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You Complete Me	By : Giovanna Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Tom Views: 32226 -:- Recommendations : 9 -:- Currently Reading : 12
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“Hello, my Love.” James Potter, the bane of his existence whispers. What the fuck is going on! In an instant, Severus pushes Potter away from him with brute force. He did not care where the body landed. Severus jumps out of bed not caring that he does not have clothes on and starts to pace.
“This cannot be happening? I must be seeing things?” Severus says confused. He stops and turns to look at James Potter, who is back on the bed lying leisurely and tracing his fingers on the sheets. “How did I get here?”
“Are you done freaking out?” Potter look-alike asks. “Because if you are, we have a lot to talk about,” Potter look-alike continues.
“No, I’m not bloody done freaking out!” Severus shouts. “How the hell are alive, you’re dead. Wait am I dead? Better yet don’t answer that?”
“I forgot just how dramatic you can be,” Potter mumbled just loud enough for Severus to hear. “If only your students and your Dark Lord can see you know.” Potter huffs. “You are here because I begged Fate and Death to give me a chance to explain things to you.” But I had to give Death something in return for this one chance. Thinks James.
“I don’t like you,” Severus says out of the blue.
“On the contrary, you more than like me. We are completely and utterly in love.” Potter gets to his knees and crawls across the bed and stops in front of Severus. A feeling of recognition sparked in Severus mind, and he doubles over clutching his head in pain. Arms wrap around him. “It’s ok Sev let the memories happen don’t fight them. I need you to remember. Our son needs you to remember.”
Severus lets out a loud scream in pain as visions after visions assault his mind. Him and James Potter arguing, fighting, laughing and making love. Sweat beads on his head and Severus tries to shake the images away. “It’s not true, it’s not true.” He chants continuously.
“It’s true Sev please believe me.” Potter pleads with him. “We love each other, always and forever.”
“You’re lying this is not real, it is all a dream. Nothing here is real.” Severus rocks Potters arms when he should be pushing the man away instead. “You’re not real.” Severus whispers, tears roll down his face, and his lips trembled. He felt weak and not himself. But, being in Potter’s arms seemed so familiar even as his mind is at war with the visions he just saw. Steeling himself Severus pulls away from the safety of Potters' arms and backs away. Wiping his tear streaked face with his hands Severus stands up and walks over to the bed and pulls up the sheets off the bed and wraps it around his naked body. “Why am I naked?” He asks Potter his mask firmly in place when he turns to look at him. “I am not sure what is going on here. Obviously, this is more than just a mere dream. Whatever your purpose is to bring me here Potter gets on with it.”
Potter blushed and if Severus was not already upset he would have found it adorable. Potter clears his throat and looks away. “You didn’t have to cover up for me, it’s not like I haven’t seen you naked before,” Jamie mumbled walking around the room looking away from him. Why the hell did I just call him that?
“Well, you will not see it again Potter, as I recall, I went to bed with sleep pants on.” Severus bit out. However, his anger felt misplaced not directed at Potter but more at someone else.
Potter looks back at Severus, and embarrassment replaces anger. “Can you put your anger aside for a dammit minute and listen to what I have to say?” Severus sat on the bed crossed his legs that peeked out from the sheets, “I always thought you had sexy legs,” Potter whispers.
Severus blushed no one other than Charlie would compliment him on his looks. “Talk, Potter.” Severus used the tone that would normally scare his students.
James started to laugh, and Severus began to feel shy, and unsure of himself, another emotion he is not used to. Why is Potter affecting me so much? “Oh, Sev you are adorable, as always,” Potter coos.
“I am not a child to fawn over,” Severus protests.
“You must really scare the hell out of your students with that look. Too bad I will never fall for it. You’re too handsome to look so serious, Love.” Potter continues ignoring Severus’s words. “It is why I would always pick on you when we went to Hogwarts.”
Severus brows furrowed, too handsome? What the bloody hell is he playing at? I am far from attractive. “How dare you mock me, Potter?!” Severus yells his anger evident at being called handsome. “I know what I look like, and I am far from handsome.”
Potter stops laughing when Severus shouted. “Mock you, what the fuck are talking about?” Potter walks closer to Severus determination in his stride. Severus forgot how much taller and muscular Potter was when he was alive. His hair wild and untamed, his brown eyes sparkled with unspoken words of the unmistaken lust and he leans over Severus causing him to look into Potter’s face. Potter stares down at Severus as if examining the severity of his anger. Potter reaches out and caresses Severus’s face and especially his lips. “You are as handsome now as the day I fell in love with you. Whoever made you feel less than a man is not worth your love.”
Severus push Potter away from him then watch as he fell on his arse to the ground. Severus gets up from the bed and moves away from Potter; he did not care that the sheet shielding his body fell away. “I will not stay here and listen to your lies anymore. I know what I look like, greasy hair, chipped yellow teeth, crooked nose, bad skin. I’m tall, lanky and nothing but bones!” Tears streaked down his cheeks, and he felt bare and ashamed of the weakness he is showing especially in front of James Potter. “Who the fuck would ever want to love me? I have long since gotten over the way others view me, Potter.”
Potter gets up from the floor just as quickly as he fell. Grabbed Severus by the arm and pulled him in front of a mirror that was not there before. “Look at yourself,” Potter yells. Severus turns away refusing to look he see’s himself every day when he puts on his teaching robes. “Don’t make me force you, Severus! Look at yourself, see what I see. What others should see!”
James roughly turns Severus around, and he was forced to look at himself in the mirror. Severus gasp even with tears clouding his eyes he was surprised at the person looking back at him. Nothing about the man he described was looking back at him. Shoulder length black hair and healthy pale skin stared back at him. Severus dashed tears away from his face and studies himself in the mirror. “This is a delusion, a figment of how you want me to look,” Severus says shaking his head in utter disbelief.
Potter was standing behind him. “ Still don’t believe me?” Potter asked. “Do you think me so vain, my love?” Severus did not answer him. “Your favorite color is green, not black, but you wear black because you think it is intimidating. You like to cook which is why you found potions, so fascinating many believe it was because of your mother.” Potter continues, Severus breath trembles as he listens trying to wrap his mind around the things Potter was saying about him.
“You hate for others to see your weakness especially me,” Potter says with a shy smile. “You try to hide the fact that when you love, it is with your whole heart.” Potter turn Severus around so that they are facing each other. Potter lifted a finger and traced the side of Severus’s face. “If anyone would see us together and notice our height difference they would believe that I am the top in our relationship.” James says with a shy smile, and his face begins to redden with a sweet blush. “On the day, you proposed to me you gave me a Claddagh ring because you loved what it represented.” James holds up his left hand and Severus' eyes quickly shift to the ring on James’s finger, with the point of the crown heart turned toward his wrist, showing that he is married. “No one knew about us, so I wore it around my neck when we were not together. But the minute we were alone it was on my finger. We got married right after school and planned on telling everyone about us b--”
“Cease and desist your lies Potter!” Still fighting what his heart is telling him is the truth but refuse to believe. “You and I were never lovers. I don’t know how you know those things about me; I never told anyone not even Lily of those things, and she was the only one I trusted.”
“That’s because you told me,” James stopped Severus rants. “We talked Severus really talked. We held each other, and you opened up to me. I did the same with you. And when we made love, you—“
Severus laughs cutting off Potter’s words, “Touch you. Honestly, Potter, I would not touch you if you were the last man on earth.” He did not hide his sarcasm stepping out of Potters arms distancing himself. I need perspective, and being too close to him is clouding my judgment.
“I. Am. Not. Lying!” Potter yells, finally showing his anger and frustration with Severus. “We loved each other for two years before that fucking old man and the slut of a witch tore us apart!”
“I have never loved you!” The words felt like a lie even to Severus’s ear and it broke his heart to saying them. But he stood firm, everything he was seeing and hearing was unbelievable, even to a wizard. “I cannot believe I am standing here arguing with a dead man,” Severus rants looking around the room for something to wear or a way to get the hell out of wherever he is. “You, the mutt and the wolf made my life a complete hell why would I ever want you to touch me. You stole the woman I was supposed to be wit--”
“You never loved that lying bitch!” Potter screamed, and the room felt as if it shook with force.
A slap is heard in the room when Severus' hand connected with the side of Potter’s face. “Don’t you ever talk about the woman I loved,” Severus growled, Severus growls but the words sounded different coming from his mouth as if he did not believe them but could not stop himself. However, he enjoyed with small satisfaction seeing the wounded look on Potter’s face finally able to exact his revenge after so many years. “You took her from me, and then have her carry your bastard child who now as arrogant as you were.”
“If my bastard son as you called him is so arrogant blame that on you because he is your Son!”
“My son!” Severus yells. “Newsflash Potter the boy looks like you and has Lily’s eyes and oh let’s not forget he is part Malfoy. Explain that to me Potter?”
James says nothing, he sighed and looked defeated, and it only made Severus feel gutted instead of the satisfaction he felt a few minutes ago. “Would you believe me if I told you that she stole him from my womb?” Potter ask clutching his midsection and walks over to the bed to sit down.
That shocked and confused Severus, because if Lily did what James says then, she performed dark magic. That can’t be Lily was a light witch. No, no this cannot be true. Lily was pure hearted she would not do something so evil as take a child away from their parent. “You’re lying, Potter. You will say anything to make me believe you. I pride myself to be a logical man, and I know for a fact that Lily would not do something so underhanded. It was not in her.”
“But you would believe I would do or say thing like that just to get you to listen to me? You have a very low opinion of me, my love. So many lies and deceptions,” James says shaking his head. “Do you know how gut wrenching it is to stand here and listen to you put the woman who stole the life that we could have on a pedestal. She and that bloody old goat took it away from us, and I realized everything that happened too late.” James looks up to Severus and the sorrow in Potter’s eyes made him feel weak. “The night I died I was going to you, coming to find you to tell you but Voldemort showed up and killed both Lily and me,” James said then scoffed. “I’m not sure why Lily sacrificed herself that night? Maybe she did love him but, Severus Harry is ours. We made him together, as husbands.” The anguish in Potter’s voice broke Severus. He was beginning to believe what James was saying, but he needed proof.
“Tell me, tell me everything,” Severus says, sitting down on the bed next to Potter. His body naturally gravitated towards James and as much as he want to fight his attraction Severus could not. “And for your soul Potter, you better not be lying.”
James looks at him with pleading eyes. “You have to keep an open mind, Severus, it is the only way you will believe me.” James licks his lips and reach out to touch Severus but pulls his hands back. “Right now you are fighting really hard not to believe me, and I know it’s hard to believe. It was hard for me when I realized what was going on. But Severus we loved each other once. And we created a beautiful child together.”
“You are stalling Potter, and I do not care for your blubbering if it is meant to soften my heart try harder.” Severus lied his heart was already softening, the more he is here, the more he was beginning to remember, and the more he was in James presence. But what really happened between him and James is what Severus needed to know.
James huffs and glared at Severus, “Merlin, I forgot how much of an arsehole, you can sometimes be.”
Severus raise a brow as his answer. “I will always be who I am, Potter. Now, please Potter regale me as to how you and I created the spawn who has brought nothing but grief in my life.”
James chuckled and sniffled wiping away remnants of tears from his face, “He was a handful as a baby I cannot not imagine what he is like now. I only got a glimpse of his life or what they allowed me to see before I spoke to you.” James pauses for a second. “The last I saw was when he found out he was torturing you.” James looked at Severus sadness and regret in his eyes. “That is when I pleaded with them to let me talk to you. If Harry knows, you are his father maybe, just maybe you guys can be a family.”
Suddenly feeling self-conscious of his nakedness James pulled the fallen sheet from the floor and wrapped it around the lower half of his body. Severus, who is only a man could not stop himself from admiring James upper body, I always found him attractive. “The first time I realized I wanted you it shocked the shit out of me. It was our fifth, year and you were walking with Malfoy he said something to you that made you laugh, and your eyes sparkled. I mean sparkled like black pools of liquid diamonds. Thinking about it now I remembered how my body reacted, and it also made me so angry that I found you attractive.”
“Yes, Potter we have already established what I look like, let’s not rehash those memories. It must have made you disgusted to know you could have any type of feelings for a man like me.”
“Shut the fuck up!” James yells, getting off the bed hastily and stands in front of him. “You have no idea what you are talking about, and I have no idea why you would refer to yourself in such a way. You were standing in the mirror just a few minutes ago.” James points to the mirror with one hand while the other held onto the sheets covering his lower half. “The person that was looking back at you is the real you. And I don’t care what you looks. Never have and never will. Merlin, when did you become so cynical and self-conscious? The Severus I knew did not care about shit like that.”
“Are you blind look at me!” Severus says out his arms.
“I am looking at you!” James yelled right back. Forgoing modesty James cups Severus’s face with both hands. “You are the man I love, the man I pledged my heart to until the end of time. You are my Sev, pulsu cordis mei sunt” James whispers.
Severus said nothing, and roughly pulls his face away from Potter, he could not stand to look James in the eye. Severus has never seen another person bare their soul, in regards to him. Severus tries to harden his heart to the James Potter he sees standing in front of him to the man he once knew. “Carry on with your tale.”
Potter reaches out to touch him again but thinks better of it, and turns and walks back to the bed he grabs a pillow covering his delectable body Severus's view. Fuck why do I care what kind of body Potter has? “Do you want to know what's funny," Potter asks then continues without waiting for Severus to respond. "I hated myself for the way my body reacted that day. I hated you for what you made me felt at that moment." Potter tells him, and Severus expected venom to drip from James' lips with each word, but all he could see is love. "I doubled my efforts tormenting you hoping that my feelings would change but they didn’t. It kept getting worse, I started watching you, what you ate, where you went, who you talked to, I envied the fact the Lily was your friend and I was not. I wanted to ask her everything about you, but I did not want to give my feelings away when I did not even sort them out myself. ”
“Stop right there," Severus had to stop him because something James said sounded off to him. Or maybe you want it to. "I know you are lying to me.”
“What now?” Potter whines.
“How quickly you forget that since our first year you chased after Lily. Vying for her attention and now you expect me to believe that you wanted me? Don’t make me laugh Potter.”
Instead of answering the question James asks, “Why are you fighting me? Why are you fighting the truth?”
“Because I find it hard to believe that we cared for each other when I cannot stand the sight of you.” Severus felt the lie as just as the words left his mouth. “Why the hell am I here, is this some way to torture me more from the grave? Didn’t you do that enough when you were alive?”
“You are the most hard-headed, pigheaded, most arrogant man I have ever met!” Potter gets up and pace the room mumbling to himself. Severus had to admit to himself he found the action charming and cute. Potter's hair wild and sticking up all over his head before and after James runs his fingers through it. I used to love running my fingers through his hair. Severus froze at his thoughts, and an image of Potter's head in his lap. James' eyes are closed Severus’ fingers lazily run through the short silky strands. Severus can see a book in his hand and know just by looking at the cover the name of the book. Severus wants to scream, rant and rave, but he did not know why. Is it because I am remembering or because it was with James Potter?
"Severus you want the truth so here it is," Potter says irritation laced in his tone.
"About damn time." Severus drawls.
"We hated each other true. Yes, I wanted Lily, and yes, I tried to court her. But you know what they say about love, it has a way of biting you in the arse. One day I fell in love with the person I was supposed to spend the rest of my life with. Someone who was standing in front of me the whole time.” Potter starts counting off his finger. “I cornered you one day when you were on your way to the dungeons, you face was flushed from the cold and we argued then in a blink of an eye you pulled me down and kissed me.”
Severus scoffs. “No, as I recall it has you who initiated the kiss, between us." Not realizing his words. You grabbed me by the back of the neck and pulled me into you.” Potter walks over to Severus grabs his by the back of his neck they are breathing hard, their breaths mingling, and heat radiated from their bodies and Severus wonders why he is not pushing Potter away from him.
"What else did I do Severus?" Potter asks between breaths.
Severus licks his lips, and the tip touched James’ lips. Severus look on James’s face. "Your hands were shaking, but you rest it gently on my cheeks," He whispers so gently it was an emotion uncommon for Severus Snape.
James lifts his hand gently place it on Severus now warm cheeks. Servus knows that he should push Jame but he could not. He rested both palms on James’s chest and flicked the nipples with his thumb.
"Don't do that," James moaned out.
"Because we need to talk and whenever you touch me, my body goes up in flames."
"Are you dead?" Severus asks again, this time hoping to get an answer.
"Not really, my body no longer exists, but my soul is very much alive," James whisper his eyes are dilating and his mind turning into to mush. James lick his lips. "Does that answer your question?" James says. "Fuuuuucccckkkk" He exaggerated throwing his head back when Severus went to his knees and licked the head of his cock. "Damn, I don't remember this being part of the first kiss."
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Severus chuckles around James cock then pulls off with a loud pop! "This is the version I wanted, but you made us wait until after our second date before we had our first kiss. Now it's payback time."
James moans and grabs on to Severus silk locks. "Son of a bitch, you remember my spot."James groaned. Severus chuckles and pinches the loose skin behind James cock making his hips jerk on it own. Wasting no time Severus takes James cock back into his mouth sucking it eagerly as if it was his last meal. “Damn your mouth feels just like I remember.”
Slowly James begins to move his hips fucking Severus's mouth his knees felt weak and his head filled with lust. James wanted to fuck Severus's mouth and watch his husband swallow his cum. James wanted Severus to fuck him to remind him of the way they use to be. To feel Severus cock pounding inside of him. But with all his strength James stopped Severus and reluctantly pulled his cock out of that sweet, delectable mouth. Severus looks up at him with aroused ink black eyes; James could always tell when Severus is aroused. His eyes seemed to glow, and his irises widen taking up half of his eyes. Severus' lips are swollen, and his face flushed. Melin, I want to fuck his face so badly, but we need to talk. Maybe after our talk, we will have time for us to make love.
James looks down at his wet cock begging for more of his husband wet and expert mouth, but fights the feeling, he pulls Severus to his and wraps him in his arms. Feeling Severus in his arms brought tears to his eyes. I can feel him again after so long, I don't want to let him go. I can't let him go.
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Severus lifts his head from James' shoulders and smashes their lips together. A whirlwind of emotions collided inside of Severus when their lips touched. One minute he was talking and yelling at Potter and the next minute he was on his knees sucking on James' cock. It felt so natural as if he did so many times before, knowing exactly how to swirl his tongue to get the reaction he wanted from James.
James grabs onto to him holding him for dear life as if it would bring him back to life. All Severus could think is that he could not let this feeling go. James was his again, but he needed to know what happened. Why were they not happy together? James feels so right in his arms when he should feel disgusted, but the only thing he felt his arousal. James pulls away from their kiss slowly his breathing coming out in short pants, Severus' eyes fell to James' lips. They are red, wet and swollen from their kiss and love bites, and Severus wanted to taste them once more. He had the urge to mark James as his leaving his mark on every visible spot. Severus leans in to kiss James, but James stops him by resting their foreheads together. Hot breath ghost over his cheeks and Severus closed his eyes to ward off his arousal.
“I want you so bad right fucking now.” James whispers. “But I need you to remember Sev. I need you to remember what it was like taking me, making love to me. You were my first and my last Sev, no one else loved me the way you did and still do.” James sighed, “You name was the last word on my lips as I died.” Severus snapped his eyes open and looked into Jamie’s eyes and saw nothing but sincerity. Why did I call him that? I went from Potter to James now Jamie.
“What happened to us?” Severus inquires. Searching James’s face. He needed answers to all of his burning questions. “If we were so in love what happened to us, Jamie,” Severus asks earnestly.
“We let Dumbledore and Lily break us apart.” Severus brows crease together in confusion rather than anger. James steps out of his arms and walks away, his back facing Severus.
“How?” Severus asks curiously.
James sighs and turns facing Severus pain in his eyes. “It’s so complicated I hope I get the chance to explain everything. As much as we tried to hide our relationship we let our jealousy and possessiveness show in more ways than one.” He clarifies and gestures for Severus to come closer. Like a magnet being pulled, Severus takes James, hand and they both sat on the bed. “They made you believe I cheated on you,” James says and the sound of a key opening a locked box is head and Severus his plunged into the past.
FLASHBACK
Severus looks behind him to make sure no one is following him. The anticipation of seeing his husband after so many weeks made his steps quickened. James has been at the Auror Academy training new recruits and has been unable to come home for the past month. Severus is also worried because James is pregnant and will start showing soon, they have been keeping their relationship a secret. Even from their best friends. There were many times he’s wanted to tell Lily only complaining about James without giving him a name. Seeing the Brownstone he and James bought together Severus quickens his pace. Going up the steps two at a time, Severus opens the door and walks straight up to their bedroom and stops at the sight of his best friend and his husband lying naked in bed together. Severus could not breathe, his head hurt and bile filled his mouth. Severus can see James naked torso and Lily’s red hair splayed across his chest. They were sleeping, and James had Lily wrapped tightly in his arms. Quietly not to wake them Severus left the way he came with no destination in mind. Three days later he woke up with a hangover and Dumbledore staring down at him.
END FLASHBACK
“I remember now,” Severus says pulling his hands away from James and quickly getting off the bed. “I went to the Brownstone we shared in a muggle community away from prying eyes because we were still hiding our relationship,” Severus says pacing, “When I walked into our bedroom,” he says mid pace. “I-I sa-saw you and Lily, together.” Severus croaks out. “Why, why did you fuck her! Why did you cheat on me?” He yells.
“I didn’t, I never cheated on you!” James argues back. “You are the only one my dick would get hard for,” He admits unashamedly. “I came home tired and went to our bedroom.” He stands up and walks to the wall closest to him leaning against it. “Took off my shirt and laid on the bed to wait for you. I fell asleep. When I woke up, I was chained to the bed and Lily was naked sitting on top of me grinding herself on me.”
Severus did not know what to say, “I never told her about us, how did she find out?”
“She followed me,” James chuckles, but it had no mirth to it. “I was so tired and excited that I was going to see you I was not aware of my surroundings. I’m not even sure if I locked the door.” Tears run down his cheeks. “I wondered where you where or why you didn’t show up. I begged that bitch to let bitch let me go, but she would only laugh in my face.” James wipes the tears from his eyes.
“I can’t do that Jamie; she would say. Severus heard James utter the words, but they are void without emotion, “we belong together. Not with Severus, he’s not good enough for you.”
“I waited for you to come and find me, I’m not even sure how much time passed. When Dumbledore showed up, I thought I was saved until I heard him tell Lily she will have to wait until I reached my sixth month. I did not know what they were talking about at the time, but I later found out.” James wiped more tears that fell to his cheeks. “Do you want to know what hurt the most?” James asks, and Severus shook his head stunned hearing Lily’s actions. “They told me you killed yourself. I thought you were dead! They wouldn’t tell me why, or how it happened.” James slid down the wall and held himself crying, and Severus did not know what to do. All that time he was with Dumbledore crying on his shoulder baring his soul about his broken heart, and the Headmaster knew what was going on.
When James suddenly announced he was getting married to Lily in the Daily Prophet, Severus wanted to protest. No one knew about them, they were married in secret and did not finalize the paperwork with the goblins showing proof. The Ministry would have had the records but that a fiend fire destroyed the records. When he tried to talk to James, his husband would treat him terribly just like when they were in school, and Lily would look on and watch.
Now things are beginning to make sense. Oh Merlin, how could I have been so stupid? I thought he killed our child. It was after that parts of my memory seemed to be missing. The only thing I remember is waking up and looking in the mirror at my disfigured my appearance and Dumbledore requesting that I become a spy for the Light side. As much as he tried to tell me I was in love with Lily, it felt wrong. I saw her as a sister and nothing else.
“What happened when you were six months?”
James looked up at him, and his expression broke more of Severus’s heart. “After they told me you killed yourself I did not want to live. Dumbledore took my wand away and snapped it in two right before my eyes. They barracked me in our home I began to hate each day without you being there. Lily had to feed me, had I known at the time that I was also ingesting her blood I would have starved myself.” Severus' eyes widened how far did Lily go to get what she wanted? “All I had left of you was our child growing inside of me.”
“James tell me what happened at the sixth-month mark?” Severus demands again.
“When I reached my sixth month, Dumbledore moved us to Godric's Hallow, and that is where he performed an infantem transfer ritual,” Severus gasped. “I almost died during the transfer.” An infantem transfer is exactly what one would think it is. Literally taking the baby from one body to the next. It was used over a thousand years ago when women of royalty would transfer their fetus to their nursemaids to carry for them. About five hundred years ago it was deemed illegal when a mistress tried to take a child unwilling the then Queen of France who wanted to carry her husband's child. The ritual was not done correctly and killed both the queen and the child. The king outlawed the ritual in his grief, and many countries followed his lead including Britain.
“That explains why he has her eyes and a strain of the Malfoy’s blood,” James whispers. “Doing one of her rants about the privileged society, Lily let it slip that she is related to Lucius Malfoy, and he was next in her line for her revenge.” James closed his eyes. “She had a lot of hate, and anger inside of her, Sev, she hid it well. The only one that saw her real potential was Dumbledore.” He chuckles but if felt hollow, “Hell maybe Voldemort saw it too, and that was why he was there that night.”
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Severus could not breathe, his chest felt tight as if it is about to stop beating at any moment. James kept talking unaware of Severus’ distress. “I’m not sure how my absence was explained. I wanted to die so many times after the ritual, but I couldn’t I had our child to protect. No matter who he was born from he is ours.” James said vehemently “Lily gave birth to Harry and named him after her father, and I wanted to hate the name, but Harry won me over.” He smiles, but Severus still felt as if his world was coming to an end. “The few times I got to hold him in my arms, I commented out loud once that Harry had your skin complexion and the next day Lily tried to feed him blood adoption potion. Dumbledore stopped her and told her all babies are pale at that age.”
Severus did not know what to say, he closes his eyes and tries to get his breathing under control. To reign in his thoughts. So many lies and deceit all for what? “Why?” Severus asks. “Why didn’t you tried to get away, why did Lily and Albus do this?”
James gets up from his position on the wall and walks over to the bed, he flops down and lays on his back. “They kept me weak for months, and the one time I was able to gather enough strength to leave with Harry Dumbledore showed up and killed me.”
Severus quickly turned his head and looked at James. What did he just say? “What did you just say? That can’t be, right? The Dark Lord killed you and Lily. And then he disappeared. Everyone thought he died until his return a couple of years ago.”
“Severus,” James said sitting up on the bed. “I don’t know what the hell you are talking about, but the night I died Dumbledore killed Lily when she jumped in front of his wand to save Harry then he turned his wand on me.”
Severus stood in shock examining James expression for the lie but only saw the truth, “Then why do the Dark Lord and the world believe he killed you?”
“That is because that is the way it happened in his mind.” Came the answer but it was not James who responded to the question. The voice was grave and had a rattle to it. Severus looks around the room to see a cloaked figure from head to toe it’s face shrouded in darkness, standing on the far side of the room. Remembering his state of dress Severus rush to the bed pulling the sheets on his body. “Now is not the time for modesty, young one. Besides, I have been here the entire time.” The Being says. Severus' eyes widened in horror, “I will say you are quite blessed in the right areas. I see why he still pines for you even in death.” Severus whips his head in James direction whose cheeks are as red as an apple. It frustrated Severus that James did nothing to cover his nakedness. But then again James was always comfortable within in his skin.
Severus takes a deep breath; they need to get the subject back to why he was here and not on his blessed areas. “Who are you? What do you mean by that is what happened in his mind?”
“Who I am is of no consequence to you at this time, all that matters is that you know the truth in order to help.”
“And what is the truth,” Severus noticed since the Being made an appearance in the room James has remained quiet.
“The night Tom Riddle went to kill young Harry he encountered someone that looked like James and Lily, before turning his wand on Harry. But what he did not realize that instead of killing him he enacted a soul bond between himself and the child.”
“Are you telling me that—“ Severus says in shock.
“Yes, Tom Riddle also known as the Voldemort is indeed Harry Potter’s soul mate.”
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Severus collapse on the bed next to James. “Is this the reason why I’m here, to tell me what a fool I have been to hate my-my s—“ Severus could not say the word tying him and Harry Potter together. He still felt as if he is being lied to, even with the things he remembers. It all seems like a dream to him and any minute now he is going to wake up in his bed and everything he learned forgotten. He will go back to his life as a professor and his new found relationship with Charlie Weasley.
Charlie, who has wanted to love me yet, I am pulling back as if someone else should be there with us. As if we are incomplete. Is James the reason for that? Will I always feel inadequate?
“It is okay to say it, Severus,” James says beside him. “He’s your son, our son.”
“And that is not the reason why you are here.” The Being says. “You are here to understand the role you should have played in his life. The role you can still play in his life.”
“Would it have changed the outcome if I was the father he needed? Would it have stopped him from being the soul mate to the Dark Lord?”
“Their souls intertwining was inevitable.” The Being says, by the continuous rattle Severus hears when it speaks he assumes it is death. “They are destined to be always and forever. But you young one would be his father and council rather than his slave.” Instinctively Severus' hands go to his neck to feel for the collar Harry placed there because of his mistrust of him. “He will need you beside him in the days to come; your mutual foe will not be easily killed.” Death continues.
Severus did not know what to say everything was coming at him all at once. But there are still questions he needs answers to. Like why him? Why them? “Why, what is so important about that Dumbledore and L-Evans would ruin our lives?” Severus asks.
“I can answer for Lily,” James answers. “She wanted to be Lady Potter and did anything she wanted to make it happen. Dumbledore I don’t know what his motives are.”
“He hated your grandfather,” Death supplies.
“What!” Again Severus is utterly confused. “You are telling me he did this all because of some silly grudge because of my grandfather? I’m not buying that.”
Death laughed and the rattle seemed to vibrate the entire room. “It was not some silly grudge young one. Your grandfather was a great and powerful wizard. He was given special gifts much like your son.”
“Gifts?” Severus and James ask together.
“Yes, your grandfather was stronger than a normal wizard not only in physical strength and magical power. Yet he had one weakness, his ability to forgive. He also had the ability to see others for who they are.” Death glides further into the room and stands in front of Severus and James. Severus tries to see the face underneath the cloak, but all he see is blackness. “Your grandfather saw through your foes lies and called him out on it. Made him the laughing stock of the Wizarding world until he conveniently saved it by killing a Dark Lord.” Death moves rather glide away from them. “Tyson Prince set out to expose your foe, but contracted a virus not seen in years that ate his flesh and slowly ultimately killing him.” Severus and James remain quiet. Dumbledore everything leads back to him. He meddles in the lives of other for his own personal gain. “Becoming king of the world is taking him a lot longer than he anticipates.” Death says. “A word of caution before I take my short leave. Your foe will move quickly unless he is stopped. Choose wisely on your next move young one. You will not get too many chances.”
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Death phases out of the room leaving Severus and James to their individual thoughts. Severus feels tired and unsure of what to do or says next. In one night Severus’ life has gone from trying to deal with seeing Harry Potter as his new lord and master then turns out to the son he thought died. The old man with the grandfatherly face he placed his trust in ruined his life all because he was embarrassed. And again a lover and husband he had forgotten and now realized he loved more than anything. Severus will not admit it out loud, but he wanted James back in his life. Wanted what could have, or should have been.
“You will leave me soon,” James murmurs from his side of the bed. Severus did not know of he should agree or disagree; he was brought here. “I have a request before you leave me for good.”
Severus turns and looks at James, “What is it?”
James got to his knees and crawls over to Severus straddling his legs. “I don’t want to spend it talking about Dumbledore,” James says, gazing into Severus’ eyes. “I don’t want us to talk anymore.” He leans closer to Severus his eyes boring into his. “If we need to speak, let our bodies say the words we cannot. Make love to me one last time before you leave me forever.”
Severus grips the back of James' head and smashes their lips together. Their shared kiss from earlier was nothing compared to this one. It was filled with lust, heat, and love. James pulls the sheet away from Severus’ body and their heated skin touch, both men hisses, but their lips did not stop kissing. Pre-cum leaked from the heads of their cocks; Severus lays completely on the bed taking James with him. Severus glides his hands down James back gripping the globes of his arse pulling them apart. James spreads his legs and Severus taps his index finger at his lover's hole. Drunk with lust James moans and grinds their cocks together. “Please,” James begs, Severus bucks his hips and grunts sliding his finger up and down the crack of James’s arse.
“We need lube,” Severus groans out. In an instant, a jar appears beside them.
“How handy?” James comments licking Severus' lips. James slowly pulls away from Severus scraping his nails on his chest leaving marks. James reaches for the jar and scoops some on his fingers rubbing them together. James reaches behind him and close his eyes throwing his head back, Severus watch with interest as his lover prepares himself. Getting on his knees, James reaches for the jar again scooping up a larger amount. This time, he grips Severus cock and begins to jerk him off. Moans fill the room, and Severus grips James hips as he moved in tandem with the hands squeezing his cock.
“You always know how to handle me,” Severus chokes out. James chuckles then moans, and Severus can only guess he touched that special spot inside of him.
“Now, Sev, please take me now.” James pants out.
Needed no further encouragement, Severus reaches back and rests his hand on James wrists ready to ease his fingers from his arse. But stops himself instead he stills James' hand. “Fuck yourself, let me see how beautifully you cum for me.” James lets go of Severus cock then rests it on his chest. Slowly his moves his hips up and down then adds a grind. Severus licks his lips, “look at me, Jamie.” James opens his eyes and stares lustfully at Severus. “How many fingers?”
“Two,” James chokes out.
“Add another,” Severus commands. Severus removed his hand from James' hip and glides it upwards tweaking his lover's puckered nubs. James bit down on his bottom lip to stop himself from making a sound. “Let me hear you,” Severus encourages. “You know it turns me on to the sounds you make.”
“Please Sevie,” James begs.
“Please what? Tell me, Jamie.”
“Cum, I need to cum.” James pleads.
“Cum,” Severus says through clenched teeth. James groans and cum splashes on Severus’s chest and cock. In a second he pulls James fingers from his arse and rolls them over, then positions himself to his lovers waiting and stretched hole. Severus inserts himself moving his hips inch by inch until his balls are nestled between James’s arse.
“Don’t make me wait, fuck me.”
Getting to his elbows Severus pumps his hips faster grunting and moaning. James fingernails dug into his back, and Severus hoped they left a mark to let him know how real this all was. He felt his orgasm on the cusp and did not hold back. James was close to cumming again. “Cum with me Jamie, let me feel you squeezing cock. Milk me.” With an animalist growl, James came, and Severus follows behind him spending his seed inside his lover's body, reclaiming what was once his one last time. They kissed lazily, and Severus softened and slipped out his lover. Their hands roam over their bodies and touching and caressing, quiet words of love spoken to each other. With one last kiss, Severus rolls off James and lays beside him taking a deep breath. James moves closer to him and rests his head on Severus' chest placing a gentle kiss.
“Thank you, Severus,” James whispers on his chest.
“I should be the one thanking you,” Severus chuckles and wraps his arm around James.
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James looks up at Severus, “I’m jealous of the man who gets to love you next.” He says caressing the side of Severus' face.
“Don’t be, he’s nothing like you,” Severus whispers thumbing James bottom lip.
“No,” James answers shaking his head. “He’s better and alive. I’m glad you did not give up on love.”
Severus run his hand through his sweaty hair, “How can I love him when now when all I will be thinking about is you?”
“I’m sorry,” James apologizes. “I’m sorry our life did not turn out the way we planned. If I could do it all over again, I would tell the world about us.”
“And I would let you,” Severus agrees looking back at James.
“Do you care about him,” James asks not saying Charlie’s name.
“I do,” Severus answers honestly. “He makes me feel like no one or I thought no one else has before. And he makes me smile.”
Tears fill James' eyes and Severus moves to wipe them away, but James stops him, “Then love him, Sev, give your heart to him.” James leans up and kissed Severus on his forehead. “Close your eyes Sevie, I will watch you as you sleep.” Suddenly Severus felt sleepy, and his eyes drift close, the last image he sees is James smiling down at him.
Severus wakes the next morning feeling naked and cum crusted on his chest, stomach, and cock. “I guess it was not a dream,” He whispers to no one but himself, scrubbing his hands over his face. He did not feel like teaching or getting out of bed. He felt empty as if a part of him was missing and it depressed him. Severus rolled over and closed his eyes, trying to recall James hands and lips. Tears fell from his eyes along with guilt.
I cheated on Charlie, but why do I feel as if I cheated on James? My heart still belongs to him. I need to let him go in order to love Charlie. Do I tell Charlie what I know about James and Harry? Severus bolts up in bed. Oh fuck, I’m Harry Potter’s father!
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James remains on the bed staring at the spot where Severus was laying just a second ago; he wipes the tears from his eyes. “I know you are there,” He tells the unseen figures. “Did you enjoy watching us?” He snaps. “Did it make you happy to see me suffer?”
“No little one, it did us no good,” Death says to him.
“Do as you will with me, you granted me my wish I am now your servant of death until the Master returns,” James told the getting off the bed going to his knees and bowing his head in submission.
A pale hand lifts his head, “Did you mean it?” The soft melodic voice asks him. “Would you right the wrong you made, to the ones you love by proclaiming them yours if given the chance?”
James did not need to think about the question, “Yes, I would give anything.”
“Very well,” Says another voice much stronger than before. “You will be given a second chance with all that you know and the powers you possess.”
Elation fills James he will be able to be with Severus and Harry, be the parent and husband he was not given the chance to before. “What’s the catch? You three would never give me this gift without something attached to it.”
“You are smarter than you look little one.” Death chuckles rattle the room again. “You will be able to return on three conditions. One, you are not allowed to reveal who you are to them. Two, our lovers must fall in love with you on their own and three, you will become our assassin of death whenever the need arises.”
James was too overjoyed with the prospect of being with Severus again he did not think of the last part of the deal. “Yes, whatever you want.”
“Very well,” A boney hand touches his forehead and the next thing James knows a bright light blinds him, and he closes his eyes to block it out. When he opens his eyes, next James finds he is sitting in a room with strangers looking at him as if expecting him to answer a question.
“Excuse me?” He says to the group of men and women looking at him.
“Sir, Mr. Chambers asked if you were ok. You grabbed your head and screamed.”
James closed his eyes and tried to figure out who and where is. Maxum Steele, a muggle and the CEO of Steele Consolidating with offices across the world but the main one in Los Angeles. James reached deep inside of him looking for his magical core and was happy that he was still a wizard. He opened his eyes and looks at the members sitting around the conference table, a pleasant smile appears on his lip. One if James knew the real Maxum Steele would know it meant trouble for his board members. Maxum Steele is young, brash and handsome with men and women vying for his attention. He played and worked hard leaving a string of broken hearts around the world. And now as a wizard, Max/James will be unstoppable and would not give up on what he wants. Once he sets you in his sight, he claims you as his.
“I’m wonderful ladies and gentleman,” James says in a voice that did not sound like his own getting up from the head of the table. He did not ask them to repeat their question right then he did not care, the only thing on his mind was getting to the man he loved. James wonders how much time has passed since he last saw Severus, in either case, it did not matter. Severus will be his sooner or later. “As a matter of fact, I’m great. I think it is time for a change, don’t you.” James looks around the conference table and spots a beautiful woman with her blonde hair pulled back in a tight bun, and a do not fuck with me look on her face. James racks his brain to recall her name Allison Chance, who is his executive assistant. “I will be moving permanently to our office in London, Allison is now in charge of this branch.” James walks out of the conference room leaving the board members stunned and an equally shocked Allison.
Look out Severus I’m coming for you.
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Death looks at his sisters, “Do you think he realizes he has more than one heart to win?”
“No,” Fate replied.
“Humans are such fickle creature,” adds eternity. “It will be enjoyable to watch.” Both Death and Fate nods their head in agreement. Enjoyable indeed.
TBC!!
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