Searching My Soul | By : snapesgirl1981 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 14666 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Searching My Soul
by snapesgirl1981
A couple of statements about this story to clear things up:
1. Harry has celebrated his 16th birthday and therefor entitled to have a relationship. I don't care much about people who can't deal- and I am sure the mature audience here can deal!
2. At the end of this chapter you get some Snape POV and I plan to include more but very careful. One of the reasons you know so litte is because I want to convey how Harry is feeling- all insecure and clueless to how his teacher feels.
3. This will get even more graphic with wild passionate sex- please listen to the warnings at the head of each chapter.
WARNING: This chapter contains oral sex between two consenting parties- one however could be considered a minor. Not in Germany but hey I don't know where you live.
Chapter 10
The next morning found Harry still confused and pretty much horny, he had been plagued once again by erotic dreams about Snape which had in the end led to Harry being wide awake and instead of sleeping he watched the man's peaceful sleep. He wasn't bothered at all apparently, which in return angered Harry. He was sixteen, a student who had just found out that he was gay, that he wanted nothing more than to shag his potions professor and that this teacher was the arch-enemy of his shortly passed away godfather. Wasn't that enough reason to be confused, not to be sure for a second?
He sighed loudly. It was still dark outside, according to his watch shortly before five o'clock and the house was completely quiet. He felt for the first time so very and utterly alone that tears sprang to his eyes which he hastily wiped away. It would not do any good to fall to pieces now, not when Snape already despised him and thought of him as a hormone-driven teenager. He wished for things to be different, for Sirius to be back but then maybe not, because he would not understand these feelings and he wanted to snuggle into Snape's arms to feel safe again.
“You sure are a drama quePottPotter.” He heard Snape say in this quiet amused tone which in all likelihood made his face stretch into a grin.
Harry sniffled shortly. “I just want to snuggle up to you, Sir,” he mumbled under his breath.
Snape sighed this time and for a moment it was silent. Then he turned on his back and one strong arm snatched out pulling Harry into his body. The arm closed around the boy's shoulder with one hand placed on the sheets. Instantly Harry buried his face into Snape's chest, inhaling the intoxicating scent and the feelings he dreaded so much like fear and loneliness were slowly receding into a dark corner of his mind.
Snape stared down at him and then sighed. “You are not at all like your father, Harry.”
Harry sneaked one arm over the man's belly enjoying the feel of muscles and sinew under his nimble fingers. “Why does that surprise you?”
“It doesn't. Not really, I just can't believe I never saw it before.” He chuckled softly and then very carefully he let his hand wander up his arm, the contact leaving goose bumps where it touched Harry's skin, Snape's hand warm and smooth against his flesh.
In the silence Harry's laboured breathing could be heard as well as Snape's occasional chuckle when he found an extremely sensitive spot which made the boy's breath stop for a second.
“Tell me Harry, do you like that?” he whispered against his ear making the boy groan in return. “I owe you my life after last night and I want to repay that bill now. Tell me what you want me to do and I will do it, without questioning or referring to it later if you don't want me to.”
Harry's thoughts raced in his mind, leaving almost no time for a rational contemplation and before he had even pondered the thought he whispered: “I want to have sex with you, Sir.”
The potions Master chuckled once again. “Well, you are a whelp so I forgive you your lack of knowledge but there a lot of ways to have sex- and the classical sense of sexual intercourse doesn't apply here anyhow since we are both man.”
Harry opened his eyes and considered this information. Snape had stopped his touch which made it possible for Harry to think clearly. “Then do with me what men do with each other!”
Snape looked down in his Harry's eager face not smiling but very serious. “You are too inexperienced to use your but, you would not like it.” Before Harry could contradict he brought his face mere inches to the boy's and his voice turned silken. “But I have an idea what we can do and believe me when I say you will enjoy it!”
Harry simply closed his eyes everything in his features and pose surrendering to the man who raised one of his brows shortly. But then he bent down and captured the boy's sensual lips with his own, the moment of contact was explosive. The boy's lips surrendered to the assault clinging to the older man's with desperation and opening eagerly when Snape's tongue asked for entrance. To Harry's surprise it didn't feel like an invasion, like something forced upon him but like a warm welcome and the feeling travelled through his every fibre of being until it reached his very alive groin and made it harden even more.
Tentatively Harry let his tongue sneak into the man's mouth where he was instantly welcomed and accepted, the touch of Snape's tongue against his electrified him and the intense feelings of wetness and warmth were almost unbearable for a moment. The tongues duelled shortly, Snape with his experience easily winning the upper hand and pressing Harry's young body into the mattress. He pulled back slightly and pressed his lips to Harry's chin gently travelling downwards to his neck. The feel of his tongue against his flesh made Harry moan with desire and he gripped Snape's head almost painfully as if afraid he would not stay there and prolong the sensual torture. His mouth moved further south lingering shortly at the lower neck, leaving a bite mark there and then reaching his first and final destination- Harry's nipple.
He sneaked out his tongue and traced the outline of it, then alternatively sucking on it and gently letting his teeth graze the flesh. His fingers played with the other one fondling it into hardness in seconds. Harry had his head thrown back, some of hair air covered his face and his eyes closed with pleasure. After what felt like an eternity but was barely five minutes, Snape let the nipples go and moved further south and on his way he paid short attention to the boy's navel. Harry gasped when Snape pulled down his pyjama pants and let his hands close around the boy's cock, slowly pumping it.
„Yessss!“ Harry hissed gripping the sheets tightly. His heart was beating rapidly and he felt hot and feverish all in a sudden. He almost forgot where he was, he wanted to scream out his pleasure. But he wanted something more, more than the warm fingers and when he felt a warm wetness around his cock he almost fainted. He ripped open his eyes and the sight of the potions Master sucking on his cock and fondling his balls was the most erotic sight he had ever laid eyes upon. It took mere moments till he knew he would come, he could not hold it in any longer.
„I think I am almost there!“ he moaned and in response to his exclamation Snape began to deep throat him. One last deep suck and a softly applied pressure on his balls later, Harry came spurting all his semen into the man's mouth. „Severus!“ he muttered in ecstasy.
Snape let him slip from his lips and the smirk was back on his face. „I can't remember I allowed you to call me by my first name, Potter?“
Harry kept his eyes closed trying to prolong the pleasure. „I am sorry, Sir, I got carried away.“
Snape chuckled once again and pulled the boy into his warm embrace. „I forgive you this time, HarNow Now try to get some more sleep, you look like you haven't slept well in weeks,“ he softly chided.
Harry's only response was a yawn and then he snuggled into Snape's body. „G'd night Sir.“
„Good night Harry.“ Snape said softly staring into the darkness and shortly wondering why he was feeling so strongly about the boy. Not anger or dislike as usual but concern and compassion. It had been a game for him, a fun way to pass the time when he was stuck here in London but now it had turned into something else completely.
Hope you liked that. Please review and tell me what you think. It's as simple as that: If you want more, give me feedback. Again I am astounded by all the praise and I am glad you like my Snape. Somebody referred to the cliffhangers as something devilish- I try to not stretch your patience with many more. But in my opinion every chapter ending is a cliffhanger until the end.
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