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Chapter 11: I Don't Know Him
When I walked back to the
Gryffindor Common room, I saw Ginny and Harry snuggling together in a
small armchair by the fire. Parvati and Seamus were snogging in a
darker area of the common room and Lavender was napping in a sofa
across from Harry and Ginny. When I walked towards them, Ginny and
Harry stared up at me and smiled. I tried my very best to smile back,
but I couldn't. After my meeting with Blaise, I was pretty sad, even
more than before. But there was something in his words that struck me
as a glimmer of hope. He had said that Draco wasn't mad or jealous,
just sad. Could perhaps that mean that he would come back to me? I
sure hope he would.
Lavender's eyes fluttered open
and when she saw me, she quickly sat up. "Hi, Hermione!"
she said loudly, making Parvati separate herself from Seamus. A small
blush stained her cheeks as the four of us stared at her.
"Hey,
Hermione," she said. "So are you planning to stay?" I
nodded my head and the two girls smiled. Ginny pouted and when
Parvati saw her expression she said sternly, "We let you stay in
the party yesterday later than the rest of the 6th Years. So don't
pout now. You'll always be a 6th year so run along and go to sleep."
Her words made me laugh. Ginny pecked Harry on the lips and then
left, going up the stairs to the Girl's dormitory and sulking the
whole way. I suppose she wanted to hang out with me and the other two
girls tonight, but since she had another dorm, she couldn't and
Parvati wouldn't let her stay over. I sort of wished she could. I
know I would've felt a lot better with her around.
"Okay Hermione. Let's get
going shall we?" Lavender said, a mysterious smile across her
face. It made me wonder what she would do to me today? It was already
pretty late and I know tomorrow is a Sunday, so I could oversleep,
but I still didn't want to do anything that would keep me awake. But
then again I doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight. There were too many
things on my mind. Maybe a sleepover is what I need to keep me happy
a bit.
"I'll get going then,"
Seamus said and gave Parvati a sloppy kiss on the lips. I suppose he
was pretty tired. Harry gave me a long huge hug. "If you have
any problem sleeping I'm right here," he whispered in my ear. I
nodded my head against his shoulder and he released me, making his
way up the stairs to the Boy's Dorms on Seamus's heels.
I let out a sigh and turned to
the Gossiping Duo. The two were giggling again. Oh no, what have I
got myself into.
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When we were upstairs, I took
a deep breath and released it. The place was so familiar. I spent 6
years in this very room and just a few months of staying in the Head
Girl room wouldn't erase the good and bad memories here. As I took a
look around the place, I realized how good it was to be here. It
brought back innocent memories. Over here I was only Hermione the
know-it-all bookworm. Back in my own room in the Headrooms, I was
someone completely different. In that room you could smell sex just
by standing near the door, but here it was just fresh feeling of
innocence.
"I didn't bring anything
to wear," I realized as I saw the girls take out their clothes
for the night. Lavender examined me closely and then Parvati joined
in. "Don't worry," the dark-haired girl said. "You're
similar to my size. You're a bit short but it's all right. Except for
your chest; it's larger than mine, but I'll get you one of my larger
shirts or if that doesn't work we have magic on our side." I
didn't really know how to react. Parvati's clothes were always a bit
showy and I'm not really that comfortable in flaunting my body for
all to see, except Draco, that is. But that's a different story. A
blush crept up my cheeks and I remembered him.
Lavender was smirking at me. "What
are you thinking about Hermione? A boy?" I snapped out of my
thoughts and blushed deeper, not answering her. "Is it...that
muggle boyfriend? Or...Malfoy?" I jerked my head up to her at
the sound of Draco's name and quickly shook my head. "Oh come on
Hermione. I know he has a great body. I heard he's pretty damn good
in bed too, but I haven't heard a girl shag him since the start of
the year, but still he's oh so sexy. I mean look at those eyes and
that hair!" Lavender swooned. "And you see him everyday.
And you're sharing the same common room and I heard a there's a giant
pool too that the both of you could use. Hmmm...I wouldn't mind
sharing a bath with him anytime," she said giggling afterwards.
Parvati was drooling and her eyes glazed over and as for me. I was
trying very hard not to cry. The memories of his body, his eyes and
his silky silver hair was enough to sent me begging for him that
instant, but the fact I lost him was bringing tears to my eyes.
"Anyway, we'll talk about
that stuff later. In the meanwhile Hermione, here," she handed
me a silky nightgown. "This should fit you." I took it in
my hands and took a look at it. It was pastel pink, almost sheer
nightgown that barely would reach my knees. The lace that covers the
chest area was flimsy and almost see-through and the straps were
spaghetti. The whole attire looked like one of those dresses that
seductresses wore. I imagined a nice, cozy room with candles floating
in the air and a girl in this outfit sprawled out over a bed with
flowers adorning it and a guy coming closer and closer and their lips
barely an inch apart...
I shook out of my thoughts as
Parvati waved a hand in my face. Blushing some more, I held out the
dress all the way out. "I am NOT wearing this," I said.
"Oh come on Hermione.
It's just a nightgown. It's not like a guy is gonna waltz right in
now and shag you to death. It's just us girls," Lavender said as
Parvati giggled in the background. I weighted the light material in
my hand, shrugged my shoulders and walked behind the curtain and
undressed pulling the flimsy clothing over my head, letting it fall
on my body. The top around the chest area was pretty tight and since
it was made for Parvati who was a good 3 inches taller than me, the
length wasn't too short and stopped half an inch above my knee. I
walked back to Parvati and Lavender who were already dressed in their
nightclothes. Parvati was wearing a light blue long gown that had
pretty flowers embroidered around the hem of the neck and Lavender
was wearing a pastel green dress similar to mine. At least I didn't
feel left out.
Lavender eyed me up and down
approvingly but when she noticed my chest she smirked and took out
her wand. "Wow Hermione you were blessed with large breasts."
I blushed at the comment and after Lavender uttered a charm and
pointed at my chest, it loosened out. Parvati smiled at me and
transfigured her stuffed teddy bear into a bed for me by the window
and I plopped myself on it, drawing the covers to my chest. Giggling,
the two girls followed my lead and turned off the lights afterwards
leaving a single candle lit. I was relieved they didn't start to do
other stuff. Last time we had a few other girls come over for a sleep
over, they attacked me with curlers, straighteners, mud masks and all
sorts of stuff for a make over. I guess the girls were too tired or
maybe they just given up on me.
"So Hermione, did Neville
kiss good?" Lavender asked bluntly. I was taken aback by her
question. Neville? Kiss? What the hell was she talking about? Then I
remembered the dare that ruined it all. "Not too bad. I had
worse," I said wincing as I remembered Krum's kisses. They were
always wet and sloppy and his tongue was just gross. And then I
remembered Ron's abusive lips and shuddered. Yeah Neville was a lot
better than them. "I think he had experience," I told them.
"He seemed as though he knew what he was doing."
Parvati and Lavender exchanged
looks. "Well Ginny and Neville did go to the Yule ball together
in the 4th year. I suppose something happened then."
"But she was only 13,"
I said, but then shut my mouth. There were girls loosing their
virginity at age 13, so this would be nothing compared to that.
"So he was good?"
Parvati said.
I shrugged my shoulders. "I
wasn't really into it," I said truthfully.
"Why? Is it because you were
thinking about someone else?" Lavender asked me. Her blonde hair
caught the light of the flame from the candle and was slightly giving
off a gold hue. It was really pretty and it kind of got me jealous
considering my very bushy brown hair...if you could call it hair. But
then her words rang through my mind and I blushed again and was happy
for the darkness of the room that was concealing my pink cheeks.
"Well...yeah," I said truthfully. I guess I was too tired
to lie.
"Oooo. Who was it?"
Parvati asked, leaning forward, propping her elbows on her bed and
resting her head on her hands. My hands were beginning to fidget and
then I just couldn't take it anymore, the lying, and the
secrets...everything. "A boy," I said, a smile playing at
my lips. "No, wait," I said remembering Draco's soft lips,
calloused palms and gentle fingers, his large manhood in all its
glory. "No, a man," I said dreamily.
"Who?" Lavender asked,
moving forward. "Is it a teacher?"
I snorted and then burst out
laughing. "Just because I said man, doesn't mean he's old,"
I told them. "No, he's our age. A very sexy man," I said.
"What's his name?" The
two of them asked at the same time.
"Just someone..." I
said, drawing sighs of frustration from the two girls. "I can't
really say...seeing as I don't really know him," I said. And it
was half the truth. Sure I was sleeping with Draco but we never
talked about anything other than sex or schoolwork. I didn't know him
at all except for some of the hints I got here and there, and his
habits and other trivial things like that. I never really knew him at
all. Never talked about what his interests are, or his family and his
hopes and aspirations. Nothing. In fact, I was like every other
person here. I don't know the real Draco and maybe if I didn't kiss
Neville, I would of known him a lot more right now seeing as to how
much he was opening up to me after he told me loves me.
"Oh," the two said,
disappointed. "So, you just met him?" Parvati asked.
"Yeah, you could say that. We
met at a muggle bar and a few other places during the summer," I
said. It was half the truth, so I wasn't really lying.
"Did you guys..."
"Yeah. Every time," I
blurted. I mentally smacked my head for letting this information
spill but at least they don't know his name.
"Is he that muggle boyfriend
of yours?" Lavender asked.
"Yeah," I said
remembering the fib I told everyone in the beginning of the year.
"But I don't think we'll be together anymore," I said and
suddenly I felt my eyes stinging and deep in my vocal cords was a
huge, embarrassing sob that was just getting ready to spill through
my mouth.
Lavender, being the girl staying
closest to me jumped out of bed and sat next to me, drawing me into
her arms and I cried again. "There, there, Hermione," she
said soothingly. Parvati climbed off of bed and came closer to me
too, patting my back slightly. "I'm sure you'll get back,"
she told me. My crying didn't last long because I guess I was all
dried out.
"So what happened? Why won't
you be together anymore?" I heard one of the girls ask.
"Because of the dare," I
blurted.
"The dare? But how would he
know about it?"
"You know how Draco and
Blaise came? Well, it was them. They'll tell him," I lied.
"But how do they know your
boyfriend. He's a muggle."
"Well not really. He's a
squib," I lied again. "They know each other and my
boyfriend told them to keep an eye on me," I said, saying yet
again another lie. "That's why Draco beat up Ron that day and
that's why he got all mad yesterday," I said. Since I already
made up a lie, might as well clean up all the rumors by setting this
one up. At least that way they won't join my name with Draco's
anymore and it would still stay a secret.
"Oh you poor thing. That's
why you're so glum today," Lavender said, releasing me from her
friendly warm embrace and getting back to her own bed. I dried the
tears that were hanging on my cheeks and watched as Parvati went to
her bed too. "So," I said in the most cheerful voice I
could muster. "What about you and Seamus," I asked Parvati.
"Is he any good?"
I could see a dreamy smile on her
face as the light shown on her. "Yeah. He's all right. Pretty
thick..." she gestured with her hands and started giggling. My
eyes widened at her blunt comment as my memories went back to last
night when I felt his boner. It did felt kinda thick come to think of
it...
"What about you Lavender?
You're not single, are you?" I asked, my previous thoughts about
Draco disappearing to the back of my mind.
"Yes and no. I'm seeing this
guy in Hogsmeade on and off," she said, after her giggling
subsided.
"Ooo. How old is he? Is he
hot?"
"Hell yeah! Sexy tight ass
and huge...you know what I mean...and he's 21 working in The Three
Broomsticks."
"Older men," I said
dreamily. "How'd you meet?"
"On our first Hogsmeade trip.
He was hitting on me the whole day and when I said I wasn't
interested, he went over to Pansy. That just got me mad as hell so I
went over to him and kissed him and he took me to his room in the
back for a quick shag."
I grinned at her and then yawned.
"Next time we go to Hogsmeade, you better introduce me to him.
Does he have a brother?" I asked playfully.
"Hmmm..." she pondered.
"I think he does. I'll ask him when I meet him next time."
"All right..." I said,
not knowing how to respond. Another yawn interrupted my thoughts.
"I'm sleepy. Good night then," I said, dropping my head to
my pillow. "G' night," I heard the other two girls say.
After a few seconds of sheets rustling, there was silence and pretty
soon, the steady breathing of the two girls could be heard in the
darkness. The candle had diminished and now the only light there was,
was from the crescent moon of the sky from the window. I thought I
saw something move in the sky, but then I figured it must be a bird
or something and my eyes closed as I drifted off to an uneasy sleep.
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I woke up due to an insisting
noise that seemed to be a knuckle on glass. My eyes opened and when I
lifted my gaze to the window I saw a figure there sitting on a
broomstick. His head was covered with the hood from his black robes.
I was afraid at first. I thought it was a Death Eater that came to
get me, but when I sat up on the bed and crawled towards the window
with my hand tightly clutching my wand, I noticed the man's cool
silver eyes. I'd know those eyes from anywhere.
It was Draco.
I quickly opened the window and
stared at him, not believing my eyes. Draco, Draco here, at my window
so late at night? The breeze from the early January night blew
through making me shiver, the coldness and also Draco's presence made
my nipples ripple and harden and for the moment I remembered what
Lavender told me. 'Its not like a guy is gonna waltz right in and
shag you to death.' I realized how true her words might actually turn
out to be.
"Draco?" I whispered.
"Hermione," I heard him
say making my heart skip a few beats and my stomach flutter. I just
loved his voice. It was so cool and icy, yet somehow warm and sexy at
the same time.
A tear trickled down my cheek and
I felt Draco's hand come up to my face and cup my cheek brushing my
tear away with his thumb. "Don't cry," he told me gently
and I blinked back my tears.
"Draco I'm sorry. It was just
a..." I began to say but he silenced me with a finger on my lip.
"No, I'm sorry Hermione for
overreacting. I shouldn't have done that. You were right. I don't
deserve your love."
I shook my head. "No I don't
deserve yours, Draco. I'm sorry," I said flinging myself in his
arms. He wrapped his around me, the heat from his body warming me up.
"I guess we both were wrong.
We love each other and we have to be with each other..." he took
me to arms length and I shivered again as the wind blew against my
almost naked form. He noticed my attire; a smirk playing at his lips
and then drew me back in his arms, warming me again. "Will you
still be mine?" he asked, stroking my back soothingly.
I nodded my head against his
chest, inhaling his sweet erotic scent. "I always was," I
said, removing the hood from his head, releasing his silvery hair
from their dark confines and I admired how his perfect hair shone
with the light of the moon glittering on it. I moved my head forward,
letting his lips brush against mine.
"Sit on the broom,"
he told me as he scooted back, leaving room for me to sit in front of
him.
I hesitated. "What if
Lavender and Parvati notice I'm gone? And it's cold," I added as
another cooler, more forceful wind blew by.
"Don't worry. They won't wake
up if you come with me. Just trust me," he said, moving his
broom forward so I could easily climb on board. I bit my lower lip
and went on it.
"I'm afraid of heights, so
please stay low," I told him as he wrapped his arms around me.
His robes were opened, so when I leaned into him, he wrapped the both
of us in it. As my almost bare back touched his own, a pleasant
shiver ran up and down my spine. His shirt was unbuttoned so I got to
feel the curves of his hard chest and stomach. The contact made me
tingle with desire and I wanted to make love to him right there.
We flew around in the night sky.
It was a starless sky with only the moon smiling at us to give us
light. We flew towards the Quidditch field, the wind blowing against
my face making my nose redden and my eyes sting with the cold. I must
have left my wand back in my bed after I went over to hug Draco so I
couldn't cast a heating charm on me. Speaking about charms, what if
we get caught? Draco must have thought of the same thing for he took
his wand out of his pocket and cast an illusion charm on us so that
only we could see each other and anyone else who might be out this
late at night looking out the window, would see nothing but the sky
and the forest beyond. He also put that heating charm I was thinking
about.
We were flying a bit faster and I
gripped on the broom tighter, my knuckles almost turning white. At
least I wasn't cold anymore, I thought.
Throughout the whole ride, we
didn't speak to each other at all and I admired the scenes and the
silence. My stomach made flips every time we picked up speed but
after a while I really liked the ride and the speed and loosened my
death grip on the broom. Draco must have sensed my grown confidence
so he picked up speed and we flew faster around the court and back
near the castle to an empty, secluded area void of any windows. We
slowed down and then stopped fully, just hovering in the air.
And that was where the two of us
had sex; in the air just him and me. At first I was hesitant. I mean
who wouldn't be? We were 50 feet in the air on a thin piece of wood.
My fear of heights was still there and I was scared I might fall. But
one kiss from Draco just blew the fear away and next thing I know my
back is resting on the thin ebony wood of his Darkwing 3000. It was a
new kind of broom that matched the speed of the Firebolt but was a
bit better at balance. And I guess it was true because as we were
rocking together in the air in the brink of ecstasy, the broom was
rocking too but not once did I tip over and fall.
It was weird, having sex in the
air, the wind blowing against my bare body and his cool lips on my
skin. What was even more weird about it was the fact we were doing in
on a broom and if the charm wasn't on us right now, everyone would
seen us shagging in the night sky.
After we got fully dressed again
and headed back to the window to the Girl's dorms, I thought about
this whole situation a bit more. The other strange thing about it was
the spoken agreement we had. We didn't speak, just those few words in
the beginning and that's all. I should've asked him if he was sad
like Blaise told me. I should've tried to explain more, but no all we
do is have sex and it's done. We're back together just like that. Not
that I'm complaining but it just makes me wonder what kind of
relationship I have with him.
Sure we loved each other, but this
love wasn't like ordinary love. I didn't even know Draco. He's so
enigmatic, never letting out his true feelings and me, I was an open
book, and I knew Draco knew me more than anyone else, including me.
He was pretty unpredictable too. I never would have thought he'd be
out my window and we'd get back together so soon. At first I had
thought it would be all over. But I guess he's more understanding
than I thought he was. And I'd never would have imagined shagging him
on a broom so late at night. But then again I should have seen this
coming. We always have sex. Talking came later, it was always just
sex first and after we had it, I would be too submerged in bliss to
even speak. I didn't even get a chance to talk to him. I didn't get
to say sorry fully and explain. We just had sex and it was like this
silent understanding. We spoke to one another not through words but
touches. I really like that, and it's amazing we could have such a
understanding between each other but I couldn't help but feel that
something's missing. Now, I didn't just want to have sex, I wanted to
know him. Make our sex worthwhile.
Our love is perhaps only based
on sex, or maybe its just infatuation like I always thought it was. I
realized I couldn't go a day without shagging Draco and maybe the
same applies to him and that's what always brings us together.
Whatever it is, I'm glad we're back together and now I'm the happiest
person alive. And it was weird too. I thought I'd lost Draco forever
but here we were in the sky having just had sex on a broom.
So I suppose this whole break
up was temporary after all and this relationship might just last
longer than I thought it would. I know there are a few obstacles on
our way but we'll get through it all.
Well at least I hope we will.
But still the fact he always keeps
his feelings to himself was nagging my mind. I wanted to know more
about him. I wanted to read his mind. I wanted to be with him, but in
order to do so, we'd have to share our minds, not just our bodies.
We've been in this physical relationship for over 6 months and it was
sad...
...It was sad that
I didn't know him at all.
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