snapped out of his dream world and looked down. There, in his arms, laying against his body was Ryuji. She was softly blushing and her green eyes looked up hopefully. His smile wasted away when he realized what she was doing. He pushed her back, out of his arms, causing her to fall back on the ground. She rubbed her back painfully. ‘What was that good for?’ she asked, looking angrily at him.
‘What the hell were you trying to do?’ he replied, ignoring her question. He watched her got up stiffly. ‘I could ask you the same question. I was just talking to you and suddenly you grabbed me’ He laughed hatefully. ‘Why would I ever do that?’ Her green eyes narrowed with anger. ‘Yes, why would you do that. And why were you whispering all those things to me?’ He shook his head. ‘Silly girl’ he said with a mocking voice. ‘You can imagine everything you want, but do me a favour’
‘And that is’ she said, with a flinch of anger in her voice. ‘Next time, don’t wrap my arms around you, I don’t need to feel your waist’ That was enough for the young witch. She hissed to him before she walked away. ‘Find your own way back, Snivellus!’ He growled angrily by that name. ‘Fine!’ he replied. Then he turned around and started walking in the other direction. What was she thinking, grabbing me like that, he thought. His thoughts were full of anger, but deep inside he liked the idea of her wrapping his arms around her waist. Couldn’t it be, that he wrapped his arms around her? He cursed silently.
He snatched his wand off the ground and walked over to the shape, which formed itself to an Asian girl with a pale skin. ‘Don’t tell me you followed me’ she growled, grabbing hold of her wand. ‘I was just about to ask you the same question’ he replied. She stared blankly ahead for a moment, then bursted out into laughter. ‘Hogwarts’ she simply said, between her laughs.
He knew what she meant with that. When she was finished laughing, her face went serious again. ‘Err, right. I think you should apologize, Snape’ He frowned. ‘Apologize? I think you’re the one that needs to apologize here. And since when is it “Snape” again?’ He could feel his rage building. Why didn’t she admit that she started?
‘Since you…’ she started. Then she shook her head. ‘Whatever you say, Severus, I’m out of here’ With that she walked away, disappeared in the fog, leaving him alone.
He felt awful for some reason. Maybe he was the one who started it. But why would he become so angry at her?
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