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Harry's True Self	By : yaoiboydaisuke Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 42735 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 8
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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AN: To those asking, why is Voldemort using Harry o.o he is Voldemort, an paranoid,power hungry,mad man....As to why Sirius isn't defending Harry more, he was raised to follow Voldemort's ways, he also isn't above Voldemort torturing him if he steps out of line, but he does get more chances than the others as Voldemort does care for him. To the person who wanted me to have Hermione raped and other things, this is a slash fic that I don't feel comfortable putting hetro stuff into it, plus we already had one rape, and another is I already had Fenrir Greyback killed and he's the one I'd have do those things you said to her o.o; there will be a fic of Hermione x Fenrir in the future.
Harry had not seen which students from Hogwarts had come to the house, he had been avoiding accidentally running into them since they came. He knew that obvious Slytherin's had death eater parents he knew about were in the house, as well as supporters children who wanted to become death eaters, even if their parents didn't. The meeting was in a few minutes, where all of the death eaters and the ex-students were going to be gathered together, and he was going to have to do something to prove he was ready to become a death eater; Severus told him that it was probably going to be a murder, that most of those who joined had to kill someone to prove their ability to follow orders.
Pulling his cloaks hood over his head, Harry walked to the main room of the house. Along the walls the death eaters stood, their mask covering their faces, in the middle of the room were twenty teens wearing the same cloak as Harry, waiting for their initiation; Harry stood in the far back. One by one, the teens were called up by name and removed their hoods, various muggles and witches were tied up and presented to the teens to kill; Harry noticed that the witches were people the teens knew somehow, even some were family members that had chosen the wrong side. A few teens struggled with their choices when it came to their family members, they were quickly pulled aside by their parents as failures and were escorted out of the room to be talked to; the family members they failed to kill were thrown into the underground dungeon for another try later.
Then six people were brought up in line for six of the recruits, Harry's eyes widened, they were the six wizards and witches he'd been in the room with; they were placed in that room for this day, they were never going to be released, had Harry been just another kid and not Severus' lover or the Dark Lords child; he would have been one of them. Harry watched as all six of them were killed by the teens, who had no relation to them other than Voldemort wanting to get rid of them, then Harry had the biggest shock. Bellatrix was bound and silenced, her eyes were wild, she was obviously screaming, tears coming from her eyes, she'd been betrayed by her one true love and her family; it didn't help her emotions that Sirius revealed himself to her and rubbed it in her face that he'd had a child with Voldemort, an hour ago.
An even bigger shock came when the name of Bellatrix's executioner was called. 'Neville Longbottom.' Harry stared in disbelief, it really was Neville, he removed his hood and pointed his wand at Bellatrix. “This is for my parents.....” he used the Cruciatus curse on the woman, her silent screams ripped through her throat, she fell to her side twisting; this went on for five minutes and would have lasted longer, had Voldemort not ordered Neville to finish it so they could call the next recruit up. Three more went up before it was finally Harry's turn, he was the last one standing in the middle of the room, all the others watching to see who the last person was.
Voldemort smirked behind his mask, Sirius was sitting beside him as a dog, on his other side was Nagini. “Harry...Potter..” there were gasp and whispers of disbelief, they knew Harry had gone missing, they knew there was a rumor he'd been kidnapped by Severus and was possibly dead or being held captive, no one would have ever believed he'd want to be a death eater; they were already shocked by Neville Longbottom joining them. Everyone watched Harry as he removed his hood, he hadn't put his patch over his scar, and he looked at the hooded figure sitting in front of him.
The hood was removed, staring at Harry was Molly Weasley, of course Molly would be his test, the woman was like a mother to him, had been nothing but kind to him; but Harry still had his doubts that she genuinely cared for him or if it was an act. It was strange, even though he was looking at her panicked horrified face, her tears falling, he didn't feel anything for her, except for confusion as to why he didn't care that he had to kill her; Voldemort did tell him that the Horcrux thing would have a side effect to him, maybe that was the cause. Molly seemed to be trying to talk Harry out of it, but like all the others, she was silenced. Lifting his wand Harry looked Molly dead in the eyes, he took a small breath, and... “Avada Kedavra!” the ginger haired woman fell face first to the ground.
It was only after seeing the woman lay dead that Harry felt a twist of regret, but he didn't have much time to think about that, Voldemort stood and walked over to him, laughing. “Those who have passed, line up for the mark...” he roughly grabbed Harry's arm. “There is no turning back, even if you change your mind now, they will never forgive you.” he then leaned real close to Harry, hissing in Parseltongue. “You have a choice as my son.” both of them heard Nagini hiss her annoyance, Voldemort looked down at Harry's arm. “You can get the mark and live with it forever or we can announce you as my child, that my blood running through you is all that needs to mark you.” he and Sirius didn't have the mark, he was talked into making this deal with Harry by Sirius, who didn't want Harry scarred for life; but he wanted to make it out to be his own idea.
Harry was surprised that Voldemort didn't care if anyone knew their relation, he'd Obliviated his followers from knowing he was even there, though, he supposed it was because they all knew he was there now. “If I choose to be revealed as your son, will Sirius be allowed to stop being a dog?” Harry hissed back, ignoring Nagini's laughing.
“Nagini!” The dark lord yelled at the snake, letting out a sigh. “Yes, there would be no need to hide him anymore. Bellatrix is gone, even with how loyal she was to me, she would have done something to him if she'd seen him before, behind my back.” the red eyed man released Harry's arm. “What is your decision.”
Glancing at Sirius, the black dog watching them, curious as to what they were talking about. “I don't want to hide who I am, I don't want my mother to have to be a dog any longer...I refuse to take the mark and don't want to be known as Harry Potter, the son of Lily and James Potter, but as the child of the Dark Lord....I can't live anymore lies.” Harry continued to watch his father.
“Fine...” Voldemort said as he switched back to English, he had hoped Harry would have chosen the mark instead, that it would have been Harry's choice and he wouldn't have to hear Sirius complain about him being an ass. “I won't be giving Harry the dark mark....” the death eaters whispered to each other. “You all are probably wondering why he has decided to join us, why he just killed his best friends mother so willingly.” he placed his hands on Harry's shoulders. “He is my son...” his tone of voice showed he was still displeased about revealing that, the room filled with gasps. “I don't need to explain myself, I am your Lord and you lot will not question me...now I will give the mark to your children.”
Harry stumbled as he was shoved aside by Voldemort, he walked over to Sirius and sat down beside him on the floor. “He said you don't have to be a dog anymore, but I guess he doesn't want to tell you to change back yet.” Sirius wagged his tail as a response, it wasn't like he could change right then anyway, the branding had already been interrupted once. Harry watched the new death eaters as they were marked, a few wanted to show their parents they were strong by not screaming, but the tears that filled their eyes, their faces turning red, and their posture showed that they were in pain; Neville and Draco were two of them. The rest did end up screaming and had their arms squeezed harder by Voldemort, his nails going into their skin.
Walking back to their relatives, those who had them there anyway, the newly marked death eaters held their burning arms. Those who just joined with no family, like Neville, just stood against the wall and held their arms to their chest; they didn't have anyone to comfort them afterward. Neville had not even flinched when he heard Harry's name, he wasn't looking at him like the others; it was like he already knew Harry was there. Harry was curious as to what had brought Neville to join the death eaters, it couldn't have just been to kill Bellatrix, he was going to have to talk to him later; he didn't need to hide anymore.
“With only fifteen of the twenty-one of you passing your trial today, you will be taking classes from tomorrow on.” Voldemort heard the groans from the teens, they thought getting out of school meant school was done with. “You need to learn how to fight our way, use spells they wouldn't teach you at that school, and we have teachers here like Severus Snape, to help you with that. If I sent you out as you are now, you get killed or be caught by Aurors in an instant.” he waved an arm to Severus, the man standing off to the side with four other death eaters. “These five will be your teachers. You WILL follow their instructions, do you children understand that?”
“Yes my Lord!” The new death eaters cried.
Behind his mask Voldemort smirk twisted. “If you fail me, I will punish you, and don't think your parents will be able to protect you.” he turned on his heels, walking to where Sirius,Harry, and Nagini sat. “I made a decision...turn back now Sirius.” at the mention of Sirius' name all eyes turned to the dog, watching him transform into a man wearing only a black robe. Lucius was already having a mild panic attack from watching Bellatrix's murder, his wife was only a supporter and had not come into the room, though she was aware that her sister was to die. To make it worse he now learned one of the reasons why Severus had attacked him and his wife's cousin, a man he believed to be an Order member, was standing in the the room and was the dog that his Lord had with him at all times. “You are all dismissed!”
A couple death eaters picked up Voldemort's chair to take it back to his room, Voldemort walking ahead of them. “Well, today has started out exciting, torturing children, revealing you are his son and we're both here.” Sirius smiled at Harry. “We do still have one little secret that he didn't reveal, don't we.” he pulled Harry into a hug. “At least now we can walk around the whole house together and see each other more.” pulling away he put his arms behind his head. “I think I'm going to take a walk around this place.” Sirius walked off into the mansion, not caring that he was naked under the robe; though he did tighten it a bit more.
The new death eaters were talking among themselves, they were each trying to boast about it not hurting, even the ones who screamed, and how they were going to make the Dark Lord proud of them. It wasn't just Hogwarts students, there were students from Drumstrang and other schools Harry hadn't heard of. Harry wondered what the six who failed were going to do now, would they get a chance to retry, or would they not be allowed to try again and end up sitting out of the war; what would happen to them then? Neville was in one of the halls talking with Draco, seeing that made Harry walk over to them.
“Neville, what are you doing here?” Harry watched both boys turn to look at him.
“Malfoy told me about the prophesy, about what it was and that it was fake...” Neville looked at the ground. “I know my parents would be disappointed in me for doing this, but they will at least be safe during the war this way.”
“How do you know about the prophesy Malfoy?” Harry turned his head to the blonde.
Draco rubbed the back of his neck looking away. “I kind of over heard you and Snape talking before I went back to school, I...I had to tell Longbottom...”
Eying the young owner of the manor, Harry's hand twitched at his side. “So you were spying on us, but why would you want to tell Neville? You have picked on him for years, why did you want him to join us?”
“....He is a pureblood, the more of them we can save and bring to our side the better....” Draco swallowed, he suddenly looked really nervous.
“In other words you are dating now.” Harry said it so only they could hear, Neville and Draco's faces turned bright red. “Knew there had to be another reason that Neville would come here and trust you.” he laughed.
Draco rolled his eyes and groaned. “Yes fine...but you are with Snape, how the bloody hell did that happen.”
“Looks like you over heard more than just about the prophesy....” Harry itched his left cheek. “Well, a lot of stuff happened and I am not comfortable talking about it or thinking about it anymore, it is in the past now and I am changing my life. But we're together and he keeps my mind off all the crap I've been through in such a short period of time.” that ended the subject rather quickly. “It is good to see you though Neville, it shows me you aren't one of the ones using me.”
“I was really worried about you Harry, you are my friend, and I thought you were dead...” Neville shifted uncomfortably. “I honestly couldn't stand being at school anymore...while Mal...Draco had stopped his harassment’s, others didn't. Dean and Seamus saw me talking with Draco, they called me a traitor, even before I had my mind made up to change sides....I thought they had accepted me and I had been putting off making such a big choice, then Draco said that all the wannabe death eaters were leaving school and I ended up here.”
The two boys were trying their hardest not to ask Harry about being Voldemort's son, they feared that if they did the Dark Lord would be angry. Draco was about to say something, when a couple of the others walked over to them. “So if you are the Dark Lord's kid, are you still Harry Potter or what is your real name?” the black haired boy asking was obviously from Drumstrang, so were the others who had come over, the Hogwarts students knew Harry, and felt too awkward to go over to him. “You shouldn't bother with these two, we can be your new friends, we weren't turned soft by going to Hogwarts with Mudbloods.” Draco's eye twitched, but he smirked when the boy put his hand out and Harry just stared at it.
“Yea, if you had gone to Hogwarts with me you would know that I don't like being told who I should and shouldn't be friends with.” Harry folded his arms. “I don't really know Malfoy enough to be his friend after all the shit he pulled in school, but Neville is my friend and if he can forgive Malfoy I can to, I don't need friends who want to be my friends just because of my name or now because of who my father is.” he watched their faces twist from their annoyance of being talked down to. “If you don't like how I am talking to you, because you guys are use to getting your way, deal with it, we are all on the same side and thinking you are better than anyone else just because of the school you went to? Focus more on the objective of this war, getting rid of Dumbledore and taking over the Ministry.”
“Don't forget killing Mudbloods and keeping Muggles away from our bloodlines. Because of them most pureblood lines have ended, they are weakening us and if this continues we all will end up being squibs in a few more generations!” One of the Drumstrang girls yelled.
Harry rubbed his forehead. “I have seen the Weasley and Black family trees, it would probably do some good to stop inbreeding with each others families based purely on how rich they are for the most part...” that shut the girl up, but it also made Draco glare at Harry as he was part of the Black family, which Harry was now actually his cousin, but only Harry knew that. “Also, if any Weasley's are left alive at the end of this war, they might be poor, but there are a lot of them and their purebloods, if you are so worried about purebloods dying out stop being picky about looks and money.”
Neville and a couple Hogwarts students snickered, they didn't really care about their families being inbred because it meant they got more inheritance from both sides, Draco was just annoyed cause his mother's side was mentioned, the Drumstrang students took it that he was calling them more inbred than the others. “You are lucky you are the Dark Lord's son, if you were just some normal kid I'd teach you a lesson for talking to us like that.” the black haired boy said low to Harry. “Come on guys, we don't need to be around these idiots.” Neville had to hold onto Draco to stop him from hexing the boy, the Drumstrang students walked away from them.
“I am so glad I didn't end up going to that school after all...” Draco sighed. “I thought I was a total git, imagine how I'd be if I went to that school....”
“Probably a bit more brave.” Harry commented without thinking, causing Neville to laugh and cover his own mouth.
“Ha, very funny...” Draco took Neville's hand. “We're going to go to my room to get away from watching any more people try to be your friends.”
Harry shook his head and headed over to Severus, Draco pulling Neville up the stairs. “So, you are going to be a Professor again, which subject?”
The other professors looked at Harry as he walked over to them. “I'm doing Advance Defense Against Magic, can't really call it against the Dark Arts can we?” Severus rolled his shoulders back. “I will also be teaching Advance Potions.”
“What are you all teaching then?” Harry asked the other four.
“I am Professor Greene, I will be teaching Beginners Defense Against Magic” She was a tall thin woman with dyed green hair, small blue eyes, and a small round nose.
“Professor Sikes, I will be teaching Charms.” He was fat tall, with a thin pointy nose,bald, and had orange eyes.
“Professor Hans, I am teaching Beginners Potions.” He was short and thin, with spiky white hair,bright blue eyes, and a long hooked nose.
“Professor Avery, I will be teaching all of you how to become Animagus and Transfiguration, which will be useful during the battle.” She was blonde,had dark brown eyes, was tall and of average weight, and her nose was thin and round.
These were the Professors that would be teaching all the new recruits everything, till the battle was ready, Harry wondered exactly how long it was going to take for the students to learn what they needed to, and how much patience his father had. He wondered what the Order would be doing during the time they had while they were training, could they be doing the same thing? He and the others wouldn't know till the battle actually started. When the bodies of those killed on that day were found as a taunt, how would the Ministry and the Order respond?

TBC
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