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Wait, before you read, I just want to give a few warnings. From now on my fic is going to start earning it's rating. This chapter includes a hand job between two men (Sirius and Remus obviously), and if you don't like that, I don't know why you're still reading. Anyway, I just thought to warn you all. On with the chapter.

Things this chapter: Morals, a hand job, and the meaning of 'equal'
Things Get a Bit Serious

At about three in the afternoon Remus emerged from their bedroom to instead lurk on the couch. Earlier, after calming down a bit, Sirius had sent him to their room to rest and get some sleep. Remus had quietly complied seeing as he had been up all night anyway. Sirius had lain down on the couch as soon as he was sure the other man wasn't coming back, and he dozed for awhile. Now though, they were both awake and staring at each other from where they were sitting across the room in separate seats.

"So." Remus finally said, breaking the almost tense silence.

"Yes?" Sirius asked when it didn't look like Remus was continuing.

Remus looked down and sighed before lifting his head and looking at Sirius again. "I would ask you if I really did that, but unfortunately we both already know the answer."

"And?" Sirius asked, really not seeing the point.

"I'm just wondering why you didn't let us do, well, more, than we did."

Sirius sat in stunned silence for a moment before he began to rant. "Are you loony? I would never take advantage of you like that. Yes, I admit I wanted to very badly, but I didn't. I want this to be as much a mutual, equal relationship as possible, and if anything happens between us I want it to be our full decision." He huffed out a sigh and took a deep breath before continuing, "I'm not going to do god-knows-what to my friend when he's not thinking anywhere near straight!" he crossed his arms over his chest and sat back showing exactly where he stood on the matter.

Remus sat in stunned silence, staring at the amazing man before him. He didn't fully understand what had taken over his friend, but he appreciated it. He smiled at Sirius who seemed to relax a bit at the gesture.

"I'm glad you found some morals." Remus said teasingly.

Sirius let out a bark of laughter, slightly surprised by the unexpected joke.

"You should be," he winked and leered at Remus, causing him to just grin and shake his head. Sirius was glad they could still joke like this, after such a serious topic.

After that they moved to talk about smaller things, like the little details that get left out when you're giving an overview of events. Sirius sat there, mostly smiling as he watched Remus become more animated, talking about things in life. Sirius found himself not really caring when the topic drifted over to Remus' son, and inadvertently Tonks.

"Do you think we should go to James and Lily's?" Sirius asked suddenly.

"What?" Remus asked, surprised with the abrupt subject change.

"Well, you were talking about Tonks and it got me thinking about where she was staying at and I think we should go show everyone you're ok and whatnot." he paused, "If you want, of course."

"Uh, sure." Remus said slowly "Just let me go get ready." With that he got up to change clothes and brush his teeth and hair.

Sirius had gotten ready earlier, so as soon as Remus was finished doing what he had to do they were ready to go.

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It was almost four-thirty by the time they got to the house, and when Lily saw them she immediately bustled them inside and sat them down, sending concerned looks at Remus.

Everyone gathered in the living room and Lily went to make some tea while they made themselves comfortable.

"So how was last night?" James asked when everyone was settled.

Sirius and Remus unconsciously traded a glance before Remus spoke, "It was all right, not as bad as it could have been."

"Did you transform?" Lily asked curiously.

Again the two exchanged a glance, not sure if they should lie or not. Finally Sirius sighed and said, "Kind of."

"Kind of? What do you mean 'kind of'. You do or you don't." Tonks said.

Sirius mildly glared at her before he said, "You would understand the 'kind of' if you would let me explain."

Tonks looked a little put out but stayed quiet. Lily sent a soothing smile her way and James told Sirius to continue.

"Well," Sirius said and took a breath, "Remus didn't fully transform into a werewolf. He just got wolf-like characteristics, like elongated canines and ears and the like. He also got a lot of the instincts so it was...difficult."

There was a slight bout of silence before James said, "Wait, since it sounds like you were still mostly human, could you talk?"

"Yes," Remus said, "It was a little difficult at first, but I managed."

"So would really have been dangerous to stay?" Tonks asked, looking between the two men.

"It-well-I don't know." Sirius stuttered, sending Remus a pleading look.

"I think it might have been a little dangerous," Remus said, his face not telling anything, "I had enough trouble controlling myself with only one person present, I don't think I could have handled two."

James and Lily watched as Sirius face also turned suspiciously blank, and even Tonks looked curious.

"All right, I guess," she said, though she didn't look convinced.

"Are you going to stay for dinner?" Lily asked suddenly, startling everyone with the sudden subject change.

"I would love to, but I'm a little tired," Remus said, politely declining, "Maybe tomorrow."

"Yeah, tomorrow would be a lot better," Sirius said loudly, and Remus gave him a look, causing him to shrink away.

Lily smiled and they worked out the arrangements before they said goodbye and Sirius and Remus left to go back home.

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Sirius and Remus got home and ate a small dinner, but it was still too early to go to sleep. Instead Remus got a book to read in the living room. Sirius rummaged through his old room, but came back empty-handed apparently not finding what he had been looking for.

Remus noticed immediately when Sirius came out and curled up on the couch to, apparently, just watch him. He looked over the top of his book and raised an eyebrow, but Sirius just shrugged so Remus just rolled his eyes before returning to his book.

Remus did his best to ignore him, but when Sirius started making kicked puppy noises he sighed deeply, putting a page marker in the book before all too patiently setting it on the table.

"What is your problem?!"

"What?" Sirius asked, startled.

Remus growled, "Don't you have something better to do than sit there and fidget?" he asked shortly.

Sirius spluttered for a moment before he spoke, "What's your problem?!" he asked defensively.

Remus bit back another growl and put a hand on his forehead. He took a couple deep breaths before he mumbled an apology.

Seeing the sudden change in his friends demeanor Sirius got up to sit next to him on the couch. "Sorry I was fidgeting, it was probably annoying. I was bored." He paused and then asked, "What's the matter?"

Dragging his hand down his face Remus put his elbow on his knee to support his chin in his hand. "Nothing," he muttered, but Sirius just looked at him.

Seeing what Sirius was trying to do Remus closed his eyes and leaned back, almost slumping on the couch. Thinking it over a moment while Sirius waited patiently Remus decided it was probably better if the other man knew what was going on.

Sirius silently congratulated himself in being able to coax almost anything out of his friend. He sat, expectant but patient, until Remus finally opened his mouth and said, "The wolf."

"What?"

"The wolf. He just got a taste of freedom and he wants more. His pestering is starting to give me a headache."

"The wolf can talk to you?" Sirius asked, one eyebrow raised.

Remus shook his head, trying to clear it. "Not exactly. It's just feelings, like how I get more anxious before the full moon. I'm pretty sure he can't make me change, but the pushing makes me act...different, sometimes."

There was silence and Remus fidgeted while Sirius thought the information he had just received over. "If you let him do what he wanted, what you'd you end up doing?" Sirius asked quietly.

Remus thought about it a moment before he balked. "I have no idea," he said.

"You're lying. The wolf just magnifies basic desires, doesn't it?"

"I-I guess it might, a little." Remus said uncomfortably.

"That's interesting." Sirius said, leaning forward to grab a book before sitting back to flip through it, seemingly ignoring the other man now.

Sirius looked out of the corner of his eye at the werewolf. He bit back a smile as he saw that his eyebrows were scrunched together and he had his mouth open a little, as if he was going to say something.

Looking at him, Sirius was sure he knew almost exactly what Remus was thinking. The fidgeting, the explosion, all those questions finally getting him to admit something, and then silence? Sirius saw the frustration grow on Remus' face and wasn't sure if he should start getting nervous or not.

"Sirius." Remus growled low in his throat, "You are very annoying." he said before launching himself at his target, tackling off the couch.

Sirius let out a small 'off' of air as he hit the floor on his back, Remus landing on top of him. The smaller man immediately sat up so he was sitting on Sirius, or more specifically, on Sirius' crotch area.

Remus let out a hiss as he wiggled a little before lowering himself down so he was chest-to-chest with the other man. He nibbled on Sirius' neck a moment before he looked up and Sirius noticed he had amber eyes.

"Moony, are you still in there?" Sirius called using the other man's nickname, and Remus shivered, shaking his head, and when he looked at him again his eyes were back to normal.

Taking a deep breath he said, "Yeah, sorry." he moved up, slowly, as if drunken, and kissed Sirius.

Sirius relaxed into the kiss, but didn't really do anything to deepen it. After a moment Remus pulled back and looked Sirius in the eyes.

"Are you sure you're ok?" Sirius asked and Remus shrugged.

"Let me put it this way. I'm here enough to know that I'll never get your hands in my pants if I don't do anything to start it." Remus then continued into the shocked silence, "You're too considerate, Sirius." he smiled softly running a hand down the other mans cheek.

"Maybe I am a little too considerate, and by being that I'm a little inconsiderate." Sirius grinned and flipped them over while Remus was occupied with figuring out what he meant.

"Now I don't want you to forget those moral things you learned," Remus warned, grinning up at his friend.

Sirius chuckled and Remus decided that was an acknowledgement of his words before Sirius leaned down and kissed him. Remus immediately opened his mouth to allow the other mans tongue entrance, which Sirius complied. Sirius slowly moved a hand up Remus's shirt, and Remus startled them both by emitting a loud moan.

Sirius paused and pulled back to look down at Remus who flushed. Sirius just smirked and kissed him on the nose.

"You're so cute Remus..." He smiled at him and kissed his lips softly.

"Shut up Sirius..." he replied with a sigh. Even so, he was still blushing. He leaned in to kiss Sirius again but was surprised when his lover pulled away. "What...?"

Sirius smiled. "Maybe we should relax for tonight. you're tired right?"

Remus groaned and ground his hips up, "Yes, I'm a little tired, but I would be frustrated if you just tried to go make me a cup of tea and send me to bed."

"Really frustrated?" Sirius whispered huskily after feeling the other mans arousal against him. "That would be inconsiderate, wouldn't it."

Remus made an agreeing noise, moving again as Sirius also moved down, rubbing their crotches against one another. Remus hissed as Sirius popped open his pants, pushing them down and grabbing his erection causing him to gasp and arch more.

Sirius leaned down to kiss his lover again and Remus moved his hands so they were tangled in his hair. Slowly, agonizingly slowly, Sirius moved his hand stroking the hard shaft.

Remus moaned and moved his hips more, trying to get Sirius to move faster, but Sirius just held his hips down and moved to kiss him more, which wasn't entirely disagreeable.

After a couple moments Remus pulled back and whispered, 'Sirius, come on, really do this."

Sirius tightened his grip a little causing Remus to arch against him and said, "All right, whatever you want." With that he leaned down again, kissing him and stroking him faster. Remus' breath shortened so it came in pants as he mumbled something incoherently before Sirius kissed him again.

Remus could feel his body tighten in preparation for release and tried to warn the other man but he couldn't really enunciate. "I'm-I-Ah!" Remus bit his lip to keep from screaming as he came.

Panting as he came down from his high Remus looked up at Sirius, his eyes still slightly glazed. Slowly he moved a hand so it was resting with slight pressure on the other man's crotch. He looked at him questioningly as he rubbed a little at the bulge there.

Sirius hissed in a breath, and Remus could see conflict on his face, and finally Sirius reached down and moved the other man's hand before getting off of him.

"What's wrong?" Remus said, casting a couple cleaning charms and fixing his clothes after a moment.

"Nothing."

"Seriously. Tell me." Remus said, his tone of voice changing and becoming more serious.

"I don't want to rush you."

Remus stood there gobsmacked. " Rush me? I started this!" he exclaimed.

"Yeah, I know, but-" Sirius started but was cut off by Remus.

"There you are being too considerate again. What do I need to do to teach you that I'm not going to break to pieces if you touch me the wrong way?"

Sirius blew out a huff of air. "I know that."

"What about this being an 'equal relationship?'" Remus said, quoting some words Sirius had said earlier in the day, sitting up on the floor.

Running a hand through his hair Sirius stood up, making Remus tilt his head back to still see his face. "It's equal enough for right now. I've pretty much killed the mood anyway, haven't I?" He asked, and when there was no reply he chuckled. "I'll take care of my not-so-little problem in a minute, if it's still there. You must be even more tired now anyway. Go to bed, I'll be there after awhile."

Remus reluctantly got up and went to take a short shower before brushing his teeth, trying not to think of what Sirius was most likely doing. He had seen the other man go into his old room right before he had gotten into the bathroom. By the time he was ready for bed he found himself yawning frequently, he hadn't realized how tired he actually was.

He turned off the lights and a couple minutes later Sirius padded into the room and curled up behind him, sighing into the back of his neck contentedly. Remus felt the other mans breathing even out, and was glad he could sleep so soundly and easily.

Remus found himself slightly anxious and unable to sleep readily, much to his annoyance. He kept thinking about what had happened earlier and how different it had been from other similar experiences. How much better. He was also thinking about Sirius' meaning of 'equal relationship'. He felt like they were right on the edge, ready to fall over into something they would never get out of. He was excited, but wasn't entirely sure he wanted to fall that deep yet.

Slowly he fell into a restless sleep, thinking of the direction this relationship was sure to take him, and all the things they were sure to have to overcome before they could be together peacefully.

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