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Free Love	By : CubStyxx Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 32822 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any of the characters, they all belong to J.K. Rowlings so I make no money on these.

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Story Title: Free Love

Story Author: CubStyxx

Warnings: Slash, Anal, Dom, Abuse, Language, Oral, WIP

Chapter Title: An Answer and A Choice

Severus gaped at Draco who sighed before sitting down in the chair wearily. He ran his hands through his blonde hair as Severus watched with shock dancing in his dark eyes.
�Harry�s always been good at reading other people but you and I both managed to confuse him at first. When he finally managed to get through the walls you had built up and began to understand you, he felt a deep respect for you. During third year, however, that respect built up into love. He didn�t tell me how it happened and I didn�t ask. He knew how you would take something like that so he never told you and now you really hurt him. And yes, Sev, you hurt him pretty badly with that one. Harry generally doesn�t show it but he isn�t sure of himself most of the time. He wants to help you when he can and he wants, more than anything, to be close to you.
�He was hoping that now that everything has been settled out between me and him, you would at least try to get to know him better but you only saw the fact that he saved your life. He hates that you do that even though he puts up with it without complaints. He never once asked you for anything and he won�t ever do so but you can�t hurt him like that again, Sev. Harry�s been hurt enough.� Draco told the man softly and Severus listened carefully to every word.
�I don�t understand.�
�Nor do I. Only Harry knows and he�s not really talking about that.� Draco replied before standing. �I guess I�ve given you something to think about, so I�m gonna get out of here.� He leaned down and hugged Severus. �I love you, Sev.�
�Love you too, Draco.� Severus replied automatically, even though they had never said it to each other before. He knew that the war was going to change some things and he didn�t mind this change so much. He barely heard the door close before his thoughts consumed him.

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Harry sighed as he walked towards Snape�s chambers. He didn�t really want to see the man right now but he knew that he should check on him before it got to be too late. He whispered the password and walked into the den of Snape�s suite. He didn�t hesitate in walking into the bedroom and leaned against the doorway with a smile on his face.
Snape was sleeping very deeply, curled up with a blanket that Harry didn�t remember giving to him. He knew that the man had probably summoned it but didn�t hold it against the older man. His black hair was splayed across the pillow and Harry could see that the dark-eyed man hadn�t bothered to put a shirt back on yet. He walked over silently and gently placed his hand against the potion�s master�s forehead.
Snape woke up quickly and blinked up at Harry.
�I�m just checking up on you.� Harry told him softly while scanning him with his magic.
�Draco and I talked.� Snape told him hoarsely. Harry glanced down at him and noticed that Snape was staring at him.
�I thought godfathers were supposed to talk to their godson every now and then.� Snape nodded slowly. �So why are you telling me this?�
�We talked about you.� Harry blinked rapidly and then growled low in his throat.
�And what, exactly, did he tell you?� Snape shivered slightly and Harry�s eyes softened again. �Sorry, I just don�t like it when someone talks about something I told them not to tell.� Snape nodded again.
�He told me about how you felt.� Harry stopped and then looked down at Snape. Snape�s eyes were shinning with honesty and Harry wanted to slap Draco. He instead settled for looking away while finishing the scan.
�I�ll leave you alone, then.�
�I didn�t tell you to.� Snape commented and Harry turned with a raised eyebrow.
�Just because I�m in love with you doesn�t make you my owner, okay? I control my own life and I tell myself what to do.� Harry grumbled angrily and Snape smirked slightly.
�I know that, brat, but I would like to talk with you about this.� Harry frowned at the dark-eyed man and then sighed. He walked around the bed to sit down in the chair as Snape rolled over to face him. �I would like to know how this all came about.� Harry sighed again before cocking his head, thinking.
�I was always curious about you. I guess that started whenever you glared at me the first night we met. I even asked Percy about you.� Snape raised an eyebrow as Harry sighed again and pulled out a cigarette. �Mind?� Snape shook his head and Harry lit it. He took a deep drag off the cigarette and thought again. �Whenever I finally began to understand you, understand that you hated being indebted to someone, that all that anger was just a defense, I began to respect you. I mean, I can understand wanting to defend yourself and not liking being at someone�s beck and call.
�During third year, well, as you very well know, teenagers are curious about other things. I�ll admit to being curious and exploring a little bit but it never really felt all that great to me. I began to wonder what was wrong with me whenever you said something, I don�t even remember what it was, but you said something and I was aroused. That�s when I realized that I was more interested in you that I had been in any of my previous partners.
�I began to watch you more closely, trying to figure out if you�d even be interested but, instead, I fell in love you. It happened on the night of the full moon in third year.� Severus grimaced and Harry chuckled lightly. �I figured you�d remember it. You had just realized that Remus was behind you and you turned around to shield us. That�s when it happened, I guess. I know for sure that that�s when I realized it.� Harry sat in the chair for a few minutes, silently smoking another cigarette. He put it out and then met Severus� gaze. �So, where does that leave us?� Severus frowned at him.
�What do you mean?�
�I mean our relationship, if you will. Do we go on hating each other or are you going to give me a chance to be something more with you? Do we try to make it as friends or just lovers? I don�t know what you want so I�m leaving it up to you.� Severus frowned up at the young man again but thought about it anyway.
�I�d�� He trailed off, unsure of himself. He tried to speak again, but he wasn�t being very loud, so Harry missed what he said.
�Sorry, I missed that.� Severus glared at him before mumbling something louder;
�I want to give it a chance.� Severus realized how loud he�d said that and blushed. Harry raised an eyebrow but nodded anyway.
�I can definitely live with that choice.�
�You make it sound like a death sentence.� Severus told him softly, still blushing.
�No, you deciding that we would continue to hate each other would�ve been the hidden death sentence there.� Harry teased gently and Severus chuckled, to the shock of them both. �Well, I think that�s a pretty good start and I will now let you get some more sleep.� Severus nodded as he curled up deeper into the blankets. Harry stood in the door way for a brief moment, simply watching the man he loved sleep before sighing softly and walking out of the room to find his own lonely bed.
It was the most peaceful expression he�d ever seen on the dark-eyed man�s face.

CubStyxx- �Alright, it's a bit earlier of an update but I did kinda leave a cliffie, so here's my apology for that.�

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