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Author:: HatefulRodeo
Story: The Dance
I sat down to work on another story but couldn't focus as this little diddy was buzzing around my brain. Enjoy!
Note:This is AU! Severus still attempted to teach Harry Occlumency but Harry did not go into Severus' pensieve. So there is no additional animosity between them over that. Draco will let the Death Eaters in but he will use of tunnel he discovered through the Shrieking Shack, so no using the Room of Requirement. Snape never made the unbreakable vow to assist Draco. Severus only knows Draco was assigned a task of great importance. Also, this will be Yaoi, eventually. If you do not like yaoi feel free to navigate away from this story.
Past Thoughts, Actions, Events Appear like this: Past Thoughts
Summary: Severus believed their was only one opinion that mattered, and that opinion belonged to none other than Harry James Potter. His lover of officially 3 years, while unofficially their sensual dance had begun over 4 years ago. Severus smiled when he thought back on how the relationship between the two of them had gotten started over four years ago, and how that relationship grew into the what it was now. Relaxing into his favorite armchair by the fire at Number Twelve Grimmauld Place, Severus let his mind and thoughts go back to that time and allowing himself to remember it all...
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Severus Snape was not a well liked man, even know after the war had ended and the truth of his role had been revealed to the masses. However, the opinions of the mindless sheep mattered very little to Severus.
Severus believed there was only one opinion that mattered, and that opinion belonged to none other than Harry James Potter. His lover of officially 3 years, while unofficially their sensual dance had begun over 4 years ago.
Severus smiled when he thought back on how the relationship between the two of them had gotten started over four years ago, and how that relationship grew into the what it was now. Relaxing into his favorite armchair by the fire at Number Twelve Grimmauld Place, Severus let his mind and thoughts go back to that time and allowing himself to remember it all...
The relationship between Harry and Severus began when Harry was still 16 years old and attending Hogwarts for his sixth year. It had started innocently enough when Severus had taken it upon himself to train the boy.
Severus had come to the long overdue realization over the summer between Harry's fifth and sixth years, that Dumbledore had no intentions of preparing the boy for the upcoming battles for survival he would be facing, or the seemingly unavoidable duel with the The Dark Lord.
Well that was not completely true; Dumbledore would be showing Harry memories of The Dark Lord's childhood. In hopes that it would help Harry in his inevitable hunt for the remaining Horcruxes. Severus knew there were still more out there even though the diary had been destroyed by Harry, and the cursed ring by Dumbledore.
While that was all well and good it was not enough in Severus' opinion. No, the boy needed intensive training in advanced spells; both offensive and defensive, warding, runes, occlumency and potions.
Severus had approached Harry the first week back from the Summer holiday, after their potions class ended and requested that Harry see him in his quarters after dinner at 8. Harry had agreed, looking quite confused as to why the man who disliked him so much would want to see him, much less talk to him in his quarters.
That night Severus had opened the door to allow a visibly nervous Harry Potter into his rooms. Severus offered the boy refreshment, when the offer was declined Severus dropped the formalities, and got straight to the heart of the meeting.
Harry listened intently, his eyes looking brighter and brighter in barely suppressed interest, as Severus explained about his offer to teach him and his plan to help train him. At the end of Severus' proposal Harry's face took on a thoughtful expression for a good few minutes.
"Why would you want to help me, Professor? You dislike me so much, and yet you want to help me train, to give me the best chance to win and survive. Why subject yourself to my presence?" Was Harry's rather appropriate and well thought out question.
"While it is true that I dislike you, Potter. I loathe the idea of The Dark Lord winning this war even more. So to insure, to the best of my abilities, that you win, I will train you. It is my belief that this training will help you survive and come out victorious against The Dark Lord. And by you winning Harry, you will end this war that has gone on for too long."
Harry digested Severus' words before nodding his agreement to them. Harry stood and extended hand for Severus to take, and by doing so agreeing to participate in Severus' training regiment.
It was during these exercises that Severus slowly began to see Harry for himself and not as James Potter's son. The boy was respectful, attentive, and eager to learn everything Severus had to teach him. Soaking up the information like a sponge.
Slowly, Harry and Severus began to talk after the lessons were finished before they departed the Room of Requirement. The topics varied greatly; defense, runes, Quidditch and whatever else came to mind. During one of these talks, Severus wasn't even sure how they'd gotten on the topic of family, Harry had spoken about his less than happy home life.
Severus was skeptical when Harry told him his home life was not the bed of roses he'd been led to believe. Harry even offered to show Severus his early childhood through Legilimency, to back up his claims. After viewing those horrid memories, all doubts Severus held in regards to Harry's claims of neglect and abuse were dispelled.
This was another eye opening experience for Severus. Leading him to question himself and his actions towards the green eyed teen. Had he been so blinded by his hatred for James Potter that it had affected his ability to see that Harry, his best friend's child, was being neglected at home.
Severus grudgingly admitted to himself that yes it had. He wanted hex himself when he went back and reviewed his memories of everytime Harry had returned to Hogwarts. Harry always looked so much thinner than when he'd left, dressed in clothes that did not fit him and looked as though they'd seen better years, rather than days.
Severus made it a point after that night when they spoke of Harry's childhood to try, and get to know the young man better. Maybe Severus could make up for, even if it was just a little bit, all the ill treatment and harsh words he had dished out and onto Harry all these years past.
What Severus saw when he looked at Harry through eyes that were no longer colored by his hatred and immense bias, surprised him. He'd always believed himself to be an observant man, it was how he survived as a spy in the Dark camp for so long. So how had he failed to observe that Harry had grown into a powerful, intelligent and kind young man?
The little voice of his conscience answered his internal question viciously; 'Because you didn't want to. Any good things about the boy were ignored & you believed what you wanted to see, no matter how egregiously wrong you were.'
The thought made him wince slightly, but he had nothing to refute it with. It was all true and that was still a hard pill to swallow for the proud potions master. Severus was very rarely wrong, and when he was he tended to not know how to go about remedying the situation.
It was after one of their more grueling physical training sessions; Severus offered his sincere apologies to Harry for the unfair treatment, and the harsh words Severus had hurled at him. Harry being Harry accepted; he'd even said he could sort of understand where Severus was coming from, even if he didn't agree with his actions or condone them.
Harry had went on to say; "When a person feels hatred so strongly and they can not take it out where it is rightly deserved; they will often seek out the closest thing or person that reminds them of the object of their loathing, and release that festering hate onto it. Even though it is unfair and unjustified. But to a mind clouded by hatred it is always fair and just."
Severus was godsmacked by Harry's insightful words, and by his forgiveness. He'd never expected the boy to sincerely forgive him. Or even try to understand at all why Severus had behaved so wretchedly toward him.
Severus had always hoped that Harry would win the war but that was all it had been; a hope. Now, that Severus was seeing Harry for the strong, powerful, determined and intelligent young wizard that he was, that hope was growing into a strong belief that Harry really could survive. That Harry could defeat the most powerful Dark Lord in over 500 years.
After that night Severus began treating Harry better during classes, nothing overt but he stopped the verbal barbs and insults. Severus couldn't do anything more though, as no one knew about their training sessions and their mending of fences. Most people just came to the conclusion that Severus had grew tired of tormenting Harry and was content to ignore him.
Severus believed, and Harry agreed it was for the best if the training remained a secret. If it got back to Dark Lord somehow that Severus had begun to train Harry Potter, Severus' credibility as a loyal Death Eater would be called into question. This scrutiny could lead to Severus' position as a spy being compromised, and if that happened his life was forfeit.
Severus had no intention of dying. While Harry would never be able to forgive himself if the wrong person overheard anything about his added training with Severus and brought the information to someone on the Dark side.
After Severus had apologized and Harry had forgiven him they formed a solid friendship. Finding, to Severus' surprise, he actually enjoyed the company of the other man. In the following weeks Severus also found out that Harry was quite the conversationalist, and was quite knowledgeable about many subjects.
When Severus had finally asked how Harry; "Had come to know so much?" Harry just shrugged and laughed before answering; "Hermione, she's been after me since the beginning of third year to start taking a more proactive approach in my studies. Guess it finally sunk in."
Severus snorted in amusement before he looked into Harry's green eyes. "I'm quite pleased and proud at the progress and dedication you've shown in your training with me. I believe you have a fair shot at beating The Dark Lord. But do not get cocky or complacent with your skills and knowledge. Even when these lessons are over I expect you to continue improving yourself and your magic."
Harry beamed at Severus' compliment, as he so rarely gave them, and assured Severus he wouldn't disappoint him. Severus just shook his head at the young man, wishing him a "Happy Holiday" and dismissed him.
Severus found, much to his annoyance, that he missed Harry's presence, and conversation while the younger wizard was at The Borrow for the 2 week holiday. Severus believed that Harry had missed him as well, if the looks, and small smiles that Harry kept giving him throughout the first day back at Hogwarts were anything to go by.
This belief was confirmed, and then some at the end of their first nightly lesson back. Harry had approached Severus and placed a soft kiss to his teacher's thin lips. Severus was stunned at the boy's incredibly brazen action and just stood their stiff during the kiss.
When Harry pulled back, Severus opened eyes he hadn't realized he'd closed, and tried to process what had just happened. Severus was unsure how he felt for Harry. Did he really want to start something with Harry Potter? Who was both a minor and his student. Was he attracted to Harry?
Severus thought on the questions that were bouncing around his brain.
Did he have feelings for Harry? Severus recalled the annoyance he'd felt when he witnessed the Weasley girl throwing herself at Harry. Severus also remembered feeling irritated when any of the other students, both male and female, ogled Harry.
Severus remembered these feelings quite clearly. Severus at the time had justified them by telling himself it was because Harry would become distracted by their advances, and if Harry allowed himself to become distracted his education would suffer, both in his normal classes and their extracurricular training.
Realizing how dense he was at that time, Severus snorted internally. Now he realized the feelings for what they were: jealousy. Severus didn't want anyone to receive Harry's attention in a romantic way but him. Severus hadn't realized it but at some point his feelings of friendship towards Harry had deepened to something more. Merlin, Severus was a blind idiot!
Now that Severus had identified and accepted that he did have feelings of a romantic nature toward Harry, he could move onto the other issues. Severus needed to decide if it was worth the risk of them being caught and landing him into trouble, as Harry was still a minor and student.
This was relatively easy for Severus though. Harry was old enough and mature enough to make decisions in regards to his love life. Plus, Severus had never been one for rules when they stood in the way of what he wanted.
Severus was equally unconcerned about Harry being a student. The only thing this meant was they would have to be covert about their relationship, which they would have anyway, as Harry was still a minor.
Besides, Severus could hardly announce he was Harry Potter's lover. He'd be tortured and killed or arrested by sundown, or maybe all 3 just in a different order.
Now to move onto the last hurdle. Was he attracted to Harry? Severus looked at Harry and realized that Harry had finally grown up, now standing roughly at the same height his father had at this age. Standing eye to with Severus at this point, and he also knew Harry would probably continue to grow. Eventually being taller than Severus himself. The baby fat had melted away from Harry's face revealing angular cheekbones and a strong jaw.
Still examining the young man, Severus took in Harry's shaggy, shoulder length dark brown hair, shining emerald eyes behind those always present glasses, golden tanned skin and that muscled physique that had been hard earned through Quidditch and added to by the physical demands of their training. Yes, Harry physically was very appealing to Severus.
Coming to his conclusion that he would like to try this with Harry. Severus would just have to ask Harry what exactly this was. But for right now he owed the nervous looking man in front of him a response. Leaning forward Severus placed his soft lips lightly on Harry's slightly chapped ones and pressed lightly.
The kiss was Severus' way of showing Harry he accepted his feelings and returned them. Harry beamed into the kiss, pressing his lips firmly against Severus', slipping his tongue out Harry brushed over the crease between Severus' lips, asking for entrance.
Severus opened his thin lips, allowing Harry's tongue to enter and intertwine with his in slow, tantalizing strokes. Severus felt warmth spread through him when their tongues met and put his all into the kiss, wrapping his arms around Harry's neck, pulling him closer.
Harry for his part wrapped his muscled arms around Severus' slender waist pulling his smaller form to his broader body. Severus melted against Harry as they continued to kiss. Their was no battle for dominance just a sensual meeting of lips and tongues.
Breaking apart for much needed oxygen both males looked deep into the other's eyes. Neither wanting to break the content silence that had settled between them.
"What do you want from me Harry? Is this just a dalliance, a fling to you? Please, tell me the truth what are your intentions with this? Why me, you could have anyone you desired?" Severus spoke these questions quietly if a bit rushed, still wrapped up tightly in Harry's arms.
"I care for you Severus and I'd like to be with you as your lover, not some fling that we will both indulge in before going our seperate ways. Since we patched things up between us it hasn't just been you who has opened their eyes. I've opened my eyes as well, and seen a man I didn't even realize was there. I've seen the man you are Severus; a beautiful, kind, strong, intelligent man. Someone who has made bad choices, been hurt in terrible ways, and has hidden his true self behind a mask of scorn, indifference and ire. To protect yourself from the world, to survive all the shit that's been piled on you. I'm only sorry I didn't see it sooner, I've been so cruel to you." Harry's words were spoken softly but with such honest conviction.
Severus again was stunned by Harry's words. The man just never stopped surprising him, you'd think Severus would be used to it by now. He shook his head, before leaning forward and pecking Harry's lips, murmuring against Harry's mouth; "Thank you Harry for your kind words and for seeing me as I am not what I appear to be."
"Thank you for seeing me as well Severus. Thank you for seeing me as Harry, not the boy-who-lived or the Gryffindor Golden Boy. But as just Harry" Harry brought his face to nuzzle in the crook of Severus' neck, breathing in his scent.
Severus tightend his arms around Harry's neck, revelling in the feeling of being held in strong, safe arms, enjoying that he was finally being accepted and cared for as he was, faults and all.
Severus raised his head intending to place another kiss on Harry's lips, as his eyes raised he'd caught sight of the clock on the wall. Realizing how late it had become Severus suggested, reluctantly, that they go back to their rooms to get some sleep.
Harry agreed and grasped Severus' hand and led him to the door to exit the Room of Requirement. Before Severus could open the door for one of them to exit, he was pulled into another kiss by Harry. This time the kiss was heated, as Harry explored Severus' mouth in pleasurable sweeps and strong strokes of his tongue against Severus'.
Severus moaned into that dominating mouth, enjoying the feel of the other man's lips on his. Too soon in Severus' opinion they pulled apart. With another quick kiss from Harry, Severus watched as he exited first to make his way back to Gryffindor common room.
Severus waited another 5 minutes before departing back to his own quarters. The whole trip back a small smile played across his slightly kiss swollen lips. Yes, Severus thought to himself, he would help Harry win this war. He would train him, assist him in anything he needed and support him unconditionally.
Keeping their training and now romance under wraps was not always easy, not with the amount of attention and scrutiny that followed Harry wherever he went. So their meetings were mostly restricted to quick stolen moments after potions, during lunch, and whenever Harry could slip away unnoticed for a few moments, and there nightly training sessions. Kisses and heavy touches were exchanged whenever they could manage them, it wasn't enough but it would have to be for right now. Neither man could afford to be careless or shirk their responsibilities, to much was at stake.
Severus was pretty sure no one had a clue about the training or their relationship. That was until he was summoned to speak to Dumbledore a month after Harry and he got together. Severus had not informed Dumbledore that he had started to train Harry, only that he wanted to. However, once Severus walked into the Headmaster's office and those twinkly blue eyes landed on him Severus got the distinct feeling Dumbledore knew that the training had begun.
Severus refused to give anything away to the old man. On some level Severus felt smug, let the old man know what it feels like to be in the dark with only your suppositions.
Severus was unwilling to be swayed on his belief that Harry needed training, and now the fact that they were involved just made Severus want Harry to succeed even more. Severus always worked better with an incentive; this reward just happened to be greater than most.
Once Dumbledore realized Severus would not divulge anything except what was expected of him; the goings on at the Death Eater meetings, his thoughts and prospective on The Dark Lord's plans, any news of possible attacks, and had Severus figured out what Draco's task was? Once these topics were quickly exhausted, mostly due to the fact that Severus hadn't been summoned since before Christmas, and they'd already gone over these facts before, and nothing new had been gained or learned. Severus stood to take his leave.
As he turned toward the door Dumbledore called him back, his voice sounded unusually grave. Not the normal light, cheery tone and Severus felt the dread rising in him. Severus knew whatever the Headmaster wanted from him, Severus would not like it, or agree with it.
However, Dumbledore was still his superior so Severus sat back in the chair he had recently vacated. Dumbledore waited until Severus was seated before he raised his cursed right hand for Severus to view fully. "How long did you say I had left Severus?" was Dumbledore's question; that the Headmaster of course already knew the answer to.
"As I told you previously over the summer, the curse will break free from it's restraints containing it in your hand. Once that happens; the pain will be excruciating and you will die in a very slow, humiliating way. There is very little to be done but manage the pain and make you comfortable. But as of now Headmaster, you maybe have 6 months left."
Dumbledore nodded his acceptance to these words, as none of them were new. With a heavy breath Dumbledore went on to explain his plan to Severus; what Dumbledore expected him to do. Severus blanched at the Headmaster's plan and his damn request. Kill him when the time came? No that wasn't asking much at all was it!
Severus argued, refused, lashed out with the offer to kill Dumbledore right then and there to be done with it. Damn this man! In the end, as always, Severus agreed to the Headmaster's request. When Severus had inquired when Dumbledore wanted his death to occur? The infernal old coot just smiled cryptically, "You'll know when the time is right." Was all the man had said.
Severus nodded jerkily, and made his way quietly fuming to meet Harry in the Room of Requirement. Severus knew he'd be useless tonight. Usually he could order his thoughts through his prodigous skill in Occlumency but for the first time in years his Occlumency shields were not working. This news and what was expected of him was just to big even for his impressive skill to manage at the moment.
Shit what about Harry! What was he to tell Harry? How was he to tell him? Should he? Severus was in a trance as he made his way by rote up to the seventh floor. Halfway to his destination Severus came to decision that he would tell Harry what he was expected to do.
Severus knew Harry hated to be kept in the dark about information that involved him or affected him. Also, Harry had not held anything back from him. Going over everything Dumbledore had told him about the Horcruxes so far, and shown Harry in the collected memories.
Harry had spoken to Severus candidly about his belief that Draco was up to something. Which Severus had agreed with and explained what he knew about Draco's important task, which admittedly was not much. As the task assigned was done so in secret by the Dark Lord himself with only Draco present.
Sighing heavily, Severus knew he could not in good conscience leave Harry in the dark about this, too much was at stake to start playing his cards close to the vest. Besides Severus trusted his lover to listen and not freak out, much.
Reaching his destination Severus saw the door already there and waiting for him. Severus was still enthralled by this magnificent room and what it could do. Walking through the door only Severus could see; he looked at an already practicing Harry.
Severus watched Harry nonverbally firing several medium strength jinxes, curses and hexes toward the practice dummies; noting how much better Harry had become in his stance, control, and precision. Severus felt pride rise in him to mingle with the affection already swirling in his chest. Harry's presence always soothed him and now was no exception.
Once Harry had completed his series of spells, he turned to flash Severus a warm smile, and made his way over. That beautiful smile slipped off his face when he saw how riled and stressed Severus looked. "What's the matter, Severus? Did something happen? Is everyone alright?"
Severus raised a hand to stop Harry's barrage of questions. Sighing he took Harry's hand when he came close enough and led him to the newly appeared sofa, the coffee table that appeared was laden with tea, cookies and firewhiskey, Gods Severus really loved this room!
Seating himself next to Harry, his slender smooth hand still holding Harry's calloused, larger one. Before Severus would even consider telling Harry what had transpired in Dumbledore's office, he needed Harry's promise that he would listen quietly, and once Severus was done he would not interfere with what was to come.
Harry looked worried and a bit scared, Severus could not blame him in the least. If he was in Harry's place he'd be on edge as well. Severus saw Harry pluck up that Gryffindor courage, and harden his resolve. Harry met Severus' eyes and gave his consent to Severus' requirements. A flash of light appeared around them sealing Harry's words in a promise.
Severus felt drained by the time he finished explaining the meeting with Dumbledore and his twice damned request. Harry was pale after hearing essentially the planned execution of his mentor. Regaining his compusure Harry's next words shocked Severus to the core.
"How could he ask you to do this? Why would he put you in such a position, then not even tell you when he expects you to kill him. At least if you knew when you could try and make your peace with what you have to do?" Were the words spoken with such strength and feeling from Harry's lips.
Severus felt his heart warm at the words. That his lover cared what carrying out this plan would do to him emotionally, as opposed to him being disgusted with Severus for agreeing to aid in the Headmaster's plan. Severus sqeezed Harry's hand still clasped in his own, leaning forward to press a quick peck to Harry's cheek.
Severus spoke again before Harry could; "I have killed before in the past, I am not proud of this fact, but Dumbledore will die without me raising my hand. At least this way his death will be humane, over with quickly. There is no stopping this curse from spreading forever and if I know Dumbledore he will even use his death to the Light side's advantage."
Harry nodded numbly accepting his lover's words and what he had to do, as much as he didn't like it. Harry looked into Severus' resigned onyx eyes with a his own blazing emeralds; a fire like nothing Severus had ever seen before burning in them. "When I win this war Severus you will be free, free to live your life as your own. No more spying, hiding, living in fear, and bowing to the whims of two powerful wizards."
Severus just stuporously nodded, his emotions and thoughts running at a mile a minute through his body and mind. Harry, his Harry was going to end this war. Harry was going to set him free and for the first time in almost 16 years Severus felt his eyes sting, as they began to water.
Harry seeing his lover's eyes begin to tear grabbed him into his arms, and just held the potions master tightly, murmuring nonsense words of comfort. Before long Severus broke away, wiping his eyes quickly before turning back to Harry. "We all will have to do things in this war that we would rather not. That is a fact we should both do well to remember."
For the rest of the time they were in the Room, Harry and Severus held each other. Absorbing the warmth of the other man, and exchanging kisses and tender touches. All to soon they needed to go their seperate ways, back to their roles defined for them in this war. But Severus left with the confirmation that his lover understood and still cared for him despite what Severus had been asked to and planned on doing.
Alright That is Chapter One. I Hope You Enjoyed it and my take on Book 6.
All Mistakes are my own.
Author: HatefulRodeo
Story: The Dance
Note: ROR = Room of Requirement
Past Thoughts, Actions, Events Appear like this: Past Thoughts
Previously: For the rest of the time they were in the Room, Harry and Severus held each other. Absorbing the warmth of the other man, and exchanging kisses and tender touches. All to soon they needed to go their seperate ways, back to their roles defined for them in this war. But Severus left with the confirmation that his lover understood and still cared for him despite what Severus had been asked to and planned on doing.
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The night Severus had confided his task to Harry in regards euthanizing Dumbledore was not the last night they had spoken of it. Severus and Harry had discussed the possibilities on more than one occasion, trying to piece together when Severus would be forced to fulfill his part of the bargain he had made with Dumbledore. The uncertainty of when this event would happen and how it would unfold constantly hung over their heads.
However, instead of caving under the stress, the constant reminder that Dumbledore would not be alive in the near future seemed to push them to begin making a more concrete strategy, planning for the future, and everything they knew that would happen or could happen.
Severus knew once he "murdered" Dumbledore he would firmly put to rest any and all questions of his loyalty to The Dark Lord. Severus would then ascend up the ranks to become one of the Dark Lord's most trusted Death Eaters; a member of the inner circle.
Much as Severus found this conclusion distasteful, as being considered one of the Dark Lord's most trusted was nauseating to him, he knew it would have to be done for the plans Harry and he were hashing out to work.
There were two major benefits to Severus' ascension in the Death Eater ranks. The first one being that once Dumbledore was dead; Severus could ask to remain at Hogwarts as the Headmaster. Severus would spin it to look as though he was training up the newest crop to be good little Death Eaters.
In reality Severus would be doing what he could to protect the students, the remaining non-Death Eater faculty, and the school. Severus refused to leave them at the hands and non-existent mercy of The Dark Lord's followers.
The second positive development of Severus taking his place among the elite of the Dark was the information he could gain. Severus could secure so much valuable intelligence and even begin a discreet plan of espionage. Nothing obvious, but sometimes all it takes is leaving out one detail or word and the outcome could change drastically.
Severus and Harry knew that with the school under the Dark's control Harry could not return and expect to live. As neither man knew when Dumbledore would be killed and the Dark infestation beginning, Severus had taken precautions.
Severus charmed two notebooks so he could communicate with Harry when the time came for him to leave Hogwarts and begin his Horcrux hunt. They were not large notebooks but they were incredibly secure and would never run out of pages.
These notebooks would also be the conduit for Severus to funnel information to Harry when he was on the run, and searching for the Horcruxes. Severus did not like to think about the time in the near future that his lover would be out there on his own, with only Granger and Weasley to help him.
But Severus knew it was necasseary for him to remain at Hogwarts, and Harry to leave to achieve their goals. Sacrifices would be made and these were just the beginning of them.
The next plan they had started to work out was where would Harry go once he could no longer reside in the relative safety of Hogwarts. Harry had suggested The Borrow; Severus had scoffed and told him he might as well turn himself over for all the good hiding their would do.
Harry had looked a bit sheepish for not thinking it through but Severus just place quick kiss to lips and continued on with the planning.
Harry had requested a list of properties he owned from Gringotts. Severus and Harry had poured over them. Examining each home, trying decide which was best; based on the strength of the wards in place, location and who knew where the residence was.
Grimmauld place was out for this reason, to many people knew of it's location. Once Dumbledore fell all the Order members became secret keepers. The amount of people who could accidently or purposely give away the location went up 30 times. This mission Harry was going on was to important to risk anything if they did not have to.
After reviewing the list Harry decided on a cabin the Potter family owned. Severus agreed with his choice one hundread percent. The cabin was located deep in the Black Forest in Germany. The property itself was blood warded, unplottable, even to the magical eye the cabin would not be seen until the blood of those keyed into wards was given, appearing as a large rock formation. Lastly, from what Severus and Harry knew no one other than them knew of its existence nor would anyone have a reason to look in Germany for Harry Potter.
As a last check Harry and Severus had stolen away during a Hogsmeade weekend to the cabin just to double check its suitability with their own eyes. They were pleased to find all was as it should be. Harry had keyed Severus into the wards so the older man could begin stocking the place with provisions, with Harry's gold of course, for Harry's inevitable residency in the near future.
Knowing that Harry at least had a safe place as his base of operations lifted a large weight of Severus' shoulders.
The item they needed to obtain were emergency portkeys from Gringotts, that upon giving the password would activate bringing the wearer back to safety at the cabin in Germany. Harry had purchased 4; one for himself, Severus, Hermione and Ron. The portkeys were not conspicuous but quite tasteful in Severus' opinion, his was a simple silver bracelet with an emerald inlay.
Another month past the duo in a whirl of training, school work, planning and of course spending time together as a couple. Severus was quite pleased with the way Harry's and his relationship was coming along.
The emotional connection between them had deepened after Severus had confessed to Harry what Dumbledore expected of him. That night Severus had let himself cry and be held. Something that he had not let happen since he was an eight year old child, but he felt no shame in letting himself appear weak in front of Harry.
Severus believed that if he wanted it to work with Harry, he would have to allow himself to show Harry what he was feeling, explain himself when his thoughts and actions were questioned, and be supportive when Harry was working through things of his own.
It was not always easy for Severus; he had spent the better part of his life emotionally deadened or hiding them from everyone. But Severus was getting better, talking more, and smiling more in Harry's presence, hell he had even started laughing, not snickering but actual laughter when he was around Harry.
Soon though the kisses and simple touches were not enough to satisfy them, and one night Harry took the situation into his own hands. Severus has walked into the ROR and noticed that instead of a training room, he came upon a room warmly lit by flickering firelight, and candles placed around the room.
A large bed with the most luxurious, soft looking sheets and blankets stood against the wall and a plush sofa was placed in front of the happily flickering fire. Harry was sitting upon the sofa looking at Severus with eyes full of lust and anticipation.
Seveus felt his body respond to Harry and the obvious direction their night would be going in. Severus couldn't help but feel grateful to Harry that he had taken the initiative and created the opportunity for them to progress their physical relationship to a new level.
Severus knew they were not ready to go all the way just yet, but he was ready to see Harry naked, hovering over him, naked skin to naked skin as their bodies slid against each other in the most pleasurable ways.
Severus was snapped out of his thoughts by Harry's fingers lacing with his own and leading him to the sofa. Settling on the sofa he saw that a coffee table was set in front of them. A bottle red of wine and glasses sat upon it, waiting to be opened. Severus placed his wand beside Harry's and turned to face him on the sofa.
Severus couldn't help the smile that slid onto his face or the warmth flooding his chest. Gods, he was lucky to have this man in his life, grateful that Harry had seen in him what he had and offered him this chance. And Severus had taken his chance greedily, and would he hang onto it with every ounce of strength he had for as long as Harry wanted him.
Harry lifted the hand not holding Severus' and slid it to cup his thin jaw, rubbing circles into the skin of his soft cheek. "So beautiful." were Harry's murmured words bringing a slight pink blush to Severus' cheeks. Harry smiled at him; "You are Severus, to me you are the most beautiful man I've ever seen, inside and out."
Not knowing how to reply to this, as sweet words were not his strong suit, Severus settled on action to express what he could not say. Leaning forward he placed his lips to Harry's, opening his mouth for Harry's tongue when he felt it against his lips. Severus moaned into the kiss, letting himself be swept up in the enjoyable sensations of Harry's tongue moving against his.
Severus allowed himself to be pushed back to lay against the sofa cuchions, Harrys comforting weight settling on top of him and in between his long legs. Severus brought his hands up to cup Harry's face, still enjoying the kiss that was taking place. Harry's was holding himself propped up on one elbow as not to crush Severus, while his free hand was caressing Severus' side in soft caresses.
It wasn't enough, Severus wanted to feel those large, calloused hands on his naked skin. Impatient, Severus moved his hands to pull off Harry's tee shirt, causing Harry to break away from the kiss to allow the shirt to slip over his head. Severus threw the shirt somewhere; he could really not give a damn. His hands were stopped as they made to undo Harry's belt, with a whine of protest he looked into Harry's lust fogged green eyes.
"Come let's take this somewhere more comfortable." After these words Harry stood holding out his hand for Severus to take. Once the were both standing Harry led them to the large bed but stopped before they could lay down. Severus just stood there waiting to see what Harry would do next.
Harry brought his hands to Severus' robes, unbuttoning the buttons and sliding the heavy robe off of his slender shoulders. Next Harry moved onto his button-up shirt making quick work of it, soon it joined his robe on the floor.
Severus for his part was taking in the sight of Harry's broad muscled chest that was fully on display in front of him. His appreciative gaze feasted on the sight of Harry's toned chest, muscled abdomen, and the crest of hipbones alluringly peeking out over Harry's jeans.
Soon Severus was stripped bare before his lover. Severus had to stop himself from squirming in desire when Harry began to visual devour every inch of his porcelain skin. Feeling his lust mount to a whole new level; Severus decided it was time for him to act, as he was stripped naked and Harry was wearing too many clothes.
Bringing his long fingers to Harry's belt, Severus quickly had it undone. The button and zipper of Harry's jeans were opened quickly, and soon those jeans were sliding down those long, toned legs. Harry slid his trainers off, stepping out of his pants that pooled around his ankles.
After reaching down to remove his socks Harry stood tall in front of Severus with nothing but his boxers on. Allowing Severus to see his cock straining against the cotton material of his underwear. Slowly, Severus hooked his hands in the waistband and pulled the last piece of clothing obstructing his view of Harry's chiseled body.
Seeing Harry completely nude before him for the first time snapped something in Severus' restraint. Severus grabbed Harry's arms, pulled him to his body and smashed their lips together. Forcing his tongue into Harry's mouth, while his hands slipped into Harry's thick hair, tugging on it in his urgency.
Harry wrapped his arms tighly around Severus' slim waist crushing their bodies closer together, so close there were no gaps between where their skin met. Harry let Severus control the kiss for a bit, before pushing Severus' tongue out of his mouth, and back to his own, taking control of the kiss.
And control Harry did! He dominated Severus mouth with lips, tongue and teeth. Thoroughly stealing Severus' breath away from him. The need for air broke them apart as both men gulped the much needed oxygen into their mouths.
Harry recovered first and proceeded to lay wet kisses and nips to Severus' jaw blazing a trail to the highly sensitive area where Severus' neck met his shoulder. Harry sucked on Severus' oversentitive skin, applying harsh but pleasurable nips in between sucks. Severus tilted his head back to allow Harry more room to continue his ministrations.
The moans leaving Severus' mouth should have embarrassed him, but he was to far passed giving a damn at this point. The pleasure Harry was giving him was glorious but he needed more, his erection was rock hard and leaky between their bodies.
Severus could feel the heat from Harry's body radiating into his pleasure riddled form, and he could not stand it anymore. Severus ground his weeping arousal into Harry's large erection, mewling at the euphoric sensation.
Harry growled when Severus' arousal came into contact with his, walking them backwards until Severus' knees hit the side of the bed, causing him to fall back onto the soft mattress. Harry looked down at his body, taking in every detail. "Lay back on the pillows, love."
Love? Severus heart skipped a beat at the term of endearment. Did Harry really mean that? Gods Severus hoped he did, it would hurt to much if Harry had just said in the moment. Severus' mind was going a mile a minute.
Severus knew he cared for Harry, now that he thought that Harry might not be sincere when he used the endearment of "Love" it hurt more than it should of. Did Severus love Harry. He didn't have to think very hard, the answer was so blatant even Trelawney could see it; Yes he did. Severus was undeniably in love with Harry Potter.
"Did you mean it?" were the timid words from Severus' mouth. "Mean what, love?" was Harry's confused reply. "That! When you called me 'Love'. Do you mean it or is it just a pet name?"
Harry looked into Severus' eyes examining him for something, and apparently he found it. A smile that could lighten up the darkest night broke onto Harry's handsome face. "I love you Severus, have for awhile. I just didn't know how to say it or if it would be welcome."
Severus just sat there in shock. Harry Potter loved him, really and truly loved him; Severus Snape. Severus smiled softly and looked into the eyes of the man he loved, the man he would fight to the death for and support before all others. "I love you too, Harry Potter."
Severus kept eye contact with Harry, as he finally did as Harry requested, and slid his body to rest on the plump pillows. Severus bent his legs at the knee and allowed them to fall open invitingly for his lover. Harry wasted no time and moved with lightening speed to settle inbetween Severus' spread legs.
Harry settled on his knees, draping his body over Severus so their erections met. Allowing his weight to settle once again on his knees and elbow. Harry grabbed Severus pale, narrow hip in his free hand and thrust down hard against Severus.
Their arousals slid against each other perfectly, as if their bodies were always meant to do this. The pre-cum that was already leaking from and coating both their members allowed the passionate thrusts between their bodies to happen smoothly.
Severus was in nirvana, the feeling of Harry against him, holding him, and pressing into the bed was bliss. Severus knew he was approaching his limit, his balls were tightening to his body, and the coil of pleasure he was feeling in his belly was tightening.
With one more hard thrust from Harry, the coil snapped, unleashing searing heat to slam through his veins. With a scream of unadulturated ecstasy, Severus' back arched crashing his body into Harry's above him, his head was thrown back, eyes wide, as pulse after pulse of his seed mottled their sweat misted skin.
When Severus came back from his pleasure induced blackout he looked up, and into the face of a sweating, flushed Harry. Glancing down he noticed Harry's penis was soft and came to the conclusion that Harry must have cum while he was out.
"Back I see, Love" Harry's cheeky words brought a light blush to Severus' face at his reaction to the most powerful orgasm he's ever had.
"Don't be embarrassed, Severus. I love the fact that I can make you come undone like that. Give you so much pleasure you black out. Never feel embarrassed or hide yourself from me. I want to see all of your reactions not just in our lovemaking but everywhere. I love you Severus."
"Okay." Severus wanted to throw himself off the Astronomy tower at that less than satisfactory reply. Harry just chuckled understanding Severus needed a minute to assimilate everything Harry had just spoken. Moving off Severus to lay at his side, Harry summoned his wand from the coffee table so he could clean them both up a bit.
Once both of their bodies, and the bed were free of their semen and sweat, Severus placed his head on Harry's chest allowing himself to relax in the aftermath of their fiery coupling. Harry brought his arm around Severus' shoulders pressing him closer to his warm body. "I love you Harry." After Severus' words, they let their minds rest, their breathing deepen as they dozed. Both men secure in the knowledge that this relationship was not ending anytime soon. That no matter what happened they would have the other; standing by them, fighting for them, and defending them.
Severus and Harry's bodies joined repeatedly during the night. But the most monumental and important was the joining of their hearts in a dance of love, lust, and pleasure.
Well That is Chapter 2. I hope you all enjoyed it.
All Mistakes Are My Own.
Author: HatefulRodeo
Story: The Dance
Note:
Past Thoughts, Actions, Events Appear like this: Past Thoughts
Previously:
Once both of their bodies, and the bed were free of their semen and sweat, Severus placed his head on Harry's chest allowing him to relax in the aftermath of their fiery coupling. Harry brought his arm around Severus' shoulders pressing him closer to his warm body. "I love you Harry." After Severus' words, they let their minds rest, their breathing deepen as they dozed. Both men secure in the knowledge that this relationship was not ending anytime soon. That no matter what happened they would have the other; standing by them, fighting for them, and defending them.
Severus and Harry's bodies joined repeatedly during the night. But the most monumental and important was the joining of their hearts in a dance of love, lust, and pleasure.
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The next couple of months flew by for the couple. It was now the beginning of June and Severus felt he had done all he could to prepare his lover for the trials he would soon be facing.
Together they had discussed options and possible ways to destroy the horcruxes and decided to use the same method Harry had in second year. A basilisk's venom would destroy anything it seemed, including Horcruxes, so a trip down to the Chamber of Secrets was made.
Severus would never admit it, even under pain of torture and threat of death, but going into the Chamber was one of the most monumental moments in his life. To think that he, Severus Snape, was standing in Slytherin's personal quarters within Hogwarts. It was humbling and awe-inspiring experience for Severus.
Not to mention the Basilisk provided him with many rare potion ingredients. Ingredients Severus would never have found and if he did, he could never have afforded them. The potions he could now brew were staggering to Severus; he felt like a child on Christmas.
The cabin in Germany was ready and fully stocked for Harry and his 2 cohorts. Stocks of food, medical supplies and other necessities were available for the three of them for about 6 months, if they ate sparingly and conserved their supplies carefully. Severus was further relieved that his lover now had a safe, and fully stocked base of operation to retreat to.
They did run into a few problems; Granger and the Weasel being one of them. They had demanded to know where Harry had been sneaking off to and what he was planning. The obnoxious know-it-all and the dunderhead didn't know when to quit it seemed, only after Harry had shouted at them to back the hell off did they respect their boundaries.
Yes, Severus quite thought it time for Harry to stand on his own two feet. Harry was intelligent, crafty and strong. He didn't need Granger's constant preaching or advice. No more than he needed Weasley's laziness and nonchalance. Severus had even run it by Harry to ditch them both and if not both then at least Weasley.
Harry of course had shot that suggestion down. They were his best friends and he would also need backup when he was on his own. Harry trusted them with his life, to keep him safe. Severus could not argue that, Merlin knew he wanted to though.
Another bump in the road came when Harry suggested he tell his two best friends about Severus' training and assistance after he left Hogwarts. Severus had vehemently refused to let Harry do that. The more people who knew of Severus' involvement, the more it could be found out by the wrong people.
In the end Harry had backed down, knowing all that was happening was Severus was getting upset. So Harry compromised and would tell Granger and Weasely he had an inside man providing him with information on the Dark side.
With every week that went past, and the closer to the end term they came, the more nervous Severus was becoming. Yes, at first the quiet was appreciated, as it allowed them more time to plan and prepare, but now the constant holding pattern was driving them mad. Harry more so than him, Severus and Harry knew something was going to happen, and they just wanted this to be done with at this point.
Things were quiet even from the Dark. It seemed as though Voldemort was gearing up for something. The inactivity sent a ripple of unease through the Wizarding community of Britain. By staying in the shadows, and not acting the Dark Lord had managed to spread more unease and slight hysteria than if he attacked every week. Witches and Wizards everywhere were jumpy and looking for attacks around every corner.
However, things could not and would not stay quiet forever. In mid-June the cauldron started to bubble.
Severus was summoned and informed by the Dark Lord that something would be happening at Hogwarts in the last week of term and when it did he was expected to support his fellow Death Eaters to the best of his abilities.
Severus had of course assured his Lord that he would do everything in his power to insure their success. He then returned to Hogwarts as quickly as possible; informing Dumbledore, and then Harry when he arrived back of exactly what he had been told. Dumbledore was sure, Severus and Harry agreed, that this event that was to take place was directly related to Draco's task.
Draco's task was another thing that Harry and Severus could only speculate on, and that bothered them. They were now almost 100% sure, after hearing about the attack on Hogwarts, that Draco's task was to find a way to successfully allow the Death Eaters into Hogwarts without them being detected. But this was only their suspicions and neither man had concrete proof to support it.
However, Dumbledore was taking no chances and called a meeting with staff, informing them of the threat and instating emergency procedures.
If and when the Death Eaters made it into Hogwarts the dormitories would be placed on lock down by Dumbledore or McGonagall, not allowing any students to leave or anyone to enter unless they had the overriding password. The overrides were given to each professor, after they took a Wizards oath to ensure that they could not be tortured, or compelled in any way to release the information.
Another safety measure was to install members of the Order to patrol nightly during the last week of term to protect the school and its students. Severus hadn't any clue what Voldemort wanted to accomplish at Hogwarts. So the snarky man was pleased that every precaution was being taken to thwart whatever it was the Dark Lord wanted to accomplish.
Severus had a sneaking suspicion that Dumbledore knew, or suspected more about Draco's involvement than he was letting on. But this was nothing new for Severus, and he knew trying to get the truth out of Dumbledore would result in him becoming angry and frustrated. So to keep his sanity and temper Severus left the old man alone with his secrets.
Harry was also quite happy with the precautions being taken to keep everyone safe. Even if it was one of their own who was aiding in bringing Death Eaters into Hogwarts, Harry was disgusted by Draco and his willingness to put other innocent lives in danger.
Severus agreed with Harry, he knew Draco must be under tremendous strain but he had options'. Draco was just too prideful and pigheaded to take them. Draco could have asked Severus to help get him out of the situation, the boy knew Severus would do whatever he could for him not just as his Head of House but as his godfather. For that Severus would never forgive him. The little boy Severus knew and loved was well and truly gone, replaced by an arrogant, spoiled and spineless brat.
This hurt Severus immensely, though only Harry knew it. He really did love his godson and he had tried to steer him in the right direction, but he had failed it seemed. Draco wanted the fame and glory that he believed came with being a Death Eater. Severus' heart ached for him; Draco would soon find that the only thing waiting for him as a Death Eater was pain and torment. But Severus knew the cards had already been dealt, he would just have to play the hand he was given, all of them would.
Dumbledore had given his own set of instructions to Severus regarding the night when the Death Eaters breached Hogwarts. Severus was to put himself in the right place, at the right time to go through with his promise to "murder" Dumbledore. If possible in front of witnesses who could attest to the validity of the claim that Severus slaughtered Dumbledore. Leaving no question, or doubt that it was Snape's wand that Dumbledore had fallen to.
Harry was still angry at Dumbledore for what the man asked his lover to do, but what could he do. Harry knew it had to happen to put the Light side in a better position to win this war, and with the least number of casualties as possible.
Harry had come to Severus a few days after he had delivered his news of the planned invasion, letting him know that during the last week of term Dumbledore would be taking him to look for, and hopefully destroy another Horcrux. Severus was quite angry when he heard this; not only because his lover would be in danger, but because Dumbledore would be leaving the school unprotected when he knew the threat was the highest!
But then again maybe that was Dumbledore's intentions. To allow the Dark an opening to strike while at the same time Dumbledore would fortify his protections. Dumbledore it seemed believed the Death Eaters would make it in regardless, and while Dumbledore could not stop it, he could at least make it happen on his terms and time. Hopefully, this way the damage could be minimized to the school and the potential of their people being injured in the assault lessened.
It was sound but risky strategy but if it worked it would work well. They would all just have to wait and see what the outcome would be.
Severus and Harry now spent as much time together as they could, knowing that soon they would have to part for who knew how long. Severus' favorite times were when he was wrapped in Harry's arm, just enjoying the feel of that firm body encasing his own. The feelings of warmth and safety Harry seemed to project were soothing to his body, heart and soul. Severus would miss him, more than he could express.
On Friday night when Severus was just settling down to sleep he heard his wards go off, alerting him to someone being at his door. Not expecting anyone his wand was in his hand just in case; cautiously he opened the only to come face to face with nothing. Readying to slam the door Severus heard a quiet voice call his name. Severus realized immediately who was outside his quarters; standing back he allowed an invisibility cloaked Harry to enter.
Closing his door Severus waited and without further ado Harry showed himself to his lover. "What are you doing here Harry? You should be in bed." Severus scowled at his lover's careless actions. "I needed to see you, love. This may be the last night either of us gets to spend with the other, and I want to wake up with you just once before I have to leave for awhile."
Severus stood there for a few moments, making it look like he was making his decision, when in reality he had known he'd let Harry stay even before Harry spoke. "If that is what you wish then who am I to deny you?" Harry smiled that breathtaking smile at Severus' words of acceptance.
Harry moved quickly to catch the potions master in a deep kiss, wrapping his arms around Severus' waist. Severus let himself be kissed senseless and his body pulled into his lover's.
Severus didn't want to go back to the way his life was without Harry in it; lonely, cold and boring. No, he wanted Harry's warmth, love, and safety to stay. But those wants were only fantasies for Severus at the moment, but one day his dreams would become reality. Severus wouldn't accept it, or think of it, as happening in any other way. He would have his happy ending even if he had to slaughter half the Dark forces with his own hand.
Severus snapped out of his rambling thoughts when he fell onto the bed with a naked Harry on top of his equally naked body. When the hell did their clothes come off! How had he missed that? All thoughts were pushed out his head when Harry's erection slid against his and a moan left Severus' mouth.
Grabbing Harry's hair in his hands and tugging until Harry met his dark eyes. "Take me Harry; if this could be our last night together I want to feel you inside me." Harry nodded his head, eyes taking on a serious look, as he lowered his lips to place a gentle kiss to Severus lips.
Their movements slowed down from the frantic animalistic pace they had been previously. Harry worshipped Severus' body with hands, tongue, teeth and lips. Showing in actions what he had always told Severus in words; that Harry believed him to be the most beautiful thing he had ever seen.
Severus was gone, pulled along on a tide of sensual feelings and unadulterated lust. Enjoying every touch Harry gave to his thin body. Soon Severus couldn't stand the onslaught of pleasure he was receiving, and raised his hips to drag his erection against Harry's; pre-cum dripping from both their lengths, slicking up their erections, easing the movements taking place between their bodies.
Severus was close; he could feel the scorching heat swirling in his belly. Harry obviously noticed as he pulled back, stopping the grinding of their arousals. Moving back Harry settled in between Severus' slightly shaking legs and stared into Severus' lust blown onyx eyes; "I want to be inside you when you cum. I want to know that it was my cock that drove you to lose control, made you feel so much pleasure that you became lost it."
"Harry please. I need you." Severus was sure of what he needed, he needed to cum, and he wanted to cum with Harry inside him. Harry nodded, a slight smirk making its way onto that handsome face, before he murmured a cleansing spell. Severus winced a bit when he felt the spell do its job.
Once the spell was done, Harry summoned a tube of lubricant Severus kept on the bedside table for their activities. This would be the first time that Harry and Severus would join in this way, yes Harry had finger fucked him on several occasions, but that was as far as they'd gone. Tonight they would become proper lovers; both men would lay claim to the other in the most basic and primal of ways.
Severus could not wait any longer, letting legs fall open even wider in invitation for Harry to get a move on. "So impatient, Love", was the quip that left Harry's kiss bruised mouth, but Severus could tell Harry wasn't fairing any better than him. Onyx eyes watched as his lover slicked up 3 fingers with the lubricant, coating them thoroughly, before he brought them to Severus' waiting, clenching entrance.
Severus bit his lip to stifle the moan that came when he felt Harry's long finger stroke his entrance and breach him in a slow slide until his knuckle met Severus' ass. That delightful finger continued its slow slide in and out of his body, twisting and turning, brushing against his walls.
Soon another finger was slid inside his body, Harry beginning to scissor them, to stretch his lover to accommodate his large erection later. It was heaven to Severus; the feeling of being stretched by his lover's fingers and knowing that soon something bigger and more satisfying would take their place.
When the third finger breached his entrance Severus ground down on them, needing to feel more. A scream was torn from his mouth when he impaled himself on Harry's fingers, causing them to slam into his prostate dead on. Deeming him ready Harry withdrew his appendages, and slicked up his leaking cock.
Harry moved over Severus so they were face to face; Harry's eyes looked straight into Severus' orbs, asking silently for permission. With a nod Severus granted him the go ahead, and Harry slowly positioned his arousal at Severus' stretched entrance. Harry pushed the head of his erection in slowly, breaching and stretching Severus open.
Severus grabbed the sheets tightly and threw his head back into the pillows, a loud whimper escaped him at the slight burning pain he felt as Harry pushed inside, stretching him further than he had ever been before. Once Harry had bottomed out in Severus' tight heat, he stayed still allowing Severus to adjust to his length.
Severus had never felt so full in his life, yes he had been with other men before, but nothing compared to this. Harry filled his body perfectly, and before long the burning pain subsided, causing Severus to rock his hips. "Move Now."
Hearing those words from Severus' lips Harry did not hesitate, and slid his length out until only the head remained inside, before pushing back in slowly but forcefully. Harry's slow strokes continued driving the man under him to insanity. Severus began grinding down, wanting to take more of Harry deeper into his body.
Getting the hint Harry lifted Severus legs over his shoulders, readjusted their bodies to the new position, and pulled his cock out of Severus only to slam back in quick and hard. Severus released a shout at the deeper penetration and the fact that Harry had stabbed his prostate straight on.
Harry continued this brutal pace, pulling moans and mewls from Severus' mouth, as he was fucked into the bed. Harry's hands were on his hips holding him still so he could continue to drill into him; growls and grunts were the only sound coming from Harry. To focused on the man below and the act they were committing to speak.
Severus was in the same situation, as all ability for rational, coherent speech left him when Harry had struck his prostate the first time. Merlin, he was close! Severus could feel that scorching, swirling heat returning and raging in his belly.
With one more hard strike to his prostate from Harry's cock head, Severus was cumming; screaming Harry's name, as his eye rolled back and his hands gripped the bed sheets tight enough to rip them. Rope after rope of cum erupted from Severus' untouched manhood, coating their bellies in his seed.
Harry followed soon after, Severus' spasming walls pulling his release fom him. The grip on Severus' hips almost painful, as Harry thrust deeply, and came. Harry's cock pulsed inside Severus' tight ass, staining his lover's walls with his semen. Harry continued thrusting shallowly inside Severus, milking his release for all it was worth.
Harry let his body drop and cover Severus', supporting himself on his elbows, not caring about the cum drying on their bodies. Slow kisses and gentle caresses were exchanged between the two of them. Severus gave a noise of displeasure when Harry's penis slipped from inside him, leaving him feeling empty.
Severus shifted a bit and broke away from the kiss, wrinkling his nose at the feeling of the cum drying on his skin and leaking from his entrance. With a wave of his hand Severus was satisfied; both of their bodies and the bed were cleaned and freshened.
Harry slid off from on top of Severus, settling down next to him on his back. Severus shifted to rest his head on his love's shoulder, as Harry wrapped his arm around him. They lay like that until sleep claimed them; basking in the afterglow of their lovemaking, and praying this would not be the last time they would lay like this.
I hoped you enjoyed Chapter 3.
All mistakes are my own.
Author: HatefulRodeo
Story: The Dance
Note: I hope you all are enjoying the story so far. Thank you to all who have reviewed, favorite'd & followed!
Past Thoughts, Actions, Events Appear like this: Past Thoughts
Previously:
Severus shifted a bit and broke away from the kiss, wrinkling his nose at the feeling of cum drying on his skin and leaking from his entrance. With a wave of his hand Severus was satisfied; both of their bodies and the bed were cleaned and freshened.
Harry slid off from on top of Severus, settling down next to him on his back. Severus shifted to rest his head on his love's shoulder, as Harry wrapped his arm around him. They lay like that until sleep claimed them; basking in the afterglow of their lovemaking, and praying this would not be the last time they would lay like this.
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As it turned out it was not the last night Severus and Harry would have together. Sunday morning Severus sent a note to Harry via the charmed notebooks, requesting that Harry come to his quarters after curfew.
Harry had his night to reassure himself in regards to their relationship and now Severus would have his. Normally, he was not an emotional or sentimental man but Harry's nearing departure was weighing heavily on him.
Tonight Severus would show his lover just how much he loved him, and would miss him when he left. He would do it in the only way he knew how; through actions. Yes, tonight Severus would show Harry just how much he cared for his younger lover.
Severus spent the day wrapping up loose ends, finishing up his marking and closing up the lab for the summer. The last week was generally review on what they'd learned, answering any questions, and assigning holiday homework.
At 11:20 Severus' wards went off alerting him to Harry's arrival. Severus quickly opened the door to allow a once again invisible Harry into his quarters. Only when Harry was visible again did Severus speak.
"Harry, I called you here tonight because I…." Severus trailed off having a bit of trouble expressing himself so openly. "I wanted to show you how much I love you and how much I'll miss you when you are gone." The words came out in rushed, quiet voice.
Harry just smiled that smile that made Severus believe everything would be okay. "I love you too, Severus. You know if it was up to me I'd drag you with me when I leave, but I can't. Just know you'll always be in my heart and I'll be thinking of you when I'm gone."
Severus nodded his head to Harry's words, not quite sure what to say after that heartfelt speech. Throwing his caution and nerves to the wind; Severus took his love's hand and led him back to his bedroom.
Once the door to the bedroom closed behind the duo Severus continued to lead Harry to the bed. He stopped at the side of the bed, and when Harry moved to embrace him Severus took his hands again, and shook his head.
"No, Harry tonight just let me show you how I feel." Understanding his lover, Harry just nodded and let Severus have his way. Severus removed his hands from Harry's, bringing them to the hem of Harry's shirt and pulling it off the immaculate body in front of him.
Severus didn't think he could ever tire of seeing Harry's body; the man was simply gorgeous. Once the shirt was discarded, Severus brought his lips to Harry's and pressed them together in a soft kiss. Letting their lips caress the others as Severus' tongue made its way into Harry's mouth.
Tender strokes were made to Harry's tongue, encouraging the younger man to join the slow, sensual kiss. Harry moaned at the feeling of Severus' tongue moving over his own. Letting himself relax, Harry allowed himself to just feel and let his lover take control.
Once the need for air made itself known, Severus moved away from Harry's lips to continue tasting every inch of Harry's skin he could reach. Feather soft kisses interspersed with hard nips were made to Harry's muscled neck, shoulders and chest, drawing more moans from Harry's slightly kiss swollen lips.
Severus luxuriating in the moans he was drawing from Harry, as he lavished his lover's skin with harder kisses. Soon Severus drew back from his oral explorations and brought his slender hands to Harry's belt buckle and pants; making quick work of them, he pushed them to his lover's feet.
Crouching down; Severus removed Harry's trainers, socks, boxers and pants slowly as to not unbalance Harry. He didn't want Harry to fall and hurt himself; that would put a very large damper on the evening. An evening Severus wanted to be absolutely perfect.
Only once all clothing had been removed from Harry's body did Severus continue with his worship, still crouched on the floor Severus brought his hands to Harry's thighs; stroking them with the tips of his fingers.
Feeling the shiver go through Harry's legs, Severus massaged the sensitive inner thighs in his hands harder. Severus smirked, pleased with the knowledge that he affected his lover as much as Harry affected him.
Deciding not to delay any further, Severus leaned in and licked Harry's cock from base to tip, latching onto the flushed head and swirling his tongue. Harry's moans driving him on, Severus took more of the sizable erection into his mouth, bobbing his head and hollowing his cheeks as he sucked. Doing his very best to give as much pleasure as he could.
Severus' hand drifted higher, rubbing Harry's balls. Severus brought his thumb into contact with Harry's perineum; rubbing the sensitive skin lightly. Severus' cock jumped in interest and he moaned around the cock in his mouth when this action caused a strangled scream to leave Harry's mouth.
Reveling in the fact that his ministrations were turning Harry into a moaning mess, Severus continued taking Harry deeper into his mouth; relaxing his throat to allow Harry's arousal to fully fit into his mouth. When Severus' nose came into contact with wiry dark curls, he swallowed around the head of Harry's erection.
Severus groaned when Harry's hands sunk into his hair and fisted it tightly; enjoying the feeling of having his hair tugged roughly by Harry's strong hands. Harry's hands stayed in his black hair; tugging lightly to encourage Severus to continue his actions.
Spurred on by Harry's noises and actions Severus increased the pace on his ministrations on Harry's cock, sucking harder while massaging the underside with his tongue. Severus' hand continued their movements; rubbing Harry's balls with more force. While his thumb pressed harder on Harry's perineum.
Severus knew it wouldn't be long until his lover came. He could feel Harry's hands tightening their grip in his hair, as his balls tightened up in Severus' hand. The almost non-stop moans, groans and shouts were a pretty good indicator as well that Harry was close to losing it.
Harry's orgasm came gloriously; with one last hard suck and jab to his perineum he came hard into Severus' waiting mouth. Severus continued sucking, swallowing his lover's release with enthusiasm not wanting to miss a drop.
Severus only pulled back when he felt the cock in his mouth going soft, releasing the member from his mouth Severus stood. Once his mouth was level with Harry's; he leaned in and placed a soft kiss on Harry's mouth, allowing his lover to taste himself on Severus' lips.
Taking his hand again Severus pulled Harry onto the bed where he could rest after his orgasm. Severus lay on his side just taking a moment to take in the most beautiful sight he'd ever seen.
Harry looked divine laying on his back , eyes still dark with arousal, skin shining with a light sheen of sweat, and his chest rising quickly as he tried to calm himself down.
After a few minutes Harry's breathing went back to normal, observing this Severus moved back in to continue on with his plan. Bringing his body in between Harry's strong legs he settled their groins together and propped himself on his elbows.
Looking deeply into those lovely emerald eyes Severus felt like he was complete. "I love you." It was spoken softly, reverently to the man below him. Harry's response was just as low and full of feeling. Overcome by his turbulent emotions Severus lowered his lips again to Harry's, pouring everything he felt into the meeting of their lips.
Their soft kiss began to become more heated as their tongues joined in; lashing against each other as they battled in Harry's mouth. The kiss ended abruptly when Harry threw his head back in a loud moan when Severus ground his still covered hard cock into Harry's reawakening length.
Growling in irritation at the layer of clothing that was obstructing him; Severus waved his hand and a moment later his naked flesh was in contact with his lover's beneath him.
Severus continued to grind and thrust his leaking erection against his partner's now fully awakened member. Each mans' hands were grasping, grabbing and rubbing every inch of flesh they could reach. Feeling his release coming on quickly Severus pulled back slightly to help calm himself.
Harry stared up at his lover; breathing rapidly and sporting a lovely flush on his face. Severus had to restrain himself from tackling Harry and just thrusting inside of him. Regaining himself a bit Severus summoned the lubricant.
Lubricant in hand Severus popped the top, slicked up 3 fingers and his erection thoroughly. Repositioning himself so he was once again hovering over Harry, Severus brought his lubed hand down Harry's body until it reached Harry's virgin entrance.
Staring into Harry's eyes Severus began to tease and stimulate the sensitive skin around Harry's rosebud, drinking in the gasp that came from his love's lips. Severus slowly glided his long finger into Harry's tight entrance; observing his lover's face for any signs of discomfort.
"Feels weird Sev." Severus hummed his agreement and began to gently thrust his finger in and out of Harry's tight channel. Soon another finger was added to the other and Harry's body tightened up at the additional intrusion.
Severus peppered Harry's face with kisses, murmuring words of comfort to relax his lover. "I know it hurts a bit Harry, but it will get better. I promise." Harry nodded, murmuring; "I know, it's just a weird feeling, not bad, just different."
Taking Harry's words as consent to continue his movements; Severus began to thrust the two digits into Harry again, scissoring and twisting his fingers to stretch Harry tight rings of muscle.
Severus shifted again to bring himself up to his knees and brought his now free hand to stroke Harry's side; trying to relax him further for the third finger Severus would need to add. Feeling Harry's body relax further around his fingers, Severus removed his two fingers and reentered Harry this time with three fingers.
Harry winced slightly and his face pinched up in discomfort. Severus resumed his words of comfort and brought his hand to stroke Harry's softened member. Trying to take Harry's mind away from the additional finger and the pain it was bringing.
Severus smiled slightly when Harry moaned out his pleasure; knowing it was okay to move his fingers again Severus began the motion of thrusting and scissoring his fingers inside of Harry.
He continued to pump Harry's arousal while he prepared him. After a few minutes of these motions Severus removed his hands from Harry's body.
Severus shifted his weight around so his hard member was now at Harry's entrance. "Are you ready, Harry?" Severus wanted to be sure that Harry wanted this as much as he did and wasn't just giving into his lover. "I want you Severus." Those words of permission were all Severus needed, as he began to push his slick erection into Harry's stretched entrance.
Severus groaned at the tight heat that was encasing him. Harry felt so good around him; Severus continued to sink into that tight tunnel. Hearing the whimper that came from Harry,
Severus stopped his advance and opened eyes he hadn't realized he'd closed.
He observed Harry and noticed his expression was slightly pained. Not wanting to see that look on his lover's face Severus lowered his body and wrapped his arms around Harry's body.
Once they were chest to chest Severus brought his mouth to Harry's ear; "I love you Harry. Do you know how honored I am that you choose me as your lover? How precious you are to me? I love you Harry Potter."
These heartfelt and honest words seemed to do the trick, as Harry relaxed his body, and Severus again began to move forward, moaning again when his balls met Harry's ass.
Once Severus bottomed out he held perfectly still and allowed Harry to adjust to the feeling of being full. After what seemed like forever Severus felt Harry's arms wrap around his neck, as he placed a light kiss on his cheek. "Move Sev."
Severus never could deny Harry anything and obliged his lover; pulling back until just the head remained in Harry's ass, Severus thrust back in slowly. Repeating the movements but repositioning his hips searching for the spot that would make Harry see stars.
Harry's shout was all Severus needed to know he'd found Harry's prostate. Desiring to hear more sounds from his lover; Severus pulled out and surged back into Harry harder and faster than before. Enjoying the subsequent moans and whimpers he was gifted with from Harry when Severus felt his cock strike his prostate again.
"Harder Sev! Hmmm Faster!" Severus obliged his lover again, setting a hard and fast pace, as he essentially screwed Harry into the mattress, hammering his prostate with every thrust. Losing himself in Harry's tight heat and erotic sounds, he pounded into Harry's willing body.
His release was screaming towards him quickly, but he was determined to bring Harry to orgasm before his own orgasm shattered him.
Leaning back, Severus brought his hand between their bodies and wrapped his hand around Harry's cock. Pumping the length in his hand in time with his thrusts; it wasn't long until Harry came, with a scream, in thick ribbons of cum, painting both their stomachs and chests.
Severus' release was torn from him when Harry's tight walls clamped down on his thrusting member. With one more hard, deep thrust Severus came hard. Severus' vision blurred, as his cock throbbed inside Harry, staining Harry's fluttering walls with his seed.
Thrusting shallowly, Severus rode out his mind blowing orgasm, while he wrapped his arms back around Harry's slightly shaking form. Noticing this Severus became concerned; had he hurt Harry? "Harry, are you alright?" Severus looked into Harry's eyes letting his concern show in his onyx eyes.
"I'm fine Sev, I just don't think I've ever came that hard in my life." Severus felt better when he saw and heard the truth in those words. With a nod and a very satisfied smirk Severus removed his now softened member from Harry's ass. Placing a kiss to Harry's lips before he shifted onto his back, pulling Harry with him. Harry got the idea and rested his sweaty head on Severus' chest.
"I'm a mess, love." was Harry's amused assessment of the state of their bodies. "Indeed we are, but I quite like the way you look Harry; slightly flushed, a sated look on your face and covered in cum inside and out." Harry blushed at the usually reserved man's words.
Severus just chuckled at his lover's sudden shyness, and continued to hold Harry against his chest. Soon though the drying semen and sweat couldn't be ignored; Severus waved his hand tiredly muttering a cleaning and freshening charm to remove the aftermath of their union.
"Are you scared Sev?" Harry spoke quietly and Severus knew Harry was feeling unsure about the future. "I am, but I know that we will both do our best to get through this. So one day we can live our lives in peace. No more psychotic Dark Lords trying to kill you and everyone else off every year."
"I just hope I can do what everyone expects me to. I don't want to let them down, you know. So many people are relying on me to kill Voldemort and I just hope I can do it." It hit Severus that Harry wasn't just unsure about what was to come; he was terrified that he wouldn't succeed.
"I believe in you, Harry. I trust that you will do what needs to be done. I'll be right with you; whenever you feel unsure or scared remember I love you and have faith in you." Severus was feeling quite exposed after his emotional outpouring of words. However, if this was what Harry needed, Severus could deal with the uncomfortable feeling.
"Thank you Severus. It means a lot that you believe in me and that you love me." Harry tilted his head back to place his smiling lips to Severus' in a loving press of lips. Harry pulled back and resettled his head on Severus' chest.
"We will get through this Harry, the both of us. Now sleep." Severus chuckled when Harry grumbled "Shush", after his words.
Severus' mind was swirling in so many emotions, but he didn't press them down with his Occlumency. Severus just let himself feel everything; knowing that this could be the last time in a long time where he could just let himself be.
Soon though his eyelids began to droop, and Severus let himself slip into sleep's welcome embrace. Before sleep totally claimed him, Severus tightened his arms around Harry's deeply sleeping form; taking comfort in the weight and warmth of his lover's body. Tonight they would both just be.
Well that is Chapter 4 ladies & gents! I hope you enjoyed the slash.
All mistakes are my own.
Author: HatefulRodeo
Story: The Dance
Note: A Big Thanks to Sheankelor for your reviews and suggestions. You my friend rock! Enjoy the Chapter!
**Past Thoughts, Actions, Events Appear like this: Past Thoughts
**Notes written in the notebooks will look like this!
Previously:
Severus' mind was swirling in so many emotions, but he didn't press them down with his Occlumency. Severus just let himself feel everything; knowing that this could be the last time in a long time where he could just let himself be.
Soon though his eyelids began to droop, and Severus let himself slip into sleep's welcome embrace. Before sleep totally claimed him, Severus tightened his arms around Harry's deeply sleeping form; taking comfort in the weight and warmth of his lover's body. Tonight they would both just be.
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Severus was overcome with a sense of foreboding and dread, as he made his way back to his quarters after dinner on Tuesday night. He felt that he was totally justified in his feelings of imminent doom; just this afternoon Harry had written him a missive via their notebooks. The note was short but no less informative, tonight after curfew, Harry would go after one of the Horcruxes with Dumbledore.
Tonight Hogwarts would be without its Headmaster and greatest protector; the only wizard the Dark Lord had every feared. Yes, Severus had a keen feeling that tonight would be the night that the Death Eaters made their siege on Hogwarts' majestic grounds.
Severus was in turmoil; his emotions were scattered every which way. Only when the door had closed securely behind him did Severus drop his mask and begin to pace in quick fluid steps in front of the merrily flickering fire in his quarters.
Wondering if Harry and he would survive this night? Would all their carefully laid plans come to fruition or would they all be blown away? Severus breathed deeply, raising his Occlumency shields to try and push down the torrent of feelings surging through him.
Once Severus was mostly calm he realized that there was not a lot he could do at this point; there were too many variables to take into account and they had planned as carefully and fully as they could for any of these variables. Severus also knew that you could not plan for everything and steeled himself to meet the unknown challenges as they presented themselves.
Severus resigned himself with these thoughts. He had his mission, his purpose, and Severus would walk the path that had been laid out for him. However, this path was dangerous, slippery and dark; where any missteps could mean the loss of his limbs, mind or life. But if there was ever a man to traverse the treacherous path ahead it was Severus Snape.
Severus finally sat himself down in his favorite armchair in front of the fire, committing to himself to the long wait for the possible attack to come. If it even came at all.
Shaking his head to clear it of his wandering thoughts, Severus picked up the book he'd been reading from the side table. Opening the book gently; with great effort Severus focused his eyes and mind on the written text before him.
He wasn't sure how long he'd been reading but Severus was broken out of his thoughts by loud and frantic banging on his office door. Severus silenced the accompanying pings of his wards and made his way quickly to the door.
Flinging the portrait open Severus looked into the face of a terrified Hermione Granger and Ginevra Weasley. Severus knew immediately what was happening and why the two girls were here, but he could not let on to that fact.
"What is it Ms. Granger?" Severus asked with his typical sneer on his face. "Professor...Death Eaters are in the castle! Harry said to get to you and let you know if something like this happened when he left tonight..." Hermione was breathing heavily as she tried to convey her message to her surly potions professor.
Severus nodded that he had understood and with lightning fast movements he stunned both Weasely and Granger. Quickly he levitated them into his quarters where they would remain safe from the demons that were now prowling through the halls of Hogwarts. Severus made his way to go and assess the situation in the rest of school.
Before he stepped out Severus turned and cast an Incarcerous on both the young women on the floor. Summoning both their wands and placing them on the coffee table. Better to be safe than sorry, if either girl woke they would not be able to rejoin the fight. A fight that Severus had no doubt believing would be vicious and bloody.
Severus didn't care for either of the annoying chits but he didn't want them to be hurt or die. Harry would be devastated by either of them being injured or killed. Severus would not allow his lover to feel that pain if he could help it.
Making haste to the main courtyard Severus saw Minerva dueling with one of the Carrow twins from behind the cover of a statue of armor. Moving quickly to her side Severus spoke loud enough for her to hear him; "Have the dorms been locked down and the appropriate people sent to check on them?" Minerva gave a curt nod before flinging another hex at the squat form of the now revealed Alecto Carrow.
Nodding his head in the same fashion Severus joined the battle, shocking his former allies and friends when he made his way over to the Death Eaters. Severus halfheartedly cast spells and hexes while covertly firing powerful spells at his fellow Death Eaters when he could get away with it.
Severus heard a scream, a scream of terror and agony. Making his way toward the ghastly noise Severus saw Fenrir Greyback maul Bill Weasley. Attacking Bill in vicious swipes and bites from his dirty claws and yellow teeth.
Severus' blood ran cold upon witnessing the brutal sight before him. He quickly gathered himself and cast a powerful stunner at the deranged Werewolf. The force of his spell knocking Greyback off the now unrecognizable form of the eldest Weasley child. Severus checked the rabid wolf and found him to be knocked out.
Severus looked around, searching for someone from the light side so he could draw their attention to him. Spotting Remus Lupin from around the corner, Severus fired a low level blasting hex.
The hex produced the desired result and Lupin turned his attention to Severus' tall dark form with hate and betrayal burning in those amber eyes. Severus fired another random weak hex before retreating back allowing Lupin to advance on him.
Severus dodged the curses and jinxes being thrown at him with practiced ease before he turned away and quickly made his way back to the main battle.
Glancing back he saw Lupin stop and look upon Bill in horror; leaning down to begin casting, what were hopefully healing and cleansing charms on Bill's cursed wounds.
Feeling a bit better about the situation he had just witnessed Severus threw a cutting hex into the broad back of Yaxley.
Ducking behind another pillar Severus glanced into the sky only to have his eyes widen when he took in the form of the Dark Mark; curling and undulating around the tallest Astronomy Tower. Severus ran as if the fires of hell were trying to consume his very soul, trying to reach the cursed tower as fast as he could.
Severus was moving so fast he barely registered the ward around the doorway that would lead him into the tower. Severus made his way up countless steps in a state of pure adrenaline fueled motions.
Panting harshly when he finally threw the door open and witnessed his fool of a godson holding Dumbledore at wand point. Severus regained his breath and took in the sight in front of him with practiced calm and sharp eyes.
Directly in front of him was his godson; Draco was staring at him with shocked and scared wide grey eyes. Just behind Draco, Dumbledore stood with both hands raised obviously the man had been disarmed. Severus knew Harry was here somewhere; the two brooms leaning against the tower wall were enough of a sign that Dumbledore was not alone.
Severus came to the quick conclusion that Harry was wearing his invisibility cloak and had probably been body binded by Dumbledore before Dumbledore himself had been disarmed.
Realizing that he had been standing and staring for quite a while Severus stepped forward; "Draco what is the meaning of this?" It was spoken harshly to the terrified boy.
"I have to kill him Severus! If I don't the Dark Lord will kill mother, father and me." Draco's voice was shaking and cracking and Severus knew the boy could and would never kill anyone in cold blood. This was welcome news to the jaded man; that his godson wasn't so far gone and corrupt as to commit coldblooded murder on an unarmed man.
Severus stepped forward to his godson's side and placed his hand on the young man's wrist, pushing his wand arm down. Draco let his arm fall and stepped back taking a shaky relieved breath. Severus turned quickly to take in the sight of several Death Eaters making their way onto the Astronomy tower's balcony.
"Kill him Snape! Slaughter him for our Lord!" were the happily shouted words from Alecto Carrow, as her equally squat and ugly twin brother looked on, nodding joyously in agreement.
Greyback moved forward and snarled; "I'll do it," as he moved toward Dumbledore's vulnerable form.
"No!" was shouted loudly by Yaxley as he cast a strong blasting hex at the mangy Werewolf's advancing form, sending him into the stone wall hard. The Werewolf yelped on impact and slid to the stone floor, once again unconscious.
"Enough!" Severus shouted and turned away from the now silent Death Eaters. Severus stepped forward, closer to Dumbledore's body, as he raised his wand. Severus felt the bile rising in his throat at the thought of what he was going to have to do in a few minutes time.
Severus was now 5 steps away from the Headmaster's shaking form; he took in the blackened dead hand, the pained, pleading eyes. Severus hated the man in front of him at that moment. Severus internally shook his head; those feelings and thoughts were useless. He had agreed to this and he would see it through.
Severus broke his gaze away from the Headmaster and listened intently for any sign of where Harry could be. Severus almost jumped when he heard harsh breathing apparently coming from nowhere closely to his right; but fought he urge as giving Harry away would be the equivalent of signing Harry's death warrant.
Sliding his black eyes to the spot where he believed Harry to be, Severus mouthed six simple words; "I love you and I'm sorry."
Severus turned his sidelong gaze away from where the invisible Harry was and refocused on the older wizard in front of him. Taking a deep breath Severus steadied his resolve and pointed his wand straight in front of him. He stood there, still as a statue not truly wanting to do this.
"Severus, please." The words were spoken softly, weakly from the now slumping form of Albus Dumbledore. Severus' mouth felt as if he'd swallowed a cotton ball, as his throat clenched tightly. Severus forced the words past his protesting body; "Avada Kadavra."
The jet of green light flashed from Severus' wand, hitting Dumbledore square in his frail chest. The curse lifted the now lifeless body off its feet, sending it over the low stone wall, plummeting to land harshly on the grass some hundreds of feet below in a broken heap.
Severus let the remorse and sadness for the act he had just committed show in his eyes, as he glanced to where he knew Harry was watching this. Letting his gaze rest for a few moments on Harry; before Severus quickly slammed his blank mask back onto his face, as his Onyx eyes went back to their normal unreadable state.
Occlumency shields once again in place Severus turned to take in the sickeningly happy faces of his fellow Death Eaters. Severus observed that Greyback was again conscious and smiling a disgusting smile of unrestrained mirth.
Casting his dead black eyes around until he met the shocked grey of his godson. Moving forward quickly Severus seized Draco's bicep in his large hand and squeezed down hard, as he began to drag the stupid boy down the long winding staircase.
"We need to get out of here as soon as possible. We will fight our way through their ranks and make it to the edge of the wards. We will disapparate from their and return to Malfoy Manor. Understood?!" Severus' words were quick, harsh and cold; letting his companions know he was not in the mood to hear any of their shit or complaints.
Murmurs and shouts of, "Of course" and "Yes," were heard from each of the Death Eaters. Severus nodded sharply, as he made his way back through the wards guarding the door.
Severus realized now that the ward must be keyed into their Dark Marks. Severus had to admire that clever bit of spell work even if it was used for such a despicable purpose.
Severus continued his fast pace, no longer fighting against the Order members and teachers. He only cast defensive spells and used shields to allow them to leave the castle quickly and unharmed. Severus made it quickly out of the castle and shoved Draco, pushing him to run to the end of the wards.
Draco seemed to understand, as he glanced at his godfather, nodded his head dazedly and proceeded to run quickly down the path to the castle's gate.
Severus made his way down the path quickly, turning back to block any spells that were cast at him. He heard a familiar voice scream a "Stupefy!"
Severus parried the spell easily and knew his lover didn't mean for it to hit him; merely meant to get his attention before Severus had to leave. Severus continued to block or dodge all the admittedly pathetic jinxes and hexes Harry sent at him. Harry was now 10 feet from him.
Severus brought his eyes to meet those beautiful emeralds; he felt his breath catch when he saw the sadness and love shining in them. "I'm sorry, Harry. I love you. Stay safe and remember I will always be with you."
Severus made to turn away but Harry's emotionally choked voice stopped him. "I love you too, Severus. I forgive you, even though I don't think it is needed. You told me we would all have to do things in this war that we didn't want to do. That's what you did tonight, Love. Be safe Sev and I'll be here for you as well."
Severus knew Harry was fighting not to run forward and hug Severus into his strong arms. He was infinitely grateful that Harry didn't move to take him in his arms, because if he felt those arms around him Severus wasn't sure that he could bring himself to leave.
Harry seemed to have steeled himself as to what they would have to do and raised his wand; making a dramatic show of his movements. Severus took this as his cue to act and cast a nonverbal Incarcerous on his lover's form.
Severus watched sadly as Harry fell onto his side on the path, his eyes looking at Severus with so much love and care. Tearing his suddenly burning and wet eyes away from Harry's bound form, Severus ran as fast as he could towards the gates of Hogwarts.
Once he crossed the boundary line Severus turned, cast one last tear filled glance at Hogwarts and the Dark Mark that now desecrated the once beautiful silhouette of the magnificent castle.
Severus turned quickly in place, feeling the tug of apparition and with one last loving look at Harry he disappeared into night with a crack. Severus landed softly in the apparition room in Malfoy Manor. Pulling himself together Severus quickly strode to the grand ballroom where the Dark Lord held their meetings.
Once inside Severus took his place behind the present inner circle members and stood at attention. Soon all those who were sent to Hogwarts that night were present.
As if on cue the Dark Lord made his way into the lavish ballroom room, seating himself in a large and ornately gilded throne. The snake like man eyed his followers coldly, assessing them with those blood red eyes.
Severus watched warily as the large black form of Nagini slithered onto the throne the Dark Lord now occupied; flicking her tongue out and observing them with cold, deadly reptilian eyes.
"Draco, come forward." Voldemort hissed these words quietly to the terrified 16 year old boy. Draco stepped forward obediently and sunk onto his knees in submission. "Tell me the status of your task, little Dragon?"
Severus fought hard not to grimace when his godson's nickname was spoken with such dark perversion by that lipless mouth.
He stood stiff backed as his godson detailed his mission. Severus couldn't help but give his grudging approval at his godson's plan. Draco had discovered the hidden tunnel that ran under the Whomping Willow in February and after months of experimentation and trial runs found that it was most definitely not protected by Hogwarts' wards.
Draco continued to explain that he had placed Madam Rosmerta under the Imperious Curse during one of their Hogsmeade weekends in March, so he could have eyes and ears in the village.
Tonight the barmaid had informed him that Dumbledore had left the castle for a while; prompting Draco to send the signal for the raid to commence.
"How did the bar wench signal you about Dumbledore's departure?" The Dark Lord's question was a sound one; many of the Death Eaters in attendance were wondering the same thing.
"Enchanted coins, when Rosmerta had any pertinent information she would communicate it through the galleon and it would appear on mine." Severus almost sneered at his godson; knowing full well from Harry that that was the means of communication used last year by the DA.
Severus broke out of his thoughts to listen back in on Draco's debriefing; Draco had just arrived at the part where Severus arrived at the Astronomy Tower. The Dark Lord held up his spider like hand for Draco to be silent, and looked out into the assembled crowd. Searching crimson eyes locked in on Severus' ebony orbs; the Dark Lord beckoned his potions master forward.
Severus made his way forward with his usual grace and dutifully bowed to his master when he arrived at Draco's kneeling form. "And what happened next Draco?" Voldemort hissed.
"Severus cast the Avada and murdered Dumbledore." Draco said this in a rush of words that almost sounded hopeful to Severus' trained ears. Yes, Severus thought hopeful would be appropriate, as it was obviously Draco's task to kill the Headmaster; which he had obviously failed in.
Severus knew how the Dark Lord dealt with failure and he was pretty certain Draco did as well. The punishments were generally unnecessarily cruel, painful and brutal.
The Dark Lord nodded his head, processing Draco's information before speaking again. "Draco do you remember what I told you would happen if you did not complete this task flawlessly?" Draco nodded his head and Severus saw the tears building in his godson's sad grey orbs.
"Draco you have failed but I am merciful, am I not? You may have failed but as Dumbledore still met his demise tonight I will overlook this failure. But do not let it happen again or the consequences will be more than you can bear. Understood little Dragon?" Severus watched as his godson nodded his understanding to the Dark Lord's words and threats.
Voldemort waved his sheet white skeletal fingers towards Draco in dismissal. Draco stood and shakily made his way quickly to his mother's side, where he was cradled into Narcissa's side.
Severus rechecked that his Occlumency shields were firmly locked down as he pulled all the relevant memories of tonight's events to the forefront of his mind.
Severus almost cringed away when the Dark Lord stood, making his way forward and placing his freezing, bony hand under Severus' chin; bringing Severus' dark eyes up to lock onto his red orbs.
Severus felt the Dark Lord enter his mind quickly and quite uncomfortably. Severus lowered his Occlumency shields allowing the Dark Lord to look upon the memories Severus had brought to the front of his mind. Soon Severus felt the Dark Lord retreat slowly, almost carefully from his mind.
Severus was a bit taken aback by the considerate actions of his Lord. Usually Voldemort entered and left someone's mind in brutal haste; unconcerned for the state and wellbeing of the mind he had just raped in his quest for useful information.
"Severus my slippery friend, you have made me proud tonight. As you know I always reward my followers for their successes. You have proved yourself trustworthy and loyal to me my slippery friend. From this night on you will rise and take your place among my inner circle. Is there anything you wish for me to grant you my loyal servant?"
Severus contemplated the Dark Lord's hissed words, already knowing what he would ask for. "I would like to return to Hogwarts my Lord, as the new Headmaster. It would be prudent to have your members at the school to train our young people and suppress any uprising from the children of the light side."
Severus watched in grim satisfaction, as Voldemort thought his request over, finally Voldemort smirked and agreed to Severus' request. The Dark Lord dismissed him, gesturing for Severus to go and stand next to Lucius in the ranks of the inner circle.
"Tonight Dumbledore met his death at the hands of my loyal Death Eaters! Now Harry Potter will be mine to kill and that old bastard will not be able to stand in my way and save him from me! Harry Potter will die by my hand soon enough and with his death we will triumph!" Severus listened to Voldemort's speech the ever present sadism and insanity flaring brightly in his crimson eyes.
As the rest of the assembled Death Eaters cheered happily; Severus prayed to whatever deity that watched over him that Harry was and remained safe for as long as possible.
Severus knew the deadly game had finally started in earnest for him. With this knowledge Severus would begin to make his moves toward the downfall of the Dark side and the ultimate demise of the Dark Lord.
Severus would do everything he could to secretly undermine and covertly sabotage the Dark side. Severus knew he would have to tread carefully in the times ahead; there were no friends on the side of the Dark only tentative allies. Allies that would stab you in the back if you showed the slightest bit of fear and hesitation in your assigned tasks.
Severus was relieved when the meeting was called to a close and quickly apparated to his home in Spinner's End. Only when he felt his wards snap back into place and checked that no one was hiding in his home did Severus exhale a deep breath of relief.
He made his way to the kitchen to make a cup of tea which would have a large amount of brandy added, as well. Taking out the charmed notebook he always kept on his person Severus spoke the password and opened the notebook.
Are you alright, Harry? What happened after I left? I'm well, and have been placed in the Dark Lord's inner circle. The Dark Lord also approves of me returning to Hogwarts as the new Headmaster. I promise I will do what I can to keep everyone safe at Hogwarts from the cruelty of the Death Eaters. So far our plans are coming together. Remember I love you, Harry. Please write back soon so I know you are okay.
Severus placed the quill and ink he conjured to the side, as he sipped his brandy laced tea and waited for Harry to respond to his note. Severus felt the energy and adrenaline leaving him now that he was sitting down and able to relax in a safe place.
Severus' eyelids were getting heavier and harder for him to keep open; after 15 minutes of fighting sleep Severus succumbed to Morpheus' call. Placing his head on his arms on the tabletop, Severus fell into sleep's inky depths. Dreaming of Harry's smiling face and being held in strong arms.
Well that's Chapter 5. I hope everyone enjoyed the read! : )
All Mistakes are my own!
Author: HatefulRodeo
Story: The Dance
Note: Just a little reminder to everyone! This story is AU and while I am using certain events in the HP Series I am not following the story verbatim. Thanks to everyone that reviewed, favorited and followed this story. You all ROCK : )!
**Past Thoughts, Actions, Events Appear like this: Past Thoughts
**Notes written in the notebooks will look like this!
Previously:
He made his way to the kitchen to make a cup of tea which would have a large amount of brandy added, as well. Taking out the charmed notebook he always kept on his person Severus spoke the password and opened the notebook.
Severus placed the quill and ink he conjured to the side, as he sipped his brandy laced tea and waited for Harry to respond to his note. Severus felt the energy and adrenaline leaving him now that he was sitting down and able to relax in a safe place.
Severus' eyelids were getting heavier and harder for him to keep open; after 15 minutes of fighting sleep Severus succumbed to Morpheus' call. Placing his head on his arms on the tabletop, Severus fell into sleep's inky depths. Dreaming of Harry's smiling face and being held in strong arms.
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Severus woke at 7am the next morning stiff from sleeping in a hard kitchen chair but well rested none the less. Yes, Spinner's End was the scene of his childhood torment but it was the only place he felt safe at the moment. Quite ironic that the place he was terrified of as a child would become his one sanctuary as an adult.
Glancing toward the charmed notebook Severus felt his anxiety rise when he noticed that Harry had not responded to his note from last night. Please Merlin let Harry be okay and just busy trying to explain the events from the night before to the Order and the others.
Sighing deeply Severus peeled himself out of his seat and made his way to the bathroom to shower and remove the sweat and blood from last night's activities. Turning the water so it was almost unbearably hot Severus entered and proceeded to scrub his skin clean.
Washing away the stains of the night prior; the ones on his body yielded easily to the soap and cloth. However, the ones on his heart and soul were not so easily washed away. No, those internal scars and stains would take years to remove from him. Severus only hoped that in the end of this war he had at least redeemed himself for some of the wrongs he had committed in his life and the harm he had intentionally or unintentionally caused to others.
Only time would tell however if he would be remembered as a brave and honorable man seeking redemption or an opportunistic coward too weak to face his sins and the punishment that was earned from them.
Severus shook his head and finished his washing, stepping out of the shower he toweled himself dry and slipped on a comfortable house robe. Clean and dressed Severus returned to the kitchen and gasped at the slightly glowing notebook on his kitchen table.
Rushing over to read Harry's response. Severus sat down and read slowly and thoroughly; a soft sigh of relief made its way past his lips as he read his lover's words of reassurance and care.
Sev;
I'm doing okay, shaken from what I saw at the tower and everything else that happened yesterday night, but I'll be alright. I'm glad that you are alright and well. I would have written sooner but Pomfrey forced a calming potion and Dreamless Sleep down my throat last night.
Voldemort didn't hurt you did he? I don't know what I would do if he hurt you and I couldn't be there to stop it. I love you Severus, don't forget that and don't beat yourself up about Dumbledore's death. I know you only did what you had to.
So Voldie agreed to send you back to Hogwarts next year. Good that works in our favor and I trust you Sev. If you say you will protect the others from the Death Eaters I believe you will do everything to make it so.
Plus with your place as one of the elite you will be in the know if anything untoward will be happening at the school or outside of it. Please try and get the word out to anyone who may be in jeopardy from Voldemort's machinations. I know you will but it makes me feel better to say it or write it rather.
How did Malfoy get the Death Eaters in? No one can seem to pinpoint it, all anyone can say is one moment everything was clear and then they were there in all their black robed glory. Please let me know so we can ensure no one can ever breach the castle's wards that way again in the future.
Remus mentioned he saw you in the area when Bill was attacked by Greyback. Remus also mentioned Greyback had been knocked out by a misfired spell but I know better. Thank you Severus for stepping in and protecting Bill and his life.
Bill unfortunately is in bad shape; he will have permanent scarring on his face and torso. Since Greyback was not transformed at the time not even Remus can say what will happen to him. Bill's changes could be as simple as a craving for rare meat or partial transformation at the full moon. The Weasely's will just have to wait and see and take the proper precautions until the situation becomes clearer.
I found Hermione and Ginny in your quarters bound and spitting mad that they were unable to rejoin the fight and help the Order. Thank you Severus from the bottom of my heart. I know you don't care for them much but you still kept them safe and out of harm's way. That means a lot to me love, and I will never forget you kindness.
As for me I am trying to fill everyone in in regards to where Dumbledore and I were last night without giving away crucial details. Not easy but people in the Order respect that I am being tight lipped and realize it must be for a damn good reason.
After Dumbledore's funeral in 4 days Ron, Hermione and I will be going to Germany to begin planning and strategizing on where the rest of the Horcruxes could be. I have a lead in regards to the Horcrux we went after last night. It seems someone removed it before Dumbledore and I did. I know all that for nothing but no one said this would be easy right Sev?!
A note was placed in the fake locket and was signed with the initials R.A.B. Ring any bells? Remus said it did for him so hopefully you could help me out in this puzzle. Any ideas or thoughts that could point in the right direction would be great.
Ron and Hermione are being supportive about leaving for Germany but they are bit put out that I couldn't give them all the information until we arrived at the cabin. As you have drummed into my head; the more people know, the more people can tell.
Once we arrive in the Black Forest I will have them swear unbreakable vows in regards to the exact location of the cabin, their knowledge of the Horcruxes and anything related to the defeat of Voldemort.
I have to go McGonagall is calling me to talk about a few things. I love you always Sev. Write back soon so I know you really are alright.
Love,
Harry
Severus reread the note several times; absorbing everything written in Harry's long note. Once he had assimilated everything he picked up his quill and began his response.
Harry;
No the Dark Lord did not hurt or torture me. Quite the contrary he was quite pleased with my work and actions. I know I should not beat myself up over Dumbledore's death but as I am the one who caused it, even if the man was dying, it still will take a toll on me for a while. But in time this grief will fade from my mind, heart and soul. Rest easy Harry I am alright, a little out of sorts but alright none the less.
I'm glad my appointment to the post of Headmaster pleases you and of course I will do what I can to protect those who need it both inside the school and outside of it. Now if people heed my advice and words is quite another thing but I will do my best to ensure that no one is hurt by Voldemort's plans and actions.
Yes, my elite status has opened up many new avenues and ways of hearing certain plans and bits of information. I will use them to the best of my abilities.
I will report anything relevant to you as soon as I can so check your journal every morning and evening, even more frequently if you can manage. I am not sure how often I will be able to communicate through it once I am back at Hogwarts and under scrutiny from the other Death Eaters stationed there.
Draco gained entrance to the grounds via the passage under the Whomping Willow. That particular passage was and is not protected by the castle's wards; I was shocked to hear that it wasn't as well. Please do not block it off but ward it specifically for your passage through it.
You never know when you may need to return to Hogwarts and you do not want to take away one of the only avenues to do it through. I will inform the Dark Lord that I have warded the tunnel myself, which I plan on doing in case anyone stumbles on it. The person in question will feel my magical signature in the wards and not yours. Don't worry I will key you into them when I set them up.
Indeed I was the one who blasted Greyback off of Bill. I am pleased that Bill is alive even if he is scarred and potentially changed for the rest of his life. Greyback is a disgusting beast that takes joy out of ruining other people's lives. I would have killed him last night myself if it didn't raise certain questions; questions I do not feel up to answering.
Your gratitude for me keeping Granger and Weasely out of the fight isn't needed Harry. They are still students and it is still my responsibility to keep them safe and out of harm's way. But if it will soothe your conscience I will grudgingly accept your thanks.
That is a sound plan of action; not telling Granger and Weasely about the cabin and other plans until their silence can be assured. I'm pleased that some of my cautious nature has rubbed off on you my impulsive Lion. Remember to word the unbreakable vow carefully to ensure there are no loopholes.
R.A.B? It sounds familiar to me as well. I will think on it and let you know if anything comes to mind.
Until then stay safe Harry and write to me as soon as you can.
Love,
Severus
Severus slipped the notebook closed and rose to make himself a simple breakfast before he started his day. He was expecting another summons to go to the Dark Lord so they could discuss his plan on Severus' taking over the Headmaster's position at Hogwarts.
Severus didn't think this would propose a problem as Voldemort had the most of the Ministry in his pocket, as well as the Hogwarts Board of Governors. His nomination and confirmation would probably sail through the approval process in record time.
Pushing any and all thoughts from his overworked mind Severus put his focus on preparing and eating his meal.
The summons from the Dark Lord came painfully to Severus that night at 7:15pm. Hissing at the stabbing pain in his forearm Severus rose from his seat and went to collect his Death Eater robes and potion belt.
Once he was appropriately dressed sans white mask, Severus went to the apparition point in his front hall and with a crack he disapparated to Malfoy Manor. Landing with his usual grace Severus took a moment to collect himself, check that his wand was in the correct position just in case he needed it, and made his way to the usual meeting room.
Opening the ornate doors Severus stalked to his new place among the elite. Severus stood still and tall waiting for his Lord's arrival and subsequent instructions to his Death Eaters. Severus didn't wait long for his Lord to arrive and glanced around noticing only the Inner Circle was present; this should be interesting.
Snapping to attention when he heard Voldemort begin to speak, Severus listened carefully often times what the Dark Lord said was not what he meant. To survive in the Dark Lord's ranks you needed to hear the unspoken questions and demands.
The gist of Voldemort's speech was that Severus' position as Headmaster was essentially his and they were just waiting for the vote from the Governor's which at this point was a hollow formality. Everyone present knew how the vote would go, no one stood up to the Dark Lord's whims for long and those who did generally didn't live long enough to tell about it afterwards.
"Does this please you Severus? Within the week you will be the Headmaster at Hogwarts and able to oversee the education of our children. Steering them in the appropriate direction and showing Mudbloods their rightful place in our world."
The Dark Lord's words raised Severus' hackles but Severus pushed those feelings down with his Occlumency, bowed to his Lord and replied; "Indeed my Lord. I am quite pleased and honored that you would bestow such an honor to me. I will not disappoint you."
This response seemed to please the sadistic red eyed bastard known as his Lord, Severus noticed. Feeling the satisfaction one feels when they have gotten one over on someone Severus kept his face impassive and his eyes blank, as the Dark Lord moved onto other equally evil and destructive plans.
None of the plans discussed so far were of great importance; a few raids on Muggle towns. Severus would report to Harry about them or maybe slip a covert letter to a member of the Order of the Phoenix. There was only so much Harry could do now that he was about to be on the run.
Decision made to find a promising way to pass information to those who needed it Severus dropped back into the meeting that was taking place. Severus froze when the next topic was introduced and brought up. The Dark Lord had been made aware of Bill Weasely and Fleur Delacour's upcoming nuptials and wished to send a little gift.
Severus listened carefully to the proposed ways to infiltrate and attack the Burrow during the wedding. He would have to inform Harry right away so the Weasely's could take all the proper precautions and protections.
The only good thing was that Harry would not be in attendance on the day in question. That was another reason the Dark Lord had chosen to raid the eldest Weasely's nuptials; Voldemort knew that Harry was likely to be there.
It was a win/win for the Dark side; attack your enemies, injuring or killing as many as possible and spread panic throughout the Light side. Panic and despair would definitely set in if Harry Potter was captured and killed. All the hope and fight would be swiftly taken out of those who would stand and oppose Voldemort's reign of terror and fear.
Severus promised himself he would do everything he could to ensure that this would not happen. Severus was quite impatient for the meeting to end. Not that his Lord or fellow Death Eaters had any clue to the internal conflicts racing through Severus' mind. To them he looked as impassive and cold as always.
Once the Dark Lord had given Severus his new Silver mask that marked him as elite, he dismissed them. Severus made his way swiftly to the apparition room and with a crack he was in his worn sitting room in Spinner's End. With quick steps Severus reached the kitchen and the notebook on the table.
He noticed that Harry had not written back as of yet and found himself becoming even more agitated than he already was. Pushing that to the side Severus composed a short missive getting to the heart of what had been spoken about during the last gathering.
Harry;
I hope you are well. I have very important information for you so please pay attention and take action immediately.
The Dark Lord is planning to attack Bill & Fleur's wedding this summer in the hopes of capturing you and injuring or killing as many of the Light's supporters as he can.
It is the Dark Lord's hope that by attacking the Burrow people will begin to panic and fear will spread. He also hopes that by capturing and killing you, the peoples' will to fight him will be broken and his plans to take over our world will be unopposed. Leaving a clear field for Voldemort to rule.
Please inform Molly & Arthur as soon as you can in regards to this plot. All safety measures should be taken if they decide to go on with the wedding in July. A least I do not have to worry about you being there Harry.
Please I know you will want to attend regardless of Horcruxes and the danger but please for my peace of mind don't attend. I don't want to worry about you anymore than I already am.
Write me back soon. I miss you Harry.
Love,
Severus
Closing and moving the notebook to the side Severus summoned a piece of parchment to him. Severus quickly decided on who he would report any information to in regards to raids and other nefarious Death Eater activities to. Kingsley Shacklebolt was the perfect person for Severus' needs.
Severus addressed the letter to Kingsley Shacklebolt and proceeded to detail the Dark Lord's upcoming raids. He left out a few of the planned raids so it wasn't glaringly obvious that someone had squealed the information to the Aurors. At the end of the day Severus had no intention of being discovered as a spy and being made a martyr.
Severus knew that Kingsley was an honorable and powerful wizard and would take the anonymous tip seriously even if it turned out to be a hoax.
Sealing and addressing the letter to Kingsley, while masking his magical signature on the letter and envelope, Severus made his way to the floo. Grabbing a pinch of the floo powder on the mantel Severus tossed it into the hearth and called out Kingsley's name and office at the Ministry before throwing the letter into the green flames.
With a swirl of Emerald fire the letter was gone and Severus felt a bit better now that he had done what he could do to protect everyone who was or would soon be in danger. Severus was also aware that there was no way for Kingsley or anyone to track the letter to him; he had masked his signature and his floo was untraceable.
Making his way to the stove to make a pot of tea Severus let his head rest on the cabinet in front of him and reviewed the past 24 hours of his life. Morgana things were moving quickly in his quarter it seemed. He could only hope that Harry's mission would move quickly and safely as well.
The quicker Harry found and destroyed the abomination that was the Dark Lord's Horcruxes, the faster Voldemort could be killed, and their world would be safe once again. But for right now Severus would continue on with his plans and make the best out of all the situations that were placed in his path.
Steeling himself once again for a long and hard road Severus prepared his tea, picked up the charmed notebook and made his way to his study. He had plans to make in regards to the safety of innocent people at Hogwarts, things to research in regards to this R.A.B. person and he really needed something to distract his mind away from thoughts of Harry and his wellbeing.
Severus knew he was in for a long night to come and situated himself comfortably in the chair behind his desk and began his work. Every so often he would glance over to the charmed notebook to see if Harry had replied to his prior letters, but so far he was out of luck.
The reply from Harry came at 11pm and Severus greedily devoured Harry's words. Pleased that Harry finally replied to him. Severus sighed in relief now that he was assured once again that Harry was okay.
The response was short and to the point showing Severus that Harry was tired and stressed out at the moment. Not that Severus could blame him, if he was in the same position he probably wouldn't have handled half as well as Harry seemed to be.
Harry had agreed not to attend Bill's wedding but he was not happy about it. Severus could give a damn if Harry liked it, as long as he didn't attend the wedding Severus was happy. Harry had also talked to Ron and Hermione and they had agreed to skip the ceremony as well now that a legitimate threat had been found against their safety.
Apparently from what Severus deduced from Harry's words was that Harry had spun a tale in regards to overhearing one of the Death Eaters gloating last night when he was invisible on the Astronony Tower about Greyback's Attack on Bill. The Death Eater also jested that they couldn't wait to crash Bill's wedding to the pretty French witch.
Severus would have hugged Harry if he were there for his Slytherin cunning for coming up with a believable reason for Harry to possess the information he did.
Smiling slightly Severus thought on the rest of the note; Harry had also agreed to ward the passage under the Whomping Willow and would try and alert Severus should he ever have to use it in the future. Harry still had no clue on who R.A.B. was but he was hopeful Severus would assist him on that little quandary.
Severus picked up his quill and penned a quick goodnight and I love you into the notebook in response to Harry's wishes of the same. Feeling like a weight had lifted from his shoulders now that Severus knew that Harry was safe and taking action in regards to information Severus had given him.
Severus placed a marker in the book he was reading and rose to prepare himself for bed and another long day tomorrow. The ball had begun to roll quite quickly for Severus. He just hoped that he could stay out of its path and didn't get crushed under the weight of his responsibilities and many masks he would have to wear in the future.
Slipping into bed Severus pressed these thoughts down and focused on his breathing and within five minutes his exhausted mind shut down as Severus drifted off to sleep.
Well that's Chapter 6! Thanks for reading!
All Mistakes Are My Own.
Author: HatefulRodeo
Story: The Dance
Note: Alright this chapter is purely of my own making; it is AU after all. Some events will be taken from Book 7. However, I'm not going to use the Deathly Hallows and by extension the whole becoming the master of the Elder Wand issue. Thanks to everyone who reviewed, favorited & followed. : )
**Past Thoughts, Actions, Events Appear like this: Past Thoughts
**Notes written in the notebooks will look like this!
Previously:
Severus placed a marker in the book he was reading and rose to prepare himself for bed and another long day tomorrow. The ball had begun to roll quite quickly for Severus. He just hoped that he could stay out of its path and didn't get crushed under the weight of his responsibilities and many masks he would have to wear in the future.
Slipping into bed Severus pressed these thoughts down and focused on his breathing and within five minutes his exhausted mind shut down as Severus drifted off to sleep.
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Eight months had passed by Harry and Severus; many things had happened some big and some small. Both of their birthday's had come and gone without much fanfare, though they had exchanged small gifts. Harry had purchased and sent Severus a beautiful silver ring and enclosed with it a note of explanation. The note had Severus' heart racing it said that the ring was a promise ring!
Severus suddenly found the ancient and obscure book on offensive and defensive Dark Magic he'd sent to Harry severely lacking, but Harry had allayed his insecurities when he wrote, the excitement clear by his words, that he loved the book and had a hell of time practicing with Ron and Hermione in the forest behind the cabin.
The largest accomplishment was the solving of the riddle of who R.A.B. was and the location of another two Horcruxes. The answer was found by Harry and it was purely by accident; showing Severus that Harry had the most unbelievably good luck.
Harry explained through their notebooks that he had been reviewing some of the papers that dealt with the Black family tree and stumbled upon the initials R.A.B. next to Sirius' initials.
That one piece of information unraveled the mystery quite quickly. Severus wanted to kick himself in the arse! How could he have not remembered Sirius' younger brother Regulus Arcturus Black. It frustrated him to no end that he had the answer the whole time but didn't even realize it.
Severus could recall the boy clearly even all these years later. When Regulus first joined the Dark Lord's ranks he had done so with pride and purpose. However, like so many Regulus soon found the tasks he was given weren't what he was led to believe they'd be and not even two years later the boy disappeared never to be seen nor heard from again.
Well the past was the past and Harry now possessed the information he needed to proceed with the hunt for the missing locket Horcrux. Severus had supplied the next clue to the possible location of the locket. He vaguely remembered Kreacher skulking off with a locket when Molly Weasely was cleaning out all of the old dark objects and Black family heirlooms in Grimmauld Place.
The rest was quite simple; Harry apparated to Number 12 under the invisibility cloak. Harry had informed Severus that the house was abandoned; Severus was not surprised the Order probably realized how unsecure the house was now that Dumbledore was dead.
After searching and finally finding Kreacher; Harry cajoled and promised the elf that he would be given his beloved Master Regulus' locket if he turned over the stolen locket. Once Kreacher had the fake locket in his arthritic hands he turned over a heavy silver locket inlaid with emeralds in the shape of an 'S' on the front.
Harry then explained that he knew right away that it was indeed the lost locket Horcrux just from the disgusting pulses of dark magic the object emitted. Harry didn't stick around, placed his invisibility cloak back on and quickly left the old Headquarters building.
Only once Harry was safe behind the cabin's strong wards did he remove the invisibility cloak again. The Horcrux was destroyed when a Basilisk fang full of toxic venom was impaled straight through the center of the cursed object. Harry relayed that the scream it emitted was truly horrible before a foul dark mist spewed forth from the puncture in the locket.
Severus was on top of the moon that Harry was one step closer to completing his task and by doing so one step closer to winning the war. Severus couldn't express his happiness openly though not with the constant presence of Death Eaters at Hogwarts.
As Severus predicted the wedding of Bill and Fleur was indeed raided but no one was injured or killed since the Weasely had given each family or guest at the wedding an emergency portkey that would take them a few miles away from the Burrow so they could apparate safely away. All underage attendees were assigned an adult to find so they could be removed from the fray as well.
Severus had been doing his duty as he promised Harry he would. Whenever information concerning attacks and raids were made known to him Severus would send off an anonymous letter to Kingsley with the pertinent information. So far at least nine families had been spared and unknown amounts of injuries avoided.
The only abduction Severus had known about and had not been able to prevent was Ollivanders. Whatever the Dark Lord wanted the wandmaker for Severus knew it could not be good. When he mentioned the abduction to Harry he had explained to Severus about Voldemort's and his wand sharing the same cores. That made a lot of sense to the potions master but it still made him uneasy none the less.
Severus' job was made more complicated though when the Ministry succumbed to the Dark Lord in July upon the death of Rufus Scrimgeour, which was coincidently the day of Bill's wedding. Instead of sending his letters through the floo to the Ministry he now sent them by an unknown and untraceable owl, since Kingsley had gone into hiding to join the Order and the underground resistance against the Dark Lord.
Severus internally cheered whenever the Order had a victory against the Death Eaters. On the outside he showed his disdain for the Light but on the inside he was basking in it. Thinking about the Light side made him think of the incident when Minerva had come to see him in his office.
Damn Dumbledore! The old man was meddlesome even in death and as a portrait in the Headmaster's office. Albus had spoken a few cryptic words to Minerva regarding Severus' true position in the war before Severus could silence him.
Well needless to say Minerva had left the office with a small smirk on her face but not before telling Severus "that his secret was safe with her and she knew he was so much more than he let on", if he remembered correctly.
Well there was nothing for it though; he was grudgingly grateful for the added ally within the school, not that Severus would ever admit it. With Minerva's help they could and were preventing most of the more horrible punishments and acts being used against the students by their alledged teachers.
It truly made Severus' stomach curl when he remembered Alecto Carrow moving to place the Cruciatus on Neville Longbottom. Severus of course had moved to intercept the insane toad like woman but he shuddered to think what Alecto was putting the students through when he or Minerva could not interfere.
Severus brought himself back from his dark musings and began ticking off the destroyed Horcruxes and listing the remaining ones. So far the Diary, Ring and Locket were no more but four more still remained out there hidden. Severus constantly racked his brain to think of things they could be, knowing that they probably had some connection with Hogwarts and its founders.
So far he had suggested that Harry try and locate the lost Diadem of Ravenclaw, but that was all he could think of. Harry had written asking him if he had ever heard of Hufflepuff's cup. Severus hadn't but he asked Albus' portrait and was given a maddeningly circular answer that he interpreted to mean that Harry was on the right track in his desire to locate the Cup.
Severus had sent that information on to Harry through the notebook. Yes, things were moving along for both of them. Severus was proud of Harry for the effort and sacrifices he had made so far. He only hoped that their luck would hold out for them.
Severus should have known that Harry would at some point come into some form of resistance or attack. Severus remembered the night and the events that had happened not even two weeks prior; the memory still made his blood run cold and hot at the same time.
It had been around 10 pm and Severus was sitting in his office filling out those thrice damn reports to be turned over to the Board of Governor's when his Dark Mark had flared up painfully. The Dark Lord must have been in a towering rage for the summons to feel this terrible.
Grabbing his robes and mask from the hidden compartment in the coat closet Severus made his way off the grounds so he could apparate to Malfoy Manor. When Severus had arrived he had been privy to quite the scene. The Dark Lord was radiating waves of anger but what surprised Severus was the touch of fear he could pick up in the Dark Lord's crimson eyes.
Deciding to remain quiet as he took his place among the rest of Death Eaters called Severus watched and listened closely. The Dark Lord finally stopped Crucio'ing Lucius, Bellatrix and Narcissa and spat out for them to explain.
Severus' throat felt like it was being strangled, as he heard the events of the night from Lucius' bloodless lips. Apparently, Harry Potter and his two sidekicks had been brought in by snatchers. However, Harry's face had been distorted so not even Draco could recognize if it in fact was Harry Potter.
Bellatrix had then decided to keep Granger and a Goblin, who had also been brought in with the snatchers so she could torture them for information. The Dark Lord wanted to know what information Bella was hoping to get? Bellatrix replied she wanted to torture the Mudblood until she told them Potter's location and the Goblin so she could verify that her Lord's treasure was still safe in her vault at Gringotts.
That piece of information set the wheels turning in Severus' intelligent mind; so Bellatrix had an important artifact of the Dark Lord's hidden in her vault. The revelation this thought brought to Severus was staggering! It made sense that Bellatrix would be given a Horcrux to guard just as Lucius had, seeing as they were both at one time the Dark Lord's favorite and most trusted followers.
Severus filed that bit to report to Harry as soon as he was able to return to Hogwarts. He returned to listening to the recounting of the events at Malfoy Manor; after Bellatrix was unable to get any useful information out of her two victims she decided to kill them since it would be no great loss. She had then ordered Pettigrew to fetch the Weasel boy to see if he knew anything.
Pettigrew took along time to return; Bellatrix heard a sound coming from the foyer entrance way and before she could raise her wand Harry and Weasely had burst into the foyer and a scurmish began.
The end result was every prisoner including the Golden Trio escaped via an emergency portkey. Severus smiled a small smile of relief behind his mask; he knew those portkeys would come in handy one day.
Severus was also surprised but pleased to know that Wormtail had been killed; not by any of the escaped prisoners but by the silver hand the Dark Lord had gifted him with. Apparently one of the captives had caused it to strangle Wormtail to death.
Severus would have to ask Harry about how Wormtail's death was actually caused and also how they got their wands back. The Dark Lord was in lost in his murderous thoughts and Severus could only imagine the anger his Lord must be feeling; after all this was not the first time Harry had defied the odds and escaped him and his followers.
Severus also knew the loss of Ollivander would be most upsetting to Voldemort. Severus was pleased that the aged wandmaker had escaped Malfoy Manor and the Dark Lord's clutches. Severus had always liked Ollivander and he knew without a doubt the older man didn't deserve the torture and imprisonment Voldemort had forced him to endure.
Well this was indeed a fruitful and informative night for Severus; he would have many things to write to Harry about. He was pleased about the lead on one of the Horcruxes that had been opened up to them tonight. Voldemort finished his stewing, ranting and Crucio'ing and stormed out into the cold February night. Taking this as a dismissal Severus made his way to the apparition room and returned to Hogsmeade.
Once Severus was safely in his circular office again he pulled out his charmed notebook, after seeing it glowing lightly showing that Harry had written to him, Severus opened it quickly and felt his heart stop when he read Harry's words.
Sev, I need you! Please come soon Hermione is in bad shape and a Goblin was badly tortured as well. Please bring stronger healing potions for internal injuries and pain if you can. I'm sorry to ask you to do this but I don't know what to do. Please love get here soon I can't lose Mione. Harry
Severus didn't even think as he rose quickly and made his way to the hospital ward. Bursting through the doors, rousing a sleeping Madam Pomfrey who Severus ignored as he rifled through the potions until he found the ones he was after. Plucking op six of each of the requested potions Severus placed them in his potions belt and swept out of the infirmary.
He didn't even stop once to give Madam Pomfrey any explanation or reason as to why he had stormed into her ward and removed some very powerful remedies. Severus slowed his pace down as he made his way once again back towards Hogsmeade so he could apparate to the cabin in the Black Forest.
Upon his arrival in the dense forest Severus sent his Patronus, which was now a large Lion much to his amusement, off to let Harry know he would be arriving soon and to let the others know. Severus didn't want to be hexed upon taking one step inside the cabin.
Severus made his way quickly not bothering to do so silently. When he finally breached the ring of trees his eyes fell upon Harry standing at the front door, looking like he'd been through the ringer. Harry's usually happy eyes were filled with fear and pain; not thinking Severus quickly covered the ground between them and pulled the younger now taller man into his arms.
Severus stood there for a few minutes just holding the man he loved while murmuring words of assurance and love. When Harry had collected himself a bit he looked into Severus' concerned onyx eyes and in a hoarse voice spoke; "I told them you were coming. That you were the inside man I had working on the Dark side. While they are nervous about your presence they will not harm you and if they do they will meet the end of my wand."
Severus nodded before moving to enter the moderately sized cabin. Upon entering Severus took in the scene before him; the fire was crackling loudly filling the house with light and warmth. He saw Luna Lovegood, Dean Thomas and Ollivander huddling under blankets in front of the roaring fire. All three looked banged up but no more than that, Severus would examine them later to be sure there were no internal injuries.
Turning his eyes to the other side of the living room Severus took in the two conjured cots on top of which laid a badly injured Hermione Granger and an unknown Goblin. Ronald Weasely sat beside Granger holding her hand and Severus could see the tear tracks on his face and worry in his blue eyes.
Making his way over with sure strides Severus knelt on the other side of Granger's makeshift bed and pulled his wand. He ran a few health scans before pulling out the bottles of potions. Uncorking the strong pain reliever Severus coaxed Granger to drink it down and once Severus was sure it was taking effect he fed her the potion that would fix the internal damage he had found to her lungs and kidneys.
Severus knew that without the pain potion Granger would be screaming to the heavens instead of just whimpering softly while her organs reknit themselves together. Severus began to apply the essence of Dittany he had stocked in the cabin before Dumbledore died to Granger's many slash wounds.
The slashes covered her torso and back, creating a disgusting pattern. Once the Dittany had begun to close the wounds Severus summoned a blood replenishment potion for Granger to take.
He would not offer her a Dreamless Sleep potion, as Severus needed her to be conscious in case something went wrong. Granger would know before he would if her internal wounds became worse and if she was unconscious she wouldn't realize it and be able to tell him. Thereby delaying vital and lifesaving measures that should be taken immediately to minimize any permanent damage.
Once he was done with Granger he whispered to Harry to give Weasely a calming draught and transfigure a bed next to Granger's. Harry nodded and began to do as Severus had requested.
Seeing this Severus repeated the same process he had undertaken with Granger on the Goblin laying in the next bed. The wounds and injuries were similar as was the treatment. An hour later Severus was done with both of them and ran one last scan to be sure they were healed and resting so they could recover from the ordeal/
Severus did not envy them one bit; Bellatrix was a cruel, sadistic woman who greatly enjoying inflicting harm and pain on others. Severus knew though that their injuries could have been much worse at least no one had lost a limb, an organ or their life to the mad witch.
Sighing Severus scanned the three bodies still sitting in front of the warm fire; finding nothing but small bruises, cuts and in Ollivander's and Lovegood's cause dehydration and malnutrition. Giving them all a Dreamless sleep potion after transfiguring three comfy cots. Before they dropped off to sleep Severus left them with instructions to drink plenty of fluids once they awoke and eat slowly as to not make themselves sick.
Severus turned and made his way to the kitchen where Harry was sitting at the small dining table. Setting next to him Severus wrapped his arm around Harry's shoulders and pulled the strong body into his side; offering his silent support and comfort to Harry.
After a while Harry turned those beautiful eyes to gaze upon Severus'; rising Harry took his hand and led him to a good sized bedroom complete with a large soft looking bed. "Severus please make love to me. Show me it will all be alright just for tonight make me stop thinking about this war, about death. Please I need you."
Severus just looked at his usually strong lover unraveled before his dark eyes, as the nights, hell the last eight months of events crashed down on Harry's head and heart. Severus knew they would speak about everything later but right now his lover needed him and Severus would do what he could to make Harry feel better.
Severus took Harry into his arms again just taking in the feel of having Harry in his arms again, seeing Harry's handsome form with his own eyes for the first time in eight months. Merlin Severus had missed Harry; while writing to each other constantly got them by it was no substitute for the close physical contact they were experiencing now.
Severus was determined to enjoy every moment he was given with Harry. Harry however had a different idea in his overworked mind and pulled away from Severus and pulled his wand to banish their clothes to the chintz armchair in the corner. Severus simply stared at his lover's bared body the same way Harry was devouring his named body.
Harry's body had hanged sine the last time Severus had looked upon it; Harry had indeed gotten taller by at least two inches, his chest and shoulders had become broader, his legs more developed and toned. All in all Harry had become even more perfect to Severus. Feeling a powerful surge of desire course through his pale body Severus advanced quickly and pushed Harry back onto the bed.
Harry seemed content to lay back and submit to Severus' ministrations; Severus would enjoy obliging his lover's every need and want using his lips, tongue, teeth and body. Crushing their mouths together in a kiss of pure desperate need Severus thrust his tongue into Harry's hot mouth; savoring his lover's unique taste.
His hands were everywhere; exploring and remapping out Harry's muscled form. Severus pulled away from Harry's warm body and told Harry to lie on his stomach. Harry complied willingly and turned his broad body over, moving his legs so they were slightly open allowing his firm bum to be pushed upwards.
Severus surveyed the sight in front of his eyes and thanked everything he believed in that he was here with Harry. Severus slithered his long body in between Harry's legs and brought his slender hands to Harry's ass cheeks, spreading them widely so he could look upon his lover's entrance.
Murmuring a cleaning spell Severus lowered his head and gave a long hard lick to the puckered flesh around Harry's rosebud. Severus was spurred on by Harry's loud moan of appreciation and began to suck hard on the flesh surrounding that now winking hole.
Before long Severus pushed his tongue past Harry's tight rings of muscle; sinking his wet appendage as deep as he could in Harry's tight channel. Tongue fucking his lover's willing body with hard thrusts of his tongue and reveling in Harry's shouts and moans of unchecked ecstasy. Severus knew Harry was close but he didn't want Harry to cum until Severus was inside of him.
Severus pulled away grudgingly, assisting Harry with moving his now almost boneless body onto his back. Once Harry was repositioned to Severus' liking he slipped in between Harry's wantonly spread legs and murmured a lubrication spell on three of his fingers, his hard cock and Harry's arse.
Once the spell was done Severus brought his lubed hand in-between Harry's long hand and sunk his long pointer finger into Harry's still tight channel. Harry was once again moaning and babbling words of encouragement to his lover; Severus slipped another finger into Harry and began to scissor and twirl his appendages. Enjoying the feeling of Harry's silken walls as the muscle relaxed around his intruding digits allowing them to sink deeper.
A loud mewl let Severus know that he had struck Harry's prostate; he made a point to strike that little bundle of nerves on every inward stroke of his fingers. Soon the last finger was entered into Harry's writhing form, as Severus continued his assault on Harry's prostate.
Severus' other hand was not idle either; Severus had brought it down to Harry's leaking erection and stroked the rigid flesh slowly allowing the pleasure to build to mind melting levels in his lover's flushed body. Severus removed his fingers from Harry's now gaping and wet entrance; repositioning himself so his arousal was fitted against that lovely hole.
Severus made eye contact with Harry's hazed green eyes and pushed inside Harry slowly. He didn't stop until he was fully sheathed in Harry's tight channel. Stilling so Harry could adjust to him, it had been a long time since they had been together and Severus didn't want to hurt his younger lover.
Harry rolled his hips and moaned loudly signaling to Severus that he could move again. Pulling his heavy cock out of Harry's arse until he was almost out of that tight heat Severus thrust back in with a hard stroke. Severus began to adjust his thrusts until he felt that soft bundle of nerves being pushed into by the head of his erection.
Harry's noises picked up in volume as Severus slowly made love to him in tender loving movements; trying to wring every ounce of pleasure for the both of them out of their joining. Soon Harry was shouting and begging Severus to go harder, faster and deeper into his willing body.
Severus consented and brought his hand to the back of Harry's bent knee and slung it over his slim shoulder and tilted Harry's hips to the side, opening his lover's ass up to him more, allowing Severus to sink deeper into that maddeningly soft and dripping channel. Severus' other hand went to Harry's strong hip and grasped it tightly to anchor himself.
Severus was thoroughly enjoying the site of his large cock being swallowed by Harry's arse and proceeded to fuck his lover into the mattress. Severus held nothing back and hammered Harry's prostate ruthlessly causing Harry's body to become boneless in the face of such overwhelming pleasure.
Severus felt Harry's orgasm coming when those velvet walls began to fluctuate around his hard thrusting length and Severus' release was not far off either. He could feel his balls tightening to his sweating body and removed the hand grabbing Harry's hip and brought it to Harry's weeping erection and pumped the flesh in his hand in time with his deep and hard thrusts.
The coil of heat was swirling in Severus' belly and he knew soon he would reach his peak and fill his lover with his seed. Harry's head fell back and his eyes rolled back as his anal walls clamped down on Severus' flesh in a vice like hold. Severus continued to push his cock into Harry's shuddering channel and he watched on in rapt attention as Harry's cock throbbed and released rope after rope of his cum onto the blankets.
The site of Harry succumbing to his orgasm was all Severus could take and with one more hard thrust the swirling heat exploded throughout his heaving form as his cock throbbed sending his seed deep into his lover's body. Thrusting his length to ride out his powerful orgasm Severus let Harry's leg fall onto the soiled bed.
Severus wrapped his arms around Harry's sweaty body and laid his body over Harry's; allowing them to bask in the aftermath of their sex. Harry gave a noise of displeasure when Severus spent penis slipped from his used entrance. Severus knew his semen was probably leaking out of Harry's arse and onto the bed.
With this thought in mind Severus mumbled a cleaning charm on their bodies and the blankets. They both sighed when the stickiness of their sweat and cum were removed from them. Harry moved so that they were lying on their sides facing each other.
They laid there staring into the other's loving eyes, not speaking as there was no need to their bodies and stares saying everything for them. Severus felt at peace for the first time in eight months; his lover was safe and in his arms again. HE would enjoy this time while he could as he was not sure when it would happen again.
Harry seemed to feel the same way Severus did and leaned forward pressing their swollen lips together as he brought his large calloused hand to Severus soft length pumping him back into hardness. Severus let himself be the one to be swept away in the rapture of his lover's body and their feverish lovemaking.
When Severus awoke at 7am pleasantly soar and sated the next morning he looked to his left and let his black orbs settle on the body sleeping deeply in his arms. With a broad smile Severus brought his lips to Harry's forehead and shifted to get up to use the en suite bathroom.
Severus chuckled when he heard a grunt of discontent from Harry who upon Severus' rising had lost his pillow. Closing the door Severus conjured a toothbrush and cleaned his teeth and mouth before turning on the shower and properly washed his body of any remains from last night's activities.
Severus luxuriated in the dull soreness in his backside and the sight of slight finger shaped bruises on his hipbones along with the bright red hickies that littered his neck, back and chest. Harry had been quite vigorous but Severus enjoyed every heated and possessive moment of it.
Once he was properly cleaned he stepped out of the shower and dried himself. Making his way out he passed a sleepy Harry and pressed a quick kiss to his lover's equally marked neck. Casting a freshening charm on his clothes from yesterday he dressed quickly.
Severus sat down in the other armchair by the fire and waited for Harry to finish his morning routine. Harry appeared shortly, his hair damp and clinging to his strong naked back; Severus felt his cock stir but stomped down his arousal. They had too much to discuss this morning and Severus' time was running short.
He only hoped Minerva covered for his disappearance this morning but if anyone dared ask he would explain that he had spent the night and morning gathering potion ingredients in the Forbidden Forest; ingredients he would claim only bloomed or showed themselves during the full moon. Most of the Death Eaters wouldn't now a cauldron from a stew pot and wouldn't question him.
Severus broke out of his thoughts when a fully clothed Harry asked his to join him in the kitchen for coffee and breakfast. Nodding they made their way to the kitchen maintaining their silence in consideration for the people still sleeping in the living room. Once in the kitchen Severus threw up a silencing charm and sat down as Harry puttered around preparing coffee and breakfast.
"I'm surprised no one cursed us for the racket we made last night." Severus couldn't help the question as they had been quite vocal last night while the enjoyed each other's flesh. Harry laughed before a cheeky grin broke out on his masculine face; "Ah Love the beauty of silencing charms. I put them up the first night we arrived here in June."
Severus nodded in acceptance of Harry's answer, then he proceeded to ask the questions that had been burning in his mind sine last night when he had been summoned by Voldemort and heard of Harry's daring escape. "First how did you get caught by Snatchers? Secondly, how did you and the rest of the prisoners get out of the cell in Malfoy Manor?" Severus still had a few more inquiries to make but figured they would start at the beginning as not to overwhelm Harry.
Harry sat down and handed Severus his black coffee, toast and eggs before he took a deep cleansing breath and a sip of strong coffee. "We were camping in the Forest of Dean; Hermione said Nightshade bloomed there and it bloomed last night at the full moon.
We needed it for a potion Hermione wanted to brew that when drank purges you off any dark magic residue. Good to have if one of us is hit with a dark curse. So when we were scavenging around for the blossom, which we didn't find by the way, we came upon Dean and the Goldenshank. They had been running and avoiding being captured by snatchers and we stopped to offer them water before we parted ways.
Unfortunately, the snatchers snuck up on us and Hermione just had enough time to hit me with a stinging hex to distort my features in hopes they wouldn't be able to recognize me as Harry Potter. It worked and when we were brought to Malfoy Manor Ron, Dean and I were thrown in the dungeon. Hermione and Goldenshank were kept by Bellatrix for information gathering. " Harry stopped to take another sip of coffee completely ignoring his now cooling food; Severus cast a warming charm on it knowing Harry would need his strength.
Severus was also a bit mad at Harry for letting his guard down in the Forest of Dean but knew chastising Harry would not help matters and Harry had learned a valuable and deadly lesson for his carelessness. Severus fixed his attention back on Harry as he began to tell his story again. "We heard Hermione screaming in pain and Bellatrix screaming questions at her. Ron was going berserk and it took everything I had to keep him calm so I could think of a way out.
We couldn't use the portkeys not until we knew Hermione and Goldenshank could escape as well. I couldn't and wouldn't leave anyone behind there in that Hell house. I went back to the cell door when I heard the heavy door open at the top of the stairs and watched as Pettigrew's sniveling weak form made its way over to our cell door.
When he got close enough he ordered us all back and stepped in so he could grab Ron so they could torture him for the information they failed to get from Hermione. Pettigrew saw me and he recognized me as the stinging hex was wearing off; once I saw the recognition flare in his watery eyes I said the first thing that popped into my head, 'How could you do this to me, to us? I saved your life!'. Then it happened that silver hand Voldemort gifted him with began to strangle him.
There was nothing I could do to stop it but I guess it's what that rat deserved for all the pain he has caused." Severus took Harry's hand in his and squeezed it gently offering strength for Harry to push through the painful memories and continue talking.
"I grabbed his wand, opened the unlocked call and we all made our way up the stairs. We silently made our way back to the foyer and watched the disgusting sight of Bellatrix standing over Goldenshank's and Hermione's injured bodies. Without thought I stepped out and shot a blasting hex at Bellatrix, she flew into the wall.
That distraction gave us our shot; I accio'd Ron, Hermione, Dean and my wands to me and caught them. Ron rushed forward grabbed Hermione and Goldenshank while I grabbed Ollivander, Lund and Dean.
Once we had everyone Ron and I activated our portkeys. As soon we arrived here I knew Hermione's and Goldenshanks injuries were beyond my abilities and wrote you to come as soon as you could. Thank you Sev for coming, for saving them, for last night I love you."
Severus sat and absorbed everything Harry had said before speaking again; "I love you too Harry. Do not thank me for helping or for coming to your aid; you are mine, as I am yours. You would have done the same for me as you well know. I'm relieved and proud that you managed to escape unharmed from Malfoy Manor. The Dark Lord was livid when he heard you managed to slip through his fingers again.
I managed to pick up some rather interesting information though; it seems Bellatrix as worried that one of her Lord's treasures was no longer safe in her Gringotts vault. That was why she tortured the Goblin, I think it is safe to assume that one of the Horcruxes is hidden in Bellatrix's vault. After all the Dark Lord entrusted the Diary to Lucius his other most loyal and trusted Death Eater.
Now that you have a Gringotts Goblin that owes you a life debt finding a way to enter Bella's vault shouldn't be too impossible. It is worth looking into Harry, I'd be willing to bet my year's pay that another Horcrux is in that vault." When Severus was done speaking he watched as Harry digested and processed the information in his mind.
Harry nodded his head once he was done and his eyes filled with determination; "Then to Gringotts we will go then. It won't be easy, probably bloody well impossible but it sounds like a very promising lead. I'd be a damn fool to pass it up just because investigating it won't be easy." Severus smirked and leaned forward to press a kiss to Harry's lips.
Pulling away Severus stood and made his way to the living room to inspect his patients. Lovegood, Thomas and Ollivander were stirring and looked better than the previous night; a bit of food and water would do them well. Severus moved across the room and scanned Weasely and found him to be fine.
Finally Severus scanned Granger and the Goblin; both would be sore and weak for a few days but other than that their injuries were mostly healed. Stepping back Severus glanced at the clock above the fireplace and saw it was 10 already. Severus turned to Harry and gestured to the front door.
Harry understood and Severus knew the sadness and loneliness in Harry's eyes mirrored his own. They walked back to the edge of the trees and stood facing each other; Harry moved first and embraced Severus tightly as if he was afraid that he would never see Severus again.
Upon that thought Severus realized how right Harry's train of thought could be and tightened his arms around Harry's broad shoulders. Harry pulled back a bit and placed his lips softly to Severus', letting all the feeling and emotions he felt for Severus flow into the kiss. Severus reciprocated wholeheartedly as their tongues languidly slid against the others.
All too soon they had to part so Severus could return to Hogwarts as he had been gone since late last night. "I love you, Harry Potter. Stay safe, remember I'm always here for you and come back to me safe." Severus went to make his way into the thick trees but was pulled back into Harry's arms.
"I love you too, Sev. I hope you stay safe as well and know I'm here too. I promise I'll do everything I can to come back to you Sev. I'll walk through hell to get back to you, love." Harry's words were muffled against Severus' thin shoulder. Knowing he had to leave know or he wouldn't at all Severus pulled away.
With one last look of love and longing Severus made his way through the forest and once he was outside the cabin's wards he stopped walking. Severus twisted in place and disappeared with a loud crack back to Hogwarts and the seemingly never ending, dangerous dance between the Dark and Light.
I hope you enjoyed Chapter 7!
All Mistakes Are My Own!
Author: HatefulRodeo
Story: The Dance
Note: Alright this chapter is purely of my own making; it is AU after all. Some events will be taken from Book 7. Again, no Deathly Hallows, no Elder Wand and some events will stay the same but the way they happen will be differently. One last thing Harry is not a Horcrux in this story; his scar is merely a cursed link with Voldemort. Thanks to everyone that reviewed, favorited and followed!
**Past Thoughts, Actions, Events Appear like this: Past Thoughts
**Notes written in the notebooks will look like this!
Previously:
All too soon they had to part so Severus could return to Hogwarts as he had been gone since late last night. "I love you, Harry Potter. Stay safe, remember I'm always here for you and come back to me safe." Severus went to make his way into the thick trees but was pulled back into Harry's arms.
"I love you too, Sev. I hope you stay safe as well and know I'm here too. I promise I'll do everything I can to come back to you Sev. I'll walk through hell to get back to you, love." Harry's words were muffled against Severus' thin shoulder. Knowing he had to leave know or he wouldn't at all Severus pulled away.
With one last look of love and longing Severus made his way through the forest and once he was outside the cabin's wards he stopped walking. Severus twisted in place and disappeared with a loud crack back to Hogwarts and the seemingly never ending, dangerous dance between the Dark and Light.
~~~~~~~~~********Chapter 8********~~~~~~~~~~~
As Severus predicted Granger and Goldshank's injuries took the next few days to heal completely. Even when they were totally healed it would take another week for them to be at full strength again; they needed a lot of rest to recoup the energy they exerted to heal their mangled bodies, even with the help of Severus' healing and potions.
Harry used this time to have a talk with Luna and Ollivander; Ollivander because Harry wanted to confirm his hunch about his and Voldemort's twin wand cores. Severus was unsurprised when Harry's hunch had been confirmed by the aged wand maker.
It seemed the twin cores fascinated and worried the Dark Lord to some degree. Harry felt that they shared twin cores due to his cursed lightening scar and that was why his wand had chosen him.
They were also heartened when they found out Voldemort still hadn't found a viable solution to combat the twin cores. Ollivander had tried to explain to the Dark Lord several times while under torture that while he could use another wand the spells would be considerable weaker than when he used his Yew and Phoenix feather wand. Voldemort was less than pleased by the wand maker's words.
Harry had also quizzed Luna about Ravenclaw's lost diadem and if she had any clue as to where it may be. Severus had scoffed audibly when Harry had suggested Luna may know the possible location or at least a good direction to start from. Apparently Luna had an uncanny ability to know things that she shouldn't; Harry was confident that Luna had seer blood somewhere in her family.
Luna had gone on to describe what the diadem looked like according to legend; a finely crafted silver tiara like headpiece that had a large Sapphire stone set in the center. The motto of Ravenclaw's house "Wit beyond measure is man's greatest treasure" was inscribed on the inside of the diadem. Severus would have to take her word for it as no one had seen the diadem in over 800 years not since Ravenclaw's daughter had disappeared with it.
You can imagine Severus' god smacked expression when Harry had reported that Luna told Harry that; "It was hidden amongst the other hidden things." Severus was skeptical when presented with this information, but Harry believed her words and actually had an idea on where the diadem could be.
Severus was incredulous when Harry had said the diadem could possible still be at Hogwarts in the Room of Requirement. Harry had argued that it made sense as all Voldemort's other hiding placing for his Horcruxes had been significant to him in one way or another. Grudgingly Severus had agreed to check out the possibility, perfectly ready to gloat when he didn't find anything.
Severus had stalked in the cover of the early morning darkness to the seventh floor and walked the necessary three times in front of the portrait of Barnabus the Barmy thinking these same words over and over; I need a place to hide my treasure. After he finished his three passes the door to the room appeared.
Severus entered cautiously not knowing exactly what he would be walking into; he was astonished when he looked around, taking in the whole room. Mountains of all matter of things were piled in stacks throughout a room the size of the Great Hall. Severus growled annoyed, not happy about scouring around to see if the damn diadem was even in the room in the first place and thinking of all the things Harry could do to make this up to him.
Sighing, taking in a deep calming breath Severus focused for the familiar feel of dark and corrupt magic the Dark Lord always emitted. Severus let himself be pulled deeper into the cavernous room following the dark hint of magic, trying not to trip and break his neck on the random items littering the floor. After about 30 minutes later Severus felt the faint trace of dark magic growing stronger.
Refocusing his mind and body doubly Severus continued forward and another 15 minutes he was standing in front of a large black cabinet piled high with garbage, on the very top stood a very ugly bust of a wizard but it was what was on top of the bust's head that caught Severus' attention. A very tarnished silver tiara was sitting atop the statue's head.
Severus could have crowed in triumph or fainted when he realized that in front of him was another key to destroying the madman he was bound to. Snapping himself out of his stupor Severus summoned the bust knowing that if he tried to Accio the Horcrux it would resist the summons.
Once, the hideous bust was in Severus' hands he conjured a box and taking his handkerchief out he plucked the cursed diadem off the statue's head and dropped it into the box. Severus grimaced out the malevolent energy radiating off the damn thing, closing the box and warding it heavily so no one could detect what was inside. It wouldn't do for someone to realize what it was he was carrying around at the moment.
He made his way quickly back out of the sea of junk and once he was again in the seventh floor hallway Severus cast a few spells to ensure he was alone. Pleased when they confirmed he was Severus summoned that insane elf Dobby, Harry had assured him Dobby was trustworthy and would bring him the Horcrux.
Severus was curious as to when Harry had keyed the elf menace into the wards at the cabin, but he figured he could ask him later, you know when they weren't trying to kill a sadistic mass murdering psychopath. Severus braced himself for the bouncing elf's imminent arrival.
In a few seconds a very excitable elf was bouncing in front of Severus; squeaky voice loud as he spoke. Severus cast a hasty silencing ward around them while sending a nasty glare at Dobby; causing Dobby to shut up rather quickly. Once the ward was set and the elf quiet Severus spoke, "Dobby take this to Harry. Do not open it! Tell him it is the wise one's treasure."
Dobby took the box carefully before bowing and popping away. Severus knew by the time he reached his office Harry would have already had the diadem brought and delivered to him. Well at least the pain in the arse elf was good for something.
Upon reentering his office and feeling the powerful wards snapping into place around him, he pulled out the charmed notebook. Once, he had his thoughts collected Severus began to write his missive.
Harry;
I'm sure by now you have received the gift I sent you via Dobby. It was there in fact and I sincerely apologize for doubting Miss. Lovegood and her information. I hope you have already destroyed the abomination.
Have you made any progress with getting the Goblin to assist you with gaining entrance into Gringotts? If he is resistant invoke the life debt he owes you. Should Goldshank refuse his magic will be stripped from him immediately and in the case of a magical creature this will cause him to be permanently crippled or could possibly kill him if his body cannot stand the process of having his magic taken.
I can guarantee Goldshank will agree once the life debt has been invoked as Goblins have a survival instinct that rivals any true Slytherin. I trust you and the others will come up with an adequate plan to gain entrance into the bank covertly and escape unscathed.
Longbottom and the Weaslette are still giving the Carrows and the other Death Eaters hell and have gained quite the large rebellious following. I know they are using the Room of Requirement but just can't bring myself to inform my fellow Death Eaters of this fact; shame isn't it.
Just know that you have more allies than you think Harry. Don't be afraid to use them to help you accomplish your goals.
If you ever need me for anything please don't be afraid to ask me. I will do whatever I can to help you succeed and survive. I love you Harry and I miss you. Stay safe love.
Severus
Once he was done writing he closed the notebook, placed it out of the way and went back to his paperwork. Severus was elated that he had found the diadem; now that he was thinking on it he was probably the first one aside from the Dark Lord and now Harry who had seen it in over 800 years.
It was an honor really even if Severus wasn't a Ravenclaw; the diadem was still a precious magical artifact and had a long illustrious history. A history that would be tarnished and finally destroyed due to Voldemort's greed and corruption. Severus believed that nothing was safe from the festering disease that was the Dark Lord.
Sighing again Severus went back to reviewing the reports from the professors; another order issued from the puppet Board of Governors. They wanted to make sure everyone was handling the transition well.
This allegedly well-meaning curiosity was really a guise for Voldemort to keep an eye on the school and dispose of anyone causing too much trouble; this included professors as well as students. The non-Death Eater faculty never reported any of the rebellious students and the Death Eaters never really could catch any of the troublemakers in the act so their deeds were reported nut no one was punished for them.
Severus felt a strange pride when he thought of the underground anti-you-know-who movement at Hogwarts. They were very inventive in their pranks and attacks on the Death Eater wannabes and faculty.
Severus of course knew about most of their pranks due to the castle's wards and the elves reporting to him and clueing him into what was going on. However, Severus made no attempt to stop them; even going so far as to make sure no one was in the way while the set up their next mischievous enterprise.
Smirking Severus signed the last report for the night, pushed his chair back and made his way up the spiral stairs to his quarters to turn in for the night. Upon lying down in his comfortable bed Severus couldn't quiet his mind.
So many thoughts raced through his tired mind; most revolving around the Dark Lord's Horcruxes and where the remaining few could be. So far Harry and he had found and destroyed two of them. Adding to the three already taken care of before Harry left Hogwarts they believed only three remained now.
Severus believed and Harry agreed that it was Hufflepuff's cup inside Bellatrix's vault. The last Horcrux that would be destroyed was the fractured remnant in Voldemort's body. This left one more Horcrux unidentified but Severus was confident they would figure out what it was and where it was in time.
Feeling his mind slowly dimming into sleep Severus said a prayer to magic herself to aid Harry and himself in their tasks and to help keep them safe.
The week was a blur of paperwork and Death Eater meetings for Severus. Even though he was inundated with his Headmaster's duties Voldemort still wanted his attendance at meetings. The only reason Severus didn't try to get out of attending was the valuable information he was compiling.
Through his attending these gathering he had supplied a constant stream of information to the Order through unmarked owls or Minerva. While Severus and Minerva kept up the appearance of loathing each other in private they were cordial even warm toward the other.
Minerva was able to visit his office quite frequently due to her still being the Deputy Headmistress of Hogwarts, so no one noticed or questions the constant meetings. It also helped that the Death Eaters at the school were about as intelligent as a Blast-Ended Skrewt; unfortunately their tempers were quite similar.
It was now nearing the middle of March and Harry was still developing a plan to infiltrate Gringotts. The Goblin was being helpful but only enough to negate the life death taking his magic.
Several times Severus had to stop himself from apparating to the cabin and throttling the intolerable little creature. Harry was becoming equally frustrated and impatient. He had never done well with sitting around, formulating a plan and waiting for the right time; that was typically Severus' forte.
The Weasel was becoming increasingly annoying according to Harry; while Harry hated to wait he knew it was the correct thing to do. If Harry tried to sneak into Gringotts without a plan he wouldn't make it out alive or at the very least whole.
The Weasel seemed to not realize or understand this and seemed to think if they charged in and demanded entrance it would be granted as Harry was the boy who lived. Severus always assumed the boy couldn't get any dumber but then the boy would say something or do something and Severus was would once again have to adjust his view of the reckless lump again.
Severus now categorized the idiot red head as having the intellectual capacity of a troll. He felt that was generous considering how stupid the boy actually was. While the Weasel was a reckless moron Granger was a know-it-all bookworm. If she had her way they would research everything.
The only problem with that was what they wanted to know about Gringotts was not available to them. By the time Granger was satisfied they would all probably be killed by Voldemort and rotting in the ground. Severus felt for Harry he did as Severus would have strangled them already.
The plan for gaining access to Gringotts was made and executed on March 28. Severus wasn't thrilled with it but it was the best they could do and it was quite a simple plan. Severus would have to concede that those were the ones where generally the least amount of things could go wrong.
Harry had detailed it in a note and Severus had nothing to add to it; the plan after all covered everything they would have to do to gain access to Bellatrix's vault and get out again. Hopefully it went off without a hitch.
Severus spent the morning of the 28th nervously staring at the charmed notebook absently running Harry's plan through his mind while he waited for his lover to write him to let him know he was safe and whole.
The plan went as follows; first Goldshank would enter through the Goblin's entrance which would only open to a Gringotts Goblin, Harry would be under the invisibility cloak as it was resistant to most detection spells.
The entrance wasn't that well protected as it was well hidden and practically unknown besides what Goblin would willingly let a wizard in through it. Well Gringotts arrogance just caught up with them and Harry was benefiting from it.
Once they gained entry that would make there way to a cart and travel through the bowels of Gringotts. Eventually they would make it to Bellatrix's vault but of course reaching it after the cart wouldn't be so simple.
According to Goldshank there was a dragon that guarded the ancient pure-blood vaults. Goldshank assured them he knew how to get passed them but Harry wasn't too comfortable with the reassurance not after fourth year and that damn Horntail.
Once the bloody dragon was bypassed Goldshank would open the vault but would not enter it as that was against policy for a Goblin to enter a client's vault and an alarm would be triggered alerting the Goblins that someone was where they should not be.
Harry would have to be quick once he gained access to the vault just in case someone else came down to the lower level of the bank. Harry was banking on the fact that he could pinpoint Voldemort's magical signature on the cup.
The only way the plan would be screwed up would be if another Goblin recognized Goldshank as being one of the Goblins that left the bank when the Death Eaters began trying to take control over Gringotts. So far they had failed but the Goblins did not look upon cowards with much remorse or sympathy. Chances are if he was recognized Goldshank would be killed.
So there Severus sat with bated breath waiting for his love to write him and tell him whether the plan was a success or a failure. Severus hoped it went well as they would only have one shot at this, once the Goblins discovered a breach in security they would lockdown the security in the bank immeasurably making another attempt impossible even more so than the first one was.
Finally, writing appeared in his notebook and Harry's scrawl appeared. Severus felt his whole body relax and release a breath he hadn't realized he was holding.
Sev;
Made it out. Got Hufflepuff's cup and will destroy it after I'm done writing you. I'm fine just a bit burned the cup had an enchantment on it to burn whoever picked it up. The blasted enchantment also caused it to replicate by 5. By the time I got the original I was covered in welts on every inch of exposed skin.
Needless to say the trip back out was far from pleasant but Mione is clearing them up with a strong healing and Dittany. Other than that I'm fine so stop worrying love. I'll write again soon.
I love you.
Harry
Severus smiled and ticked off the cup from his mental Horcrux list. Only one more to go and Severus still had no clue what or where it could be. Standing and making his way to the office for lunch Severus felt happier than he could remember being well he would equal it to when he saw Harry that night a few weeks ago after the Snatcher incident. Hopefully another night like that was in their near future.
Well that's chapter 7. We are coming down to home stretch maybe another 2 chapters and that'll be all she wrote.
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