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Troubled Love	By : Cherish Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male Views: 13498 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Title: Troubled Love

Summary: An accident happens in Potions, Harry changes into a girl. A cure is hard to make and will take a month. This gives others the chance to get closer to the Gryffindor. Unexpected 'gifts' and things happen, even though it's forbidden. DMHP SLASH&MPREG

Time: It takes place in their 7th year

Warning: This is Slash. Don't like? Don't read!

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or the characters in any way.

Thanks to both of my beta-readers: Megz & Dracosbtch(in later chapters)

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Chapter 10: Draco?

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I hear the clock, it's six a.m.

I feel so far from where I've been

Got my eggs and my pancakes too

Got my maple syrup, everything but you

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Draco was sitting in the common room. Bored as usual. He had finished his homework for the next three weeks and had nothing else to do than to read books about potions. The potions professor at Durmstrang was ing ing compared to Severus Snape. Draco often found himself correcting the teacher.
His father had not talked to him ever since he came to collect him from Hogwarts. Draco had never seen him so mad. His punishment would come later, Draco knew this. When he was back at home during the Christmas holidays. For now he was stuck in this new school and he hated his father for doing this to him.

The school was so boring. Draco refused to make new friends here, although many of the boys tried to make friends with him. It was amusing to find out how many of the boys were homosexual. Maybe it was because this was a school only for boys.

Draco noticed the glances and stares he received from the boys and they often tried to seduce him. He would become all snappish and curse them, but they didn't seem to understand the message. To them he was what they could never have, and so obviously what they wanted. As if one of them came even close to his Harry. His Harry who was miles and miles away from here. Leading his own life.

He often wondered if Harry felt so lonely too. The days weren't so bad, but the nights. The dark and lonely nights were killing him. Hours he waited until the sun would come up and he could talk to Snake-Harry again.

Harry's voice was stuck in his head and he liked it. Harry's face was burned in his memory and he liked it even more. It wouldn't leave him alone, not that he cared. Every single night he was scared that Harry had given up on them. Every night he wished that Harry would still be fighting for them.

Every single morning he was reassured of the fact that Harry still loved him. Up until now... He didn't know if and when Harry would give up on them. And he was so scared.

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Put on my pj's and hop into bed

I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead

I try and tell myself it'll be all right

I just shouldn't think anymore tonight

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The memories about Harry and him were the only thing keeping him going in this place he was in. Loneliness was his new fear these days. Not his father, not his failures. Just the thought that Harry was so far away was enough to make him go mad. Sometimes he even went outside the building to fly. Another terrible thing about this school. Over the years he got attached to Hogwarts and her secrets. If you wondered around at night, you would always discover something new. Hogwarts was enchantingly beautiful. This new building was just so ugly. It was grey with black. No secret passages, no old paintings, nothing. It was as dull as schools can get.

~*~

Dreams last so long

Even after you're gone

I know you love me

And soon you will see

You were meant for me

And I was meant for you

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He was so glad that he had found those snakes. While thinking of Harry, he always played with the snake-ring. He wanted to see Harry so badly. His Harry, his boy-Harry. The boy he loved. Of course he had loved the girl-Harry, but it was nothing compared to the boy he fell in love with.

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Suddenly a big grey owl flew through the common room towards Draco. Draco looked up and held out his arm. The owl landed softly on his arms and held out it's leg. Quickly Draco untied the rope and opened the letter.

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Draco,

We're not allowed to tell you this, but we think you ought to know. It's about Harry. (-Draco's heart jumped at this, as a worried feeling overwhelmed him-)

Ron and I would like to tell you that Harry's pregnant with your baby. I will explain to you how this could have happened, but I think it's more important that you contact Dumbledore. He'll help you get over here, I'm sure he will.

Ron & Hermione

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Draco gasped a few times. While reading the letter again. 'WHAT?!' 'How could this have happened? Was Harry still a girl? Harry, Oh Merlin, Harry. How must he be feeling? I need to get there as soon as possible!'

Draco took his quill and wrote a letter to Dumbledore on the back of the parchment. Luckily the owl was still waiting on the edge of the desk. He was obviously instructed not to leave before he got his reply.

Draco tied the letter to the owl's leg again and guided it to the window. He pressed his lips together as he watched the owl leave.

It was then when realisation stuck him. He was going to fat father. Nine months, or less, from now he would have a baby with Harry. Of course he always wanted children, but they were so young...'and foolish' His mind added. How could they have been so foolish. Not using any protection.

Pacing, he waited for the owl to return. It seemed so long. Time seemed to pass as slow as a snail. All kinds of questions came up without an answer.

'Poor Harry, having to deliver the baby'

'Was their relationship strong enough for this?'

'Oh Merlin! Are we even ready to raise a baby?'

'Because I have absolutely no idea what to do with such a thing'

'What if Harry wants to be the one who works?'

'Then I get to be the one who has to take care of a screaming thing!'

'Merlin! I'm only thinking about myself! Think about Harry. He's the one with the baby in his stomach!'

'And it's all my fault!'

'Harry doesn't deserve this! Not after everything he's been through...'

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"Mr Malfoy," Draco gave a small yelp as he turned around and saw Dumbledore standing in front of him. He would have hugged him if he wasn't so shocked.

"Professor Dumbledore, I am so glad to see you," Draco said. "I have so many questions and so few answers. I don't know if I even want this. I-"

Dumbledore silenced Draco by raising his hand. "Let's go and pay Harry a visit first. It isn't easy kidnapping you from here without anybody noticing."

Draco frowned and looked around him. Students were working quietly, not noticing Dumbledore standing in the middle of the common room. He nodded.

Dumbledore walked together with Draco towards the corridor. "Mr. Malfoy, This is a portkey, you will be transported to my office.Where I'll answer all your questions," Dumbledore said, handing Draco a quill.

Within a few seconds Draco was standing in Dumbledore's office. He didn't want to wait any longer and started to walk towards the door. His heart racing like the heart of a captive bird, thinking he would see Harry again.

"Mr. Malfoy, I understand you have some questions for me," Dumbledore's voice made him stop in his tracks and turn around blushing slightly.

"Eh... yes, but I uh..." Draco stuttered, to his surprise Dumbledore smiled at him.

"Go off boy, I understand. I will answer your questions later on," Dumbledore smiled.

Draco didn't know he could ran as fast as he was running now. He knocked over several students on his way. They all stared at him. Not understanding how The Draco Malfoy could be back and why he was running in a most un-Malfoyish manner.

Draco didn't care as long as he saw Harry soon.

Finally hormeormed into the hospital wing, where he was greeted by Ron, Hermione, and Madame Pomfrey.

"Where is he?" Draco asked, not waiting for the answer. Instead he just continued walking.

"Stop right there young man. Mr Potter is resting," Madame Pomfrey said sternly.

"I don't care! I want to see him," Draco said stubbornly, raising his voice a bit. He was getting really impatient.

"Mr. Malfoy, Come back here this instant!" Madame Pomfrey snapped, while Draco was walking to the one bed that had it's curtains ed. ed. "Or you will serve detention."

"I don't care! I want to see Harry!" Draco yelled, pug thg the curtains back.

Draco gasped as he saw his beautiful brown-haired boy occupying the bed. He moved closer and saw Harry waking up slightly. Harry looked at him for a second before murmuring:

"Draco?"

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"Draco?"

The blue orbs came closer and closer. They stopped right in front of his eyes. He could feel Draco's warm breath on his lips. It tickled, but Harry was far too nervous to smile.

"Harry..." Draco whispered, still looking into his eyes.

Harry took in a sharp breath and felt his heart pound in his throat. He still felt Draco's breath on his lips. He wanted to pull Draco against him so badly, but the 'Harry-part' didn't sound that happy. Was Draco going to leave him? Did Draco know about the baby in his stomach?

"Draco, I-" Harry began, shaking slightly.

"Stop, Harry. Stop." Draco interrupted him.

"No! Draco, no!" Harry's lips moved into a pout, he began to shake even more.

"What is it?" Draco asked concerned, taking his hand.

"You're going to leave me," Harry said, almost hyperventilating.

"Harry, love, calm down. I'm not going to leave you! Ever! I was just speechless a second ago. I remembered you looking like a boy, but you are even 10 times more beautiful than I remembered. Every night when I went to sleep, I knew I was going to dream about this moment. When I could finally be with you again. Kiss you, hold you in my arms and tell you that I love you time after time... and now that I'm finally with you, I don't know what to do first. I thought you were going to say you're sorry to me, but it's all my fault." Draco said, caressing Harry's cheek and entangling their fingers.

"Just kiss me!" Harry said a bit startled by Draco's speech.

Draco smiled at him and kissed him firmly on his lips. Then he nibbled softly on Harry's lips, wetting every spot of Harry's lips. He deepened the kiss a few moments after that. Meeting Harry's velvet tongue, that made his stomach jump up and down.

-coughcough-

Draco jerked away, seeing Madame Pomfrey standing next to the bed with raised eyebrows.

"I want to talk to Mr. Potter for a second. Mr. Malfoy because you are the father you're allowed to stay. If Mr. Potter agrees," Madame Pomfrey said.

Draco looked at Harry to see if he agreed. Harry was looking extremely nervous and anxious. He squeezed Draco's hand so hard that Draco had to keep himself from yelping.

"I think Harry agrees," Draco said, looking at his now white hand.

"Good, because this might be important for you too Mr. Malfoy. I want your undivided attention," Madame Pomfrey said sternly. "Are you feeling alright Mr. Potter? You seem to be a bit stressed."

"I'm just scared of what I might hear. The dangers and things I have to give up. It just makes me nervous," Harry confessed.

Draco felt a stab of guilt when he heard Harry's concerns. If he hadn't been so bloody stupid. Harry wouldn't have been in this situation now. He had endangered Harry, just when Harry had finally defeated Voldemort. Harry didn't deserve all this... all this trouble.

"Madame Pomfrey, could you leave Harry and Me alone for a bit?" Draco asked suddenly.

Madame Pomfrey raised her eyebrows for a second, before replying, "Very well. I will leave you alone. Just call me whenever you are finished. I have to go to Professor Sprout for some herbs. I will be gone a while," With that she turned around and walked out of the hospital wing.

"Why did you do that?" Harry asked confused, but before he could continue his question. Draco pressed his lips on top of his. Harry pulled Draco into the bed, without releasing Draco's lips. Within a few seconds Harry was lying nice and warm against Draco with his head on Draco's chest.

�I missed you,� Harry whispered, climbing on top of Draco. He opened Draco�s shirt and slid his hands underneath the fabric.

Dracoled led at him and pulled the dark haired boy closer to him.

Harry kissed Draco�s lips again, hard and impatient. �I can�t wait to get out of here and ravish you,�

Draco grinned and kissed Harry�s neck. His hands playing with Harry�s hair. While Harry�s hands were moving closer to the edge of his pants.

They were both getting a bit too excited when Harry suddenly winced, clutching his stomach. Draco quickly rolled Harry back on the bed.

�Harry? What is it?� Draco asked concerned, placing his hands on Harry�s stomach.

�Nothing... My body still has to get used to the fact that I have a womb. It will be gone in a minute,� Harry said. �If only we hadn�t send Madame Pomfrey away. This hurts like hell,�

Draco�s eyes widened. He had absolutely no idea what to do. Suddenly Harry seemed to relax, sighing.

�It�s gone,� Harry said, closing his eyes for a second.

"Oh Merlin! I'm so sorry, Harry! You don't deserve this. This shouldn't be happening to you and it's all my fault. If only I had looked better to the consequences of the potion. I feel so guilty," Draco said in one breath, kissing Harry's forehead in between the words.

Harry looked up and saw that Draco's eyes were filled with tears. "Draco," he said, looking in Draco's eyes. "it's my fault too."

"Yes, but it will have the biggest impact in your life," Draco argued.

"Draco... I can remove the baby," Harhisphispered, looking down.

"Do you want to?" Draco asked, feeling his heart skip a few beats.

"I will, if you want me to," Harry said, avoiding the question.

Draco jerked up and moved on top of Harry to take a better look at Harry. He saw that Harry was having a hard time hiding the tears that were obviously filling his eyes. "Harry?"

"If you don't want this baby..." Harry said, followed by a soft sob. "You won't have to do anything, but please don't make me remove it."

Draco felt the urge to shake Harry, or slap him. How could Harry think that of him. "Harry! I would never force you to remove your baby." Draco said, trying to remain calm.

"No, but you don't want it either." Harry yelled.

"Harry..." Draco said shaking his hand.

"See! It�s obvious that you don�t want this," Harry yelled, tears rolling over his cheeks.

"No! I... it's just that it's a bad timing. You'll have to admit that," Draco said, trying to be honest about his feeling. "I have absolutely no idea how to raise a baby."

"Draco, just go away! I have no idea how to raise a baby either, but at least I�m going to try," Harry said, hiding his face in his pillow. "I want to be alone. It's clear to me that you don't want this baby. So just sod off! I don't want to talk to you,"

"Harry!" Draco yelled back, not knowing what to do. He tried to be honest and now Harry was pushing him away.

"SOD OFF, MALFOY!" Harry yelled, pushing Draco away. "Just leave me alone!"

Draco swallowed. "Harry, I-" he tried to say, but Harry was putting his fingers in his ear and humming some kind of muggle song really hard. His eyes filled with tears. He couldn't believe Harry was pushing him away. He wanted to take care of Harry. He loved Harry.

Slowly Draco exited the hospital wing. Hermione and Ron were waiting outside, surprised to see a crying Draco coming out of the hospital wing.

"Draco?" Hermione asked, walking towards him. Concern was dripping from her voice.

"He... he doesn't want to see me," Draco said, ashamed of the fact that he was crying in front of Hermione and Ron. The two people he used to hate.

"Why not? What happened?" Hermione asked, clapping a hand over Ron's mouth as she saw that Ron wanted to say something.

"He told me that he could remove his baby, but changed his mind after that. He asked me if I wanted this baby. I'm just so confused. It's such a bad timing. I told him that, but he took it completely the wrong way and told me that he didn't want to see me." Draco explained, collapsing on the ground. "I'm just so confused."

Hermione sat down, putted her arm around him and pulled him further into a hug. Surprised that he accepted the hug and held her tightly. "It's alright to be confused, Draco." she told him.

"I don't know what to do Hermione! I love him to death!" Draco confessed, pulling back from the hug. He flushed as he realised how Her Hermione was being towards him. "You need to go to him. He's so sad!"

"Ron will go to him, won't you Ron?" Hermione asked Ron, casting him a 'Get- your-ass-in-there'-look. Ron glared at her slightly before walking into the hospital wing.

"Draco, let's go to Harry's room and drink some tea. You need to calm down. Harry loves you to death. He's just scared that you will refuse him, because he has your baby inside of him." Hermione stood up and offered him her hand.

Draco smiled slightly before grabbing her hand. "Thanks," he said softly.

Before they reached the end of the corridor, Ron came out of the Hospital wing again. Followed by Harry yelling; "And stay away!"

Hermione put her hand on her hips and glared at him. "What did you mess up this time?"

Ron's face was red. "He's so angry. You'd better leave him alone. I don't think it's safe to go in there," Ron said, when Hermione walked towards him again.

"And why is he angry?" Hermione asked.

"Because I told him that we sent the letter to Draco... Now he doesn't want to see us anymore," Ron said, his head dropping to his chest.

"You utter-idiot!" Hermione yelled. "You were supposed to comfort him! Not make him more angry!"

Even though Draco was feeling more miserable than ever, he couldn't help a chuckle escape his lips. Ron and Hermione both turned his way and raised their eyebrows. Hermione sighed and grabbed Ron's hand to drag him along. "Let's go and drink some tea. I think Harry needs some time alone. In the mean time we can think up something to do about Harry. I'm sure that when Harry's calmed down, he'll speak to you again,"

"Well, I don't know..." Ron said, looking a bit pale. "Remember the last time Harry and I had a fight. We didn't speak for three months!"

Hermione turned to glare at Ron once again. "That's because you are such a stubborn idiot! I'm sure that Draco is not as stupid as you and there for make up with Harry sooner than you," With that they walked towards Harry's room. Draco reluctantly followed, casting looks over his shoulder every few steps. As if he expected Harry to come after him, but Harry didn't...

After a few more steps Draco shook his head and ran back to the hospital wing. He was not going to walk away from this and drink tea!

Harry was most probably eating himself up right now. Madame Pomfrey would come soon and explain all the effects the baby will have on his life. No way if hell he going to be send away by Harry, when Harry was too damn stubborn to admit that he needed Draco in this one.

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Sorry for the lateness And the shortness of this chapter. Please don't be mad at me! I know you hate me because I made Harry mad at Draco...

Song I used in my chapter was: You were meant for me, by Jewel!

You will have to help me with the baby... Do you want a girl or a boy? (I know I asked last time)

And I received some reviews telling me I completely ruined the story by making Harry pregnant and that I should have told you all earlier. I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but I wanted it to be a surprise. I gave an obvious hint... Well at least I thought I did. I don't like the fact that I pushed people away from my story by making Harry pregnant. I think pregnancy is a gift... And I hope that there are people who DID like the pregnancy as much as I did!

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