All\'s Fair In Love And War | By : jameschick Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 21683 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Friends, Romance and Vomit. Oh my!
Hermione is bloody brilliant!
Seriously. I kid you not. I feel so much... lighter for having talked to her. I don't know why I put it off for so long. I should have known she'd be supportive, she always has been. Plus, she has a romantic streak a mile wide. Pity Ron's as thick as a brick and will probably never catch on to it. I think she's living vicariously through Draco right now.
Still, if it makes her happy to help me out, and it makes Draco happy with the end result, who am I to complain? Not that I am, mind you. No matter how much my feet ache from dancing, and how many times she's slapped my hand during our "dinners" for using the wrong utensil or putting my elbows on the table. I almost pity Ron when he marries this girl. I love her to death but she's the very definition of anal retentive.
It's all been set up now. He'll receive an invitation to dinner, at breakfast time, as well as a box of chocolates. The room will be perfect, Hermione has made sure I know exactly what to think about when I pace the hallway. There will be a romantic dinner by candlelight, wine, roses, and soft music. After dinner there will be dancing - I learned to waltz for him, something I can assure you I was not a natural at. Club dancing I can do - it's basically vertical sex with clothes on, hardly difficult - but traditional dance? I can't count how many healing charms Hermione had to apply to her feet before we thought about warding her shoes.
There will be a bed in the room, but it will be charmed to remained undetectable until it is needed. If it is needed. I'm not doing all of this just to get under Draco's robes after all. If we don't have sex, that's fine with me. I just want to let him know how much I appreciate everything he‘s done for me, how much I care for him, how very much I love him.
I know he's got to be wondering where I've been lately. I've been so busy trying to make this night perfect that I haven't been able to spend nearly as much time with him as I'd like. I just have to keep reminding myself that it'll be worth it when he sees the room, when he realizes what it means.
I'm so nervous I think I might throw up.
Two more days to go and it will be Valentines Day.
Hermione suggested I talk to Ron before I tell Draco that I love him. That it was only right that he hear it from me, before I essentially “come out” to the entire school by courting Draco in public.
Courting? I mean, do people actually do that now a days? It sounds so formal, like he's royalty or something.
Yeah, I know, stop stalling and tell us what happened with Ron already.
Well, it wasn't pretty.
I knew it wouldn't be.
I tried to ease him into it, I started by telling him about Richard - a muggle who I met last summer; he stayed with his grandparents, two doors down from the Dursleys. His grandparents asked Uncle Vernon if Dudley would take him around and show him the sights. Lucky for me, Richard took one look at Dudley, saw me in the hallway and decided he'd rather I did it instead.
Richard was queer, and he wanted to see the London club scene, so we went. He bought me some clothes to wear while we were in London and we had a great time. Unfortunately, his mum took sick just two weeks into his vacation and he had to return home. I continued to go to the clubs whenever I could get away.
Ron asked a lot of questions. Did I have sex with Richard - no. Did I have sex with any other guy at the club - yes. Was I sure I was really gay - again, yes. Did I fancy anyone at school - yes. Was I dating someone - not currently. Had I dated anyone at school this year - yes, but not anymore.
Then he asked the questions I didn't want to answer. First, who had I been dating, and when he finally finished yelling at me and pacing the room with his hands in the air, ranting on about how I should have known Zabini would join the Death Eaters, how he was no better than Malfoy, that all the Slytherins were nothing more than future Death Eaters, he flopped down on his bed, put his head in his hands and asked who it was that I fancied now.
When I told him it was Draco, and that I didn't just fancy him, that I was completely, arse over tits in love with him... he just looked at me, almost sadly, and walked out of the room. He hasn't spoken to me since.
Hermione says he'll come around. I'm not so sure.
I told Draco that Ron was angry with me, that I told him I was gay and that I had been seeing Zabini. He asked me if I was okay, and when I could only shake my head in response for the lump in my throat, he held me.
I know how he feels about Ron, it's no secret that he doesn't like him, but instead of using this as an opportunity to put him down - the way he would have done in the past - he just pulled me into his arms. We must have stayed like that for almost an hour.
I will never get over how safe I feel when Draco holds me.
No matter what it is that is plaguing me, he always seems to know exactly what I need.
Is it any wonder that I love him?
I can hardly wait to tell him.
Just two more days.
Oh god I’m going to be sick.
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