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What Is and What Should Never Be
Author: Prongs
Disclaimer: JK Rowling owns all things 'Harry Potter.' Led Zeppelin owns the song 'What Is and What Should Never Be' (released on LZ II). Zeppelin also owns the song 'Communication Breakdown' (released on LZ I).
Chapter Nine: Communication Breakdown
"Potter," Severus sneered as soon as James arrived. "I figured you weren't going to show up."
James glared at his enemy. "Of course I'm here. Give me back Sirius' diary!"
"Why should I?" Severus asked, folding his arms across his chest. "Think about everything you and Black have done to me. Both of you solely exist to make my life rablrable. Why shouldn't I just publish copies of his diary for the entire school to read?"
James' eyes narrowed. "No way in hell, Snape! You can't do that to him."
"And why not?"
"Do you really have no heart at all?" James asked quietly. "Did you read it?"
Severus' bitter façade faded slightly as he nodded his head. "Some of it."
"And?"
"And what? Black deserved what he got."
"You can't possibly mean that, Snapnbspnbsp;Nobody deserves that," James said.
"Not even someone like me?" Severus muttered.
"Not even you," James answered.
"Good to know someone thinks so," Severus mumbled under his breath. He immediately clamped his hand over his mouth.
"What did you just say?" James asked, his eyes widening.
"Nothing," Severus replied. "Forget it. I think I'll keep the book for a while."
"Has this happened to you, too?"
"Why in the hell would you care, Potter? We hate each other, remember?"
James gulped. "Have you ever told anyone?"
"Told anyone what?" Severus asked warily. He honestly hadn't meant to reveal anything about his past to his worst enemy.
"You know what I'm taking about, Snape. I may not like you that much, but like I said before, even you shouldn't have to-"
"Be raped by his father?" Severus interrupted. He groaned and leaned against the tree.
"Merlin, this isn't going how I expected," James said quietly. "You should really tell someone."
"Besides you?" Severus snorted. "Now that you know, everyone will know, Potter."
"You'll tell Black, won't you?"
James didn't answer.
"That's what I thought," Severus muttered as he reached inside his cloak. He pulled out Sirius' diary and shoved into James' hand. "Take it, Potter. Just promise me you'll leave me alone from now on."
James quickly took his boyfriend's diary. "I can't make that promise, Snape. Now that I know-"
"You know nothing," Severus scowled. "And if you tell anyone about this, then the entire school will hear about your boyfriend and his father. Am I being clear enough for you?"
James sighed and nodded his head. He watched as Severus stormed back into the castle.
When James returned to his room, he found Sirius sitting on the bed with a pensieve.
"Where did you get that?" James asked.
"Do you have it? Did he give it back? What happened?" Sirius asked hurriedly.
James took Sirius' diary out of his pocket and handed it to his boyfriend who quickly grabbed it.
"Did he just give it to you with no problem?" Sirius questioned.
"Not exactly," James replied. "It's a long story."
"I want to hear it."
"I promise we'll talk about it later," James said tiredly. "Where did the pensieve come from?"
"McGonagall came while you were out. She gave it to me after apologizing about one hundred times."
"Really?" James said, surprised. "She actually said she was sorry?"
Sirius nodded. "I think she felt really guilty."
"Have you already put memories inside of it?" James asked.
"Of course," Sirius replied. He set it on the bedside table and stared at his boyfriend. "Will you please tell me what happened with Snape?"
James sat down next to Sirius and put his face in his hands.
"James, what happened?" Sirius asked nervously. "Merlin, is he going to tell everyone? Has he already?"
James lifted his head. "I don't really think he's going to tell anyone. It's just that I well, I found out that "
"What is it, James? Please tell me."
"Promise me you're not going to hell, I don't know, Siri. We can't tell anyone about this until we figure out what to do," James rambled.
"What are you talking about?" Sirius asked, tugging at his hair.
James sighed and explained everything to Sirius
..
Later that night, after Sirius and James had spent several hours talking about their so-called enemy, Sirius had finally fallen asleep. His head was resting on top of James' chest while James stared at the ceiling. He simply couldn't stop worrying about what to do, and he knew he wasn't going to fall asleep for a long while.
Deciding that he was thirsty, James slowly untangled himself from his sleeping boyfriend. After pressing several gentle kisses on Sirius' forehead, James grabbed a glass and went into the bathroom to fill it with water. He took several sips and then placed it on the bedside table.
James couldn't help but notice Sirius' pensieve lying on the table. James looked inside of the pensieve and bit his lip. He knew he shouldn't go in without Sirius' issiission. At the same time, James figured that Sirius would never allow him to enter into the pensieve, and James desperately wanted to better understand the pain that his boyfriend had been through. He wanted to help Sirius heal, but he wasn't sure if he could do that until he fully understood everything.
Nervously, James leain tin toward the pensieve and tried to decide what to do. He couldn't betray Sirius' trust
But he needed to know firsthand what had happened.
Moments later, he found himself inside the pensieve. Nothing ever could have prepared him for what he witnessed in the first memory.
James found himself inside Sirius' bedroom. Looking outside, he determined it was the summer.
Before James could even register what was going on, Mr. Black was in the room with Regulus trailing behind him. Both had the same malicious grin on their pale faces.
Shuddering, James pressed himself against the wall and watched in horror as Mr. Black stunned Sirius and then threw him onto the floor and tied his hands together. James yelled and started to lunge forward to attack Sirius' father. When he encountered nothing, he remembered that he was inside of a memory and could alter nothing. It was like he wasn't even there. James nervously watched the scene unfold.
Mr. Black tore off all of Sirius' clothes and took out a small knife. He then took off the stunning charm and turned Sirius over. While Regulus laughed, the older man slowly made several cuts on Sirius' lower back with the knife. He handed the knife to his younger son and watched while Regulus stuck the knife into the Sirius' opening and sliced it lightly through the delicate tissue. Sirius, who had been biting his tongue, finally screamed on pan pain. James covered his eyes as he saw the blood trickling out of his boyfriend. But he knew he had to watch, so he slowly moved his hand and began to feel extremely faint and nauseous
Regulus handed his father the knife and Mr. Black used it to cut off a small portion of Sirius' hair. He tossed the few strands of hair to floor and laughed. He then put the knife down and unzipped his pants. He pulled out his cock and looked over at his younger son.
Regulus smiled and reached forward. He gently started stroking his father's cock. Then, he leaned forward and bent down so that his face was aligned with his father's erection. He licked several times and then slowly started sucking while Mr. Black moaned in delight.
Sirius, meanwhile, was about ready to pass out. He was barely even making a sound and almost seemed used to what was happening, James noticed with a sick feeling. James sank to the floor, clutching his stomach. This was far worse than he had ever thought in his worse nightmares.
"Stop," Mr. Black moaned after several more minutes had passed. Regulus grinned as he watched his father start stroking himself. He quickly came all over Sirius' back and then looked down at his limp cock.
"Your turn, love," he said to his son.
Regulus smirked and switched places with his father. He unzipped his own pants and climbed on top of Si who who barely even mumbled words of protest. He roughly shoved his erection inside of Sirius' bleeding opening. Only then did Sirius yell out in pain. He screamed out loudly and weakly attempted tried to stop his brother from brutally raping him.
James was horrified at what had happened to man he loved. He was about to try to return to reality when he felt someone grip his shoulder.
James gulped as he came face to face with Sirius
..
TBC
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