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Punish Me	By : Sparrowhawk Category: Harry Potter > Threesomes/Moresomes Views: 133350 -:- Recommendations : 5 -:- Currently Reading : 45
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Chapter List
- 1-Assertion
- 2-Attack
- 3-Breakdown
- 4-Encounter
- 5-Punishment
- 6-Contact
- 7-Bitten
- 8-Scars
- 9-Play
- 10-Invitation
- 11-Abduction
- 12-Obedience
- 13-Tease
- 14-Learning
- 15-Venture
- 16-Protecting
- 17-Mistakes
- 18-Visit
- 19-Impromptu
- 20-Trigger
- 21-Healing
- 13
- 14
- 15
I was reading through the reviews and one of my reviewer (anon) pointed out that I forgot sounding. It wasn't on the list I consulted, but I feel it is relevant and something that will eventually come up betwee them, so I will be adding it in. Thank you ^_^
So, here's the next chapter. I know, finally!! But, as I said, updates will be slow due to my health as well as a job I've taken on as a ghostwriter for erotica. Thank you all for reading/reviewing and I hope you enjoy this chapter, as well!
Warnings for those who are still interested in knowing: a lot of explanation of different terms involved in kinks and fetishes and BDSM and Harry's reaction to reading about them (don't want to read it, read the first part until the explanations and then skip to the part at the end of the chapter, or you could scroll through and just read Harry's reaction to some of them, because I find some of them seriously hilarious ^_^), profanity, lots of embarrassment on Harry's part, angst, cliffhanger, and whatever else I may have missed, lol.
Chapter Fourteen
“So, mate, how did your date go the other night?” Ron asked.
Harry’s eyes widened when he saw Hermione’s shoulders tense like they did when she was left out of the loop and had a new mystery to solve. Scowling at his redheaded best friend, Harry kicked him under the table.
“What was that for?!” Ron howled, grabbing his shin and lifting it up so Harry couldn’t kick it again.
Harry gritted his teeth and turned his head away. “What was what for? I don’t remember doing anything.”
“Harry,” Hermione interjected, not turning away from the counter where she was preparing tea on the stovetop, causing both men to freeze, “what is this about a date?”
Suddenly realizing what he’d done, Ron covered his mouth and shot his best mate an apologetic look.
Sighing, Harry resigned himself to explaining - at least a little - to Hermione. “I went on a date. I didn’t tell you because … you know, it hasn’t been that long since Ginny’s funeral and, well, it was awkward. She and I really hadn’t been together for a while, but … you know … sorry?”
Hermione’s lips pursed. “And who did you go on this date with? I wasn’t aware there was anyone you liked.”
“Well … it wasn’t exactly … planned.”
“Y-Yeah,” Ron cut in, trying to make up for his blunder, “it was kinda a spur of the moment thing.”
“I wasn’t asking if it was planned, Ronald. Who is she?”
“Er … she’s a Slytherin.”
“Name?”
“I … um … don’t know. Harry never said. Only that she was a Slytherin and older than him. Er … H-Harry?”
Quickly thinking up a cover name, Harry blurted. “Serina Prince.” Yes, because that’s not super obvious, he thought self deprecatingly. Still, he pushed on. “She, er, transferred out to Beauxbatons before we got to Hogwarts. She only came back recently. I decided to ask her out because … well, I thought she was pre-” he stopped and swallowed. Calling Snape pretty, even in this roundabout way was just not something he could do. The man was sexy, handsome, refined, but never pretty. “I thought she was … pretty refined and, er, mature, so I took a chance.”
Turning around, Hermione practically beamed at him. “That’s great, Harry! Why didn’t you tell me?”
Harry scratched the back of his head with a sheepish smile, relieved she believed their story. “Well, you were such good friends with Ginny, I thought—”
“Don’t be ridiculous, Harry. You were so depressed after, I just couldn’t bear to see you that way. If you ask me, this is good news. It’s a good way for you to start living your life again and stop dwelling on the past. I’m glad you’ve found someone new. From what I’ve seen, you’ve been a lot happier lately.”
If only his happiness was enough to keep her from harping on him when she found out who he actually went out with. After all, she was bound to find out at some point, especially if his relationship with Severus continued for any significant amount of time. “W-Well … it was just the first date,” Harry hedged. He really didn’t want to make her believe he’d bring his date over to meet them. “I’m not sure how well it went or if we’re going to go on another.”
She waved a dismissive hand. “Of course not. Still, if it seemed to go well, you should owl her and try for a second date. Who knows? If you were the one to ask her out, she may be a good catch and not one of those fan girls or golddiggers who’d go out with you just because you’re the Chosen One.”
“T-True,” Harry conceded a little awkwardly. “I guess I could … er … give it a try.”
“Good.” With a firm nod, she switched off the stovetop, took her husband’s hand, and started to pull him toward the Floo. “Why don’t you get on to that? It’s about time for my checkup with the healers anyway. I expect to hear about this when you get an owl back from her, though.”
“Er … yeah, course. You’ll be the first to know.”
“See you soon, Harry.” She smiled at him again and, with her husband in hand, tossed the Floo powder into the fireplace, called out the name of the flat they lived in, and disappeared in a burst of green flames.
Exhaling loudly, Harry slumped back in his chair. At least Ron didn’t know it was Severus he’d gone on his date with and, therefore, couldn’t use the man’s name when he’d asked about his date. Damn Ron and his big mouth, he cursed. No doubt he’d be getting an owl that night with a long apology and a huge bag of chocolate frogs.
Chuckling and shaking his head, unable to stay mad at his best mate, he got up from the table where they’d had their lunch and cast a tempus. Four in the afternoon. He still had some time before Severus would be arriving; he’d best get onto his “assignment.”
Retreating to his bedroom, he sat on his bed and pulled over his laptop, taking out the website address Severus had owled to him after their date. After booting up the computer and opening the internet browser, he typed in the address and read the title of the page. “Kinks, Fetishes, Sexual Interests, and Their Meanings,” he muttered, blushing despite being alone. He read on silently, taking in the explanation of the terms before the list Severus had been referring to, just to get an idea of what it all meant.
In human sexuality, kink is a term used to refer to a broad range of sexual concepts which are often overt, accentuated, or unambiguously expressive of sexuality. Kink sexual practices generally go beyond what are considered conventional sexual practices as a means of heightening the intimacy between sexual partners. Because of its relation to "normal" sexual boundaries, which themselves vary by time and place, the definition of what is and is not kink varies widely as well. Practitioners are sometimes considered to be perverts by "outsiders.”
BDSM is an abbreviation derived from the terms Bondage, Discipline, Dominance and Submission, and Sadism and Masochism; it defines a spectrum of behaviors—sexual and platonic. BDSM is the collective term for a group of related preferences, which are sometimes referred to as D/s, Sadomasochism, or S&M. Functionally, it is a form of “power play,” where power dynamics are used as part of the erotic experience. As such, BDSM mainly involves at least two participants, these being the “Top” who is the usually the dominant partner in the relationship, and the “Bottom” who is usually the submissive.
BDSM practitioners make a clear distinction between consensual BDSM and sexual abuse; it is important that every practice involved in the BDSM process is voluntary and whoever is giving up control is willing to perform what tasks are asked of them. This is illustrated in the expression “safe, sane and consensual,” also known as “SSC.” It is a motto which means the participants are aware of the—potentially—dangerous nature of what they are doing, what they are doing is sensible and in a right frame of mind, and fully informed consent has been given by everyone. A similar term used is “risk-aware consensual kink,” also known as “RACK.”
Inhaling deeply to steady his nerves, Harry continued on to the list of “Kinks, Fetishes, Sexual Interests, and Their Meanings,” with butterflies in his stomach and a mouth as dry as a desert.
Abrasion Play: This type of play involves sexual arousal from contact with abrasive substances, such as in person-to-person harsh rubbing of the skin, scratchy wool, and thistles. Though they can be used, harsh abrasives such as sandpaper or steel wool will likely cause lasting damage. Abrasion play is generally considered safe as long as the skin is not broken. If the skin is broken, even in tiny areas, the area should be disinfected and protected—as with any open wound—to prevent infection. Improper care can result in permanent scarring.
Harry’s eyebrows rose. Abrasion play. Sounded interesting, though he wasn’t quite sure he wanted to try it just yet. Severus did not seem the type to leave wounds untreated if they had a chance of scarring, though. Plus the man was a Potions master. He would be perfectly safe even if he did decide he enjoyed the harsher abrasives, of that he had no doubt.
Taking out a piece of parchment and a quill, he wrote down the three columns of “Want to try,” “Unsure,” and “Definitely not.” Abrasion he placed under the second column. Then, licking his lips, he read on.
Aftercare: This process is not generally regarded as “play,” and is a highly recommended process after “play sessions” or “scenes.” Aftercare is defined as the process of attending to one another after intense feelings of a physical or psychological nature relating to BDSM activities occur. Such experiences can be exhausting and drain the participants of mental, emotional, and/or physical energy. One or more participants may require emotional support, comfort, reassurance, and/or physical tenderness. As he or she may also experience anything from exhilaration to something along the lines of shock and trauma, aftercare may also include a review or “debriefing” of the activities of both the Dominant and submissive.
Yes. That was a definite yes. Recalling the tenderness with which the Severus had treated him after his punishments, he definitely wanted that repeated. He doubted it mattered whether he wrote it down or not since, judging by their last couple punishment sessions, Severus would likely do it anyway. However, since it was on the list, he put it under “Want to try.” He didn’t want to risk the Dom thinking he didn’t like it.
Age Play: This term is for consenting adults who role-play in some way pertaining to age. There are all ages. Though it is typically between a Daddy and his little, or Mommy and her little, it can also include schoolgirl or schoolboy with headmaster, headmistress, or professor, and every conceivable age in-between. Consent is key, and it is important to note that age play has nothing whatsoever to do with anyone under the age of a consenting adult.
Definitely not. Just the thought of trying something like that made him feel a bit queasy. It was just too much to think of Severus as a Daddy. Then again … they could role-play professor and student.
He chewed his lip, imagining Severus in his teaching robes, bending him over the desk and spanking him for talking back or not following directions. Now that … that was definitely something he was interested in.
Scratching out his initial writing under “Definitely not,” he rewrote it under “Want to try” with an explanation beside it that specified the professor and student bit and not the Daddy and little boy bit and then continued scrolling down the internet page.
Asphyxiation Play: This practice is also known as “breath control play” and is the intentional restriction of oxygen to the brain for sexual arousal. If not practiced with care or a great amount of experience, asphyxiation play can result in permanent brain damage and even death.
This one Harry had to think on long and hard. He recalled the way Severus had instructed him to squeeze his hand around his throat. At the time, it had made him somewhat nervous and he still wasn’t sure if he liked the sensation or not. But, did he want to try it again, perhaps with Severus as the one choking him?
With a thoughtful frown, he wrote asphyxiation play under “Unsure.”
Bathroom use control was self-explanatory and a definite no. He wanted to be free to use the loo whenever nature called.
Beating, self-explanatory, and a “Want to try.” That was followed by being bitten, being blindfolded, and being serviced, all of which ended up in the same column.
Begging, yes. He liked the feeling of having to beg Severus to allow him to touch himself. It was embarrassing, but it also somehow heightened the experience of relying on the other man for control and direction. It felt good.
Belly punching … no. He didn’t want that kind of pain. Dudley had punched him often enough, as a child and teen; he wanted no more of it.
Bestiality: A practice involving the act of penetration by a specific animal such as a dog, pig, sheep, goat, or horse, or performing oral sex on an animal. It can also refer to the use of toys modeled after the genitals of such animals. Such practices are frowned upon by most people and even some among the “kinky,” “BDSM,” and “fetishist” groups.
No. Definitely a no. He had no interest whatsoever in animals in that way.
Branding: This practice is a form of bodily mutilation with consent. In extreme BDSM dominance and submission relationships, a consensual slave may desire or accept a branding as a mark of belonging and commitment either to slavery or to a specific Dominant, Domme, Master, or Mistress.
Branding. He wondered how much it would hurt, how it would feel. Would he enjoy being permanently marked that way? Somehow it reminded him of the Dark Mark and, though he was almost positive Severus would not like branding him—regardless of Harry’s opinion should he ever want it—he pursed his lips and placed it under “Unsure.”
Boot Worship: The practice of extreme adulation of boots, usually carried out while the footwear is being worn by the Dominant partner. It is somewhat related to “foot worship” as the foot is usually considered one of the lowest and least appreciated parts of the body. The submissive may willingly worships the dominant partner's shoes without being told. This reverence for the footwear enclosing the dominant partner's foot is sometimes an expression of extreme devotion or loyalty, sometimes a concrete admission of inferiority or defeat, and sometimes both. Thus boot worship may include sniffing or inhaling from worn boots, as well as licking, kissing, or cleaning their exteriors by licking. Sometimes polishing of the boot, or chewing and eating of leather shoes can also be done. It may also consist, more passively, of the submissive lying prone and being “trampled” by the dominant partner. Heeled boots may lend themselves to sucking, in an approximation of fellatio. The dominant partner can also choose to beat the sub or slave with the footwear while wearing it. They can also choose to have the submissive lying down in front of them and then place their boots over the submissive's mouth, face, or body instead of the floor.
Interested, definitely, but only in certain parts. Still … “Want to try.”
Bondage: The act of consensually tying, binding, or restraining a partner for erotic, aesthetic, and/or somatosensory stimulation. Ropes, cuffs, bondage tape, self-adhesive bandages, or other restraints may be used for this purpose. Bondage may be used as an end unto itself, as in the case of rope bondage and breast bondage. It may also be used as a part of sex or in conjunction with other activities. A common reason for the active partner to tie up their more passive partner is so both may gain pleasure from the restrained partner's submission and the feeling of the temporary transfer of control and power. For sadomasochistic people, bondage is often used as a means to an end, where the restrained partner is more accessible to other’s sadomasochistic behavior. However, bondage can also be used for its own sake. The active partner can derive visual pleasure from seeing their partner tied up, and the restrained partner can derive tactile pleasure from the feeling of helplessness and immobility.
Oh yes, that was definitely going under the “Want to try” column. The thought of being tied up, at Severus’ mercy … Merlin was that arousing!
Being caged was a definite no as was being locked in a cell or closet. He’d had enough of that during his childhood in the cupboard under the stairs and loathed the feeling of being so confined.
Caning: This is an act in the form of corporal punishment consisting of a number of hits with a single cane usually made of rattan, commonly applied to another’s bare or clothed buttocks, shoulders, abdomen, chest, or the soles of the feet.
Harry’s masochistic side had him placing caning under “Want to try,” despite it being specified as a punishment, before he’d even realized he was moving the quill.
Really, what kind of a sexual deviant was he to be interested in so many of these things?
Nevertheless, he scrolled down and read on.
Castration Fantasy: A fantasy in which one finds the thought of being castrated sexually arousing or enjoys the thought of one’s dominant partner removing one’s testicles to keep them in his or her possession.
His hand fell to his lap. No, no, no, no, no, no, and again, no!
Chores, which was also listed as domestic service, he simply put as non-applicable since they didn’t live together and there were also house elves who’d take care of it. It wouldn’t sit well with them if he was to take over their job.
Cock and Ball Torture: A practice also known as "CBT." It is a sexual activity involving torture of the male genitals. This may involve directly painful activities, such as wax play, genital spanking, squeezing, ball-busting, genital flogging, tickle torture, erotic electrostimulation, or even kicking.
Harry’s eyes were wide as he read through that one. Genital spanking … he never thought someone could spank another person anywhere other than on their ass. And squeezing? Well, he’d already done that part—a little bit. And what the hell was ball-busting? The last four were pretty self-explanatory, though kicking sounded really, really painful. He didn’t think he’d want to be kicked anywhere near his cock and balls. Frowning he placed it under “Unsure.” The spanking and flogging parts sounded like they could—maybe—feel at least a little good.
Shaking his head, he moved on.
Consensual Non-Consent: An act, also called “meta-consent” or “blanket consent,” in which an agreement has been made to be able to act as if consent has been waived. Comprehensive consent is given in advance, with the intent of it being irrevocable under most circumstances. This often occurs without foreknowledge of the exact actions planned. Consensual non-consent is considered an act of extreme trust and understanding.
He did trust Severus and he knew the Dom understood him better, even, than his two best friends; however, he also knew Severus would always give him the option of using his safe word. The man was simply that way. If, sometime in the future, it became something Harry wanted to try, he wondered if Severus would allow it. Allowed or not, it was worth writing under “Want to try.”
Cock worship and collars went under “Want to try.” Corsets and cross-dressing, on the other hand, went under “Definitely not.” Crawling … oh yes, crawling to him, crawling after him, crawling for him, big turn-on.
Diapers, no. Directed daily activities, perhaps. He thought he would enjoy being told to do something on a daily basis or being given a few tasks to complete before the day was out, so “Want to try.”
Dirty talk, unsure. Double penetration …
He swallowed, his hand hovering over “Definitely not.” He wanted to write it there. Writing it anywhere else might give Severus the wrong idea—that he’d possibly made a decision about Lucius that he hadn’t actually made—but there was something about it … perhaps the thought of pleasing two men at once or simply the ignominy of the situation that had him putting it under “Unsure” anyway. He’d just have to explain that it meant he was interested in the act itself, not that it was an acceptance of Lucius as a second partner.
Edgeplay: A subjective term for types of sexual play that are considered to be pushing the edge of the traditional "SSC" (safe, sane, and consensual) creed. What constitutes edgeplay varies with the persons involved.
Well, that was a rather vague definition. He’d have Severus explain that one to him if it ever came up between them. For now, he placed it under “Unsure.”
Enemas: A practice that can be used for several purposes such as to clean out the anal orifice before penetration, as a punishment, as a form of training, as a form of humiliation, an extra “incentive” in a bondage context, or for plain enjoyment. Whatever purpose, one objective is common: to make one’s partner refrain from expelling the content of their bowels for as long as possible.
That one was … weird. The thought of putting liquid in his bowels, or having Severus put liquid in his bowels was just strange. He didn’t think it was a definite no, though, so he put it under “Unsure.”
Erotic dancing was self-explanatory and went under “Unsure” seeing as Harry didn’t really know how to dance and definitely didn’t know how to dance erotically. It also specified watching someone dance erotically, which he put under “Want to try,” though he wasn’t at all sure who he’d want to watch. He doubted Severus would do that type of dancing. Maybe Lucius? A stranger in a club?
He shrugged. They’d figure that out later.
Erotic Electrostimulation: A sexual practice involving the application of electrical stimulation to the nerves of the body, with particular emphasis on the genitals, using a power source—such as a "TENS," "EMS," "violet wand," or "made-for-play units"—for purposes of sexual stimulation.
He’d never thought electricity could be used for sexual purposes. Who knew people would actually purposefully electrocute themselves. Who knew that it could actually feel good. Carefully, he penned it under “Want to try.”
Exercise, forced or required, went under “Unsure.” Since he’d begun eating and sleeping better, he’d started running in the morning as he had when in Auror training, so he wasn’t sure if he would need exercise requirements. However, if he ever slipped back into his bad habits of not taking care of himself, he wanted it there, just in case.
Exhibitionism: The act of exposing those parts of one’s body that are not normally exposed, such as the breasts, genitals, or buttocks in a public or semi-public context. The practice may arise from a desire or compulsion to expose oneself in such a manner to groups of friends or acquaintances, or to strangers for their amusement, sexual satisfaction, or to shock bystanders. Exhibitionism may also involve having sex or being placed in a sexual situation in a public or semi-public place.
“Unsure,” Harry decided with a violent blush covering his cheeks and ears.
Eye-contact restrictions … “Unsure.” No face slapping; he’d had enough of that from his aunt.
Fantasy rape ….
Did people really enjoy that? Was it something he wanted to try? Thinking back on his almost-rape—as different as it had been compared to rape involving penetration—and his time in the Aurors involving cases of rape, he couldn’t bring himself to even think of it as a fantasy. That and fantasy gang rape both landed under “Definitely not.”
Fisting: The act or art of putting one’s fist in the ass or vagina of one‘s partner. The act of fisting requires a great amount of care and a generous amount of lubricant.
Harry couldn’t help it, he half rose, looked at his fist, and then pressed his hand against his ass. How in the hell would someone fit a fist in there? Then again, two cocks would probably be just as large, depending on the size of them, anyway. Still, cocks were smooth and meant for penetration, fists were … not.
Returning to his seat, hand trembling slightly at just the thought of fisting, he wrote it under “Definitely not.”
There was also double fisting, he noticed. He placed his fists together and swallowed at how big they looked side-by-side like that. And Severus’ hands were quite a bit larger than his. That one was a definite no-way, no-how.
Fire play: Any of a number of practices involving the use of fire or flame in BDSM or sexual play. One form of fire play, for example, involves placing an accelerant such as alcohol on a person's body, then igniting and quickly extinguishing it. It’s a very dramatic act, but also dangerous. It is not appropriate for the inexperienced.
Likely not, but … “Unsure.”
Following orders, yes. Food play and foot worship, unsure. Forced bedwetting, definitely not. Forced eating, no. Forced homosexuality … moot, since he was bi-sexual, as was forced heterosexuality. He didn’t even add those.
Then he thought about the real implication to them and wrote them both under “Definitely not,” realizing it meant being forced to carry out sexual acts with someone other than his Dominant.
Forced masturbation, yes. Voluntary masturbation, yes. Masturbation in front of his Dom, yes. Masturbation in front of others and masturbation in front of a mirror, both unsure. Forced nudity and forced servitude, also unsure. Given away to another Dom, a firm and definite no.
Golden showers: The act of urinating on another person, usually for sexual gratification, or as a way of humiliation.
Um … no. Hairbrush spankings and hair pulling he wrote under “Want to try.” Harems, or serving with other submissives, definite no. Harnessing, unsure. Having food or clothing chosen, yes. High heel wearing, certainly not.
Human Furniture: An act in which the submissive partner is objectified for use as a table, chair, or footstool for use by the dominant partner.
That could be interesting. “Unsure.”
Humiliation, unsure.
Infantilism: A sexual fetish that involves role-playing a regression to an infant-like state. Behaviors may include drinking from a bottle or wearing diapers. Individuals may engage in gentle and nurturing experiences (an adult who only engages in infantilistic play is known as an adult baby), or be attracted to masochistic, coercive, punishing, or humiliating experiences.
Definitely not.
Intercourse was quite obvious in its meaning and gave no explanation and he wrote it under “Want to try,” hoping the Dom knew he wasn’t quite prepared to move that fast. He noted it also included denial of intercourse, frottage, fellatio, deep-throating, fingering/being fingered, threesomes, groups sex, outdoor sex, and … what the hell was vanilla sex?
Brows furrowed, he clicked open a new page, pulled up Google Search and typed in “vanilla sex.” The first listing was from Wikipedia and there on the first line it denoted that vanilla sex was just another phrase for conventional—in other words, normal—sex.
So … intercourse within the confines of a D/s relationship, yes. Denial of intercourse, unsure. Frottage, fellatio, deep-throating, and being fingered, also yeses. Fingering someone else, unsure. Threesome, unsure. Group sex, definite no. Outdoor sex, unsure. Vanilla sex … why not? There was nothing wrong with having normal sex once in a while. In fact, it might be better to start out with something more normal rather than jumping into something … not normal.
In any case, knowing Severus, and knowing how much the older man knew him, it was likely the Potions master already knew he wasn’t ready for intercourse, in any capacity.
Eyebrow twitching, he shook his head at his convoluted thoughts and went on.
Kidnapping could be exciting, so “Want to try.” Kneeling, again, “Want to try.” Knife play, “Unsure.” Leashes and leads, yes. Licking? Licking what? Still … licking was licking. Using his tongue. Could be fun. “Want to try.”
Massages, also a yes. Medical play, unsure.
Mind Fucking: A type of play wherein a state of confusion and/or psychological conflict is intentionally created.
No. He’d had enough of confusion and psychological conflicts, thank you very much.
Milking: A practice of which there are two types—one is the milking of the prostate, the other the milking of the penis. The first involves a continual massage of the prostate gland through direct touching via the anal canal with fingers, a fist, the penis, or a tool like the dildo. This could be performed in any position, though generally the milker would place the milkee in a position that would provide good access to the gland. Milking the penis involves the stroking of a man’s penis, generally in a certain position, such as on hands and knees, while the milker pulls his penis back, so it is pointing downwards, and jerks it from behind in a session with at least one release. Both types of milking can be used for the purposes of domination and/or humiliation and may involve multiple emission, or ejaculations, or a draining of the glands through forced ejaculation.
Yes, he wanted to try those. Just the thought of so much pleasure, going beyond what he’d ever felt while masturbating, was enticing.
Mummification, no. Too much like being confined. Nipple play and over-the-knee spanking, “Want to try.” Orgasm denial or orgasm control fell under unsure. While orgasm on command, due to having already experienced it—sort of—and liking it, he placed under “Want to try.” Multiple orgasms … could men have multiple orgasms? Well, it had said in the definition for milking that it was possible, so that was a definite yes, as was pain play.
Pet Play: An act that usually involves two typical play types: puppy play and kitten play. Puppy play, or dog play, is where at least one of the participants acts out canine mannerisms and behaviors. The dominant role is taken by a “Handler,” “Trainer,” “Master,” or in the case of someone who still identifies as canine, an “Alpha.” The submissive may be considered a “pup” or a “dog.” Unlike other forms of animal role-play, it is not uncommon for two or more pups to play together as equals, fight for dominance, or play where one is clearly the “Alpha.” Puppy play is often about being playful, mischievous, and instinctive. In kitten play the person assumes the role of a pet that keeps some independence and—as part of the fantasy—might retaliate against the partner trying to tame him or her.
Harry swallowed and tapped his quill on the tabletop, barely noticing the ink that splattered onto the wood. Kreacher would take care of it in any case.
What would it be like to engage in puppy or kitten play? Pretending to be a dog or cat … he might actually like that. Not having to worry about anything human-related, just relaxing around the house, playing, and following any orders Severus might give him. How great would that be? Definitely a “Want to try.”
Photography for private viewing, unsure. Photography for public viewing, no.
Piercings, either permanent or temporary, also unsure. He’d never pierced any part of his body, after all, and though he’d heard it wasn’t all that painful, the thought of a needle going into and then back out of his skin made him feel a bit woozy.
Pony play: The act of one partner training another as a horse or pony, an activity that can, but doesn’t always involve sexual play. Ponies are often trained into three categories: cart ponies, riding ponies, and dressage ponies.
Another “Definitely not.” Prison scenes and prostitution, both noes. Restrictive rules on behavior … they already seemed to have started that, so it was rather a moot point, but “Want to try.”
Rimming: The act of using one’s tongue on the anal rim of another person to gain and/or give sexual pleasure. Insertion of the tongue is not necessary, but is sometimes performed along with rimming.
Another weird one he wasn’t sure he’d like, either receiving or doing it to someone else. So … “Unsure.”
Scratching, yes. Sensory deprivation, unsure.
Scat Play: The act of defecating, defecating on one’s partner, or playing with feces for sexual gratification, humiliation, or punishment purposes.
BIG NO.
Serving other Doms whether supervised or unsupervised, he placed under “Unsure,” as he didn’t know if that included Lucius—if he decided he wanted to include him in their dynamic—or simply other Doms Severus may know.
Shaving …
Shaving? Was that a part of a D/s relationship? Body, genital area, and/or head. Wait ... head? Would Severus want him to shave his head? After all, it was his hair that made him look like his dad. What if he did want him to shave his head? Would Harry be okay with being bald?
After thinking on it for probably a lot longer than any of the other kinks, fetishes, or sexual interests he’d come across, he finally wrote it under “Unsure.”
Sleeping bondage, which he figured meant being tied up while he slept, he placed under “Want to try.” Sleeping on the floor, unsure.
Spanking was obviously a yes. Speech restrictions and the use of stocks as punishment or in a scene, unsure. Strapping, yes. Submission in private, of course, was a yes. Submission in public, though, he was unsure about. Was there a way to submit in public without it being super obvious?
Supplying new partners for Dom, definite no. If Severus was going to be his Dominant, he was going to be the only submissive. He didn’t want to have to compete for the man’s attention or see him punishing someone else. Something inside of him just really disliked that idea.
Suspension, in all forms—vertical, horizontal, inverted—unsure. Swallowing blood, feces, and urine, all noes. Swallowing semen …
He licked his lips, nodded to himself, and wrote it under “Want to try.”
Tattooing, unsure. Teasing … oh yes, he liked being teased by Severus.
Tickling, definitely not. He hated being tickled.
Topping From the Bottom: An act in which a person simultaneously adopts the role of bottom and Dom or in which the bottom instructs the Dom in what to do/how to best please them.
Maybe. He might enjoy that, though he doubted Severus would like it. Still, he’d put it under “Unsure,” just in case it was allowed.
Triple penetration … ow, but … yeah, just … ow. Given his interest in double penetration, though, he decided to go ahead and place it under “Unsure.”
Urethral Sounding: An act that involves the insertion of either soft or rigid items into the urethra or even farther in for erotic puposes. Sounds are usually only inserted halfway into the glans and are usually easily retrieved. Other toys and items, such as catheters, may be inserted deeper; in some cases even into the bladder. Some items may even allowed to curl several times or expand within the bladder, which may be directly or indirectly associated with stimulation of the prostate gland and some types of bladder control. Whether this act involves pleasure or pain or both is dependent upon the individual.
Harry's brows knitted as he imagined the slit at the head of his cock and how small it was. How was someone supposed to fit anything in there? Whether it was painful or pleasurable depended on the individual, it said, but seeing as he like both pleasure and pain, he was rather interested in it. Still anxious about putting anything in his penis that way, though, he placed it under "Unsure."
Verbal humiliation …
He grimaced. He’d had enough of verbal humiliation from his relatives. He really didn’t need anymore, and he doubted Severus would like it, either, given both of their pasts.
Voyeurism: The sexual interest in or practice of spying on or openly watching people engaged in intimate behaviors, such as undressing, sexual activity, or other actions usually considered to be of a private nature.
Unsure. There was a wicked kind of thrill he felt in his belly at the thought of watching someone in a sexual situation. Like when he’d watched Severus and Lucius kiss the morning after his first punishment with Severus.
Wax Play: A form of sensual play involving warm or hot wax usually dripped from candles or ladled onto a person's naked skin.
That sounded … fascinating, actually. Did he want to try it? Would it hurt very much? Would it feel good? Unsure or … yes. Yes, he wanted to try it.
Wearing jewelry, he read with a slight smile, imagining Severus picking out chokers, rings, necklaces, anklets, waist and torso chains, toe rings, earrings, and other such jewels to decorate his body. It actually sounded kind of nice. Still smiling, he wrote it under “Want to try.”
Weight loss or gain, both a no, but whipping was a yes. Wrestling …
He snickered. Just the thought of wrestling with Severus or, even better, with Lucius made him want to break down in a fit of giggles. He couldn’t imagine either man engaging in such a plebian activity. He laughed again and put it under “Definitely not.”
It looked like his “Want to try” and “Unsure” columns had the most under them. He wondered if that was normal. “Want to try” definitely had the most, though. Was that weird? Would Severus look at him strangely because of it? What if he thought he was too perverted? What if it was too much?
Jaw clenched and face screwed up in distress, he closed his eyes and buried his face in his arms crossed on the table beneath him, covering up the parchment he’d been writing on. Damn it. He was tempted to just toss it in the fireplace and let it burn.
He’d almost made up his mind to do just that when a large hand lifted his arm and another pulled the parchment right out from under him. His head whipped up, an irrational fear that Ron and Hermione had returned for something they’d forgotten rising up. However, it was not his best friends standing there, but Severus Snape. His sigh of relief was not long lived, though, for the older wizard’s eyes moved up and down the page, reading through the lists with an expressionless face.
“S-Severus?” he just about squeaked.
“Hm?” the Potions master responded absently.
“Er, how’d you get in here?”
“The Floo was left open.”
“Oh … erm …” He chewed his bottom lip, not knowing what else to do or say.
“Stop that,” Severus ordered without looking up.
Harry frowned, startled, and tilted his head. “Stop what?”
“Chewing your lip. It damages the skin and encourages peeling and cracking. It is also a rather distasteful habit that I intend to break you of.”
“Oh, s-sorry. I’ll try not to—” Severus glanced at him with a stern eye and he quickly amended, “I won’t do it anymore, sir.”
Severus nodded and returned to the list. “Good boy.”
Long awkward minutes passed before Severus finally set the parchment on the table and took the seat beside Harry, causing him to unconsciously shift away for fear of rejection.
The older wizard ignored the movement. “I am pleased you have done what I asked of you. Did you read the descriptions of the terms you didn’t know?”
Swallowing thickly, Harry nodded. “Yes, sir.”
“Thoroughly?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Very good. Now tell me, how did it make you feel while you were reading through the list and choosing which ones you wanted to try, which ones you were unsure of, and those you had no interest in trying?”
“Er … at first it was just … interesting. As I went on, though, it became a bit … uncomfortable. There’s a lot more involved in these kinds of relationships than I thought. By the end …”
“By the end?” Severus prompted.
“I wasn’t sure what to think anymore.”
“Understandable. Come here, pet,” the elder wizard said, gesturing toward his lap, “there is something I want to show you.”
Nervously, Harry licked his lips, rose, and slid onto the man’s lap. Something in his chest loosened as the Potions master wrapped one arm about his waist and pulled him to lean back against him. This was comfortable; this was safe. When he was held like this, he was safe.
“Look here,” Severus bade him, taking up the quill and tapping the header of the first column, “Want to try.” He crossed it out and then, above it, wrote, “Fetishes/Desires.” Harry blushed and squirmed a bit in the older man’s lap.
Severus chuckled and crossed out the header of the next column, “Unsure” and, instead, wrote “Soft Limits.”
“Soft limits?” Harry repeated, turning his head and tilting it back some until he could meet those dark eyes. “What does that mean?”
“These are activities that you are unsure if you’d like to try or even allow, correct?”
“Yes, sir …?”
“These are soft limits. Basically, they are a boundary, but a soft boundary. It means, eventually, I may ask you to try one of them to see whether you like it or will at least tolerate it. Soft limits are boundaries that can be pushed.”
“Oh … I-I see.”
“Now, going on to your last column.” He picked up the quill once more and crossed out “Definitely not,” replacing it with “Hard Limits.” “These represent a boundary that will not be breached or pushed under any circumstances unless you, yourself, decide that you want to move it into the “Soft Limits” column. If I come too close to one of these hard limits, you are to immediately use your safe word. Clear?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Now, I’d like you to pick three under the Fetishes and Desires list that you’d like to try out tonight.” So saying, he slid the parchment back over in front of Harry and set the quill on the tabletop.
“T-Tonight?”
Severus smirked at the blush that swept over the younger man’s cheeks. “Yes, tonight. Unless you have a valid reason you can’t do it tonight.”
“Er …”
“As I thought,” Severus said, earning a glare from his sub. “Pick three.”
Sighing, Harry picked up the parchment, reading slowly through the ones he’d added to the “Want to try” list, which was now the “Fetishes/Desires” list. “Erm … this one?” he asked, pointing.
Severus raised an eyebrow and leaned over Harry’s shoulder to read the one he’d pointed out. He smirked. “Over-the-knee spankings. Very well, pick another.”
Licking his lips, feeling a bit bolder since the Dom had accepted his choice, he moved his finger back up the list to one of the ones he‘d initially skipped over. “This one.”
“Bondage,” Severus said, nodding. “One more.”
“Er … this one.”
“Nipple play,” Severus read out for him. “One you know you’ll enjoy, one I think you’ll know I’ll enjoy as it makes you more vulnerable to my administrations, and one you’re not certain of, but wish to try. A good mix. Now, pick out two you’ll want to try next time we engage in such activities. Keep in mind that, if I so choose, I can also use the first three you chose for the next session unless, of course, you decide they are a hard limit for you.”
A lot more at ease now that he knew Severus wasn’t going to reject his choices, he quickly pointed out two he’d been eyeing, but didn’t want to start out with.
“Blindfolds and riding crops. Understood. Well then,” he murmured with a wicked glint to his eyes and a voice that had deepened sensually, “shall we begin?”
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So, there it is my lovelies. Hope you liked it despite the long explanations of terms, but I wanted it to be educational for those not so familiar with BDSM, kinks, and fetishes that are often a part of a bondage, discipline, Dominance and submission, and Sadism and masochism relationship dynamics. I might have missed some, and you notice it does not necessarily involve the tools used (that's intentional), but I hope I covered most of them.
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