The Nothing I've Become (Areas of Expertise II) | By : SickPuppy Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 18628 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I fully expect some "Eews" after this chapter! Anyway, as you can see, another update! yay for me getting my life sorted, and yay for work for stopping being insane for a few minutes! SP
Chapter Nine - You Can't Just Leave Me
'Ron?'
It was two hours later, and still the red head hadn't returned. Harry had at first thought that the other had gone for a quick walk to cool off, but realised that the only place to walk was INTO the forest, and Ron wouldn't go there.
So where was he?
Hermione had joined him in searching among the trees for their absent friend, but to no avail. Ron was gone.
Now they were tramping in ever wider circles, knowing it was pointless, knowing Ron had gone, but neither of them prepared to admit it.
'I think I saw something.' Hermione said, a little desperately.
Harry didn't even let himself hope. He knew Ron was gone. But he couldn't bear the almost manic look in Hermione's eyes and the tears flowing silently down her cheeks, so he went to check.
Nothing.
It was Hermione who finally said it. 'He's... he's gone, hasn't he?'
Harry could only nod mutely as she sank to the ground and sobbed.
***
BITCH! Fucking treacherous bitch! Ron stomped through Hogsmeade, fuming. Of everyone he loved, he had always thought Hermione understood him, but NO. He had gone back towards the tent and heard them talking. Heard her say 'Ron is just another of the Weasleys. He isn't anything special,' BITCH!
He took a deep breath, wondering where to apparate to. He suddenly realised that there was no way he could go home and admit to his parents that he had quit on Harry and Hermione. He chewed the inside of his mouth, stymied for a moment.
Fred? George? No way. They'd jinx him before sending him back to apologise.
Bill and Fleur's? He considered. He didn't really have anywhere else to go. He focused and vanished.
***
That night, long after midnight, Hermione sat dry eyed staring into the fire, eyes flicking to the empty spot where Ron had crouched. Abruptly she set her mouth in a thin line.
'Fine,' she said, aiming for crisp, but sounding lost, 'we'll act without him. We can get into the castle tonight and cause mischief easily. We don't need him.'
Harry nodded, heart heavy. They were lying to themselves, just because it was easy to do. The only way to cope, Harry decided, is to lie to yourself. And that was always hard.
Their plan had seemed so easy, so simple, so sure of working with Ron with them. Now, Harry was very aware that they were just a pair of kids, trying to survive in a grown up's world. After all, why would Voldemort go to the school just because some pranks were being played? Surely he'd just torture Snape and be done with it?
A painful stab lanced Harry's heart at the thought of Snape being tortured. He frowned. What the hell was wrong with him? He wanted the man to suffer. Wanted him to hurt and plead for mercy and receive none. The bastard deserved it.
'Hermione?' he asked softly. He waited until she looked at him, brown eyes filled with hurt. 'Are we wasting our time?' he asked, eyes fixed on her. Hermione would know. She always did. She'd tell him what they needed to do.
She shook her head. 'No, Harry. We can't just go wandering all over the country looking for one man; that's pretty ridiculous! No, we know where one of the men we want is, and if we make life difficult enough for him then the other will no doubt appear to try and scare who he thinks is causing the problems - those at Hogwarts.'
Harry looked horrified. 'What if he punishes the students? What if they get into trouble because of us?' He pushed himself to his feet and paced tensely. 'Hermione, we can't stay out here safe. We need to be in there so that we can keep an eye on the other students.'
She had paled at his words, but now she nodded decisively. 'You're right. As dangerous as it is, we'll have to risk being at Hogwarts in the Room of Requirement. Will you be ok there?' she asked without thinking.
'Why shouldn't I be?' Harry responded, utterly confused. Surely Hermione wasn't worrying that he'd get upset cos he'd first kissed Cho there. That was ridiculous. That had been over a year ago and last year he'd had other things to think about. He smiled as he thought of Ginny, and realised he'd be near her if he stayed at the school.
'Sorry,' she muttered quickly, and hurriedly changed the subject.
***
'Ahhhhhh!' Voldemort clenched his hand tightly in Snape's hair, a sibilant hiss escaping as the other swallowed around the prick buried in his throat.
Severus had switched his mind off. He had done this too many times to keep track of, and normally it wasn't a problem, as Voldemort didn't demand it much. However, since he had returned to power, he had been making use of Severus' skills more and more often.
Which didn't please the dark haired man.
Snape pushed against the hand holding him, feeling nails cutting into his skin briefly before the Dark Lord allowed him to pull back to tongue at the swollen tip. He worked at the sensitive end, tongue prodding under stretched foreskin, making the older man groan with pleasure. He knew every nuance of the other's stages of arousal, and therefore knew the Dark Lord was about to come. He sucked harder, wanting it over and done with.
'You. Can't. Just. Leave. Me. Alone.' The other panted, fingers clenching rhythmically. He grunted, thrusting hard into the warm wet cavern, semen shooting out of him to spill across Severus' tongue and down his sore throat.
--Anyone grossed out?
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