Broken Wings | By : Drarry-Lisa Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 4083 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Chapter-14
The Invitation Part II
Harry knew what Draco wanted. He knew that Draco would not ask himself. The fact that Draco had entered the shower while he was bathing was an evidence of the fact that Draco wanted to be in his presence.
It was not sex that Draco wanted. It was difficult to express it in words and Harry understood it now, though he had never understood it in the past.
Draco's eyes were so transparent. As Harry reached him and unbuttoned his shirt, Draco stood wordlessly, looking at him. He could have entered naked of course but Harry knew that Draco was not ready for sex yet.
Harry removed the shirt and vest and Draco stood in front of him in his trousers, his eyes desperate.
"Harry, I don't - " Draco started but Harry cut him off " I know. "
Harry unzipped Draco's trousers and Draco placed his hand on Harry's shoulders. Harry could clearly hear his raging heart beats.
Off went the boxers and Draco stood in front him completely naked, avoiding Harry's eyes now.
Harry knew that Draco was scared that Harry would not like how Draco looked because Draco still had scars on his body. The area around his nipples was scarred by the cigarette marks and his back and chest held the old scars of whip or stick or whatever those sick bastards used.
Harry took his time to look at the scars and tried to study his own feelings towards the same. All he found was sadness for Draco and black fury at those bastards.
He held no anger for Draco at all, his sweet Draco who was waiting for his reaction, Draco who trusted him so much who loved him so much because it required courage and trust to do this.
Who said that pain was always physical? Draco's pain had never ceased. A decade had passed and Draco still had that haunted look in his eyes.
Harry had never wanted anything so much as he wanted Draco to be happy.
He bent down a bit to cover Draco's scarred nipple inside his mouth.
He had never done this. He had thought that Draco won't like revisiting his past. He had never wanted to talk to Draco about it. He had never understood what Draco wanted at all.
Draco's breath hitched and he tried to push Harry away. Harry didn't move and held Draco's hands on his. "It is scarred... It is dirty." He spoke and Harry's heart clenched.
"Harry please. You deserve better. " Draco spoke and Harry stood up to look inside Draco's eyes. It was clearly written in them that he needed Harry to do this.
" Shhh" Harry murmured and covered Draco's body with his, dragging him towards the wall.
"But I-" Draco broke off when Harry latched on his nipple again, breathing heavily.
When Harry was done with both nipples, they were hard and tight and Draco was looking at him with lust in his eyes. There was a silent plea in those silver eyes too, a plea to reduce the pain, the pain that only Harry saw in those eyes, that he saw daily and couldn't do anything to reduce it.
He moved on to another scar. It was a carving. Most of it had disappeared. Something had been carved with a knife.
Each scar had its own story and Draco had been fighting internally with every memory for a decade.
He kissed the scar and moved on to the faded whip marks that were on Draco's stomach and traced them.
"Do they hurt? " Harry asked and looked at Draco. Of course Draco understood his meaning and nodded " Yes. He had wanted to dominate over a death eater and I was the perfect target. He had paid me for it. I never got over the humiliation. "
His voice broke off again when Harry knelt on his knees and started licking the whip marks on his stomach and legs with his tongue.
There was a patch on Draco's thigh that had a burn scar on it.
Harry stroked it and Draco said " He wanted to wax my hair and used boiling wax to do it." Harry noticed the way Draco's voice broke off pressed his cheek on the scar.
"Does it burn?" Harry asked and Draco whimpered. Harry could swear he did. A minute later, a soft reply came "Yes. Sometimes, it does." And Harry kissed it softly.
Draco's body trembled. He stood up and looked into Draco's wet eyes before kissing him possessively.
His hands squeezed Draco's pert hips hard and he could feel the sigh of relief that Draco emitted.
Harry experimentally parted Draco's hips and placed his fingers on his anus and suddenly Draco started shaking.
He pulled back and Draco looked at him "I am dirty. Please don't - You don't understand. They - they - so many- please."
His eyes were wet and Harry thought for the thousandth time that why had he never noticed that Draco needed him. He pulled back because there was no point in pressurising Draco. It was a big deal that Draco let him go this far. He stood their looking at Draco silently waiting for the breakdown.
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"You don't understand. " Draco moaned and slid down the wall, his hands on his face.
" I understand a bit. I will understand it completely if you tell me everything. " Harry replied softly and Draco looked at him desperately.
" Please. " He whispered and covered his face again, to hide his tears. He bloody hated crying.
Harry knelt in front of Draco and held his shoulders. "Draco. It's fine. We will take one step at a time."
Draco heard the last bit and shook his head "I don't understand why they did so. They barely knew me at all. Why did they lead me there? I was so hungry and tired. No one would give me a job. I would have lived on scraps or perhaps died, which would have been better then what I did. I just want to forget it. Why, oh! Why? I had never hurt them at all. I hate them so very much for-for-"
When a hand tried to remove his hand from his face, he realized that Harry was still sitting in front of him.
Oh! Merlin, he can't know. It would break him. I kept it hidden for so long. I can't let him know.
"Tell me who did what? Tell me Draco. For Merlin's sake, tell me." Harry pleaded and looked into his eyes, his hands in Draco's.
Draco breathed and tried to remember the lessons he had learnt from his father. He knew how to mask his emotions. He turned his face into a cold mask and snapped at Harry "Was this a trick to make me reveal everything? Are you so desperate that you would stoop to such underhanded tactics?"
In the years they had been together, this technique had worked and Harry had always backed off, hurt and furious and Draco expected the same from Harry. What happened was completely unexpected.
Harry held his hands in his again. Draco had pulled his hands back to insist upon his anger. Then Harry looked at him and sighed softly. Merlin, his eyes were so soft that Draco wanted to drown in them.
"This might have worked in the past when I was immature and was welling in my own insignificant insecurities but it won't work now. You might want to hide it from me but you might be successful as well. But who will you talk to, if not me Draco. You had told professor Snape but I know it is not the same." Harry stopped and Draco's mouth was open in shock. Harry continued "Even if you don't tell me, I will find it and I will destroy them. I will destroy them because they hurt you. The whole world would watch me destroy them bit by bit. I will avenge you Draco, no matter what happens. No matter what you say, I know that you want revenge too."
Harry was looking at him and his eyes were soft but Draco knew that Harry meant every word.
"An eye for an eye makes the world blind Harry." Draco whispered and Harry pursed his lips before speaking "Its better that the world in which a person is forced to sell his soul, his dignity to earn bread and butter ceases to exist. The people whom you are trying to protect destroyed you and they deserve to be destroyed. I will find them and I will make them pay. They are lucky that I am not Tom Riddle. I would not do what they did, at least. I am not a monster. I just want justice and justice, I will get, one way or another. Actually, I think that they should consider themselves lucky that you are strong. You would not let me kill them. They should thank you and they will thank you, Draco. Mark my words."
Draco wondered if Harry's decision would change once he realizes who was actually responsible, rather, who were responsible for Draco's fate.
His musings and staring at Harry was interrupted by a knock and a sudden opening of the door.
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"Malfoy is not good for him, Ron. He should have married Ginny. You know. You were there at past ministry functions. You know that Malfoy behaved like a madman, an- an animal." Hermione yelled at him and Ron sighed in frustration for the millionth time "Hermione, Harry is not a child. Will you stop interfering in his life? You know the reason for Draco's behaviour."
"I know and I sympathize but that does not mean that Harry should waste his life over Malfoy. Ginny was good for him and she has married but there are lots of women who would want to marry him. He slapped me the other day and he is always shouting at me. You don't care at all that he slapped."
"Firstly Harry is gay and secondly you accused Draco of wanting to hurt his husband. What else did you expect, eh?" Ron snapped at his wife and she muttered "All right then, men. They are lots of men, back in Britain who would want to marry Harry who would behave like decent human beings instead of animals."
"Hermione-" He started and she cut him off "I know that the way he glares at you has not escaped your notice. He is always angry at us."
At this, Ron stopped to think. He did not understand why Draco always glared at him. He sympathised with him and wanted Harry and him together. He had always supported them.
He had never said all this but perhaps he should.
He stood up decisively and Hermione glared at him "Where are you going?"
"Honestly, Hermione. You should calm down a bit. You are being over obsessive. It won't do you any good and Harry would be irritated by this." He snapped at her and she snapped right back "It won't stop me from advising Harry."
"But-" Hermione started and Ron dismissed her "Forget it. I am going to Harry's place."
He apparated before she could utter another word.
He knocked but no one opened the door. So he simply opened it and shouted "Harry." No one answered and he tried again "Harry."
He became worried when their was no answer so he shouted "Draco." and climbed stairs quickly to check Harry's room. He should not have taken the liberty to enter it without knocking but he did. He shouldn't have just opened the bath but he did.
He gasped and closed his eyes and then the door because he had interrupted something he should not have.
Sweet Merlin, how could be so stupid.
He was so embarrassed that he wanted to leave but Draco's dangerous voice stopped him.
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Harry was shocked and wanted to slam his head into the wall at Ron's stupidity. Draco was another story. He was angry. He was so angry that Harry wondered if his hands were the only things that were stopping Draco at all.
"What does he bloody think of himself? How dare he just enter our bath like this? " Draco muttered to himself and Harry was not sure as to how he should react. If he supported Ron, Draco would be angry and if he didn't Draco would really hurt Ron.
He did not understand Draco's reaction though. He had turned white and then red.
He cleared his throat and held Draco's shoulder when he tried to stand "Forgive him please."
"Of course you would support him. You always did. That was one of the reasons I have never told you anything at all. " Draco said angrily and bitterly and Harry stared.
" I am not supporting him, Draco. Do what you must. Please do not do anything illegal. I would rather have you with me than in prison. " He muttered in defeat and Draco glared at him before dressing both of them with a whispered spell.
He wondered if he had imagined the slight tremor in Draco's hands.
He would have pondered over it but Draco's words did not leave any space for any other thought at all.
The blonde slammed the door open and shouted at his best friend who had turned red from embarrassment "Just because I whored myself out to you years ago because I did not have money and was misled, you think that you have a right to enter my bath and watch me naked with Harry. Let me tell this to you, Weasley. I have not hurt you for the past decade because you are Harry's friend, not because I have forgiven you. I hate you and your entire family and not because you are blood traitors. "
Harry stared and so did Ron. Their expressions were completely similar. They were gaping at Draco, open mouthed and shocked.
Draco moved with an unimaginable speed and punched Ron right on his nose before Harry could do or say anything. Ron was so shocked that he did not react in any way and Draco threw another punch at the man "How dare you? You and your bloody wife. I bet she knows and you probably had a good laugh at it, everytime you returned to her after fucking me."
Harry just stared at Draco and tried to gather his thoughts.
"What are you saying Draco? " He asked, his voice a whisper and Draco glared at Ron " He did. He bought me for several nights and fucked me ruthlessly. In fact he was the one who gave those cigarette burns to me, not that you will believe me. "
" I- I didn't. Draco are you insane?" Ron shouted, blood dribbling from the corner of his mouth and Draco punched his chest "You did. Get out of my house and my life. Let me live in peace with my husband."
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