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Hey, Hey, What Can I Do?	By : Padfoot79 Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male Views: 2822 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Hey, Hey, What Can I Do?
Author: Prongs
Disclaimer: JK Rowling owns all things 'Harry Potter.'
A/N: A won, so James will let Siri sleep.
Chapter Eleven
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James quietly sat down on the bed next to his boyfriend and worriedly stared at Sirius' sleeping form. After witnessing Sirius' memories firsthand, James felt completely ill. He couldn't imagine anyone having to endure such humiliation and pain. Sirius was such aazinazing person-why in the hell couldn't his family see that?
James grew angry as he thought about Sirius' father. The man was cruel beyond belief. He deserved to rot in hell. He deserved to be tortured and tormented for all eternity.
Sighing, James leaned against the headboard and looked down at his beautiful best friend. Sirius was truly an amazing person. How on earth had he survived all of that abuse and still remained such a wonderful human being? It just didn't seem possible.
Leaning down slightly, James gently combed his fingers ugh ugh his boyfriend's long hair. Whispering, he said, "I love you so much, Sirius. You deserve so much better, and I promise you, I'll find a way to make your life perfect from now on."
Sirius stirred in his sleep, but didn't awake.
When he finally did wake up, it was nearly two hours later, and James was asleep next to Sirius.
Sirius blinked a few times and then smiled when he saw his boyfriend sleeping. Sirius always thought that James looked adorable when he was asleep.
Sirius' smile soon turned into a frown when he remembered where James had been that afternoon…in the pensieve. Sirius shuddered and sat up in bed. What would James think of him now? Was this really such a good idea?
"Siri?" James mumbled. "You awak/p> /p>
Sirius turarouaround to look at his best friend. "Yeah," he said quietly.
"Good," James replied as he also sat up. He moved in closer to Sirius and tightly wrapped his arms around his boyfriend's body. "I love you," he whispered into Sirius' ear.
"Even after…?" Sirius asked nervously.
"Even after seeing your memories?" James asked.
"Umm, yeah."
"Siri, how could that possibly make me stop loving you? You mean the world to me! After seeing those memories, I hate your father even more than before. I want to find him and hurt him and torture him and kill him. I want him to have to suffer a thousand times more than you had to."
Sirius just started sobbing into James' shoulder while James held his boyfriend tightly. "You're such an amazing person, Siri. You're so strong. You've been through so much that should never have even happened. You deserve so much better."
"Why are you so good to me?" Sirius asked in-between sniffles.
"Because I love you and because you deserve it," James replied.
"Thank you," Sirius murmured as his cries started to calm down some. "I love you, James."
James pressed a gentle kiss on Sirius' head and then proceeded to hold onto his boyfriend for nearly an hour. Neither one said a word-they just held each other as tightly as they could.
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Later that evening, James was sitting on a large, plush chair with Sirius curled up on his lap.
"Did I seem like a coward to you?" Sirius asked quietly.
James looked surprised. "Are you kidding?"
Sirius slowly shook his head.
"Siri, you stood up to him! You beat the hell out of him in one of those memories, remember?"
Sirius snorted and looked away, towards the wall. "What about the last one?"
James shuddered when he recalled exactly what had happened with Mr. Black's friends.
"I don't think you were a coward, Siri. In all of those memories, you tried to fight back or you did fight back."
"I didn't in the last one," Sirius replied blankly. He looked down at the floor and bit his lip.
James tenderly moved away several strands of black hair that were falling in front of Sirius' face. "He stunned you and then restrained you, Siri. You couldn't have fought back."
Sirius shuddered. "That wasn't the only time that happened."
James pulled Sirius closer to him. "Gods, I'm so sorry, Siri."
"Does it make me a whore because so many people have…" Sirius' voice trailed off and he avoided James' gaze.
"No!" James answered strongly. "You are not a whore, Sirius. You have been abused by one of the most horrible men in the world."
"He always called me that," Sirius whispered. "I never wanted any of it. I just wanted him to leave me alone. If he hated me so much, then why did he have to…"
"Because he's a sick bastard," James replied as he placed his hand under Sirius' chin. He gently forced Sirius to look at him. "Siri, please don't ever think this was your fault or that you're a whore or any of that. This is all his fault. You have done absolutely nothing wrong."
"I think I know that, but it's just hard sometimes," Sirius whispered. "I just feel so dirty and used and pathetic. He called me all of those names so many damn times that I've almost started to believe him."
"Don't," James replied forcefully.
Sirius flinched.
"Sorry," James whispered as he placed a kiss on Sirius' forehead. "I'm just so angry at your father. Those names…don't think they mean anything, Siri! You're not what he says you are. You're what I say you are. You're wonderful, amazing, strong, smart, courageous, beautiful, and so many other things. You have to believe that, Siri."
Sirius didn't even bother to wipe away the tears. He simply buried his head in James' chest and sobbed.

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The following morning, Sirius wakes up and realizes he's in James' bed. James is curled up next to him, but Sirius notices a present on the bedside table. It's to Sirius from James. What did James get for his boyfriend?
A) A special necklace with a stag and a dog.
B) A silver necklace with a lion charm.
C) A simple silver bracelet.
D) A poster of Jimmy Page along with a rare Zeppelin live album.
E) A photo album of pictures of Sirius and James. (Including some photos with Remus and other friends, too.)
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