When Harry Potter became Harry Malfoy | By : Ptijade Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 13394 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Disclaimers: I don’t own Harry Potter, I’m just having fun with the characters, no money is made with it.
~ …~: thoughts
“…”: talking
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Chapter 1: How it was before.
Harry was a very happy young boy.
He lived in a small house in a big town near London. He had parents who loved him and that he loved very much and lots of friends ready to follow him everywhere. He was an only child and regretted it a little but his friends compensated his want for a brother or sister.
He lived an ordinary life, well as far as “ordinary” could be when you are a wizard. Sometimes, his father had to go away for his work but he always came back quickly saying that he missed his family too much. He was a very loving father and husband.
Harry thought he needn’t anything else to make his life better, except for finding the Great Love of his life. And he had already found it even if he had not declared himself yet.
His potential soulmate?
His private teacher, Severus Snape.
The man had arrived when Harry was 13.
First, he had seen him as a big brother, even if he was cold at the beginning. He only came and helped Harry with his lessons and never talked about his life or anything else; but Harry was nothing if persistent so he has continued to talk to Snape until he makes him answer and then smile.
From then on, they liked to chat after his tutoring in potions and DADA . And one day, as they were talking about the complexity of love, Severus saying that Harry was too young to understand fully what real love was, Harry realized that he felt something very peculiar towards his friend.
He thought about it later that night.
He knew that men could love other men, as her mother had explained it to him, one day they were shopping in town and after seeing two men kissing in the middle of the street. The wizarding world was very open to homosexuality even if there were still people who were against it.
So, lying on his bed, he tried to analyse his feelings.
~What do I really feel for Severus? Is it only friendship? When I see him I feel my heart make a little jump in my chest. I have the impression that the day becomes brighter. I’m really happy to see him. But maybe it’s just because I consider him as the big brother I never had…Aaaahh…. I don’t know, I’ll think about it later~
But one day, as he was coming back home from Hogwarts when he was 15, he spotted Severus talking with another man and they seemed… very close. In fact, the other man seemed to be…FLIRTING? With Severus?!
Harry felt his heart tighten painfully.
~What’s wrong with me?~ he wondered. ~To see him with this man… It hurts…Why? I don’t want him to smile to other people, to be kind with others… I’m such a selfish brat!!!! But it hurts so much… Is this love?~
During the lesson with Severus, he remained quite, only answering when he was asked a question.
At the end Severus asked: “Is something wrong? You are not like yourself today, Harry.”
arryarry just gave him a little smile and said: “Don’t worry, I’m fine, I’ve just have a small headache”
“Do you want a potion?”
“No no, I just need to lie down a bit”
“Okay, I’ll tell your mother”
“Thanks” And with that Severus came out of his room.
Five minutes later, Harry heard a knocking on his door and his mother appeared.
“Are you all right my sweet?” she asked worriedly
“Yeah, mom, I’m fine, just a headache”
“Are you sure?”
“I’m sure.”
“ Okay then, sleep a little now, and I’ll wake you up for dinner”.
She was about exiting the room when Harry abruptly asked: “What do you feel when you are in love?” and then blushed.
His mother slowly turned around. She looked at him and the smiled. “Why do you ask such a question? Is it what make you have a ‘headache’?”
Harry replied, sheepishly, “well… yeah”
“Oh my sweetie! You are so cute!!” she exclaimed. “Are you in love?”
“Well, it’s what I would like to know!!”
“What do you exactly feel for your ‘special’ person?”
“At the beginning, I thought it was just friendship, but recently I noticed that every time I see him, my heart begins to beat a little faster and I have the impression that everything is all right. And today, I saw him talking with someone who was flirting and then… my heart started to ache. As if something was squeezing it.”
“So, it’s a ‘he’? and the feelings you are describing…. My little baby is in love!!!!!!”
“Really?”
“Yes my sweet, there is no mistake!! Wait ‘till I tell your father about it!!”
“NO!!” Harry shouted
“Why?”
“It’s, it’s embarrassing!! And you know that Dad will make a huge fuss about it!!!”
“Of course I know! That’s why I want to tell him!!”
“You… you evil Mummy!!”
“Thank you very much” she replied, laughing. “All right, if it makes you so uncomfortable, I’ll wait until you tell him yourself. Now your little problem is solve, help me making dinner!” With that, they both headed towards the kitchen.
Harry had not declared himself and had not told his father yet. He had just let his love blossom deeper and deeper every day. His mother was the only one he confessed his feelings.
He had not told his father because as his mother had pointed it he knew that his father would make a fuss about it.
In fact, not just a fuss, he would hunt down the poor Severus, threatening him about hurting his dear Harry when Harry himself had not declared yet!!
That was because his father was very protective; very very protective.
Ok, he was overly protective.
If Lily had not been there, Harry would had become a rotten spoilt brat, as his father always wanted to give him everything: the newest toys, books about quidditch or DADA (Harry was very fond of it), the newest broom, all the animals he could buy, and so on. But Lily had always been there to stop him; she knew what was essential from what was a present and what was just completely useless.
So all in all, he lived a perfect life, until The day. The day his mother died and he discovered that all his life had been a lie.
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