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Fifty Blue Shades of Harry	By : hpluv3r Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 13437 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 4
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Harry was blown away by everything that had happened. He felt like such a slut, the way he did everything Malfoy wanted. And, if he was being honest with himself, he loved every second of it. Even the pains of the aftermath did nothing but arouse him. While he was ashamed, his libido seemed to have more of a say. He wanted more.
What did he get himself into? Harry had never been so utterly affected by someone before, and it terrified him. Now that Malfoy had finally gotten what he wanted, would this be it? Did Harry even want it to be something more?
The entire situation was giving him anxiety. Draco was gone before Harry woke up, so he returned to his bedroom heavy with thoughts. The clarity of morning was making him panic. He was upset with himself. Vulnerability was not something Harry was comfortable with. People always take advantage of it. Always. Draco would weasel his way in and tear Harry apart from this inside out. He had to put a stop to it while he still could. After an hour of fidgeting and pacing, he returned to his place of solitude: Godric's Hollow. No one could bother him there. Harry quickly finds out that there was a problem with his logic, the source of discomfort is internal. He felt raw and exposed, and emotional. Draco unhinged him. He looked to the bottle of firewhisky.
Draco does not return home until late afternoon. Unfortunately his customer was not happy with his recent batch, seeing as he did not actually make it himself. Fortunately, he has been a long time customer, and payed Draco to make some more in his private lab.
He had actually been looking forward to seeing Harry after such a long day, but was disappointed to see that the dark haired man was not home. Where could he have gone? Draco could not help but be concerned. Logically he knew the other man could handle himself, but still.
Did he have a change of heart about what happened last night? Draco knew full well that Harry enjoyed every second of it, but it mustn't have been easy to submit to his long-time enemy.
Draco couldn't help but feel disappointment. He shouldn't have left the other man alone this morning, but he had to. He had a dark feeling in the pit of his chest that Harry had gone somewhere to shut Draco back out. And he wasn't sure what he should do about it.
Draco was disappointed but unsurprised when Harry did not return home that night. He must have returned to Godric's Hollow. Draco attempted to use this opportunity to catch up on some work, but after the second botched potion, he accepted that he was too distracted. Harry unhinged him. All Draco wanted to do was check up on him, see how he was doing after such an intense night. He was upset with himself for giving Harry the opportunity to put his defenses back up.
He also did not want Harry to get the impression that there was another Charley in his life, so Draco knew he had to give him some space. An idea came to him. It may not fix things, but hopefully it would put Harry at ease.
Harry woke up the next morning with a raging headache, reminded of the reason he avoided alcohol. Once he starts, he doesn't know when to stop. The aching vulnerability was still there, if not worse. He forced himself into the shower and into the kitchen to find something bland enough that he could stomach it. Crackers and broth should be ok. He painstakingly works his way through his breakfast as he wonders what he should do with himself. He wanted to go see Charley, but did not want the redhead to see the aftermath of his night with Draco.
Charley was simple. Harry could deal with simple. He had enjoyed Draco but he had a feeling it would only get more complicated if they continued. Harry admits to himself that he may actually have feelings for the blonde. He learned that night that he would do anything for the other man's approval, anything to please him. Thomas came to mind. Thomas fell in love with Draco and the blonde rejected him. Harry's heart ached for him. He would not make the same mistake.
Perhaps he could get his old job back at the local wand shop. It's only been a few weeks, they might not have anyone yet. Open to other options, Harry makes his way outside to grab the paper, only to see that he had mail as well. A letter lay on top of the paper, nothing but his name written on the envelope.
After check it for any hexes or spells, he brings it inside and sits down to open it.
Harry,
I have attached the business card of someone who can help you cleanse. She is the best at what she does, and she has helped me very much in the past. Please give her a try.
Draco
Hearing from the blonde was enough to throw Harry into turmoil. He wanted to be upset that the blonde had tracked him down, but he also knew anyone with half a brain would figure out he had returned home. He was both grateful and disappointed that Draco had not acknowledged the fact that he had left. It was for the best.
Looking at the business card, the woman's name was Penelope Ramsey. She was a 'spiritual healer'. Draco had went to see a spiritual healer? The man was full of surprises. Harry would give her a try.
Draco arranges for the letter to be owled to the Potter cottage. He had wanted to be the one to help Harry cleanse, but accepts that he was not the right person to do it. Penelope is a truly wonderful person, she would help Harry in more ways than he expects. Draco hoped that Harry would accept the offer.
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