A Wayward Dragon In Little Whinging | By : ChimaeraChan Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 9031 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Author's Notes: Another chapter for ya. Plot will start moving after this (I think. I really need to outline the ending so I figure out if this is going to go more action-conflict or just drama-conflict,) but for now enjoy some drama-smut. ^^
Anon23: Thanks so much, I'm glad you're liking it so far (and not bitching at me. XD) Yeah, usually when someone starts a review with 'no offense,' it's a prelude to them being a total douche bag. I'm beyond pretending to placate the rude on the internet. It's actually weird to me because when I was on AFF like 7 years ago, no one ever commented to me like that. The lost art of review etiquette, I suppose.
Harley: Thanks, I've written some straight to porn stuff but I have to say, there is nothing sexier to me than establishing those characters, emotions and conflicts before letting them go at it. It just makes everything burn hotter because they feel real and you're invested in them.
TaintedSensibly: Thanks, there shall be more. This story was actually my first experiment with a first-person gruff but pushy bottom. I always tend to write bottoms on the, well, more feminine and bitchy side and I wanted to break out of it and Harry was the way to go. It creates a fun character dynamic to explore with the both of them because Draco still has an underlying sweet sheltered romantic in him while Harry is all defensive surliness.
HP1990: Lol, it is a weird mix of realism and suspension of disbelief. I do like to completely change everything in fanfics but ground it so much in reality you just ignore it. Much more fun when you can turn it all upside down and play. Glad you like it so far cus more is to come.
Chapter Thirteen
I keep my eyes shut tight, wincing when the light hits the back of my eyelids. I'm not doing this. Not playing this fucked up game where he wants to make me crazy for him. I'm already fucking crazy for him. I don't need him knowing it too.
He stumbles and against my better judgement and smarting eyes, I open, glaring at him. It's a mistake. He's practically naked, hard, hair mussed like a fucking human being and not even remotely a Malfoy. God, why is he here? Why is he here tormenting me in the middle of fucking summer among a sea of muggles with no magic, no fantasy to wrap myself in to protect me from him? Draco Malfoy does not belong in my cramped little room in this ordinary boring-ass town in the middle of suburbia. I'm no one here, no matter how sexy his is when he looks at me. I can't defend myself.
“Potter, stop glaring.”
I glare harder, a frustrated sigh escaping him. Because he's an idiot for thinking a few fucking words in the dark was going to make me trust him. There's a fucking mountain between us, all centered around his parents and the monster they serve that killed my parents. Nothing is going to make that just disappear. Not even magic,
“I'm not here to fuck up your life.” He stands over the bed, fingers combing through his hair agitatedly.
Malfoy keeps glancing down at me but I refuse to avert my eyes for a second to see what he's looking at. I know I'm hard, probably a fucking mess. I won't let myself feel weak with him towering over. Fuck that.
“Damn it, Harry.” Brows furrowing, he actually fucking kneels next to me, eyes wide and full of something I refuse to acknowledge without a fucking school of wizards and witches to hide within. “I like you, you idiot. I just want to be with you—Why do you have to make this so fucking difficult? I know you like me.”
It has been a fucking crazy, shit day and this is the most I can take of it. My anger is stronger than my exhaustion, propelling me from the bed before he's even back on his feet and stumbling away. “You think this is fucking easy for me, Malfoy? You think it's easy to ignore every fucking insane thing my body is fucking screaming for with you being in the same fucking room as me?”
“Don't ignore it—”
I hold my hand up, cutting him off, my teeth grit tight. “Do you understand what it's like knowing I can have you? Knowing that even if you're fucking lying, I can still have...” I shake my head, hating how my body is reacting even now to the thought. “I can't trust you! I'm never going to be able to trust you. I'd have to be an absolute suicidal dumbass to trust you.”
His eyes narrow. Draco is fucking gorgeous when he's angry and I just hate him even more for it. “You're doing this on purpose, Potter. You're just looking for any reason you can to push me away. What the fuck can I actually do to prove to you that I'm not here to sell you out? Do you want me to tattoo your fucking scar on my arm? Will that finally do it for you?”
It's a punch to the gut, heat rising over my skin in a sick wave at the thought of me asking that of anyone. Bad enough Voldemort's in my head. Bad enough he's trying to fuck me up every night until I'm as lifeless and monstrous as him...
“I didn't mean it,” Draco whispers, grabbing for my arm when I sway backwards. “You're nothing like him. Harry, please, I didn't—”
“Go away,” I croak out, wrenching my arm free and nearly falling on the bed. I never should have let him in here. Never should have let him get to me when I'm defenseless and alone and a goddamn mess.
“No.” He grabs my arm again, trying to get me to turn. His hand is like fire on my flesh and I go to pull away but he won't give. “I'm not going anywhere. Talk to me. I'm sorry I—”
I duck around him, pulling from his grasp again. “Fine, I'll go. Whatever—What the fuck does it matter, right? You fit so much better with the Dursleys anyways.” He does. They fucking love him and I'm nothing besides an echo of what Voldemort feeds into my dreams, and I should have fucking left years ago. I step around the sleeping bag and tear at the doorknob, growling when the fucking thing won't budge.
“Let go!” I hiss, pulling at the door again, his other hand slamming down next to his first and boxing me in.
I'm suddenly hyperaware of him hot against my back, his bare flesh brushing my shoulders, breath tickling the nape of my neck. I close my eyes, my entire body tensing with want. Hate him. Fucking hate him for being here and doing this to me.
“Why are you doing this?” He sounds confused, maybe even hurt—If a lying bastard like him could ever feel, that is. “Really, Potter. Why the fuck are you doing this to yourself?”
God, he's so fucking annoying. Hot, sexy, and so annoying. I grab his wrist, pulling it from the door, grasping it tight. Then, because I can't stop myself no matter how much the voice in my head tells me to, I push his palm against my stomach, holding him against me, making his hand press lower as he growls in my ear.
“For fuck sake—You're fucked. So fucked.” But he's touching me, his fingers spreading, teasing lower with each huff of exasperation in my ear. “Potter...”
“Shut up. Just shut the fuck up already.” I push his hand lower until he's pressing into my erection, gasping as I buck into his palm. Snarling, he slams me forward into the door. “God, yes.” His body covers my back completely, his dick grinding between my cheeks with only our underwear between us. It's so good, my head spinning as I push back, rubbing up and down on his hard cock and urging him to hump against me.
“Do it... Do me,” I demand huskily, my head dropping back against his shoulder as I grind on his dick. I need him so bad. Don't want to but I do and I just can't think straight anymore.
His angry rumble sends fire tingling through me, my body tensing as he slams me forward against the door again. “No way in fuck. If you're going to hate me, it might as well be on my terms.”
Fucking hell, he just can't do anything right. Growling, I reach my hands behind and grab his hips, pulling him against me as I push back, wiggling until his dick is digging into my crack. “You want me.”
“So?” He grunts, his hips thrusting forward. I can't stop my moan and I spread my legs wider as I push back. But he's not giving in, his arm tight around my waist as he tries to hold me still. “Potter, you think I'm here to seduce you or some retarded shit like that so I can hand you over to the Dark Lord. I'd have to be a fucking idiot to touch you right now. I have no interest ending up out on the street without your protection.”
“You mean the wards.”
He's still, his breath steamy puffs against my neck. “Don't be naïve. You can't be a crazy, paranoid psycho bastard and also be naïve, Potter. It's one or the other.”
Hate him. Fucking hate him so much. He knows I want him. Knows I want to be the one he runs to—not the stupid house but to me. He knows it and he's using it against me so fucking good.
His hands rise to my shoulders and he tries to turn me. I resist, not budging. “Just go to bed, Malfoy.”
“Look at me,” he whispers. “You can't face the fucking Dark Lord and then be unable to face me.”
“You're such an asshole!”
“I'm aware. Now stop being a coward.”
Hate him, hate him, hate him... I turn when he pushes at my shoulders, my eyes resolutely closed. “Just let it go.” I feel exposed knowing he's looking at me, but I can't bring myself to face him. He shouldn't be here. It's summer and I shouldn't have to be doing this right now.
“If I could, I would have already. I'm not a fan of making an ass of myself in my underwear, Potter.” His lips press to mine and I suppress a sigh, keeping myself still. His lips slide to the corner of my mouth, brushing over my cheek as he talks lowly. “I get it. You don't trust me. You don't trust anyone. You can't even accept a fucking meal from your aunt without wondering if she's about to stab you in the back. That doesn't mean I'm not trustworthy, Potter, it just means all you can see is the world the way you built it in your head. Fucked up. A world where someone gets murdered every night while you rest and you can't do a thing to stop it.”
His lips tease my ear, fingers curling around my biceps. “I get it, Harry.”
He does. He really fucking does and it just makes him all the more dangerous. “Go to bed.”
“Look at me.”
I take a deep breath to brace myself, knowing he won't back down until he feels like I've heard him. I immediately regret it, his face inches from mine, beautiful eyes glaring so intense and full of something I can hardly bear to see. It makes my knees weak, my chest tight and I manage to find a little more hate to build up between us to keep him from getting to me.
His fingers are firm as they thread through my hair, combing slowly while he stares at me like he knows exactly what I'm thinking. Maybe he does. Maybe his father taught him Legilimency. It doesn't matter; I can't ever let him close enough to hurt me.
“Take the bed.” He pulls away, his voice a low murmur. “You need to sleep a lot more than I do.”
I shake my head wearily. There's no way I can stay in here with him tonight. I'm so hard, so wound up, my body and head a fucking mess. “I gotta go. Jog.” I turn to leave but he's on me in an instant, holding the door shut again, body hot against my back.
“It's not safe.”
I huff, trying not to laugh at the idea of him worried about me. “I don't fucking care.”
“You're in your fucking underwear.”
Damn him. “I can't do this with you! This room is too small and hearing you breathe is driving me fucking crazy and I need to—Oh.” His arms wrap tight around me, a hand boldly cupping my dick through my underwear. “Fuck.” I sink against the door, his strong body keeping me from falling as he wraps closer, lips kissing up my neck, cock pressing against my ass. God, just once more. Need him to touch me so bad.
I fumble for the light switch, whimpering when his hand catches my wrist. I'm too tired for all this. Just too fucking tired. “Please.”
Sighing in frustration, he unwinds his fingers. I flick the light off, darkness descending, my eyes opening, senses expanding. I'm panting, his breath calm against my neck, lips wet on my ear.
“Not enough tattoos and holes in my head?”
What an idiot. If he only fucking knew. He's always in the dark with me, behind my eyelids when I touch myself. Somehow this feels more real than him being in the light. Safer.
I turn, his body bumping mine, my back against the door. My hands find his arms and follow them up, over his shoulders, down his chest, past his abs and pausing at the top of his underwear. I pull them down, his breath hitching, body pushing up against mine as he steps out of the last of his clothes. His dick is bare and hot against my stomach, his hands grasping my ass, holding me tight against him.
“You're fucking infuriating,” he growls against my jaw. I shift my hips, lining his dick up with mine. I try to push my underwear down but he grabs my hands, pulling them back to his body. “Insane. I haven't been here a week and you're driving me insane.”
I kiss him if only to shut him up already. I miss, my mouth getting most of his bottom lip and a bit of his chin. He's got more of that bristle—the idiot still not daring to use a razor—and I rub my face into the rough texture. He growls, pulling me off the door and walking me toward the bed.
“Potter, I'm serious. There is nothing healthy about this—Fuck.” He's found the bed, hissing when his leg slams into it. I push him down, straddling him with my thighs on either side before he can start bitching, seeking his mouth and kissing him deep. I reach between us, stroking his thick, hard cock, groaning when the silken flesh jumps in my hand. He's breathing hard, small grunts escaping him with every rock of our hips.
Fuck, I need him inside me. So bad. His hand is on my hip and I grab it, moving it down to my ass. He slides beneath the leg of my briefs and squeezes hard, my hips grinding forward as I gasp.
“Fuck, do it,” I find myself practically begging when he slides a finger down my crack. It'll stop if he fucks me. It has to. This fucking crazy need in me that makes me want the worst and fucking chase after it against my better judgement will finally stop if I just have this one thing.
I still my hips when I feel his fingertips at my rim, my face tight against his neck. “Come on, Malfoy... God, just fuck me.”
“Why, so you'll finally have your proof that I'm here to get you killed?” Draco whispers hot against my forehead, his thumb teasing around my entrance, the tip slowly stretching me open. “Give me some fucking credit.”
Whimpering lowly as his thumb breaches me, I can only clutch him desperately. “More,” I gasp, moaning when he pushes into me deeper. I clench around the digit, his breath a low hiss as his other arm wrenches me up against his body, pushing my underwear beneath the swell of my ass, fingers finding my entrance and probing where his thumb is already buried. I half expect him to draw it out but he's still angry, still determined to make me pay for using him like he's just a pretty face and hard dick after all our years of dancing around each other.
“Oh... Oh fuck.” My voice is a low rasp when two fingers plunge into me, my flesh sore and slowly opening to him. It's so good, the right mix of pain and pleasure, the perfect overwhelm as my passage stretches too wide, too fast to take in his driving thrusts. “Yes... Fuck, yes.” I slam back, grinning breathlessly when he growls and pulls me tighter to him, his dick smearing sticky precum against my inner thigh. He feels so good. Draco Malfoy finger fucking me in the dark while kissing down my neck; I might be in some sort of delusional coma right now.
Sweat drips down my face, my gasps so loud with every pump of his fingers inside me. I need his cock—need him to be fucking me. Releasing a groan, I fumble down his body, my hands shaking like crazy as I seek out his dick. “Please... Please. I want you so bad.” It's dark. I can say it in the dark. “Draco, I want to feel you inside me.”
“Goddamnit, Harry,” he hisses, his hips jolting up and rocking me so good. “I refuse to feed your fucked up delusions.” He's a mix of bitterness, anger and lust but all I care about is how his fingers are spreading, opening me wider, finding my prostate and stroking.
“Fuck—Yes... Again,” I sob, wrapping my arms tight around his shoulders, hooking my ankles around his back and moaning against his throat. He gives a warning growl when I try to position his dick between my spread cheek. “Come on... Need it,” I grunt back, nipping at the hollow of his throat.
“Not until you trust me,” he says hoarsely.
The fucking stubborn pain. Damn him, I refuse to fucking beg. Just... God, I need him. “Why do you have to be so fucking difficult?”
“Because you're fucking difficult,” he mutters, his hips rocking up again, our dicks rubbing such perfect friction that I tighten, certain I'm going to come any moment now.
“You want me,” I breathe out, grinding on his fingers, needing it bigger and deeper. “Just fuck me already.”
“Damn, you're out of your fucking mind.” Ducking his head, he growls in my ear while his fingers rhythmically thrust into me in slow, deep strokes. “You're worried I'm trying to get you killed but you're more than willing to let me fuck you raw. Is that what you want, Potter?” He hits my prostate again, my breath lost, thighs and ass tightening, my head spinning with heat. “Do you want me to use you? Take you however I want... get off ruining you... and then just throw you away when I'm done?”
I can't stop my aching moans. I can't help it—I want him to ruin me. To give in and fuck me so hard, fill me with his cum. I want him to use me so bad. However he wants just as long as it's me. After? I don't fucking care, I just want him inside me now. “Malfoy, just...”
“Not a fucking word, Potter,” he snarls, nipping my ear in punishment. The pain is a jolt of electricity, quickly followed by bruising bites as he moves down my throat angrily. “I'm not that kid of guy... And you, you deserve fucking better, you absolute tosser.” He ignores my whine of protest when he pulls his fingers out of me, my hole clenching on nothing and feeling so empty.
Sweat drips down my chest and our flesh slides together when he rolls me roughly, pushing me back on the bed. I can't see his face but I'm pretty sure he's angry as fuck, his fingers gripping painfully tight to my hips after he pulls my underwear down and off my legs and he lowers his body on top of mine. I don't have it in me to care and I lift a knee up to feel him between my legs, groaning when his dick finally presses hot to mine again. I want him inside me so bad, my hips angling for just that until he pins me down with another angry growl.
There's a familiar sound of sheets and springs shifting, my eyes flying open when the blunt, cool tip of a dildo pushes between my cheeks. “Oh fuck.”
“Just so we're clear, I wasn't searching your fucking room for ways to get you killed. Your bed is just fucking lumpy and clearly this was part of the reason,” he taunts, pushing my knee up higher until I'm spread wide beneath him. Fuck, please. Please, please, please put it in me.
“Malfoy...”
“Quiet.” I hear his thumb click the cap open on the bottle of lube I keep wedged under my mattress with the dildo and I sink back, gasping beneath him in anticipation. He could do anything to me right now and I wouldn't complain. Just as long as he puts something in me thick and hard and long. Maybe it is my fault—Maybe I'm a paranoid fuck because I know damn well just how easy it is for me to fall for him. Maybe having him actually inside me would be the stupidest fucking mistake I could ever make.
Fingers slick with oil push beneath my balls and I moan, arching eagerly. Fuck yes. Fuck, fuck, fuck...
“Damn, listen to you moan,” Draco whispers, his mouth fastening to my throat, coated fingers working into me, getting me ready, driving me wild. “You really want it... Like crazy, want it.”
It's been three days and I'm ready to let him fuck me. Yeah... that seems about right. Usually fight with him the first two days of school because he's always running me down like a rabid puppy with a mean bark and dull teeth. By the third to fourth day I have to avoid him to keep from jumping him and trying to get his pants off. This feels about on par to that. Considering he's been in my face the last three days, I've done damn well to resist.
My hands are again a fucking uncoordinated mess but I manage to grab his hips and pull him tighter to me. I find his mouth, nipping at his bottom lip harshly and tugging at the firm flesh with my teeth. “Hurry... Want it so bad.”
“You're still so tight.”
“I can take it... God, just...” My back arches when he brushes my prostate. I grip him harder, moaning lowly on my exhale. “Need you.”
He stiffens in my hold and I immediately regret my stupid, horny mouth. I really shouldn't be allowed to talk when he's touching me. Dumb. Really dumb. It's a relief when he pushes the silicone against my hole, my gasp breaking the growing silence. It doesn't stop him from biting my shoulder, his teeth digging in punishingly while he slowly penetrates me with the thick dildo.
I'm so close. Unbearably close. He barely gets two inches into my clenching passage when I can't take any more, my body jerking. Crying out, I throw my head back, coming in a sudden blaze of heat and need.
His free hand runs between us, slicking over the streams of seed wet on my naval. Malfoy groans when he finds it but he doesn't stop what he's doing, the dildo wedging in deeper into my sensitive channel. I whimper when he gets as deep as he can, the base stretching me so wide as he fills me.
“Fuck... Fuck, it's so...”
Leaning down, he wraps one of my legs around his hips, pulling and pushing the thick rod in and out of my aching hole. I can't stop my cries. He's relentless, filling me again and again and, by his breathing, he's so close to losing it.
“Say it again,” he rasps in my ear, teeth nipping on my lobe.
“Fuck... I need you,” I gasp out, sliding an arm to his waist and wrapping fingers around his hard cock. “Just you,” I admit dazedly.
“God, Harry... You're so fucked.”
I know. It's the only way I'm ever going to be when it comes to him.
His movements slow, growing more erratic as he thrusts into my hand while trying to fuck me senseless with the dildo at the same time. It's so good and all I want is for it to be his dick inside me, swelling, getting ready to fill me. I grab him by the shoulders, pushing him back, groaning from how deep the dildo is wedged inside me as I move. Sliding down his body, my gasps break free with every aching jolt to my clenching hole until his dick is hot on my lips. Tongue tracing out hungrily, I lap over his head, my ass high in the air and legs spread for balance as I lean down to take him deep into my mouth.
“Fuck... God, Harry... God.” His fingers grip my hair, twisting tight while he bucks up towards my tonsils and threatens to suffocate me. I relax my jaw, opening as far as I can while being as malleable as possible. He won't stay still enough for me to properly deep throat him, but I can take his desperate thrusts and let him fuck my mouth how he wants.
He's close, grunting softly, the underside of his large dick singing on my tongue as I feel him swell. I moan as he comes, holding his hips and dripping saliva down my swollen lips while I try to keep from choking on his sperm. Dizziness hits me, my ass clenching from just how hot it is to have him get off in my mouth.
I barely have a chance to swallow before he's sitting up and pulling me towards him, his tongue plunging roughly into my mouth while I groan in agony from the dildo. It's too big to be stretching me for so long without moving, my body clenching in attempt to push it out to no avail. I reach for it while he kisses me but he grabs my wrists, keeping me in place.
“Say it again,” he demands against my lips, holding me so I'm still leaning over the bed, body bent and aching as I rock my hips.
I don't even consider refusing. “Need you.” My voice is low, rough from the friction of his dick and the absolute need I have for him. When he pulls me down beside him, I barely catch myself, just stopping from jarring on the mattress as I breathe heavily. He slides behind me, his hip pressed against the swell of my ass, fingers probing at the dildo filling me so deep.
“Again,” he growls, his mouth against my ear as he pulls the dildo out only to immediately slam it back in.
I sob, clutching the sheets, pushing back on shaking legs to get it deeper. “N-Need... you...”
“Fuck, Harry.” His voice a raw growl, he starts fucking me hard on the slick rod. My cries only spur him on as he drives into me unceasingly. I bury my face into the bed, gasping until the sheet grows wet under my mouth and teeth. I don't know if he wants to get me off or just drive me insane for admitting I like him in such a way. All I know is I'm going to lose my mind if he stops.
“That's it... You're so close. Get there, beautiful.” Grabbing me by my hair, he kisses me hard, swallowing my cries down greedily while grinding the thick plastic into me so deep, so hard. My eyes squeezed shut, for a dizzying moment it's like he's actually inside me, his hot flesh melded with mine, filling me completely. Bucking desperately, I come the instant his hand touches my dick, surge after surge streaming from me as I moan against his lips.
He won't stop kissing me, even as I collapse forward, groaning weakly when he finally pulls the dildo from my aching hole. Rolling me on my side, his mouth covers mine, tongue determined to memorize every part of my mouth as his large hands move over my sweat drenched, shaking form.
I'm so worn out, it takes forever for me to actually understand what he's doing when he twists us on the bed, pulling me into his arms and kissing my throat and shoulders. I go to roll away and sleep on the floor, but he just growls and wraps an arm around my waist to keep me in place.
“Stay.”
“Beds too small,” I mumble, not actually able to find the strength to move at the moment. But he's cuddling me like I'm his fucking boyfriend or some shit, so I really need to get away before he gets the wrong...
His knee sliding between my thighs, he pins me down with his hot body before I can break from his hold. Resourceful little prat. Teeth nip my neck and I moan, relaxing back against the mattress. I'll move when he's asleep. Totally. Just, right now I'm going to let him keep running his hand over my chest while he kisses and sucks on my neck lazily.
“Say it again,” he whispers, mouth wide and wet as he scrapes his teeth over my flesh.
Fucked up. He's either luring me to my death or retarded enough to think I'm worth having. Either way, I'm not feeding his psychosis.
Teeth clamp on the side of my neck and I gasp, groaning weakly as fire rushes through my exhausted body. It's dark. I can say it in the dark. “F-Fine... I need you.”
His tongue immediately soothes over the bite, fingers again tracing my form reverently. He sighs contently and I close my eyes again, trying to ignore just how comforting and secure I feel with him weighing me down and wrapped around me. Sleep is determined to claim me and I don't fight it. It's better than thinking about what the fuck I just did.
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