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Searching My Soul
by
snapesgirl1981
Short but at least another update. ~
snapesgirl1981
Chapter 12
The last night
before he would return to Hogwarts Harry had trouble falling asleep,
rolling over and over in the very empty bed, trying to stop thinking
about Snape for once so that he could actually get some rest. But it
seemed his thoughts wanted to linger and he turned back on his back
and sighed into the silence of the room. There was no way around it,
he missed the potions Master, missed his soft breathing and the
reassuring feeling that another human being was present in the room.
He missed his body warmth to snuggle up to, to hide in his arms and
forget for a night that he was the boy-who-lived, that he would be
either murdered or murder one day according to an old prophecy.
It wasn't that
Harry really thought Snape felt the same for him because he had never
said anything about any feelings he might have for the boy but still
he couldn't help but hope for more. Apparantly not love or even
affection, he began to wonder if he would ever be granted with any of
these feelings or be lonely for the rest of his life. But maybe the
kind of interest Snape obviously had in him would continue while they
were in Hogwarts and maybe he would be able to convince the man that
he was old enough to be made love to- or at least have sex.
What he was
supposed to do about Neville, Harry wasn't sure. He was not feeling
at all threatened by the boy's knowledge- Harry knew now that he
would never be interested in girls in that way and he had no trouble
with the fact that maybe soon people would know. It was a comfort
that apparantly in the wizarding world homosexuality was a common
thing and that many wizards were gay. He fully intended to ask Snape
once he had the chance to in school. He sighed trying to imagine what
the potions Master was doing right now, hopefully sleeping.
He turned around
and curled up into a small ball trying to recall the way in which the
warmth of Snape's body had permeated his. He smiled and soon drifted
off into a peaceful sleep.
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