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WHAT THE HEART WANTS	By : Mistress Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Snape/Hermione Views: 15904 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Thank you for a nice review SWEETPEAMILEZ. So glad that you like the story. We’re almost there. Next chapter is in the making and promising to be the most sensuous one of all.
Draco stepped out of the shower and looked at the sleeping form of his boyfriend. He still had a hard time believing that Harry was his. All those years at school of mutual hatred, now seemed almost non-existent. Who would think that after nearly killing him with Sectumsempra curse Harry would be the one attending to his wounds. He dried his hair with a quick spell and laid on the bed enveloping the sleeping man with his hands, which made Harry snuggle deeper into his body. He made a trail of light kisses from Potter’s cheek down to his neck whispering “I love you” into his ear. – “I love you too” Harry echoed. “Why are you not sleeping?” – “I will, I just can’t believe that we did it today. Can you?”
Harry opened his eyes and turned to the blond wizard cupping his cheek with the palm of his hand – “I wouldn’t want to do it with anyone else and I can’t wait until I’m bonded to you.” – “You know, sometimes it all seems like a dream.” – “What does, love?” – “You and me together and now the fact that we’ll be fathers in nine month time. I mean it almost seems too good to be true. I keep thinking that I’ll open my eyes one day and it will all be gone. You’ll be happily married to some witch, having your own family and I’ll be stuck in some hell hole like Azkaban for the rest of my life.” – “Don’t you ever think that I’d give you up for anyone. No witch or wizard would ever be able to replace you. I love you and nothing will ever change that. You are my family. You and that little bundle of joy that we’re about to have.” – “I know. I just can’t help myself sometimes. What do you think we should name him?” – “Him? What if it’s a girl?”
- “No chance. Malfoys only have boys.” – “How come?” – “Not sure exactly. Has something to do with my ancestors. An old spell of some kind. I guess I never really cared enough to find out.” He shook his head “I’ll need to talk to dad.” – “You will, or maybe we both should. About the name, I’m not sure. I think Ginny would want to take a part in that.” – “I suppose. Then it will have to be two names.” Harry gave him a warm smile – “You have something on your mind already, don’t you?” – “I always like the name Scorpius.” – “I like it too, love.” He brought blonde’s hand to his lips kissing the knuckles – “Now can we go to sleep?” – “Now, I wouldn’t be able even if I wanted to” Draco said, taking his boyfriend’s hand and placing it on his growing erection.
Harry pulled the blonde into his arms and kissed him – “I love you and I’m yours for as long as you want me to be.” He opened the towel that was still wrapped around Draco’s hips and traced the head of his cock with his tongue. Draco moaned lifting his hips to press his cock into Harry’s mouth. Harry took a quick glance at his lover, eyes closed, hair still a bit damp from the shower, his whole body burning with desire. How could someone as gorgeous as him could ever feel scared to be left for someone else? He relaxed his muscles taking Draco’s cock as deep as he could into his mouth, stroking and sucking it until he felt the head weeping with pre cum. He stopped for a second, only to feel Draco’s hand fisting through his hair, trying to lower him back on his rock hard cock – “I’m so close, Harry. Please don’t stop.” – “I want to feel you in me” Harry whispered in hoarse voice.
Momentarily he was put on his back with Draco licking and lightly biting his nipples. Pain bordering with pleasure. Draco has never been rough with him and this was something completely new. His body tensed a little bit, not used to his lover’s somewhat aggressive penetrations. Trying to relax, he let Draco do as he wished and conjured a jar of lubricant. Draco went up to his lips kissing them hard, almost bruising them with his own while he used his fingers to prepare his lover’s tight opening – “Oh my God, Draco. I need… oh.” – “You need what?” he asked continuing to move his fingers in and out of Harry’s body. – “I… need… you. Please.” Draco stood on his knees and brought Harry’s hips up putting a pillow under him as he pressed his cock inside.
Harry’s body felt hot around him and he continued to move hard until he heard a loud moan. He wrapped his hand around Harry’s cock and stroked it, brushing his thumb over the sensitive head, until he felt warm cum covering his fingers. Another few thrusts brought him over the edge and he came violently spilling himself inside of his lover’s body. He laid on the bed bringing Harry on top of him – “I didn’t hurt you, did I?” Harry gave him a sheepish smile – “Maybe just a little.” – “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to. I guess I got a little carried away” he said planting a gentle kiss on Harry’s lips. – “It’s ok. I like everything that you do to me.” – “You do?” – “Yes. Now let me clean us up and let’s get some sleep, ok?” – “Ok.”
- “Is there anything I can do for you, Albus?” Headmaster took off his glasses and rubbed his temples. – “Nothing, Minnie. I just need some rest, it’s been a long day.” – “You have to be careful, you’re not a young wizard anymore. That spell that you performed today, it drained you.” – “I had to help. Those boys deserve to be happy. I merely gave them a hope for a better future.” – “What about Miss Wesley? How will it be for her? We will need to inform her family.” – “All in given time, Minerva. All in given time.” – “Albus? What are you not telling me?” Headmaster took her hand and squeezed it a little – “You worry too much.” – “I just want to make sure she will be fine.” – “All your little cubs will be” he said planting a soft kiss on her palm. – “Speaking of… Have you had a chance to talk to Severus?” – “Not after Miss Wesley and the boys left.”
- “We should probably check on him. I swear that boy has given me more grey hair then all the Wesleys that ever attended this school.” – “He deserves to be happy, Minerva. Perhaps even more than others.” – “I know that Albus, but by the way he behaves, I don’t think he wants to be” old witch said with a sigh. Their conversation was interrupted with a soft knock on the door. – “Enter.” – “My apologies for disturbing you at such late hour, may I have a word with you, Albus?” – “Severus, we were just talking about you. Please come on in.” – “Thank you. I promise it won’t take long.”
Minerva took a long look at the potions master – “I think I’ll take my leave and give you two a chance to talk.” – “No need for that. It will only take a minute. Albus, please accept this with my most sincere gratitude.” He offered a piece of parchment to the Headmaster. – “What is this, Severus?” – “A letter of my resignation.” – “Severus…” – “Please don’t say anything, Albus. I have given it a lot of thought and decided that it’s the right thing to do.” – “Well then I suppose I should respect your wishes. The only thing I’ll ask of you is to stay for tomorrow’s ceremony.” – “Albus, I don’t think that will be necessary.” – “Look, it will be a celebration for all of us. We will be thanking those who helped us to restore peace and recognizing the ones that are not with us anymore. I really hope you could manage to stay for one more evening if only out of respect of everyone who fought in this war.” Severus looked into Headmaster’s eyes to see if there is anything behind those words. For once in his life, the old wizard seemed absolutely sincere. – “Ok Albus, I’ll stay.” – “Wonderful, then I’ll sign and give it back to you at the end of the evening.” – “Thank you. For everything.” He gave a courtly nod to Minerva and left without saying another word.
- “Albus, I can’t believe you. How could you let him go like that?” – “How many years have you known me, Minerva?” – “Too many for my taste, but what does it have to do with anything?” – “Just that after all these years, you still don’t have any faith in me.” – “What are you talking about?” – “I have no intensions of letting him go.” – “But I just clearly heard… Do you have a plan, Albus?” Headmaster laughed and got up from his chair summoning an old record player. He murmured a quick spell and nodded hearing the first sounds of music – “May I have an honor of this dance?” – “Albus. What is this?” She gave him a warm smile “We haven’t danced for years.” – “Will you forgive an old fool for that?”
- “An old fool indeed” she said giving him her one hand and embracing him with the other. – “That may be, but I am the luckiest old fool of all, and you Minnie are still the most beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes on.” She smiled letting out a quiet gasp, feeling a blush creeping up her cheeks “You don’t change Albus, still playing your childish games.” – “Sometimes maybe, but I can still make you blush. After all these years, I can still make you blush.”
Severus poured himself another glass of Firewhiskey and turned over the page of an old photo album. Memories of her. Waiving at him, laughing, playing in the snow, studying in the library, pictures moved inviting him to re-live one point in time after another. Pictures, that’s what he was going to be left with, but he had to do the right thing. He had to leave. Leaving, meant giving her a chance to find the right person, build a family and finally be happy. Wasn’t it what he always wanted for her, what he fought and almost gave his life for?
His heart ached from the thought of her being with someone else. How many times he was going to continue doing this? Leaving. Why? What was so wrong with letting himself be happy for once? What about her? Could she ever be happy with him? Thoughts raced through his head. Questions without answers. He had to try. Leaving without telling her how he felt was not an option anymore. He closed his eyes. An image of her pinned to a wall looking at him with so much fear. Her head jerks as he smashes his fist into the stone mere inches from her “Severus please…” The room suddenly seemed too small, walls closing in on him, not letting him breathe. His hand trembled as he pressed it against his chest desperately trying to calm his racing heartbeat. Not enough air. He gasped, feeling piercing pain shooting through his body, as he closed his eyes and apparated into the darkness.
Some time passed before he could open his eyes again. Pain was gone and he took a deep breath before looking around to see where he was. Astronomy tower, a place where he came up with a plan to save Headmaster’s life. Polyjuice potion used on one of the captured death eaters, obliviated of all memories and made to look like Dumbledore. Simple, but it seemed to work. He shook his head trying to get rid of an unwelcome memory. The sound of thunder made him look up and gaze into a stormy skies. He wiped his face feeling the first warm drops on his cheeks and looked at his wet fingers before realizing that the rain had not started yet.
His heart swelled of all the words that were left unsaid. “Hermione. I’m so sorry my love. Please… please… forgive me”. He pulled out his wand Expecto Patronum. White Doe appeared and whirled away into the night. He was still standing there, as the rain started to fall and the first sounds of thunder broke out of the weeping skies. It was getting cold but he could hardly feel it. Suddenly, the darkness was broken, as what seemed to be a flash of light, appeared in the distance. Like the glimpse of hope in the dark. Severus couldn’t take his eyes off of it. It took form of an animal which was now running directly at him. His hart skipped a beat as he recognized her beautiful otter.
Hermione came home leaving Ginny to get some rest. She took a quick shower and crawled under the blanket desperately trying to get a few hours of sleep after a crazy day, but her thoughts kept returning to him. The look that he had in his eyes. Was he really going to hurt her? He wouldn’t… she kept telling herself. She closed her eyes “I will not let you do this. Stop struggling, it will not help” She was scared, for the first time in her life she was scared to look at him.
She got up realizing that she wouldn’t be able to get any sleep, went to the living room and lit up the fireplace. Even in the middle of summer the nights were still cold. The thoughts of him wouldn’t leave her. Was he still the same man she knew two years ago? Her Severus would never do anything to hurt her. Her Severus? When did he become hers? She felt her eyes swelling up with tears again. STUPID! STUPID! STUPID! Stop kidding yourself, he was never yours to begin with. She didn’t notice how she got to the window and opened it. She was just standing there, starring at the rain. Somehow it reminded her of him. The power of nature that could give life and destroy it as easily.
Suddenly, she heard his voice, almost a whisper that was brought to her by the gust of wind “Hermione. I’m so sorry my love. Please… Please… Forgive me.” It almost seemed surreal. Not being able to hold her falling tears any longer she heard herself whispering to the wind “Severus, where are you?” She shook her head. It can’t be. I’m going crazy and imagining things that are not there. Before she could finish that thought, a bright light cut into the night and a beautiful glowing Doe emerged out of the darkness, swirled around her and disappeared, filling her heart with warmth and hope. The man that she knew two years ago was still there. Her Severus. She smiled and pulled her wand out “Expecto Patronum.”
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