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Cruel Summer
James turned
to the door, catching her gaze, and Lily blanched, twisting away from his
shocked face. She slammed the door and fled down the stairs, rational thought
leaving her mind.
James had
frozen, not being able to move as his brain overloaded with thoughts.
How long
had she been standing there?
Why was she
watching me?
Oh my god!
She was watching me!
The Marauder
groaned into his hand and rubbed his eyes.
Why? Why
did she have to see me now?
He sighed and
got off of the bed, walking over to the drawers. Pulling out some of the Muggle clothes he had bought, he dressed quickly after
using his wand to remove all the traces of his actions, thinking of ways that
he could speak to her after this. He tried not to think of her never speaking
to him again as he pulled on a pair of jeans, fastening them without really
thinking about it.
James paused
and ran over the situation in his mind, cringing slightly in embarrassment.
‘What am I gonna do?’ he whispered.
James
reluctantly walked towards the door and opened it quietly, shutting it behind
him. Cursing the creaky floorboards, he made his way down the stairs and
stepped into the hall.
Sound was
coming from the kitchen and he could tell it was her. She was washing the
dishes, he realised as he walked into the room. Lily had her back to him,
rapidly scouring the plates and trying to rid her mind of watch she’d just
witnessed. She wouldn’t have cared exactly if it hadn’t affected her…and he
didn’t moan her na…
‘Lily?’
SMASH
Lily dropped a
china plate into the bowl and it smashed as it hit the others that were in
there. Ignoring the broken plate, she paused, not turning to look at him. In
fear that if she did, she might do something that she would…regret.
‘Don’t.’ she
whispered, ‘Please…just don’t do this.’
James looked
at the girl, her auburn hair shining in the light from the sun. He blinked and
shook his head, trying to keep on the right track. Moving further in to the
room, Lily straightened up, hearing his actions and keeping her guard.
‘How long were
you standing there?’ he said softly.
Lily hissed to
herself and shook her head slightly, as if trying to stop his voice penetrating
her thoughts. Lily also didn’t know the answer to his question. Time seemed
insignificant while she was watching him, and she felt herself liquefy against
the scrutiny of his gaze on her back.
Why is he
doing this?
Does he
enjoy seeing me like this?
Lily heard him
shift behind her again, and she closed her eyes firmly. The vision wouldn’t
stop blurring her thoughts. It was as if it was burned into her retinas; like
she’d stared at a light for too long and the picture was still visible when she
looked away.
A hand touched
her shoulder and she spun around to face the scruffy haired Marauder. Her
breath caught in her throat as they looked at each other. James eyes searching
her face and Lily’s like a deer caught in the headlights.
‘God, I want
to kiss her,’ he thought to himself.
But before he
could lean in, she broke from his gaze and twisted out of the way of him. James
looked at her as she eyed him cautiously.
‘Lil…what are you doing?’
She folded her
arms, bit her lip and shrugged in his direction. Lily literally didn’t know,
she had never been in this situation before and she decided that she didn’t
like the uneasy feeling that it caused.
She could feel
his gaze on her, and somewhere in her mind, she could hear him moaning her name
over and over.
Oh god!
Lily looked at
him again, his black hair falling scruffily over his head and his blue eyes
under thick lashes, piercing hers. She had to look away again. She couldn’t
stand this.
‘Did you like
watching me?’
A hot flush
spread over her cheeks and she looked down at the floor. Lily heard him
chuckle, moving towards her, and she frowned slightly. He was in front of her
before she realised and she looked up into his face, his eyes now dark with
lust and roaming over her body, slowly drinking in the sight of her.
Lily knew that
look as it passed over her chest and down to her bare legs; she knew that he
was mentally undressing her.
She was going
to put a stop to it.
Before James
knew what she had done, Lily had pulled her wand out and was aiming it at his
throat.
‘W-wha…’ he spluttered.
‘Listen.’ she
growled, holding her wand steady, ‘You were right about me…that I liked to
watch it…but that’s where it stops James Potter! I don’t know what’s going
through your twisted little mind but it’s sure as hell not going to happen!’
Lily paused,
glaring at his staggered expression and moved out of his way, moving out of the
kitchen.
************************
A week passed
by with James and Lily staying fairly out of each others way. They had come to
realise that by not talking or arguing, kept them reasonably at distance of
each other, which came gladly to Lily. She wanted nothing more than to forget
completely James’ little bedroom incident and pretending he wasn’t there did
help a little.
But it didn’t
stop the dreams.
A couple of
nights ago, she had had a very vivid dream of him. But this one included her
for some reason, but not her real self. It was as if she was watching the
display on the other side of the room. No matter how much she tried to stop her
other self, there was no change. Lily also found that she couldn’t stop
watching the other Lily and James either.
The real Lily
had woken up in a cold sweat, her legs tangled in the bed sheets and her pillow
somehow on the floor of her room. The dream had really freaked her out and she
was scared of going back to sleep, unsure if it would repeat itself. This had
happened on many occasions throughout the week and she was starting to get
annoyed. It wasn’t that she didn’t enjoy them; it was because she did, and
these feelings were strange and alien to her, as it was him she was dreaming
about.
Why can’t
everything go back to normal? Why can’t he just hate me again?
But what she
didn’t realise was that James did hate her, he hated her with a passion so
strong, it was liable to explode every time he was near her. However, this was
a different hate to the one he felt before. He hated her because she hated him.
James knew it didn’t make any sense, but what does in this life? She rejected
him, so for this he hated her more than ever before, and he also felt that it
was more dangerous than before too.
But for James,
the dreams were a god send. It was the only way he could have her the way he
wanted and with her consent. It was also a way to rid himself
of the knot of sexual frustration that coiled inside him every time he caught
sight of her. James was slowly driving himself insane, but Lily was totally
ignoring him. Since the event in the kitchen, she had kept to murmuring 1
syllable phrases or words, and this was only in the extreme cases if she had to
engage in conversation with him.
Lily had
decided to do some spring cleaning for her Mother and Father seeing as there
was nothing else better to do anyway. With Petunia refusing to return home, her
Mother really needed some stress relief. Her and her Father had gone out that
night seeing as it was the end of the week. They often spent time alone. The quietness
of an empty house and cleaning also helped Lily’s mind from straying to a
certain black haired boy and she appreciated it immensely. He’d been plaguing
her mind constantly and she’d just managed to get him out. This was not a good
time for James to waltz into the room. But naturally, he did.
He stopped
quickly, however, when he caught sight of her bent over the coffee table, and
his brain forgot to from words as he mumbled something intelligible.
Lily turned quickly
after she realised he was there and snarled, ‘What?’
James looked
away quickly and took a deep breath. He knew he had to ask her, and since it
was tonight that he wanted Sirius over, so he better ask her before he turned
up.
He met her
scowl, ‘Erm…Lil…can you do
me a favour?’
He was trying
to do his best and talk suitably, but his words managed to have a small
strangled sound when he said her name. Lily frowned and narrowed her eyes at
the shifty looking Gryffindor.
‘What?’
Pleased that
it had gotten this far, James continued, ‘Well, erm…I
wondered if you would erm…allow me to have someone
over.’
Lily paused
and stood up, her eyes never moving from their fixed contortion of distain,
‘Who is this person then?’
‘Padfoot,’ he said gently.
‘Why? So you
could trash my house again? I don’t think so James!’
‘We won’t
trash it!’
‘Yeah right,’
she muttered and turned away.
‘Please…I
promise we won’t.’
Lily stopped,
folded her arms and looked at him. He had that puppy-dog look on his face, and
she glared back at him; wiping it off quickly. She decided how pathetic he
looked standing there, pleading with her. Lily didn’t want Sirius around her
house again; he was so utterly clueless about the Muggle
way of life.
I mean,
James is too, but Sirius takes it to extremes!
She realised
in that split second that, that’s how he is about everything. Makes sense.
Pausing for a
second, she spoke, ‘Fine, I’ll let him come over…but with one condition…Remus comes over too. He’s the only one that can control
both of you when I’m not there. And he has the most manners.’
James felt
like telling her that Moony wasn’t just books and homework like she made out,
but he refrained from that quickly.
‘Great!’ he
beamed, ‘They’ll be coming over in a couple of hours.’
Ok. Ok.
Don’t get mad. Of course, it figures that he went and asked them anyway even if
he hadn’t asked her yet. It’s obvious. It’s James for God sake!
‘You…you
already invited them?’
Shit! Shit!
James looked
at her, ‘Erm…’
Lily turned
and walked into the lounge, cutting him off mid-sentence; she knew all of what
he was going to say and she didn’t want to hear it.
****************************
James was
right about Sirius being a couple of hours. He turned up on the doorstep,
ringing the bell constantly, the novelty apparently not wearing off. That was
the first sign to Lily that it was going to be a long night. Remus had apperated in just over
half an hour later, bringing a bottle of Firewhiskey
with him. Lily frowned as he handed her the wizard alcohol, thinking he was the
least person she would have thought to bring this.
Lily wasn’t
arguing that he had though. He could take over the baby sitting for a while,
while she poured whiskey down her throat.
Before he had
arrived, she’d had to sit through, what seemed like hours of pranks, jokes,
teases, jeers and worse of all an awful game show on TV that Sirius and James
thought was the best thing that existed on the planet. They had sat there,
making up their own ridiculous answers to the Muggle
questions.
Unscrewing the
cap on the glass bottle and taking a large gulp, she flopped down onto the sofa
again and eyeing the three Marauders with the look of a thousand daggers.
‘Hey Evans,
what is this?’
Sirius’
question prompted her to focus her attention onto the Television screen. The
screeches and shouts of people on the stands, flags and banners everywhere, and
little people running on the screen, it could only mean one thing.
‘It’s a
Football Match,’ she said lazily.
Sirius looked
back at the screen and raised his eyebrows, ‘It’s kinda
like a Quidditch Match.’
Lily glared in
his direction, ‘It’s nothing like a Quidditch Match!’
‘Course it is!
Well, ‘cept for brooms, but you’ve still have to get
the ball into the hoop.’
She rolled her
eyes, ‘What about bludgers…the snitch…seekers…and the
fact that it’s in the air?’
Sirius sneered
at her and turned back to the screen.
‘Prongs, could
still manage to flatten those guys, even without a broomstick! Look at them,
they run like Crabbe and Goyle!’
Lily tuned the
voices out of her living room, preferring her own little world. She took
another long sip of the Firewhiskey, feeling it burn
a trail of flames down her throat and into her stomach. The heat felt soothing,
it took her away like she wanted, drowned out the Marauders until they were
like that faint ringing in your ears after you’ve spent a night out at a club.
She rested her
head against the cushions on the sofa and thought about the new
year at Hogwarts. She was going to be Head Girl; it was her
dream-come-true ever since she read about it in Hogwarts, A
History. She had worked so hard for the admirable title. And the new Head
Girl was sitting on a Muggle couch in Surrey, drinking Firewhiskey and listening to the most idiotic boys in
Hogwarts comparing Football to Quidditch!
Lily groaned
and looked back at the three Gryffindor’s, downing
another mouthful of the disgusting drink. Remus
looked at her as she swallowed it.
‘Are you gonna drink all that Lil?’
James and
Sirius looked at her. The drink had made a pink tinge brush her normally pale
cheeks and give her sweet, innocent look.
‘Shut up Remus,’ she murmured.
Sirius
chuckled at her, ‘Aww does Lilykins
want to drink with the big boys?’
Lily shifted
her gaze over to his face, ‘Big boys? You obviously think high of yourself.’
‘Ouch,’ he
grinned, his dark eyes glittering with amusement, ‘the kitten still has
claws…even after a few drinks.’
Lily’s glare
became more fixed as she looked at him, ‘Keep talking and I might let you feel
them.’
‘Anytime
baby,’ he smirked, patting his lap.
She rolled her
eyes and glanced at James. His expression surprised her. It was one of complete
anger, his jaw was set and she could nearly feel the pulse in his temple,
throbbing inside his head.
She looked
back at Sirius who was still watching her, a grin touching his lips.
‘Whatever
Sirius, like hell I’d even let you.’
Not moving his
gaze from hers, he whispered, ‘Spoilsport.’
Lily wrenched
her eyes away from his and looked at the glass bottle in her hands; it suddenly
becoming very interesting. Sirius was making her feel strange, his lingering
looks was making her skin feel hot under her clothes. It wanted her to rid
herself of them.
Maybe it’s
the Firewhiskey. It can’t be real. It wouldn’t be. I
don’t like Sirius like that…do I?
Lily sneaked a
look at them all; Remus was looking back at the TV,
James seemed to be doing the same although the rage still flicked over his
features. When she looked at Sirius, she blanched. He was looking at her, his
eyes hooded with desire, and when he caught her looking, he ran his tongue over
his lips suggestively.
Oh. My.
God!
He smirked
silently at the conflict in her mind, running his gaze over her bare legs to
where they disappeared under her skirt.
‘Mmm, god she looks so good,’ he thought as he watched her
shift in her seat, the result from his uncomfortable stares.
Lily tried to
keep her focus on the tedious television program, but her body seemed to be
thinking something else. She could feel it every time he glanced at her out of
the corner of his eye. She felt it every time his eyes burnt into her. She felt
exposed…naked even. Naked to his willing stares.
I have to
get out of here.
Lily plucked
up the courage to stand up from the sofa. Where the Firewhiskey
had travelled through her body, it had rooted itself in her legs and when she
stood she stumbled a bit. Both Remus and Sirius went
to grab her, to stop her falling but she flapped them away. She was a little
surprised that James didn’t, but she thought nothing really about it as he kept
his eyes fixed on the large TV. She felt Sirius’ gaze on her legs as she walked
out of the room and made a mental note to herself never to wear miniskirts
again if she saw him.
Retreating
into the safety of the kitchen, she walked over to the worktop, placed the
bottle onto it and rubbed her eyes.
‘What time is
it?’ she thought as she looked at the old rural clock that hung above the sink.
It read 9.40
nearly.
God, how
did it get so late?
Lily walked
back to the kitchen table; she could still hear the Muggle
program. It was filling the silence of the room easily; taking form over the
absence of speech. She was glad that she wasn’t still in the room with them.
Sirius was seriously making her uncomfortable. Lily didn’t know why she was
bothered about it so much. She had had guys look at her before obviously, but
she couldn’t place her finger on what the problem really was. Maybe it was the
alcohol…she seemed to be blaming a lot of things on that tonight. It was a
convenient excuse.
All she knew
that whatever Sirius was giving, despite what she had said, she was willing to
take, and that scared her most of all.
‘What am I
going to do?’ she said, her head in her hands, ‘I’m so twisted.’
Silence
answered her question.
‘I’m going to
the bathroom,’ a voice said in the lounge.
Who’s that?
Lily looked
up, waiting to see the person round the corner and go up the stairs. There was
a pause before she saw him. Sirius rounded the corner…but he didn’t go up the
stairs…he was coming straight towards her.
Lily watched
in slow motion as Sirius’ tall, smirking form walked down the hall towards the
kitchen. Towards her. She backed away as he stepped
into the kitchen, his dark eyes following her movements.
‘Lil.’
She knew it
wasn’t a question. The Marauder advanced on her until she had her back against
the work surface and his body inches from hers. Her large emerald eyes wide as
realisation dawned on her. Sirius kept glancing between her lips and her eyes,
licking his own lips absentmindedly as in preparation. Lily glanced over his
face, his black hair framing his equally dark features. His dark eyes, that were getting closer to hers as he moved into her
face.
Lily didn’t
know what to do. She knew what was going to happen but she was powerless to
stop it. He had some kind of hold over her. A hold that when his fingertips
brushed over the soft skin of her arms, she whimpered as shocks ran through her
veins. A hold that made her slide her arms up his firm chest,
to grasp his strong shoulders. A hold that when he
pressed her against the work surface, she wound her fingers into his hair and
he pressed his lips hot against hers. Sirius’ hands gripped her hips and
slid around her waist, caressing the soft skin on the small of her back and
making her moan into his mouth.
Lily felt fire
lick her skin as his touch moved up under her shirt then down again, into the
waistband of her miniskirt. She heard incoherent moans escape her swollen lips
as the Marauder moved his hands down her smooth thighs then up, raising the
small skirt until it was bunched at her waist.
‘Sirius…’she
breathed, ‘please…’
The Head Girl
didn’t exactly know what she was pleading him for but when his soft, smooth
lips passed to her ear then down her throat, she knew he wouldn’t disappoint.
Tilting her head back, she held his shoulders harder, pressing her hips deeper
into his and feeling exactly what she was pleading for.
My god!
She swallowed
in anticipation and looked back at him. Sirius ran his hands over the sinewy
body in his possession. She was so hot against him. It was like someone had
turned the heat up and the heat of their bodies was just adding to the
intensity. He couldn’t stand it anymore, he needed to be inside her, and her
emerald eyes, hazed with lust, were driving him insane.
Before he
though it could get any crazier, he felt a small hand press against the
fastening of his Muggle jeans. It nearly blew his
mind when he realised what it was, and what she was doing. He held on tight to
her waist and let his forehead rest on her shoulder.
Lily pulled
the zip down, unfastened them and slid her hand in gently. She heard the low
moans rumble in his throat and felt the vibrations though her shoulder.
‘Uhh…god…Lil.’
She weaved her
left hand back into his hair and gripped his straining manhood in her right.
Stroking gently, she trailed fluttery kisses over his jaw bone, licking gently
every now and again.
God he’s so
hard!
Her own thought made the hotness rush through her body again, and
her mind flicked back to James. Closing her eyes in concentration, she changed
her technique to what she witnessed James doing. It seemed to work as Sirius
moved off her shoulder, pressing his length into her and contorting his facial
expression, whimpers escaping his throat.
His grip on
her waist tightened and he started to thrust his hips against her. He knew that
if he didn’t stop her, the show would be over extremely soon. Grabbing her
wrist, he pulled her hand out of his jeans, and groaned at the lack of contact.
‘Sirius…’
Sirius swept
his eyes over her confused but equally flushed face. He latched on to her red
lips, manipulating them fiercely with his own, resulting in breathy gasps
passing across their connection. He grasped the tops of her thighs, pulling her
up and around his waist. The feel of her hotness firm against his crotch was
sending him into orbit and was not helping him keep his mind on trying to find
the kitchen table.
Determination
took over, and he pushed her down onto the solid oak table. Sirius stood
between her legs, grabbing her sweater and pulling it over her head and away
from her body, leaving her in a lacy black bra. His eyes roamed over her fair
skin, down her stomach, then up again, stopping at her chest. Lily was so
beautiful to him, her whole innocent demeanour just a façade to allow people to
see her as a ‘proper lady’.
‘Yeah right,’
Sirius thought, smirking at her as her skin contrasted to the wood, her scarlet
hair splayed out around her face.
He slid his
touch up her body, where he grazed his fingers over the lace of her bra. Lily
closed her eyes and sighed, the faint touch provoking endless amounts of nerves
and setting a buzz of electricity through her. She arched up into his palm,
moans trickling through her lips a lot easier now, and Sirius’ touch increasing
with intensity.
‘Mmm…yes…Sirius please…’
Sirius hooked
his hands under her knees, pulling her tight against him. Their movements were
becoming furious and unpredictable. Lily was pressing her hips against his and
rocking gently; knowing it would drive him crazy. His fingers were biting into
the soft flesh of her thighs and she knew there would be bruises, but neither
of them cared.
Sirius pushed
her skirt down her legs rapidly, it pooling on the floor as he grabbed her
matching lacy knickers and ripped them from her body.
Lily gasped as
he slid his finger over her wetness and plunged his fingers inside her.
Oh My God!
‘Mmmm…Sirius…’
He watched her
intently, the expression on her face as beautiful as her. Her
moans giving him shreds of pleasure as they filled his ears.
‘Ready Lil?’
She nodded
erratically and he pushed his jeans over his hips.
Lily took in
the sight of him before he pressed himself against her.
Then she could
feel him, pressing against her opening. She wanted it more than anything.
Please
Sirius…don’t stop…
His eyes
locked onto hers.
Black meeting emerald and fusing as one.
He pressed his
lips against hers, heat forming a haze over them, ready to push inside her.
Needing it.
‘WHAT THE FUCK
IS GOING ON?’
Sirius nearly
broke his neck when turning to see who the voice belonged to. Both he and Lily
looked at the doorway.
James and Remus both staring at them; confusion covered
Remus’ face, pure hatred and rage on James’.
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