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Secret Bliss	By : InfernalParadise Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 7081 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter 9 (Part II)

Going back to Life

A small amount of floo powder later, Lucius and I stood in front of the Malfoy Manor, rain pouring down, but neither of us cared. I got dizzy at the pace Lucius developed while making his way to our bedroom, all the time holding my hand as if he feared I could be taken away from him. When we finally closed the door behind us, I almost didn�t recognized the room anymore. It looked different without magical eyes, I understood, yet it hadn�t lost its dark fascination, and maybe the origin feeling about it would return once I had become a better witch although the only thing that mattered that very moment was Lucius who hadn�t changed much. Except for the visible bulge in his pants, the fire in his eyes, and the way he approached me. I felt fear creeping up inside me all of a sudden at his sight because he was so much stronger, so much more powerful than I was now after having lost anything that had made us equal. As if he sensed my distress, Lucius reached out to gently touch the side of my neck.

"I didn�t mean to frighten you. It�s just your present helplessness� it�s arousing", he pulled me against his body, whispering in my ear, "Let me make love to you, Vivienne."

Only after my weak nod he started undoing my clothes, every movement slow and gentle, thus never giving me the feeling he was rushing me into it. And he truly didn�t for I wanted him as much as he longed for myself � even if the nervousness inside my body never ceased. Suddenly I noticed that I had forgotten how all those other times with Lucius had felt like. I remembered a few places as well as situations, but afterwards my mind was in darkness, almost pretending I had never been with Lucius before. This was the very first time, and although I relied on the chance that my memory would return later on, it felt strangely comfortable to know that I would never compare this night to any other that had already taken place, for the circumstances and reasons were so different.

My hands rested on the buttons of his suit before opening them with almost shaky fingers to expose Lucius� chest. That very moment I suddenly saw Lucius Malfoy with the eyes of all those muggle women whom he passed by on the streets of London, enjoying the dark, mysterious and just as seducing effect he caused while glancing at them with a superior look. I owned magical abilities, no doubt, but it would take me some time to actually handle and learn them, thus being able to actually call myself a witch. Now, however, I saw Lucius with almost muggle eyes, and the sinister power that radiated from every inch of his being tempted me to wonder why in the world he put up with me and not some attractive, strong witch.

"Are you alright, Vivienne?", he asked as he noticed my thoughtful expression, pressing a gentle kiss to my neck.

"I was just wondering.."

"And about what?", Lucius urged me to move backwards until I felt the bed behind me and sat down.

"Why are you putting up with me?"

With honest surprise he gazed down on me, his eyes crossing my body only wearing underwear by now.

"You could have the most attractive and just as powerful witch, but instead you have me. I can�t even fly on a broomstick, yet."

"You didn�t try to so far, either", he explained with a smile. "No doubt I could have any woman I want. It�s not important, though. All I want is you for you are the most attractive and powerful witch to me. Besides, you were putting up with me for more than two years in which you could have killed me with a mere movement."

"Really?"

Somehow my past was slipping away from me and I found myself unable to do anything against it. Judging by Lucius� soft smile, however, he remembered it all too well.

"Absolutely. But as much as I had no reason to fear you during that time, you won�t ever get one to fear me now."

"It�s no proper comparison, Lucius. You were powerful already then, while I am not in the least at the moment."

"Oh, you are quite powerful�", he flashed me a dark smile before lowering himself on the bed, thus forcing me to move further backwards until I felt the pillows against my back. Lucius followed me as graciously as he always moved. (Except for one situation about a year ago when he had stumbled across a chair trying to catch me, but forgetting that the amount of alcohol in our blood was way too high to walk straight, I suddenly remembered and it pleased me to have at least one complete memory of that time).

"You�re only saying that to comfort me", I couldn�t suppress the slight frustration in my voice. Instead of a reply, Lucius released a quiet laugh and grabbed my right hand with his own.

"This should be a good proof for how powerful you are", he explained before moving my hand guided by his to the visible bulge in his pants. At least he highly appreciated my sexual power, I congratulated myself, while Lucius watched my face with interest.

"What are you thinking of now?"

"I don�t know� Maybe that I feel like some female teenager being with her teacher."

There was a mix of annoyance and � surprisingly � guilt in Lucius� expression as he retreated a bit from me.

"I didn�t mean to offend you", I tried to save the situation although it didn�t help much.

"You didn�t, I believe. The problem is that you�re right when saying that. I am your teacher by now, and you own a body that�s not much older than a teenager�s would be."

"And?", I raised my hand to touch his hair, "Does that mean we better stop here?"

He didn�t reply anything, but entwined his fingers with mine as if he wanted me to make that decision for both of us.

"You know what? I�m aware of how cruel this may sound� especially considering Harry and Sirius� but sometimes I wish I wouldn�t have killed Voldemort. Everything could be so easy if he still were alive. I would be what I used to be for so many centuries, and nothing between us would have changed. Nothing would have been new at all. Don�t you think about it, too?"

"I do, Vivienne. But however we may turn it � it would have remained a life in secret and fear."

"We could have had children, then."

The same moment I already felt the pain my words caused on both of us. I should have suffered more from that fact, but judging by Lucius� face he felt the grief even more than I.

"It�s not your fault, Vivienne", he stated in a forceful tone, although not being able to hide the pain in it completely. "And I won�t ever blame you for that. Maybe it�s better like this� Dumbledore always maintains there are reasons for everything � also destiny. Why shouldn�t there be a reason for this as well?"

"Since when are you listening to Dumbledore?"

"I have to admit that old crazy bird has some entertaining sides", he answered, his eyes flashing with amusement. Taking Lucius� measures, those words could even count as a compliment for Hogwarts� Headmaster who was his boss by now as well.

"Be sure I�ll tell him what you said, Mr. Malfoy", I scolded him, but he leaned forward and captured my lips with his. No biting, no tongue � just kissing. And it was a weird thought that although my brain remembered that very feeling immediately, my body experienced it as something new.

"I believe it�s time for your detention, Ms. Crossdale", Lucius said with a sinister smile, while pulling me into his lap. He waited until I had rested my hands on his back, all the while enjoying the sight of me in only underwear.

"Any refusals will lead to Gryffindor losing points, not to mention that my classes will turn unbelievably hard for you until the end of the year. Further questions?"

I shook my head, grinning to myself at the way he managed to be so menacing and yet seducing. It was nothing but a game, and Lucius would never mix up his private life with being a teacher at Hogwarts now, but the imagination that he could at the very moment was somehow entertaining. And a bit arousing. Although I wasn�t prepared to admit that to myself, yet. Such a coward, my ego mocked at me and I threatened to throw it out should it consider the possibility to not shut up.

"I want you to repeat anything I do", Lucius informed me before kissing me again, harder this time. I would have never imagined obedience to be so delightful as it was with him the following moments. He would kiss me in different ways, retreat, and wait for me to do the same to him again. For a moment, he seemed to lose control when our tongues met for the first time in over two weeks, however, he was quick at getting himself together again, and I let him believe I hadn�t noticed it. After all, Lucius had a male ego, and I wouldn�t want it to suffer more than already necessary. We broke the kiss in need of air, and he sent me an approval look.

"Very good, Ms. Crossdale", he praised me, "Let�s see if you�re that talented in other tasks as well."

One hand drew me closer to his body while he used his other to cup my left breast with soft pressure. He waited a moment until his thumb gave an experimental brush across the hardening nipple, retreating shortly afterwards to wait for me to return the same favor to him. Of course I knew that he expected me to touch him like that as well, but he hadn�t made his explanation very precise about it, and I longed to revive a bit of his frustration. Therefore, I leaned back a bit, looked at him with a smile, and touched myself the way he had done before. The realization of his own fault hit Lucius immediately, and accompanied by a deep growl he lunged forward, thus pressing me back onto the bed, covering my body with his.

"Very clever", he laughed at me, but it sounded amused and not annoyed in the least.

"I�ve had an excellent teacher."

"Obviously."

He raised a hand to open his pants when I suddenly stopped his movement.

"Can you do it by magic?"

"You mean undressing?"

I nodded, surprised that Lucius seemed so astonished about my question, however, he murmured two words and his clothes were gone.

"You have to forgive me for not making your underwear disappear by magic as well, but I take too much joy in taking it away myself", he explained with a hidden grin afterwards, dedicating his hands to undress me without any further words. In the meantime I had the chance to admire Lucius� beautiful features, to touch his hair, the pale perfect skin� all the things I had thought to be forgotten, but as soon as my fingers came in contact with it, I suddenly remembered everything.

"Your scars are gone", his confused voice woke me from my dreams of other nights.

"I know. But the rest looks pretty normal."

"It does."

"Do you know what�s really weird? Sometimes I can still feel my scars although they don�t exist anymore."

"You are a mystery, Vivienne. I could teach a whole year about you at Hogwarts and the students wouldn�t learn a bit, though."

"Teaching with demonstrations?", I asked with a grin, and Lucius only laughed. He moved downwards, planting soft kisses on my body as if it were the first time he experienced me being naked. And in a certain way, he even did as much as I. By the time he rose to kiss me again, I wanted him badly, no matter how much it would hurt or bring discomfort. Lucius gently slipped a finger inside me, taking care to not brush against the barrier as he had a week ago without knowing there even existed a thing like that. I silently wondered how many virgins he had had before me because he seemed rather experienced in causing me pleasure without ever reminding me of the fact that my body was new to this.

"Lucius?"

"Yes?"

"How many virgins did you have before we got to be with each other?"

"A few", he replied without any hint at thoughtfulness, and it didn�t surprise me. Lucius had had many women before me, and if it weren�t for him wanting to be only with me, he would have plenty of offers still today.

"Are you nervous?"

"Not as much as I had expected myself to be."

"Good", Lucius kissed me impassioned, while positioning his body between my legs.

"I can promise you to be gentle, but I can�t promise you it won�t hurt", he told me, his eyes watching my expression intently, "You know we don�t have to if you need more time..."

"Shut up, Lucius", I cut him short, pressing himself to me in impatience, "I want you."

"I love you."

"I love you, too."

With a gentle movement he pushed forward, never taking his eyes from my face or stopping the tender caressing of my skin. It didn�t actually hurt, I thought in relief, but cursed my foolishness the next moment as Lucius moved further, breaking through the barrier inside me. This hurt like hell, the correction came immediately, but it was too late now anyway. I winced at the sharp pain that ripped through my body, the strange feeling of Lucius being inside of me that should have been familiar and pleasant, however, all memories were gone and I couldn�t imagine having had him like that ever before.

Lucius didn�t move as he kissed my forehead, letting me adjust to the new feeling although I would have wanted to rather curse him than thinking it could get comfortably some time. Surprisingly, however, the pain subsided as fast as it had come, and the dull soreness that remained was something I had already experienced after long nights with Lucius, thus reviving a few blissful memories of old times. I tried to move beneath him, only by now noticing how strong and well shaped his body was. The experimental writhing elicited a low moan from Lucius, and I couldn�t help but slap myself mentally because I had somehow almost forgotten his involvement in this. He pulled out a bit to gently thrust in again, being prepared to stop the moment he�d see any unease on my face, but even with the slight soreness it felt unbelievably good, and I couldn�t hold back a pleased moan that encouraged his movement. My climax swept over me sooner than expected, driving Lucius over the edge as well, and he tightly embraced me when he released inside me.

"I love you so much", he whispered into my ear, rolling over to his side and pressing me against his body, thus withdrawing which caused a sharp pain to course through me. Lucius looked at me with a thoughtful expression before showing a grin.

"I believe there�s something to make it better", he told me cryptically, sliding one hand across my body and between my legs. I couldn�t quite understand the words he murmured, but an unknown warmth radiated from his fingers that seemed to find the pain inside myself to take it away.

"Better?"

"Where did you learn that?"

"I�m a Malfoy", he answered as if that explained everything, pulling me closer to him, kissing my lips lovingly. I felt strange, almost innocent as he did so, and he had no choice but to admit that he noticed it very well.

"You are so� different", he stated with a sigh while rising slightly, propping his head on one arm, the other hand still laying possessively between my breasts.

"It�s like forgetting, only worse. To know there used to be something but you won�t remember it whatever you try to do so, though."

"Your memories will come back in time, Vivienne."

"As if you knew anything about that, Lucius."

My cold reply caused him to withdraw from me and sit up. He stared at the room�s locked door for what seemed like an hour, all the time not even bothering to hide the anger on his face. Finally, he simply turned his head and shot me a dark glare.

"You never used to be like that when you were still powerful", Lucius mockingly stated, but I showed no outer reaction to his painfully intended words, "Do you plan on having a discussion every time after we�ve had sex from now on? Or would you rather want us to have separated beds?"

He could have asked for paying me like a prostitute just as well. Feeling the rage boiling inside myself, I grabbed the blanket to wrap it around my body and got up.

"You are an asshole", I told him but didn�t miss the dark flash that appeared in his eyes at my words. This was leading nowhere � the door was magically locked, I hardly knew any useful spells, I had just insulted one of the most powerful wizards, and Lucius was clearly supreme. What the hell had I gotten myself into here? Besides, my body reminded me with a sharp pain through my lower region of better not making any fast movements that involved getting up or sitting down. So much for escape. But Lucius didn�t leave me much time to consider my ridiculous chances anyway as he suddenly pointed his wand at me, murmuring a single word I couldn�t even make out. A second later, my body was trapped beneath his, and he ripped the blanket away from us to throw it against the wall. Some weeks ago I would have done the same to him as well, I thought in anger. Oh yes, some weeks ago everything would have been utterly different, still the same as it had always been between us, but this wasn�t some weeks ago. And it wouldn�t get there anymore again � at least not in this life.

Lucius pressed roughly against me, thus informing me of his arousal without words.

"Would you care repeating that last sentence of yours, my dear?", he emphasized his question by yanking my head back with a forceful grip on my hair.

"If you mean the fact that you are an asshole, I�d be just too happy to repeat that."

Mistake, I noticed already during those words as Lucius� eyes turned even a bit darker than they had done before.

"Is that what you are calling all men who�ve taken your virginity so far? I take it as a compliment, then", he responded in a calm, yet cold voice.

A sudden enlightenment on my behalf earned Lucius four bloody scratches across his beautiful face since it was so easily to use fingernails without the help of magic. He gave a small sound of astonishment, but none of pain to my great disappointment, before he fell off the bed. To get the blanket he had thrown away before would have meant passing him, therefore a violet pillow had to suffice. I didn�t actually know what to expect, however, in any case I wouldn�t ever have expected Lucius to laugh like he had just witnessed the joke of the century. Struggling to control himself, he rose to get onto the bed again, the amusement still ripping through his body in a very obvious way.

"Look at us � one could almost guess we�re an old married couple", he finally managed to bring out before he calmed down with an amused sigh.

"We are not an old married couple� although the description "old" may be appropriate for you", I defended myself as he looked at the pillow covering only little of me which amused him nonetheless.

"Alright", he gave a deep sigh, resting on his back and stretching his arms to both sides of his body, "I am an old desperate wizard. It�s my good right to think in senile ways."

He was handsome, lying there completely naked, his hair spread across the pillow almost like a silver-gold halo. Slowly I realized just how else he could have reacted to my words and the offense a few minutes ago. He had not, though, since all he was doing at the moment was resting on the bed in all his perfection that would lure both men and women to him without further convictions. After another moment of silence I laid the pillow aside and moved to his side. Lucius was watching me with an expression on his face that was free off anger and worry. If there was anything that could have described his shown emotion if would have been calmness or bliss. What other choice did he leave me anyway other than moving over him, thus letting my body rest on his own? His hands came up to touch my hair, all the time looking at me as if it had only been yesterday that we had met for the first time, had felt drawn to each other differently and much stronger than to anyone else in the past. I felt like standing on the very beginning again, yet there were suddenly so many images rushing back to my mind that a start was too less for all the memories that had been hidden inside me until now� Lucius in a long leather coat during our first winter� Lucius whispering to me that he hadn�t felt like that for any other woman before� Lucius kissing me, making us forget the world around us� Lucius� beautiful laughter to my ears for the very first time� Lucius and me entangled in silky sheets and enjoying each other�s warmth. Oh God, and I had thought I could have forgotten all those moments like others forget how the weather had been last week! Tears pricked my eyes at my own cruelty, yet I somehow managed to hold them back a little longer in hope they might disappear again.

"Don�t cry", Lucius whispered gently and pulled me against him, cradling me like a child in his arms. He smelled like English summer rain, like sex and power and in a certain way like home� I loved anything about him that very moment.

"I think your detention is over by now", his warm voice came to my ears as he caressed my face with his lips, his hands stroking over my bare skin in a reassuring, yet possessive movement.

"I never wanted to hurt you, Lucius."

"Of course not."

"How do you know?"

"I just� know", he lifted my chin and smiled at me, "Old wizards have their ways, you know."

"They have quite an amazing stamina as well, I heard."

"Who let that secret slip?"

"That old bird� Malfoy or something like that."

"Oh, that one. Well", Lucius lifted his body slightly beneath mine, casting me a grin, "care to find out if it�s true?"

As much as I actually did, I still winced at the imagination of him being inside me again since he hadn�t taken away all the pain, but only the most prominent one. Lucius raised an eyebrow at my obvious hesitation to his question.

"It�s alright if you don�t�"

I cut him short by sitting up and shaking my head.

"Honestly, I want to. It�s just� I�m not sure if I can do it again so soon."

"I�m sorry I hurt you."

"As if you had a choice� Alright, you could have knocked me out first, but still�", he sat up, leaning against the pillows and letting his eyes wander across my body, "I�m not angry with you because of that."

Something in the smile around his lips made me blush as he continued to take an almost scrutinizing look at me.

"My eyes are here � just in case you�re lost", I pointed at my face, but Lucius simply shook his head.

"I know where your eyes are. And at the moment I�d rather like to look at something else. Blushing suits you, by the way."

"Oh, I hate you, Lucius!"

"What is it with you women always rejecting compliments?"

He gave a deep sigh before pulling me to him and embracing me tightly.

"I love every single thing about you, Vivienne. It�s much you�ve given to me tonight and I consider it a gift, not just natural."

"It�s not that extraordinary�"

"Perhaps� but in this case it is. Anything about you is extraordinary."

"Lucius?"

His hand brushed against my neck as he smiled at me with a small nod.

"I want you� again�"

And this time, it was nothing compared to the sex before, since Lucius made sure he avoided any quick movements when he pulled both of us into a sitting position, lowering me on his arousal and hugging me so tightly against his body that I feared for breath the first moment. His stamina proved to be amazing, indeed, and never during our lovemaking, not even for a single second, did his hands leave my body to stroke over the skin or did his lips part from my face. I was starting to love detention this very night no doubt.
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