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Please, Release Me!	By : Severus1snape Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/Neville Views: 17663 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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AN: Looks like I am writing this for you alone Tommy-Lane, since the only reviews I am getting are yours ;-)

Severus woke up just before dawn the next morning to the sound of the young couple living next door fighting, which happened quite often. He groaned and reached for his wand on the bedside table to silence the room, but found himself glued to the bed instead. He turned his gaze to the left. I forgot about him.
Neville lay with his masculine, muscled arm around the middle of Severus´ old and worn out porcelain sag of flesh, silently snoring with his head rested on the pillow. The older wizard sighed. I am not supposed to like having him around. It´s just sex, remember.
Severus let his eyes wander over the exposed young and alluring body beside him. My god he is nothing short of gorgeous. What the hell is he doing in my bed when he could have any man he wanted?
Severus had been so caught up in his own world of thoughts that he had not realized that the snoring had ceased. “When you´re not wearing your ´Severus Snape mask´ you´re actually quite dashing, you know?” The amused voice rang around the darkened bedroom.
Severus´ dark, questioning eyes bored into blue, optimistic ones. That asshole, that had the annoying habit of stealing his voice, whenever Neville was near him after their first sexual encounter, had somehow entered the room unnoticed this time and Severus felt his throat fighting his mind.
Neville smiled knowingly. “Stop playing hard to get Sev and just kiss me already.” Please.
“Insolent brat.” He drew the younger male closer and when lips collided, someone moaned or maybe it was both of them that moaned, anyway, it really didn´t seem to matter.
The world stopped for Neville for sure when Severus´ hand went through his hair and he felt himself being pulled closer to the warm and still healing body underneath him.
They lost a couple of minutes of their lives in great passion; it wasn´t the kind that said ´screw me now,´ more like ´god this is intense´ kind of passion. Neville pulled back when the need for air became obvious. He dropped back onto the bed, head resting once more on his pillow. When did it become my pillow?
“Where the hell did you learn how to kiss like that?” He blurted out.
Severus quirked his brow somewhat amused. “What happened to troll level?”
Neville turned to his stomach and looked over at Severus. It felt funny to be this comfortable in bed around the snarky professor; he had to grin to himself.
“What?” Severus demanded knowing, thinking that Neville was laughing at him instead of this whole situation.
“Mm.” He unconsciously trailed his finger across the bare chest in front of him while he spoke. “Just thinking.”
“Would you like me to use legilimency or are you willing to answer my question?” He drawled clearly annoyed at being laughed at. Don´t get attached Severus, he´s too young and too fragile, and you´re too broken. He deserves better than you.
Neville laughed. “I just... I like being around you… you´re… cute…” NO, I did not just say that out loud. Thinking it was weird enough, but saying it to the man face to face was just a big no-go.
Sure enough, Neville earned himself another raised brow and the `Snape glare.´ “Cute is not likely a word having ever been used concerning me, is it? So tell me the truth instead. Right now.”
Neville snorted and met his gaze. “You can´t intimidate me into doing what you want me to do anymore. I have seen you naked. I´ve had you inside me. I´ve sucked you. We have b-.”
“Alright, I get the point! Move on.” He interrupted harshly. Don´t give me ideas of what to do to you!
“Well I think you´re kind of cute, in your own sort of way. It´s my opinion that counts anyway, not yours.” He smiled broadly. “Besides, what I was thinking, was how weird it is to be this comfortable around each other, I mean with our history it´s no-“
“Speak for yourself. I am never comfortable around anyone.” Liar, you like being with Neville.
Even though Neville knew that Severus might not mean it so harshly, even though he knew that his snarky former professor was always this way around everyone, even though he now knew the real ´behind the scenes´ Severus Snape, both intimately and even some of his secrets too, he couldn´t help but feel hurt by that comment. He would have liked to know that they had moved beyond that sort of feeling, that Severus didn´t really see this as just another way to get his release from the frustrating way of living he lead, but Neville´s hope was extinguished from a single, cold sentence. Things will never change Neville, don´t be daft. He will always be this way. It´s not really about you, it´s just the way he is.
Neville moved away from the other man abruptly and sat up preparing to rise from the bed to put on his scattered clothes from somewhere in the darkness. Severus watched as Neville moved away from him, he noticed the hurt the younger man had wiped away from his face almost immediately to not provoke him. He saw him get up and move clumsily around the room to find his own clothes and lazily cover up his all too tempting body.
Severus sighed at the situation he had landed himself into, at the way he had been too weak to refuse the younger man after the first mistake, at the thoughts taking over his mind concerning the same male, not to mention the damn feelings forming inside his darkened, lonely heart. Feelings he had sworn never to get in touch with again. Just like the time he had fallen for Lily Evans, falling for Neville had taking him mere weeks.
He did not consider himself one to easily fall in love, well naturally this thing with the Longbottom male obviously couldn´t be love, but he was not too blind to see that it was something more than sex, something that should not happen, and should not continue to happen. “I didn´t mean that…” Stop this nonsense Severus, you fool. Just let him leave
“It´s okay Severus, really.” He said while putting on his left sock. No, it´s not. Don´t pretend that it is.
“Come back to bed.” For god´s sake you moron, just let him fucking leave already.
“Seamus and Dean must be wondering where I am.” He lied, he had to say something.
“Please…” God, back to begging are we? Seriously?
Neville put on his right shoe in a slow motion, not to stall time but because his entire body seemed to be fighting him not to leave. “You´re right. We should stop this… whatever it is we have… or had.” Severus felt like Hagrid was using him as a chair, his chest so tightly wound up that he felt like a sponge being wrung dry and no water coming out. It bloody hurt. Sod this.
“Is that what you want?” You don´t need him. You´ve been alone for most of your life, fully content with casual sex, why change what´s working?
Neville shrugged, his hand grasping his left shoe from under the bed. “It´s what you want, makes sense with your life I guess.” Doesn´t mean I have to agree.
“What if…” Don´t finish that sentence. Don´t.
The bravery of the Gryffindor student took over and Neville turned around fully dressed as he spoke softly. “What if what, Severus?” Please, change your mind.
He took a deep breath. Don´t. “What if I was wrong?” FUCK.
Neville offered a small smile. “You´re never wrong Sev.”
I´m going to miss his pathetic, castrating nickname for me. He nodded curtly, what else could he do? He was not about to beg him to stay, well not twice anyway, that was so beneath him. I want him beneath me. Motherfucking crap this is. He sighed and closed his eyes briefly. “Stay.”
Neville hadn´t expected that at all. His heart began beating faster and he felt flustered. “Why?”
Because I fucking say so that´s why! No, that won´t do, you´ll have to be honest to make him want to stay, he´s a bloody Gryffindor. “Because I like having you here.” There, I said it!
Neville bit his lip, looking cute as hell in Severus´ opinion, while thinking hard. “Look, Severus I…” He stumbled with the words awkwardly. “I never imagined that… I would like you… I mean, who doesn´t like sex, really, but it´s… you´re just…” Fuck, just spill it, it can´t get any worse. “But I do… like you that is… a lot…” He looked to the wall behind Severus. “I´m already… I tried stopping it, naturally… I mean who in their right mind would…” He noticed the look Severus was now sending him. “Sorry, but you´re not exactly…”
“.. A catch… keen on the eye…” Severus offered.
“No! That´s not what I… for fuck´s sake Severus, I´m already falling for you! I´m not a Slytherin or a Death eater, I can´t just switch of my emotions… I thought I could… seriously, just a month ago I hated you more than anyone else… this is just…” He didn´t look at the other man now, he couldn´t.
“I know…” Severus said after a few moments time had passed. “I like you too…” Great, now there is no point of return, you dimwit.
Neville caught dark orbs piecing his blue ones again. “I don´t care what you´ve done… to me… or others in the past... I just…” He paused. “I just care…”
“Then come back to bed.” Oh, you are so very much screwed now Severus, so screwed indeed.
“Do you really like me?”
He sighed before admitting to the truth. “Yes.”
“And you realize it´s me, Neville Longbottom, the ´imbecile who doesn´t know up from down or his ass from his head´ inside a class room?”
Severus smirked. “We´re not inside a class room now, are we?” He quirked his brow.
Neville smiled. “No we´re not.” He hesitated before dropping his shoes to the floor once more and climbing back onto the bed. Severus couldn´t help but reach out to the younger man and pull him into another kiss. “I´ll just leave after breakfast then…”
“Mm, I might have something you crave for… I seem to recall owing you something…”
“Better be worth the effort of undressing again.” Neville grinned as the older man hovered over him, clearly pretending that his wounds had already stopped hurting.

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