The Mage | By : SnapesOnlyOne Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 3530 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or anything of J.K. Rowlings characters, nor do I make any money from writing this, just a hobby that I enjoy very much |
I wake in the morning and the bed is empty. Morgana is screaming hysterically from her crib. I move into the room grabbing her from the crib and changing her quickly. I move over to the rocking chair and sit gently rocking her while she feeds. I sit silently thinking about the night before while she wraps her tiny fingers in my hair. I worry that I have pushed Severus too far too fast, worry what he will be like this morning.
I finish feeding Morgana and head downstairs, Severus isn’t here either. Then it hits me. I apparate to the Weasley’s house and knock gently on the door. When the door finally opens its Ginny who looks surprised to see me. She says nothing, but steps aside to let me in.
“Who was at the--- Hello Celestia! It’s been a long time since I’ve seen you! And look at Morgana! She’s growing like a weed!”
“Hello Mrs. Weasley, I’m sorry I haven’t seen you, I just wanted to get school done and over with so I could relax for a while. Unfortunately I can’t stay right at this moment. I was wondering if you would watch her for a bit. There’s a situation I need to attend to at the house and I think it would be better if she were here.”
“Is everything alright?”
“I’m sure it will blow over”
“Dear, come have some breakfast and tell me what happened”
“I really can’t Molly. I need to get back to Severus”
“Promise me you are ok?”
“I am Molly, I’ll be back in a few hours to get her” I smile halfheartedly, handing Morgana to Molly and apparating back into the house.
I head up the stairs and turn the knob to the old room. I carefully push open the door and see him asleep on the floor. I move into the room picking up the empty bottles around him and putting them out in the hall. I move back to his side, dropping down to the floor and shaking him gently.
"My love wake up"
He opens his eyes and hisses at the sunlight in the room. Sitting up slowly holding his head. I grab his arm gently tugging him upwards.
"Come on love, let's get you to bed"
He jerks out of my grasp angrily and stands up walking away from me and closing the curtains.
"Severus stop this! Don't shut me out again, we've come too far for this" I plead with him
"Get out!"
"No! You can't just shut people off when you don't want to feel something, you were fine last night! Why are you acting like this now?"
"Get out!" He screams at me.
"I'm not Lily, you aren't going to scare me away!"
Suddenly he charges me, he grabs me by the throat slamming me against the wall.
"No, you aren't Lily. You are a foolish little girl who doesn't know when to stop" He growls pressing harder on my throat. The smell of alcohol on his breath is strong.
"Severus, let me go. I am your wife, the mother of your child. Remember that"
"You're a fuck that went wrong, a stupid child that believes she has the power to change people. The good for nothing daughter of murderers"
"You're drunk Severus, don’t do this, don't let yourself become this man"
"I am this man Celestia. I have killed, raped and tortured people. You are the only person convinced I am a saint"
"You aren't that man. I have seen the good in you, the look in your eyes when you hold Morgana, when you hold me. You are a good man, who has been hardened by circumstance"
"Stop!" He growls letting go of my throat and punching a hole in the wall not far from my head.
I slide down the wall dropping onto the floor breathing deeply. Severus moves away, sitting down on the bed. I feel the hot sting of tears as they begin to fall. Soon they become a wave and it drowns me. I succumb to the flood of withheld emotions. A few moments later I feel his hands on my face. I look up and he wipes the tears from my eyes. I notice at that moment that he has been crying too. He leans down placing a gentle kiss on my lips then gets up and leaves the room. I sit curled up into a ball and resting my head on my knees.
"Where is Morgana?" Comes his voice from the hallway. I sit silently on the floor, thoroughly confused by his ever present mood swings.
"Celestia, where is the baby" he growls coming in the room.
"Why do you keep trying to push me away?" I whisper
"Celestia not now" he grumbles
"It's always not now! I love you Severus. Your mean words and all! I know you didn't mean them Severus. Why are you pushing me away?"
Severus stands in the doorway silently for several minutes before he speaks.
"The more I think about him, the more I realize I am him. I do not want to turn you into her. I'm not good for you"
"You don't get to decide what is good for me Severus and you aren't him, you are completely different"
"How, tell me how!" He growls
"Your choices Severus! You could have hurt me tonight, but you didn't, you stopped! Why? Because you have a heart, you have feelings, you feel love, you feel remorse. Your words are cruel sometimes and god they hurt, but that doesn't make the monster you seem to keep telling yourself you are! I beg you, stop beating yourself down"
He slides down the wall beside me and grabs me, pulling me into his lap. He rests his head on my shoulder and I can feel his hot tears as they drop. I feel his lips as they brush along my neck.
"I don't deserve you Celestia" he whispers wrapping his arms tighter around me.
"But you will always have me, so you had better get used to it." I whisper turning to face him. I tip his chin up kissing him roughly on the mouth, biting his bottom lip.
"Where is the baby Celestia?" he whispers against my lips, his breath tickling my flesh.
"With Mrs Weasley"
"Then let me take something for my headache and perhaps we should work on making baby number two"
“Mhmm, god yes Severus”
He stands and heads into the bathroom closing the door behind him. I move to the bedroom dropping my clothes on the floor and climbing up onto the pillows. I pull the comforter up over me. I run my hands down over my breasts squeezing them gently.
"Starting without me?" He whispers huskily. He stands in the door completely naked, his member ready to go. I smile wildly as he decends on me, pulling the blanket up over us. He closes his mouth on mine as he presses carefully into me. He trails kisses over my body as he begins a slow gentle pace working me slowly. He moves torturously slowly, in and out leaving me wanting.
"Severus please, this gentle love making doesn't suit you. Just fuck me!"
Severus smirks and slams into me sending a shockwave of pleasure through me. Harder and harder he thrusts while I scream and writhe underneath him. I reach release and bring him over the edge with me. He thrusts hard emptying himself deep inside me screaming out with ecstasy. He pulls out slowly, putting a pillow under my hips and tipping them up. His body is still trembling when his lips claim mine again. I feel his hand wander down my body and find my core rubbing it mercilessly. He closes his mouth over my nipple, sucking and licking it expertly then moving to the other. He continues his attack until I shatter screaming loudly. I lay there with his head resting on my chest while I breathe heavily. I lift my leg slightly, rubbing it against his large member, bringing it back to life. He looks at me raising his eyebrows slightly and smirking.
"I want more Severus, fuck me again" I breathe. He smirks again and climbs on top of me.
The next three months we barely leave the house, Severus is determined to impregnate me before he returns to work. Every time Morgana sleeps he takes me. In the kitchen, the bathroom, on the rug in front of the fire. Anytime anywhere, I never tire of it. We have had no further discussions about his past for the time being, he is still recovering from the last bit. Though he won’t admit it and would never tell me, I know he has been having nightmares and flashbacks, this is just the tip of the iceberg for him. We have had a few discussions about our future. Severus wants a large family, or maybe just wants to see me pregnant often, I think he may have a slight fetish for it. He is allowing me to make over the entire house while he is away teaching seeing as everything is worn out here and won’t survive Morgana and any future children. I learned that he has a basement, hidden behind a hinged bookcase where he keeps all his potions stuff and dark arts books. I made him promise it will never be found by Morgana as it makes me terribly uneasy. I’ve also finally got a look at his disgustingly overgrown backyard and am determined to do something with that as well.
The day before he returns to school he wakes early slipping out of bed quietly trying not to wake me and begins packing up all his stuff. I slip downstairs quietly after making sure Morgana is still asleep. I sit quietly in his chair watching him gather his things. He finally stops and turns around looking at me curiously
"Why are you awake Celestia, you were up late last night, I thought you would want to sleep?"
"I wanted to talk to you before you get grumpy about going back" I smirk standing and moving over to him. He pulls me back against him wrapping his arms around my waist and kissing my neck tenderly.
"Talk about what?"he asks tiredly.
I take his hands in mine and move them to my belly.
"Are you?" He breathes
"Yes, two months" I beam as Severus spins me kissing me and enveloping me in his arms.
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