Adult-FanFiction.org : Harry Potter

Living in the shadows	By : KusanoSaku Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Remus/Sirius Views: 1992 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: The Harry Potter francise does not belong to me. I own only the plot and I make no money off of this.

Chapter List
- 1
- 2
Title: Living in the shadows

Pairing: SiriusxRemus

Fandom : HP

Summary: Remus is in mourning for Sirius and relieves his past with the man he loved. Will his memories remind him that he is worthy of love? Slight prequel to Undeniable.

Notes: Obviously I don't own HP…if I had…well there would have been Draco and Harry in the end and not Harry and Ginny.

Prologue

Remus lay in his room in the basement of Sirius's house, Grimmauld Place. He had woken up after his first transformation after losing Sirius. He had been his closest friend, losing him not once but twice hurt…

He curled up on the stone floor and cried, he knew that Nymphadora Tonks had adored her cousin after finding out he wasn't a traitor. He wasn't blind enough to realize she didn't have feelings for him too…

He silently sobbed for his mate, his wolf had been particularly brutal last night. He woke battered and nearly broken. Both him and his wolf wished they had died with Sirius. Padfoot had been his first love, they had started to mend their relationship after he'd learned the truth of Peter's betrayal. His wolf had refused to believe that his mate would do something so horrible, he had been torn in two. His human heart had wanted to fall apart because of the lost of Sirius but his wolf wanted to tear the Azkaban guards to shreds and break Padfoot out.

How did it come to this? Why had he received this curse? He wanted to fix this…he wanted Padfoot to come back to lull his wolf back to submission. Only Sirius wasn't afraid to watch him transform; Peter stopped coming for a while after seeing him transform. James had been terrified for him but Sirius had accepted it. He knew it hurt Padfoot to see him like that but it was something that couldn't be changed.

Remus lay practically naked on the cold stone floor, his body aching as bad as his heart, no one ever loved him like Sirius did. How could he live without his mate? This time…it was for good, Sirius couldn't come back…

He wanted Sirius…he wailed, it came out as sad wolf song…a howl of pain…

XoooooX

Nymphadora Tonks sobbed, she had fallen for Remus knowing he was her cousin's mate. She had been willing to step aside for Sirius but now he was gone. Very few knew that they had been a couple, she clutched the letter in her hand.

'Dear Tonks,

If you are reading this I'm dead…I am sorry…

Hopefully it was a brave death, I wouldn't want to have died at the hands of misguided Aurors. I know that you love Remus, if he didn't die with me please look after him for me. Remy is shy and holds onto his emotions, he had a hard time believing he is worthy of being loved because of his condition. He is terrified he'll hurt someone, James and I were the only ones he trusted because he knew that we would keep him from hurting anyone.

Moony is the one you have to be careful of, I hope you never see Remy like that. It breaks your heart to hear him scream when he transforms; and I have watched over many transformations. I was the only one Moony trusted, he had a special bond with my animagus form. I wish you had the ability to transform to protect Remy but you didn't have the chance that we did.

Don't let him fall into depression please…if he does he can't fight Moony. I know that when I was locked up Moony wanted to break into Azkaban and free me. That terrifies me, Remy is so shy and Moony is the aggressive one; I don't want Moony to try to avenge me. I love them both too much…

I love you Tonks, my adorable cousin. Asking you to look after my mate is hard, but I know you love him too. He deserves to be loved, even if he doesn't believe it himself.

Your cousin,

Sirius'

She had read it multiple times, since she'd received it. Remus probably wasn't aware Sirius would have written such a letter. She had spent the full moon on the stairs leading to the Basement room that had been prepared for Remus. She hadn't slept much, his screams of pain and longing broke her heart. It had sounded like he was trying to break out as well as mourn his mate. She hadn't had to courage and didn't think she could handle actually seeing him transform. Could she handle letting herself get closer to Remy? Would Moony allow it? He hadn't seemed to care much for her before…

What do you think? Outstanding? Exceeds Expectations? Acceptable? Poor? Dreadful? Troll?
- 1
- 2
You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.You need to be logged in to leave a review for this story.
Report Story

Adult-FanFiction.Org is not in any way associated with or related to FanFiction.Net

Adult-FanFiction.org (AFF, the site), its owners, agents, and any other entities related to Adult-FanFiction.org or the AFF forum take no responsibility for the works posted to the Adult-FanFiction.org by its members.

While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.

All works displayed here, whether pictorial or literary, are the property of their owners and not Adult-FanFiction.org. Opinions stated in profiles of users may not reflect the opinions or views of Adult-FanFiction.org or any of its owners, agents, or related entities.

Website Domain ©2002-2017 by Apollo. PHP scripting, CSS style sheets, Database layout & Original artwork ©2005-2017 C. Kennington. Restructured Database & Forum skins ©2007-2017 J. Salva. Images, coding, and any other potentially liftable content may not be used without express written permission from their respective creator(s). Thank you for visiting!

Powered by Fiction Portal 2.0
Modifications © Manta2g, DemonGoddess
Site Owner - Apollo

Living in the shadows