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Chapter 12: Split Into Two Pieces
May was kept in the Hospital Wing for the whole day before being released the evening after the accident. Snape was also awake but he was kept in the Hospital Wing much longer than May was. As May was leaving with her brother, Dumbledore came into the Hospital Wing. It was obvious had come to talk to Snape about what had happened on the night of a full moon. Remus had been brought to the Hospital Wing the morning after. James visited Remus to see how he was and told Peter and May that he was quite battered from his transformation.
When James had left to visit Remus in Hospital, she sat with Hannah in the Common Room, avoiding Sirius' gaze. He was constantly watching her but she did not have the courage to talk to him and she still saw him as an idiot, who nearly got Snape killed and nearly exposed Remus to the school for being a werewolf. May waited impatiently for James to return. He promised to tell her about the incident with Peter changing into a rat. Constantly she kept turning to look at the Entrance hole, waiting for her brother to return.
Sirius sat alone in the corner of the room, close to the entrance hole. He was also waiting for James, wanting to apologise to him. He had apologised to Peter already as he knew that he would be easier to apologise to and Peter would forgive him easily. James would be the second hardest especially because Remus was nearly exposed and May was hurt. The hardest person would definitely be Remus. He nearly exposed Remus' secret. A secret that he was meant to keep to himself because Remus was his friend, his best friend.
James finally returned and May stood up quickly. Sirius stood up to. “No.” James glared at him. “No.” Walking towards the staircase to the boy's dormitory. “May.” May followed her brother to his dormitory, glancing back at Sirius, who was leaving the Common Room. May could tell from his posture that he was upset; his shoulders were slumped forward and his hands were deep in his jeans pockets. Once he was gone, May turned and continued to follow her brother. She moved into his dormitory and closed the door behind her. “Sit down May.”
“Right, tell me everything.” Sitting on her brother's bed, kicking off her shoes and sitting cross legged on the bed. “How's Remus?”
“He's pretty battered and exhausted but he's good. I haven't told him about Sirius but Dumbledore has told him about Snape getting past the Whomping Willow. Also Snape has been made not to say anything to anyone or he will be expelled from school or something like that.” Chuckling nervously as he ran a hand through his unruly hair and sat next to May. “Now, to what you've been waiting for. Myself, Sirius and Peter are animagi. We did it to accompany Remus when he transformed. He couldn't be around humans but he could be around animals. We didn't tell him that we were going to attempt it.”
“Jamie! That's illegal! If you're caught, you will be sent to Azkaban.” Turning to face him, worry sketched across her face. “Oh Merlin James! Does anyone else know?” Watching him carefully.
“No. Just Remus.” Keeping his gaze on his sister. “We've only just been successful in becoming animagi. You can't tell anyone May. Not even Mother and Father. Promise me May.”
May gave a small sigh and a pause before she nodded slowly. “I promise. I promise.” Nodding slowly still as she stared at him. “Jamie? What are we going to do about Sirius? I know he did something stupid and idiotic but we can't shut him out of our lives forever.”
James gave a frustrated sigh and stood up from the bed. “Oh for Merlin's sake May! He did something very stupid. He nearly exposed Remus to the whole school and he knows that Remus' secret is vital.” He ran a hand through his hair once again and paced in front of May. “Sirius was an idiot and he should know that I do not trust him ever again and Remus will probably never speak to him again. I also hope that you will never speak to him again.”
“What? You can't tell me not to. He's my boyfriend.” Shaking her head at him. “I can't shut him out.”
“His idiocy nearly killed you and Snape.” James stood in front of her with his arms folded across his chest. “May, please just stay clear of him for a while until he knows that he has acknowledged his mistakes. Please May.” May just remained silent and glared at her brother. “Please May. Don't be stubborn.” Still his sister remained silent, gritting her teeth to stop herself from getting angry with her brother. “Fine!” Turning his back on her.
“I don't want to fall out with either of you. I'm going to talk to Sirius and get his side of the story and probably an apology.” Standing up and walking to the window of the room, staring down at the grounds of the school. “I know he acted stupidly but you can't keep a grudge with him long. I can't.”
“Oh May!” James groaned in frustration as he leant against the stone wall close to her. “Don't you see? You are too enamoured by him to even notice his mistakes.”
She turned to look at him with a glare. “I have seen his mistakes but he has been trying to apologise to us both but you push him away and don't give him a chance.”
“Why should I?” James mirrored her glare. “Sirius maybe my best friend but he has betrayed the Marauders badly for what he did. He is acting like a child because of our grudge against Snape. He needs to tell Remus what he had done.”
“Oh...” May's features softened as she realised how hard it would be for Sirius and how Remus would react to the news. She knew that he would be upset and probably angry with Sirius and his stupidity. She was torn between her loyalty to her brother and her love for her boyfriend. Love? She thought to herself. It was true. She knew that she was in love with Sirius. They had jokingly said that they loved each other but not seriously. They hadn't admitted it to each other yet but May had now finally realised that she was in love. “I've got to go.” May said quietly. “Try and forgive Sirius. For me.” Standing up straight and slowly walked towards the door. “Please James.”
“I'll try May but it will take a long time.” He gave a heavy sigh and a small nod as May left the dormitory.
May found the Common Room full of students. She looked around the large room carefully to see if Sirius had come back. She waited in the Common Room for at least 10 minutes before leaving herself but found herself face to face with Remus. “Remus!” She smiled broadly and hugged him. “Thought you were back tomorrow?” Pulling back and walking back into the Common Room with him.
“I was getting bored and I was allowed back in school today.” Remus chuckled as they walked further inside and the two sat on chairs in the corner of the Common Room, away from prying eyes and eavesdropping ears. “I've spoken to Sirius.” Breathing slowly as he kept himself calm. “I'm not speaking to him May. I can't. I know you're with him but I can't. Snape got hurt and you got hurt. I don't know what would have happened if Moony got out of the Shack.” The Marauders always talked in code when it came to talking about Remus' condition.
“Moony? You are Moony.” May was confused to what he was talking about. She knew the Marauders had nicknames and did not know why they were called that.
“Moony is actually the nickname I have given the wolf.” Giving her a nervous smile. “I need to get some rest.” Standing up and May mirrored him. “I'm glad you're okay.” Hugging her for a moment before turning and disappearing up the staircase to the boys' dormitories.
“May?” Lily walked up to May. “What's wrong? You and Sirius had a fight?” Noticing May's silent tears as the dark haired girl looked at the staircase. “May?”
“I'm fine Lily. It's nothing.” Wiping the tears away quickly. “I just need to go to bed. Wiping her eyes again. “I'm fine.” Giving Lily a small forced smile before walking away and disappearing up the stairs to her temporary dormitory. Confusion ran around in her head, she didn't know what to do. She wanted to talk to Sirius but she felt like she was betraying her brother. It was late evening and May was obviously now avoiding everyone. She sat in the middle of her bed with the curtains pulled around the four poster bed with her diary and quill and ink. She wrote her thoughts down on what had recently happened.
Tap tap tap
May opened the curtain of her bed and glanced to the window. She gave a chuckle at the brown owl tapping on the glass pain of the small window. Giving a heavy sigh as she carefully climbed off the bed and opened the window for the owl to fly into the room. She took the letter from the brown owl and giving him a treat before he flew out of the window. May watched the bird fly in the direction of the Owlery. Looking down at the letter, it was addressed to her and she recognised Sirius' writing. Ripping it open she read the short message:
Come to the Owlery. S. xx
May re-read the short letter over and over again until she threw it onto her bed. She grabbed her cloak and rushed out of the dormitory. Making her way to the Owlery to meet with Sirius. She ignored Lily and Hannah's calls as she rushed through the Common Room and disappearing out of the Gryffindor Tower to rush through the school and outside.
She walked up the stairs to the door of the Owlery, taking a deep breath before walking inside. “Sirius?” She spoke softly as she closed the door behind her. “Come on Sirius. Where are you?” Walking further inside the room, looking up at the tower.
“I'm here.” He chuckled from above and slowly walked down the stairs as she waited at the bottom. “Thanks for coming. I thought you wouldn't come. I thought you weren't talking to me.” Reaching the bottom and keeping a slight distance between the two of them. “May, I'm sorry. I really am. If I had known you would have gotten hurt, I would not have said anything to Snape.”
“It was still stupid, Sirius.” Shaking her head slightly as she took one step towards him. “I forgive you but it's James I'm worried about. He's being stubborn. He'll take some time.” Stepping towards him again. “Are you okay?”
“No.” He shook his head as he turned his back to her and looked out of the many windows. “Have you seen Remus?”
“Yes.” Stepping up behind him, placing her hand on his back; between his shoulder blades. “He wasn't happy.”
“I know. I'm guessing he told you that I told him.” Sirius gave a heavy smile as he turned around to face May. “He'll never forgive me.” May wrapped both her arms around him and held herself close to him as he too wrapped his arms around her.
“He will. He will.” She rested her cheek against his chest. “Just give him time. It might take all summer though.” Chuckling nervously as they stood in the Owlery with their arms around each other. “What are you going to do until the end of term? Are you going to stay in the dormitory?”
“Yeah.” He whispered against her hair. “I'll just keep my head down until term ends, which is next week.” Kissing her hair softly. “If you want to, you can stay away from me to save you getting grief from James.”
May gave a weak chuckle as she turned her head to look up at him. “No. I cannot choose between you both.” Giving him a look of pleading. “I love you.” Blushing brightly and turning her head back to rest her cheek on his chest.
“What?” Stepping back from her slightly, tucking his finger under her chin, lifting her head up to face him. “What did you say?”
“Nothing.” She shook her head and blushed softly. “It was nothing.” May stuttered as she avoided eye contact with you.
“May...” He whispered softly. “I love you too.” Pressing his lips against hers softly, holding her tight against him as he ran his tongue along her lower lip, where she allowed him entry. They stood in the Owlery with their arms around each other, kissing passionately until Sirius pulled away first, though reluctantly. “I do love you.”
May gave a small giggle as he rested his forehead against her own. “I love you. I didn't fully realise until today when I was talking with James.” Moving her hands up his shoulders and tangling her fingers into his hair, feeling the silky locks between her fingers. She gave a low chuckle as he kissed her once again. “Do you think you will be coming to ours for the summer?”
“I doubt it.” He straightened up and held her close to him. “I'll write to you. I promise. We could meet up in Diagon Alley. That's if my parents let me out.” Sighing heavily as he kissed the top of her dark hair. “They came into school yesterday to talk to Dumbledore about my mistake and I'm dreading going back to that house.”
“Come back with us. Bugger James.” Looking up at him as she stepped away a little but kept her hands resting on his hips. “It's not up to him if you come back with us or not. Don't go back there. I know you hate it there. Please.”
“Right, I'll make you a promise.” Placing his hands on her shoulders, looking into her eyes. “I promise you that if anything happens at the house and I will come straight to your house.” Cupping her cheek with a hand. “I promise.” Moving closer to her, moving his lips closer to her until they were pressed together. His promise was sealed with a kiss. He only needed to survive until his 17th birthday and he would be free from his parents' grasp. That's if he was able to get through the summer. He needed to keep his head down during the summer and wait until the school term came around again.
May pulled away first. “You want to go back to the school?” Running her hand through his hair. “It's nearly dinner.” Leaning up and kissing his lips softly. “Come on. Ignore James.”
“Okay.” He nodded and kissed her back. “Come on beautiful.” Stepping to the side and wrapping an arm around her shoulder. Leading her to the door of the Owlery. On the return journey back to the castle, they walked in silence with his arm around her shoulders and her arm around his waist and her other hand holding onto his hand that rested on her shoulder. They only strolled up to the castle, enjoying each other's company as they walked together. Ignoring anyone who called their names.
People were already filling into the Great Hall when Sirius and May had reached the Entrance Hall. But on getting to the Entrance Hall, James, Remus and Peter were walking down the main staircase. The three of them stopped at the sight of May and Sirius together. James just glared at Sirius but Remus moved on, carried on walking into the Great Hall. “It's okay.” May whispered to Sirius. “Come on. Let's go in.” Putting a little pressure on his back, guiding him into the Great Hall. “Hi James.” Giving her brother a small smile, who returned it.
James kept his gaze on Sirius and May as they moved inside the Great Hall. Watching them sit down together, near to Lily. He gave a small chuckle as Lily gave him a small glare before returning to talk to Maggie. “Looks like she is sticking by him.”
“It's up to her Prongs. Not you or me. It's May's decision.” Remus began to eat his roast dinner. “I know Sirius did something stupid and I don't think I'll ever trust him again but this is May's happiness we are talking about. Would you rather have her sitting with us and not talking and upset or would you rather her be sitting with Sirius where she is happy and talking?”
“Happy and talking.” James grumbled as he too ate his food. “It's just I wish she wasn't with him. I wish she was with someone else. I actually wish she was with Joshua instead of Sirius.” Stabbing his roast potatoes with his fork, glancing down at his sister and former best friend, who were talking quietly. Sirius was sitting close to May. The pair of them talking quietly to each other, Sirius chuckling and May giggling occasionally.
“Just eat your dinner Prongs. It's nearly the end of the term and he will be going home and the two of them will be separated for the summer term and you won't have anything to worry about it.” Remus spoke confidently as he ate his food. Always after a full moon, he would be extremely hungry and would be able to eat 3 full dinners but never in front of the other students. When he was realised from the Hospital Wing. In the middle of the night, he, James, Sirius and Peter would sneak down to the kitchen under James' father's Invisibility Cloak. Tonight, he wasn't sure if it would happen. Sirius was the one who usually organised the trip. They always waited for Frank to fall asleep, who's bed was next to Sirius'.
When dinner finally came to an end, Sirius and May remained in the Great Hall as everyone else left. They sat close to each other with Sirius' arms around her. James watched them for a moment. He wanted to pull his sister away from his former friend and tell her that she is making a huge mistake but he saw the smile on her face and it broke his heart to see her so happy with someone he did not want her to be happy with but she was. She looked happy. He gave a heavy sigh and left the large room with the 3 other Marauders.
“How are you feeling now?” May asked him as she leant against his side.
Sirius gave a small sigh. “Better now.” Kissing her cheek softly. “Just dreading the night.” Sighing heavily now. “I was thinking of hiding in the Room of Requirement or see if there is a spare bed in the 6th year or 7th year dormitories.”
“If it were possible, I'd let you stay with me.” May blushed brightly as she kept her gaze at the empty table in front of her. “Well, I doubt you would if you could. Lily would barricade our door before letting you anywhere near our dormitory.” Her blush turning bright red as he curled a finger under her chin and moving her head so they were facing each other.
“If I could go up to the girls' dormitories, I'd sleep on the floor to avoid being murdered in my sleep by either your brother or Lily.” He laughed lightly. “I'll try the other dormitories and if not I'll go to the Room of Requirement. School's nearly over and I won't have to see them for the whole summer.”
“Oh Sirius.” May sighed heavily as she sat up straight and turned to face him. “It'll be fine. James and Remus will forget about it soon.”
“I hope so.” Leaning forward and kissing her. “Come on. Let's go back to the Common Room.” Sirius stood up, held out his hand for her to take. She stood up, placing her hand in his. Together they returned to the Common Room, hand-in-hand. Talking quietly about when they should meet up in the summer and they avoided the subject of her brother and of Remus.
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The end of term feast was quiet as the two main Marauders were not together and making their usual noise. Sirius and May sat on the opposite end of the table to James, Remus and Peter. Frank and Lily sat with Sirius and May. Sirius would occasionally look up the table at James and felt a pang of guilt. His actions had caused him to become separated from his friends and suffer this loneliness. Yes, he may be in the company of his girlfriend but it was not the same as being with his best friends. If he was with his best friends, he would also be sitting with his girlfriend. The separation was going to be hard on all them.
“Hey. You okay?” May spoke softly as she placed her hand on his arm as they waited for Dumbledore to give his end of term speech.
“Yeah. Feast is dragging on a bit.” Sirius kissed her cheek gently. “I'm fine. Just dreading tomorrow.” Wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her against his side. “I'll miss you.” Whispering in her ear, his hot breath tickling her ear making her giggle softly. “I'll miss your kisses...” Kissing her neck gently. “This neck...” Kissing it again.
Dumbledore cleared his throat causing Sirius to pull away from May with a pout. Kissing her gently before turning to look at the Headmaster, who spoke of the past year and congratulating the winners of the House Cup, which was Ravenclaw and the Quidditch Cup, which was Gryffindor. Both tables cheered wildly as he announced the winning houses.
May noticed, as did other people, that Dumbledore spoke about uniting with our enemies in times of danger. She looked at Sirius, who seemed to be listening carefully to Dumbledore's every words.
“Dark times may lie ahead of us but if we stand by each other in times of crisis, we will come out on top.” He continued in his speech. May caught a look at her brother, who also seemed to be listening carefully. “There are rumours of a wizard who is rising in the Dark Arts. So, you all best be on your guard this summer and the next coming summers.” Looking at every table in the room, including the teachers. Everyone listened intently. The older students and the teachers seem to know what he was talking about but many of the younger students including May were confused as to what he was talking about. “Right, off to bed. Have a good summer and come back safe.”
The students all slowly began to file out of the Great Hall, all talking about Dumbledore's speech. Some discussing about the threat and some trying to figure out what he meant. James was deep in conversation with Remus and Peter listened intently. “Father wrote to me about a threat. He is going to explain it to me when I get home for the summer. It doesn't seem as dangerous as Dumbledore is making out. Just a wizard thinking he can have his rule over a large group of people.”
“You never know James, he might actually be dangerous.” Remus added quietly. “I say we should just be careful this summer. You never know.” Looking behind him to see Sirius with his arm around May, holding her close to his side and whispering something in her ear and making her giggle softly. Remus looked away from them and continued the walk up the Main Staircase to the seventh floor. He harboured secret feelings for May but he didn't say anything to anyone because he thought his furry problem would get in the way and he thought James would be extra protective towards May if he knew about his feelings. Which is why he said nothing to anybody about the feelings.
The talk in the Gryffindor Common Room was about Dumbledore's speech but also about the summer holidays and the plans for the holidays. The three Marauders sat in their dormitory quietly talking about Sirius and whether they should forgive him. “I think we should. He's learnt from his mistakes. Frank says that Sirius barely speaks to anyone but May.” Peter said confidently as he sat on his own bed.
James stood at the window and stared out of it. “No. No!” He said stubbornly. “He knows he acted stupidly but he has to understand that he has lost me as a friend for what he did to you.” Looking directly at Remus. “I hope you agree with me Moony.”
“Yes I do. Pete, we can't forgive him. If Snape hadn't been sworn to secrecy, I would not be standing here now. I'd have to leave school because parents would not want their children to be studying alongside a werewolf.” Remus gave a tired sigh as he sat on his own bed, rubbing his chin slowly. “But if he had said nothing and controlled his temper, we wouldn't be having this conversation.”
The door opened and Frank walked in. “Hi guys. Sirius asked me to fetch some of his things. He's staying in the 6th year dormitory.” Walking past them and to Sirius' trunk, he opened it and placed any bits of Sirius' things into the trunk. The Marauders watched Frank carefully as he packed silently. Once he was finished, he closed the trunk, locked it and levitated it. “I'll see you later. Meeting Alice before bed.” He grinned cheekily at them.
“Have fun, Frank. Behave.” James smirked as he watched him leave the room with levitating trunk in front of him. “Getting Frank to do his work for him.”
“Perhaps, it's because he doesn't want see us.” Remus said quietly as he lay back onto his bed. “He might not want the confrontation. Avoid fighting.” Sighing heavily. “Just leave it James.” Seeing James move towards the door.
“I'm not doing anything.” James turned away from the door and sat on his own bed. “I wish May wouldn't be close with him.” Running his hand through his hair as he stared at the floor. “As much as I didn't like him, I'd rather her be still with Joshua.”
“I don't think so.” Peter shook his head as he began to get ready for bed. James and Remus looked at him in confusion. “When May and Joshua broke up, I heard him talking to some of his friends. He tried to get May to have sex with him but she wouldn't. He was going to force her but Sirius stopped him.”
“What?!” James stopped up and looked at Peter angrily, who shrank away. “Why didn't you say? Why didn't Sirius and May say anything to me?”
“Why do you think?” Remus stood up and placed a hand on James' shoulder. “May probably asked Sirius not to tell you as you would get judgemental and overprotective of her.”
“For good reason.” Pushing Remus' hand off his shoulder and walking towards the door. “I knew there was something not right about that Ravenclaw git.” Wrenching the door open in anger and storming down the stairs to the Common Room with Remus following. “May!” Spotting his sister in the corner of the Common Room. “Come with me.” Storming over to her and pulling her away from her friends. “We need to talk.” Forcefully pulling her up to his dormitory.
“James! James, let go! Let go you're hurting me.” Trying to pull her arm out of her brother's grasp but he kept it tight around her arm. “Remus! Help me!” Looking behind her at Remus, who was still following them.
“James! Let go of her! You're hurting her.” Remus pleaded with his friend, trying to get between them as he led her up the stairs and pulled her into the boys' dormitory. “James!” He pulled James' hand off May's arm, pulling her away from him. “There was no need for that!”
“There is need for it.” He kept his gaze on May. “Peter just told me that Joshua tried to have sex with you and when you said no, he tried to force you. Why didn't you tell me?”
“Because I knew you would react this way!” Glaring at her brother, rubbing her upper arm where he had held onto it. “I was fine. Sirius stopped him.” Rubbing her arm still as she turned around and began to leave. “You can thank him when your temper has disappeared. And don't you ever do that to me in front of my friends!” Looking over her shoulder at him, still glaring at him. “Grow up Jamie. This childish act is getting boring.” Shaking her head, making her long black hair move delicately. She faced the door and walked out of the room, slamming the door forcefully as she left the room.
Peter and Remus looked at James and saw that he was processing what May had said. Of course he would be protective of her, she was his little sister. That was his job; to be overprotective. Turning to look at his two friends. “She's right, isn't she?” Remus gave a silent nod while Peter gave him an awkward nod before they both returned to getting ready for the last night in Hogwarts before they returned home. “I hate it when she's right.” He grumbled as he readied for bed.
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May returned to the Common Room in a foul mood as she sat with Hannah, Lily and Maggie. They tried to ask her what had happened between her and her brother but she said nothing to them. She was too angry to even speak. James had really annoyed her. She wanted to go and confront Sirius, thinking he had told him but he couldn't possibly have or James would have said something before his and Sirius' big falling out. Joshua would definitely have said nothing, just to keep his own life. Someone must have told him and she would find out. “Girls, I just need to go and talk to Sirius. And then to bed. Okay? See you in the morning.” Standing up and smiling at her 3 friends, who all nodded and returned to their conversations but Maggie watched May disappear up the stairs. It was obvious that May was getting very close to Sirius and it seemed to Maggie that the two were becoming very intimate.
Nervously, she knocked on the door to the 6th year boys' dormitory. The door opened to reveal a tired looking Sirius. “Hi.” He smiled and opened the door wider. She now noticed that he was only wearing a pair of boxers, causing her to blush at the sight of his well toned chest and abdomen.
“Oh, I'm sorry. You were sleeping. I'll speak to you tomorrow.” Turning away. “Go back to sleep.”
“May.” He chuckled. “Come on. I'm awake now.” Opening the door wider as she turned back around to face him and walk inside the room. “The others are still in the Common Room and one of them is staying with his girlfriend tonight in the Ravenclaw Tower.” Smiling a little. “What did you want?” Facing her, smiling her as he noticed her blush, he reached for a jumper putting it on to make her feel comfortable.
“Ummm... James found out about Joshua and he's not happy that we didn't tell him.” Chuckling nervously as she sat on the edge on his bed, looking up at Sirius, who was chuckling nervously. “I'm surprised that James is not up here giving you a lecture for not telling him what had happened.” Chuckling nervously as she glanced at the door, in case James came bursting in. His anger would certainly intensify if he found his sister sitting on Sirius' bed with Sirius only wearing a jumper and his boxers. “Are you all right?”
Sirius gave a heavy sigh and sat next to May, putting his hand over her own. “Yeah. The past few days have been hard and to be in the same room as the others was hard. So just one night in here will help.” He turned his body slightly to face her to find her looking straight at him. “How are you coping?”
May gave a breathy laugh. “Just coping.” Holding his hand gently, looking down at the joined hands. “The girls are helping. Everyone has noticed that you and James have had a falling out. The girls are not telling me who to choose because they know that I won't choose between you and James.”
“You got good friends.” He grinned as he wrapped an arm around her, pulling her into his side. “Plus an amazing boyfriend.” Chuckling softly as she slapped his thigh gently. “I'm glad you haven't run away from me.” Kissing her lips gently before resting his forehead against her own. “Don't know what I would do without you.”
“Yeah, I can't choose between you and Jamie but I can't leave you on your own.” She stood up and sat in his lap with her arms around his neck. “I can't. It's too cruel.” Leaning down a little and kissing his lips as he wrapped his arms around her waist. The kiss grew. May confidently moved to be straddling his lap. She pressed her body into his. Sirius wanted to push her away but May held herself closer so he responded the same by pulling her closer.
Sirius slowly lay back on his bed, bringing May with him. When she did not protest, he ran his hands up her back until he reached her long hair and began running his hands through her hair. She pulled away from the kiss and pressed her lips down his jaw and his neck. “May... What are you doing?” Whispering hotly as she ran her hand through his hair as she lifted her head up to look down at him.
“Kissing you.” She giggled softly as she ran a finger down his cheek. “I was umm... Thinking about taking our relationship to the next level.” Biting her lower lip nervously as the blush grew on her cheeks as she moved off him and lay next to him on the bed. She turned on her side. “I've been thinking about it and I think I'm ready.” Sighing heavily.
“May... Baby? Are you sure?” Cupping her cheek when he turned onto his side. “You're under-age. I want you to be completely sure. Sure that you are ready. Stay tonight but nothing to happen. Okay?” Leaning forward and kissing her softly, keeping his hand on her cheek. “I can lend you some boxers and t-shirt to wear, if you want.”
May gave him a small smile, followed by a nod. “Thanks.” They both sat up. “I'd like to stay. I don't want to face the many questions from Lily right now.” Laughing lightly as she ran her fingers through her hair to untangle it before tying it into a long plait. “She's worse than James.” Giving a soft snort as she watched Sirius search through his trunk for clothes for May.
Sirius pulled out his Quidditch shirt and a clean pair of boxers and handed them to her. “I can imagine she is. Here. I'll wait outside.” Giving her a lopsided smile as he moved to the dormitory door, he waited outside the door for two reasons. One: he did not want to be tempted to catch a glimpse of her body and two: to stop anyone from walking and seeing her dressing with him in the room, the rumours would fly.
Five minutes after he had closed the door, it reopened and May stood there, wearing his shirt and boxers. “You can come back in.” She chuckled when he saw her in his clothes and he stood in shock but he gave her a smile when he moved back inside, closing the door behind him.
“My clothes look good on you.” He smiled as he walked further inside with her. “Um... What next?” Stepping closer to her, placing a hand on her hip as he pulled her closer to him.
“I want to talk. Nothing horrible. Just talk.” Smiling softly at him as she kissed him gently, her hands resting on his shoulders. She ran her hands up to his hair as their kiss grew and they stood in the middle of the dormitory. Their arms wrapped around each other.
Sirius pulled away, opening his eyes slowly and fixed them on May, who was smiling at him. “Are you tired?” Noticing the tired look in her eyes. “Come on.” Leading her towards his bed when she gave him a small nod. He pulled the covers back and she climbed in, Sirius soon followed. They both lay on their sides, facing each other. “You okay?”
“Yeah.” She smiled gently as she rested her head on her hand and the other hand on his elbow. “I just wish that you didn't have to sleep in here. I'd rather you be with James, Remus, Frank and Peter.”
“But if I was in the dormitory, you would not be allowed this close to me.” Moving closer to her, kissing the tip of her nose, making it wriggle it in disgust. “Sorry, I know you hate that but I love your nose.” Kissing it again but he earned a slap on the arm for it. “Fine, I won't do it again.” Smiling as he ran a hand over her hair as he leant forward and kissed her gently. When he pulled away she gave a small yawn. “Am I boring you?”
“No,” She chuckled softly. “I'm tired. It's going to be a long day tomorrow.” Kissing him softly before pulling her away slightly. She turned around with her back facing him, she reached behind her and held onto his hand. He knew what she meant, he closed the curtains of the bed and moved behind her. Spooning behind her, kissing her cheek softly. “Good night.” She whispered, slowly drifting off to sleep.
“Good night beautiful.” Sirius whispered softly in her ear as she watched him fall asleep. His arm was tight around her as she held his hand. He noticed that she was soon fast asleep but he was taking longer. There was a sense of nervousness as he held May as she slept. He hoped none of the 6th year boys would open his curtains and see them together. James would know soon enough as the Quidditch captain was in this dormitory and Sirius knew that he would not keep it secret from James. He gave a heavy sigh and knew that it was a risk he was willing to take.
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