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Irreversible	By : Drarry-Lisa Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 3064 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter-14
Barbaric
"No no no no." Harry shoots up when he hears Draco screaming. It's still dark outside which means that it's till very early.
"No. I am sorry. I am not gay. I am not. Don't- don't- please-" Harry stares at his husband. Draco is still sleeping.
"Don't cut it. No. Please. I am not a death eater. I am not gay. Please. I helped him. I am sorry." The blond is literally begging. Harry wants to hear more. He wants to know what they were threatening to cut though he already has a hunch. His stomach clenches and a lump gathers in his throat.
"NOOOOO." Draco screams and shoots up too, his eyes wide and frightened.
"Draco. You are fine. It was just a nightmare." Harry murmurs softly so that he doesn't frighten the blond.
The reaction is immediate. Draco's arms wrap around Harry. Harry embraces him and murmurs in his ears, "It' okay. You ate fine.", expecting Draco to say nothing. This is the not the first nightmare he has witnessed but Draco never explains anything.
So when Draco whispers in a choking, trembling voice, "They were threatening to cut my penis off. I was so frightened.", Harry is quiet stunned.
Sweet Merlin! Tears gather in Harry's eyes as he stares at the opposite wall. It's so barbaric. How can someone- it's difficult to comprehend the entire scenario. Even if Draco was a death eater, was it really justified to do it. How can anyone justify this.
Draco sobs on Harry's shoulders. Harry tightens his arms around Draco. What can he say? How can he make Draco get over this? How will Draco get over this. How can anyone forget this?
To threaten someone-
"But they couldn't. Our marriage bond prevented them. They tried. I was so frightened Harry. So frightened. I told them that I helped you. I screamed but they won't listen to me. They tore my pajamas off and tried to cut it." Draco is sobbing bitterly in his arms. Tears fall down Harry's cheeks and he can barely stop himself from sobbing with Draco.
"I-" He starts speaking and the stops because he knows he will start crying. He can't. He has to be strong for Draco. Draco has always fought for Harry. He has always tried to spare Harry the pain and now it's Harry's turn. He can be strong for once in his life.
"I don't want you to go after them." Draco murmurs, his entire frame trembling.
"This has got to be stopped Draco. It's barbaric. Merlin knows how many people they have castrated behind four walls of Azkaban." Harry speaks out in a low and controlled voice.
"It will be stopped when our book comes out. I was thinking that perhaps we should publish this part. I don't want to fight anymore. I am tired and I just want to live and heal and forget the past six months. I don't want to meet them. I don't want to look at them." He murmurs and Harry sighs before closing his eyes. It's close to impossible for him to let this just be ignored.
But it's up-to Harry to chose Draco or to chose battle and revenge. Harry has always chosen Draco and he always will. So all he does is swallow his anger and lay on the bed with Draco tight and secure in his arms. He hums a melody for his husband. Draco falls asleep but Harry doesn't.
The images of Draco being threatened of being castrated will haunt him throughout his life. He will forever curse the day he decided to let Draco and himself stay in this godforsaken wizarding world to protect them from the dark Lord. He should have let them perish. They don't deserve to live.
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"Will you ever forgive me Harry?" Dumbledore asks him. Harry doesn't reply. He stares at the ceiling instead, his head on Draco's lap.
"Not when they-"
"Don't tell him. He will know once the last book gets published." Draco mutters. "I requested his presence because you asked me to. He is a guest. You mustn't treat guests like this."
Harry quietens. Draco has just started opening up with him. Merlin knows for how long Draco has been crying internally over this. Merlin knows what else happened in that godforsaken place.
"I hate you." He says, his eyes at the aged wizard.
As usual, Draco starts defending Dumbledore, "It was my choice. Everything was. Even getting marked-"
"Don't talk about it." Harry interrupts him in a trembling voice.
"Merlin! It was so long ago. Can you please talk about it with me?" Draco mutters. He seems frustrated. Harry just can't make him understand.
"I can't make you understand. I just don't want to talk about it Draco." Harry snaps at the boy, his temper flaring once again.
"Harry it's not healthy to keep it in for so long." Draco whispers and Harry whispers, "It wasn't healthy to lie to me about the pain you were supposed to suffer while getting marked and that too when you didn't wish too. I don't want to talk about it. You will never understand how I felt - how it killed me when they told me that you might not even return, that you lied to me yet again to spare me the pain. You can't imagine how desperate I was to catch you before you left the castle. I will never forget that at least Snape understood me and suggested the solution. You had planned to die or become insane. I don't want to talk about it. I don't. It's so fucking unfair."
"All right. I don't understand. You are the most intelligent person of this world. Of course I don't understand. Just don't be angry with me. I only wanted to spare you-"
"-the pain. I know it. Have been listening to these very words every fucking year." Harry snaps at him and their eyes meet.
Draco's, a bit apologetic and Harry's irritated. There is no point. He can't stay angry with this man for long.
Dumbledore who has been silent for long, murmurs, "Yes I will write about it."
Harry makes a face at Draco who glares at him.
"Ok professor, I will show you how to use the computer." Draco murmurs and Harry has to get off his lap.
"Don't want to." Harry grumbles and Draco smiles at him, "I will be back in a jiffy."
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