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Harry's True Self	By : yaoiboydaisuke Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 42737 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 8
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AN: Draco and Neville have their own side story now, The Ferret and The Toad. This chapter I avoided a sex scene and time jumped, because all I'd be writing was how classes are going and they go from early morning till night, which leave Severus and Harry exhausted and hardly seeing each other. This chapter also will start the war and not have them all stuck in a house hiding away in the next chapters.
It had been a week since Harry,Draco, and Neville had officially become Death Eaters, all three of them had been hanging together instead of with the other students, the Hogwarts students felt to awkward to be around Harry as the Slytherins had treated him so badly in school; the other houses felt weird about it because they didn't know how to act around Harry. All of those from Hogwarts had issues with the students from Drumstrang after how they'd acted the day they joined, it was a small study war between both schools ex-students, each one wanting to prove they were better; both having a couple dimwitted members that they were pressuring into studying more.
The adults were also starting to get more competitive about their younger family members, the ones without children watching and thinking all of them were being idiots. Voldemort didn't care what his followers did as long as they followed his orders and didn't do anything that caused a problem to his plans, Sirius found it fun to say things that ended up causing fights; the Professors were living in hell. Classes were going well enough though, even with the problems, only Draco,Neville, and Harry, were able to go on to learn how to become an Animagus; the some of the others quit the Patronus part of Charms class, when they couldn't make Patronus' right away and didn't want to put the effort to try again. Sirius had warned those who stayed in the class that only strong Wizards could become Animagus, that if they couldn't even do a Patronus they shouldn't do it, that the spell had bad side effects if they weren't strong enough; a few had continued to try to learn how to do the charm, even if it never took a form.
Neville having been part of Dumbledore's Army had already had Patronus lessons with Hermione, Hermione having interest in the spell because of third year when she saw Harry use the spell, and he had privately taught Draco when they were alone; neither of them had told Harry that. Harry had shown off his Stag Patronus on the first day, Draco revealed that his Patronus was a Peacock, meaning he was vain and liked to show off, which made the students in that class snicker, and then Neville's became a Gryffin; which was funny to some because or him having been in Gryffindor, but it also made them nervous. The students had asked why they couldn't become Animagus without knowing the Patronus charm, Sirius and the Professor revealed that Animagus forms were believed to be full body versions of their Patronus'; everyone, including Harry and Draco stared at Neville once they heard that.
“So, what you are saying is....When we actually are able to become Animagus, I am going to turn into a Gryffin, Draco is going to be a Peacock, and Harry is going to be a Stag?” Neville glanced at Draco, the lighter blonde's eye was twitching, the both of them had thought they'd both turn into something useful, what was a Peacock going to do to escape in a pinch, let alone fight; at least Harry, as a Stag, could take off running faster, Peacocks couldn't even really fly well enough to escape a spell.
“It is a high possibility, from what we've researched it seems to be the case with most people, there are some who don't have corporeal Patronus' and in rarer cases, can't make a Patronus at all. But those who we know can do full corporeal Patronus', do turn into the animals which their Patronus' take the form of.” Professor Avery sighed. “I had wished that more students would have been able to join my Animagus class...” she frowned at Professor Sikes.
Professor Sikes glared at the blonde woman. “It is not my fault, you know that it is a hard spell to learn and only you,Professor Snape, and myself are able to produce a Patronus out of even the adults!” he placed a hand to the side of his head, getting a head ache. “The children just aren't able to, there is way too much darkness clouding their lives. Trying to force them to learn how to make a Patronus will just make it impossible for them to ever make one.”
“Then why were we, Professor Snape, and these three boys able to so easily?” Professor Avery snapped at the bald man, both Professors forgetting they were in the same room as nine teenagers, began to fight.
While the two Professors continued to argue with each other, the students walked out of the room. Draco was annoyed that he was going to be stuck as a Peacock as his other form, that was if he was even able to become a Animagus. When Neville's Patronus had finally taken a form Draco was jealous, his jealousy had only just subsided, and now that Neville was possibly going to become one as a second form, it had come back. Harry watched as Neville went after his jealous boyfriend.
Harry went to watch the last part of Severus' Advanced Potions class, which Harry wasn't skilled enough to be in. He and the other nine, who weren't able to take the Advanced classes took Charms and Transfiguration during Advance Potions and Advance Defense Against Magic classes, while taking normal Defense Against Magic and Potions, the other six students had their turn with Charms and Transfiguration; so all the Professors were working all day long with all the students. Even if a student had given up on the class they had to stay in the room and watch the others learn instead of wasting time.
The six students who were taking Severus' class were obviously stressed, their hands shook as they mixed their ingredients, Severus standing in front with his arms folded; Harry didn't miss being Severus' student. “Class has ended, the potions will sit for twenty-four hours and if they were made correctly, you will not die.” Severus watched the students pale and pick their cauldrons up carefully. They had learned not to question Severus their first day of class, when they asked why they needed to take potions now, why they couldn't wait till after the war; Severus snapped at them that in a time of war it was better to be prepared than dead.
More Death Eater recruits had come, but they were sent to another hideout, the Manor was already full of adults and the twenty-one teens; the six who failed the week before were being 'educated' by older Death Eaters to not be weaklings about killing. Severus glanced at Harry, he was in professional mode and just nodded his head at Harry, watching his students carefully put their cauldrons on a table and leave. Severus let out a sigh, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“Why aren't you in your class?” Severus walked over to Harry.
“Professor Sikes and Professor Avery started to fight and the class stopped...” Harry rubbed the back of his head.
“I knew it was a mistake to let Sikes stay in the room after his class to watch her class...” Severus groaned, they might all be on the same side and colleagues, but it didn't mean they were all friends.
Harry and Severus walked out of the room, there had been whispers about them, the Hogwarts students not understanding why Severus was nicer to Harry now; they'd seen them go into the same room, but figured it was to save room for other Death Eaters to come. The two of them went to their room, Severus closing the door behind them, as Harry kicked his slippers off, before doing the same himself. The Malfoy's forced everyone to wear slippers on their floors, only Voldemort and Sirius were exempt from the rule; Sirius just walked around barefoot.
Walking behind Harry, Severus wrapped his arms around the teen, kissing his neck. “Mn...” Harry closed his eyes, they moved over to the bed.
Severus laid beside Harry, kissing him, his hand resting on the green eyed boy's hip, neither of them had the drive to do anything more than make out on the bed; teaching and learning all day long had gotten to them. Harry wrapped his arms around Severus' shoulders, kissing him back, Severus pulling him closer. Pulling back from the kiss, Harry rested his head on Severus' chest, listening to his heart beat, the hand on his hip moving to his back; they both soon fell asleep.
While Voldemort had the teens studying, the adults who were still undercover had started to move. They had spent months befriending more of their coworkers at the Ministry, gaining their trust, and planned to use the Imperius Curse on them as soon as Voldemort gave the order. Others were distracting the Aurors and the Order by attacking Muggle towns all over Britain. A month after Harry and the others had come to the second manor, Remus arrived, as the war was getting closer, and Sirius wanted his best friend pulled out of mole duty; in case either of them were to die in battle, he wanted to be with his friend. There were even some who had kidnapped Muggle's in high positions and used Polyjuice to impersonate them. Death Eaters had gone out to recruit the Giants and werewolves, as well as other Wizards that had once been only supporters.
Five months had passed since Harry ran away from school with Severus, everyone who wasn't at the second manor believed Harry,Neville,Remus, and Sirius to be dead.Everything was now set into place, Voldemort called all his Death Eaters that weren't busy to the manor, the house was soon filled with black cloaked wizards and witches. The day that the students left Hogwarts, parents were in an uproar, many took their children out of the school, and now there were only a few left there that only had two more days left before school ended.
Umbridge and Fudge kept insisting that the Dark Lord wasn't back, that the Death Eaters were acting on their own accord, Fudge had also tried to insinuate that Dumbledore had turned dark and was their new leader, many in the Wizarding community wanting answers to the children disappearing so easily from Hogwarts. Even Death Eater parents that were undercover, but had told their children to leave the school, were acting like their children had been kidnapped. Because of Dumbledore leaving the school before he could be questioned about why he believed the Dark Lord was back, even with Harry denying it, it seemed to some of the Wizarding world that the man had been the one to kidnap Harry for admitting he lied and was the new dark Wizard; he had stuck up for Severus Snape a known Death Eater and allowed him to work in the school, it was also known that Snape had been the one to take Harry.
“Tonight we will start the take over of the Ministry and attack Hogwarts!” Voldemort yelled from behind his mask, Sirius stood to his right. Sirius was upset that Voldemort was still treating Harry like just another follower, he also only had been able to spend a little bit of time with his son with all the training going on. “Those who are currently in the Ministry are waiting for my signal to act, you all have trained and waited for this day. No longer will your descendants blood be soiled by Muggles or Mudbloods!” he smirked as his followers cheered, Harry rolled his eyes, he'd been told by Sirius that Voldemort was actually a half blood, and Severus was feeling awkward because of his own bloodline.
Harry watched as Neville removed his robes and mask, his skin was bruised and he was wearing dirty raggy clothing, and was followed by a couple others. Neville along with a few others had the dark mark placed on their outer thighs, as the common place was their arms and that was where the enemy would look; their jobs were to deceive and act like they'd been tortured as prisoners. The bruises were real, Harry had heard the screams, Neville and the others had been starved for a week as well, they needed it to look real and not as a spell. Draco wrapped his arms around Neville in a hug, his father frowning at the action, he didn't approve of the relationship.
“Harry....” Remus walked over to him. “Are you really going to be alright with fighting?” he'd already expressed that he did not want to fight if it could be helped, but he'd be on stand by in the shadows if he was needed; he still was torn between sides and had only joined Voldemort because of Sirius. Remus had been mortified by Sirius' reasons he believed Dumbledore had caused James and Lily's deaths.
“If possible, I rather those I once considered friends to be captured alive...” Harry could never be their friend again, he killed Molly. “I want to question them under Veritaserum, I need to know if our friendships were real, or if it was because I was the boy who lived....I need to know if I made a mistake...” he saw the sad look over come Remus, smiling weakly, he glanced over at Sirius. “ ….Either choice I would have made would have felt like a mistake anyway....If they were my friends and everything was a paranoid illusion influenced by the note I found...I will regret my actions...but had I stayed with them, I would have regretted never being with Sirius...” he decided to leave out the Horcrux also being an influence and the rape messing with his mind.
Remus squeezed Harry's shoulder, he left the manor before everyone else. One by one each Death Eater broke off into groups and left the manor, each knew their jobs and were to wait for Voldemort's signal to start the war. Harry watched Neville leave with a group of werewolves, Draco was being fussed over by his mother, Lucius telling his son to be careful. Severus came over to Harry grabbing his hand, they both had decided to be in the same group as Draco and Sirius; Voldemort was going to be with Lucius and the rest of his most trusted, yet insane, inner circle of Death Eaters.
Harry was about to leave with his group, when Voldemort slowly walked up beside him and whispered in Parseltongue. “If things go wrong and I happen to lose, which I won't, but there is a probability...Take Longbottom, Malfoy,Severus,Nagini, and Sirius, and go into hiding.” the Dark Lord rolled his shoulders back. “At least till I come back to finish the job, even if it takes a few more years for me to come back fully.” he had six Horcrux's still. “Nagini will be able to tell you how to bring me back if the worst happens.”
“Alright, you better not lose though, I don't think I can stand going into hiding for years...I've already hated just a few months.” Harry hissed back.
Voldemort let out a loud high pitched cackle, Sirius raising an eye brow, and the others flinching from the noise. Harry then left the manor, leaving Voldemort with his selected few as the last to leave. All of the Death Eaters spread out, Harry stood in the forbidden forest, they were to wait for anyone who took off running into the forest to escape the battle, they also kept their eyes out for any Centaurs; they were keeping out of their territory and Harry worried about the spiders. Harry watched Severus,Draco, and two other Death Eaters who were with them, flinch and put their hands to wear their dark marks were. That was the signal, the Death Eaters who were outside buildings rose their wands to the sky, and filled it with the dark mark.
Screams filled the Ministry as friends turned against friends, using the Imperius curse, and killing those who resisted. Fudge grabbed his belongings and ran down the hall toward the exit, his heart racing, sweat soaking his clothes, and his eyes wide. Bodies falling left and right of him, Fudge had almost made it, but Alecto Carrow had sent the killing curse at him before he could. Those who had dropped their wands to submit to the Death Eaters, stared in horror as the Minister was killed, and were quickly taken prisoner. A large group of Death Eaters were marching toward the school, while the Ministry was under attack, they only had a short while before the Aurors who weren't at the Ministry were going to show up.
TBC
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