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CH13 AN: Thank you to my wonderful reviewers:
Apothic – glad you're eager. And you have no idea how much you confused me when you mentioned that of course Severus is a good guy in 'Draco's Apothecary' as I hadn't noticed the name of the author (d'oh!), so didn't realise you were responding to my AN in 'Changes'. Yeah, that threw me!
Phoenix-rob – indeed, the wolf is still causing problems, and will continue to do so. Including the (hopefully) anticipated return of bastard Remus! (Not in this chapter, though).
And yes, Draco really does need to keep his mouth shut!
As for Albus' views on the Snarry... read on.
Thunderbird – thank you for giving the fic a chance, despite not enjoying rape scenes. And yes, I think a lot of people want to punch Lupin in his “stupid wolfy face” as you so beautifully put it.
And yes, of course the Snarry is inevitable, and you're right, Severus should just give in already, but we all know how stubborn he is (and how much of a Snarry tease I am).
Nightstar – you would have been okay with public Snarry?! LMAO! And glad I still have some perverts along for the ride!
In other news, in the words of Andrew Lloyd Webber in Starlight Express “They saw the light at the end of the tunnel” as I have finally reached the point where I have short notes left of the last few chapters to fill in (two or three left to write). If all goes to plan, we're looking at around 29/30 chapters. Don't worry, I don't hold off the Snarry until the last chapter (although there is some Snarry in the final chapter). *Whistles innocently*, knowing she's being a tease! SP
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Chapter 13 – Let it flow into me
Albus sat on a chair and watched as Severus settled, noting that Harry immediately knelt on the floor by the teacher and pressed his body against the older man's legs. The intimacy of the act didn't worry him; Harry's aggression in the courtyard did.
“It seems I owe you an apology, Severus. I thought that physical intimacy would help Harry develop the self-control he needs both as a man and as a wolf. Clearly I was wrong.”
Snape swallowed hard. He really didn't want to admit that they hadn't had sex as it would force his hand entirely.
“Today was a regrettable accident,” Severus began smoothly, all too aware of Harry's slightly shaking hands stroking his shins, “but we have discussed it a little, and will continue to do so once we have some privacy. I'm sure such a thing won't happen again.”
“Are you? I have no such certainty.”
Harry rubbed his face against the other man's thigh, smelling the scent and feeling completely at ease for the first time that afternoon.
Albus stared at the way the boy was rubbing himself and asked, “Why does he respond so strongly to you, Severus? And so negatively to Remus?”
“I – I told you the wolf in him recognises another of its kind ...”
“Yes, but werewolf packs are common. They are not the solitary beasts we think them. So why does he hate Remus so much? Is it the domination?”
Harry hissed but ceased when Severus dropped his hand onto the black hair and combed his fingers through the messy locks.
Dumbledore had had an idea percolating in his mind for some time, and now he cautiously expressed it, “Was the act of domination violent?” he saw the non-expression on Severus' face and knew he was inching closer to the truth. He thought about Snape's comments that Harry wasn't a virgin. His blue eyes flicked down to the young man determinedly not reacting to the conversation. “Sexually violent?” Again that non-expression.
He closed his eyes, hating himself for trusting so easily and leaving Harry in the care of a man who had raped him. “And that has set the pattern for him, now, hasn't it? Each change he has to have sex?”
Severus glanced down at the boy before meeting blue eyes. Harry was trembling slightly as they discussed what had been done to him, but other than that slight movement, he gave no sign that he was even aware of the two men's words. Snape nodded. “Nothing happened this month; I wanted to test a theory. The result, as you saw outside, was not a resounding success.”
Albus was confused. “But surely, sexual contact during the month can aid the control of the werewolf?”
“Up to a point,” Snape admitted, feeling himself edging closer and closer to an action he had tried to avoid.
Harry tilted his head back and gave Severus a baffled glance. He opened his mouth to speak, but his companion shook his head. Letting the trust he felt show in his eyes, the younger man nodded and his face dipped again; he was happy to relax and almost doze against Snape's leg. After the emotional upheaval of the last few minutes, he was too worn out to fight a natural instinct, even if it came from the animal. The older wizard's scent filled his nostrils and appeased the wolf.
“Up to a point,” Albus repeated. “Does the wolf not enjoy sex as a human? Or does he want things you are unwilling to provide?” He paused before saying angrily, “You should have told me Remus raped him two months running!”
Very very unwillingly, Snape ground out, “Lupin didn't. Yes, he did the first time. But not the second.”
Recalling Harry's actions the morning after his second change – his concern for Severus, his uncertainty about what to say, and what had been revealed – Dumbledore stared at his colleague. “You let him rape you?”
“You can't let someone rape you. You either are raped or choose to have sex.” Severus sounded impatient, but really his stomach was churning; he did not want to have this conversation. “The wolf had sex with me.”
“But not this time?”
“No. This time I wanted to see if the wolf needed sex, or if he could be appeased without. I hoped to be able to administer Wolfsbane in future, but that can't happen. Not if it risks the wolf being so close to the surface all the time.”
Dumbledore rubbed his face and looked thoroughly defeated. “For the safety of the other students, he can't be amongst them if he behaves like that again.” He gave Severus a piercing look, “The wolf is dangerous, Severus, and I'm begging you to calm him in whatever ways you can. Anything you haven't yet tried, please do so. I want Harry well and whole and able to control this thing. Please.”
Knowing it had been coming to this ever since Harry had attacked Draco, Snape nodded and silently agreed to fuck the child still pressing against him.
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With Albus gone, Harry spoke, “He's ordered you to have sex with me, hasn't he?”
“Begged it, really. But ... yes.”
“And you agreed?”
“Not verbally, really. But ... yes.”
Harry made no comment, nor did he make any move to start any greater intimacy between them. “I liked it when you …” he flushed, “put your mouth on me.”
“I liked doing it,” Severus admitted, feeling his face warm.
“Why?” Harry asked. “When I … when … my first change, it didn't seem like I was licking his cock for my pleasure.”
Severus tugged on the boy's hair so that he was standing, and then indicated the broad arm of the chair for the youth to sit on. Harry slid onto the arm and kicked his shoes off before he let his feet rest between Snape's thighs. He felt the rising heat from there, and nudged the balls delicately. More of Snape's scent wafted up to him. He liked the way the other man groaned so he rubbed a toe over the hot flesh he could feel shifting under the material.
“Stop that,” Severus commanded, breathlessly. “Lupin's use of your mouth was all part of his plan for dominance. And there is still so much we don't understand about how a werewolf subdues another. Perhaps that is a necessary part of it; after all, the wolf did … er … do something similar to me before we coupled. In that instance, it was enjoyable and allowing someone into your mouth should always be about mutual pleasure.”
“What pleasure did you get? N – not with the wolf ...” Harry's face burned, “I mean … just now.”
“I … stop that … enjoyed the way you felt in my mouth, how you tasted, how much you were enjoying what I did. I liked feeling that I was giving you something you'd never had before.”
“Do you like having that done to you?” Harry asked, foot still driving his teacher crazy.
“I've never … would you st - stop that … had that done to me, not by a person” Snape gasped, moaning as a hand joined the foot tormenting him and he just didn't have the strength to fight the touch.
His head thumped against the back of the chair when Harry ran his knuckles along his throbbing length, and he could only moan as the zip was pulled down and a hand slid into the opening and gripped him. “Ha – Harry,” he panted, unable to think of anything but how right it felt to have the youngster tugging on his dick.
Then all thought fled the building as the youth tightened his hand and began pumping. Hips jerked up, caught in a rhythm he couldn't fight or deny, and he panted, head shaking from side to side at the ecstasy of the touch.
When Harry dug his nail into the slit, Severus screamed and came. His balls clenched tight under his twitching shaft as his seed erupted from his tip in a gush of desperate need and lust.
Whilst he closed his eyes and tried to draw enough air into his lungs, Harry licked tentatively at the sticky fluid on his palm. It tasted bitter, salty, but he found he rather liked the taste. And now Snape's smell was everywhere. He sucked his digits and hand free of the liquid and leaned in to rest his head on Snape's still heaving chest. The frantic thumping of the heart rumbled through the rib cage and thrummed into his head. Smiling, he snuggled closer to the man he had just pleasured, and let his eyes slide shut.
Cock wet (and still tingling) and semen drying in his clothes after being wanked by Harry was not how Severus had imagined he'd be spending this afternoon when he had awoken that morning, but he found he had few objections, even as the fluid cooled and the air on his sensitive shaft began to chill him. He had a curious reluctance to wake the youngster dozing on him, but eventually, discomfort won out and he gently pushed on Harry, not wanting to startle the boy and wake the wolf, but definitely needing to get up and change or do his trousers up before his prick froze and fell off!
Grumbling, but sounding entirely human, Harry yawned and rubbed at an eye. “Wh – what?” he asked, brain not having caught up with his opening eyes. Then, as he recalled what he'd done, he flushed and jumped off his teacher. “Oh!”
He sank into a chair and looked anywhere but at the older wizard.
Severus was tucking himself away and doing his clothing back up and didn't notice the other's uncertainty. It was only once he'd spelled away the sticky remnants (and was sure there were still a few splodges lodged in crevices he'd rather not think about) that he turned his attention to the boy. “Harry, I'm not going to kick you out because you did that to me,” he assured the other wizard. “It would be rather hypocritical in the circumstances.”
“But …” Harry stalled, trying to marshal his ideas, “... you said you didn't want to do anything with me. And you touching me, I understand, that's part of calming the wolf, but that was me doing what I wanted.”
Coughing a little with embarrassment, Severus admitted, “And I loved it. It felt wonderful that you wanted to touch me like that, Harry.”
The green eyes lifted and met the black ones. “R – really?” Harry gave a tentative smile.
“Really. And, I notice, that you are back in charge. Not Mr Wolf.”
Harry gave a wide grin that showed some teeth, but was humanly wolfish, rather than were-wolfish, “Well, then, maybe I'll have to do that lots and lots to keep him at bay!”
Oh shit! Severus' cock throbbed at the thought and began to take an interest in the proceedings once again.
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CH13 AN: I know I shouldn't say it, but I do enjoy reading this chapter. It's the picture I form of Snape trying to hold a conversation whilst he's getting a foot job and the increasingly more needy “Stop that”.
CH14 preview: “I – I get what you mean,” Harry said, aiming for nonchalance and missing by about a mile. “It should be good for both of us. And I liked doing that.” His cheeks were bright red as he added, “A lot.”
Severus felt that any response he made would be rather inadequate in the circumstances and settled for continuing his gentle touch on the dark locks.
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