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Muse	By : lostinthought Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Snape Views: 21897 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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(AN) Had some complaints on the last chapter, I know it wasn't up to par. I did try but so much time has gone by while I’ve been writing it. Life has taken over and I lost the flow I did have. I guess it was too lovey- dovey well I’m afraid you may not like it. This is the last chapter I m finally done it may not end on a note we all would like. But it had to finally happen. I do hope you like it I have re-written it so many times and this was the best one I could create for you. Well enjoy-

Muse

Chapter 15

Months have passed since he'd graduated from school. He was loving life living with Severus. He saw his dad once a week so they could have lunch together. As well as having a day out with Draco to relax.

“Harry?” Severus called as he'd come into the house. He'd been gone for a few hours trying to work out all the kinks in his newest novel.

“Office!” Harry called out as he sat at his desk working on a paper.

“Hard at work I see.” Severus smirked as he walked into the office to see his lover biting his lip as he typed away.

“Mm, Is the novel finished?” Harry asked as he looked up briefly.

“Yes quiet satisfied we are at the finished product. I thought if you weren't too busy we could get a bite to eat to celebrate?” he said walking further into the room.

Looking at the time Harry smiled. “I could go for a bite to eat this isn't due for two days a little break can't hurt eh.” He said moving to stand. Placing his hands on the desk top he winced at the movement.

“What's wrong?” Severus asked looking at the younger.

“I must have been sitting to long. I'm fine just sore. ” harry replied with a half smile.

“Alright, try to remember to move about so to alleviate that problem. ”

“Yes, yes I know dad was always telling me that when I was younger and sucked into a book.” Harry chuckled. Grabbing his jacket the two walked out of the house.

Weeks have gone by. Severus not working on anything for the time being spent more time watching his younger half attack his academic life hard. He noticed he was becoming more tired. He seemed to eat less.

“Remus there is something wrong with him. He doesn't eat all he does is study and sleep. I've asked him what was wrong he says there is nothing wrong!” Severus complained worried for his lover.

“Sev, I'm not sure what to tell you. Harry's always kept issues to himself. No matter how much I pry, he only ever told his therapist anything. Maybe you should ask him, if he needs to talk to her?”

“And how do I do that..? Just walk up say 'You want to talk to your therapist?” Severus was frustrated he was worried.

“I'll ask him if you’re that worried. I'll talk to him see what's going on.”

Looking up Severus nodded his head.

“Harry you hate it there! Why keep at it when you’re not happy? You know he'll understand.”

“Drake it's not that easy. I promised to give it a try.” harry sighed exasperated.

“But you hate it there why keep it up?”

“Drake.” harry sighed. “It's not that easy, I can't just give up every time I get frustrated over something. The world doesn't work that way.”

“I know it doesn't but why can't you just switch to dance and be done with it! Sev won't mind so long as you tried.”

“I know he won't mind it's not that. It's just dad wants me to do something with my life and your father made a point when he was talking about it too. I just think maybe I should switch gears.



“How so?”

“Cooking! I want to take classes on it.”

“Then do so I would love to see you succeed in that if that's what you wish.”

Smiling Harry hugged his friend happy to hear that.

“Besides I can always take dance later for fun.” he said with a chuckle and blush.

Smiling Draco agreed.

Harry sat across the table from his dad. Slowly he sipped the broth from his soup.

“Harry, is there something wrong?”Remus asked softly.

“No, do you think there is something wrong?” Harry replied gently stirring his spoon through the broth.

“Should I make an appointment with Ms Meldder?” he asked taking a sip of his coffee.

“I'm tired dad, all I do is study and sleep I can't help that I'm tired. Did Sev ask you to talk to me? I know we've not been intimate lately well it's been over a month. But I'm just tired.. I’m tired of school dad. ”

“Are you saying you want to quit? It’s not been a year you said you’d give it a year!” Remus said frowning down at his coffee.

“It’s not that I want to quit I just wish to do something different something I could enjoy. I want to cook. It may not come to anything but I think I could grow in that. ”

“Have you talked to Severus about this? He seems quiet worried about you felt you needed a doctor. You know I support you, in whatever endeavor you’d wish to do. You’re not a child anymore. You’ll always be my child but your grown now. ”

“So you think I can do this, this cooking thing. I thought maybe as a de-stressor I could take a dance class on the side apart from cooking. I miss it but it’s not something I’d want to build a career over. Just a hobby of sort ya know. You think Sev will be alright with this?” harry asked hopeful.

“I think he’d be over the moon to know this was the problem. He’ll gladly support you in this I’m sure. How about you finish whatever that broth is your attempting to consume then we’ll take you home so you can talk this over with him. ” Remus said taking the last few bites of his meal happily watching his son dunk bread bits into his broth happily eating it.

“Sev?” Harry called walking into the house. “You home?”

“Kitchen!”

Bounding into the kitchen Harry came up behind his love and wrapped his arms around the others middle.

“How was your dinner with Remus?” Severus asked placing a hand on the others.

“Good. I wanted to talk to you actually some about the dinner and for other reasons.”

“Oh, should I be worried?”

“No, only for your kitchen not to be destroyed in my attempt to learn… I want to change my classes!”

“And changing your classes involves my kitchen?”

Nodding his head harry looked up at him. “Cooking, I want to take cooking lessons. I can’t do these classes anymore. It has been too much for me to handle. Maybe later I’ll take them but right now it’s not good for me or us.” Taking a breath he bit his lip before continuing. “I know I’ve not been here lately lost in my studies. And I don’t want to be so gone that I loose interest in life again. I get like that when I’m focused and unhappy with what I’m doing, I just shut down. I do what I have to, to get through the day and don’t function past that. I want to fix this and I want to be better for us both. So next quarter I’m putting in for cooking classes and whatever I need to fill those slots. I don’t know what I’ll do with it but it’s a start and I think we’ll be happy with it.”

“What ever you are happy doing I’m happy for it. I don’t want you so stressed you forget to live. I’ve been very worried about you. Remus was as well and I’m glad that you’ve talked to us both. I’ll know better to pester you more when you get like that. I hope you don’t again. But I know that’s wishful thinking for that. You’re a bundle of nerves at times and I have to remember that. I can’t wait to try some of your cooking. I’m sure the others will enjoy it to. You’ve cooked for us before and we enjoyed it so I’m sure this will be no different. ” Severus said pressing a light kiss to Harry’s forehead he walked back to the counter to finish what he was doing. “Would you like to help me?” Severus asked over his shoulder.

Nodding his head harry smiled and helped Severus prepare supper that night.

The next quarter Harry did change his courses and quickly fell in love with cooking there was so much he didn’t know. The others were happy to see him come home each night with food on his clothes and a smile on his face. As time went on many dishes and meals were shared harry found that he really loved baking and after two years of straight learning he was able to apprentice at a bakery close to his house with Severus.

Thus is the end of our story of how harry became Severus’s muse they had ups and downs but a love that got them through.

Hope you’ve enjoyed this thank you all who have read and kept with it till the end. I had no idea where it would go or that it would take this long to finally complete

I wish you all happy reading.

LiT
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