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Secret Bliss	By : InfernalParadise Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 7081 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Only three more chapters to got after this. So much for the good news... :)

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Chapter 15

Calling back Old Times

Draco and Hermione showed enough decency to leave after breakfast (which was left untouched by Lucius although I didn�t mention anything about it) the next day. Somehow I had the feeling that it could have been worse to having had them here, yet on the other hand it really didn�t matter much. Lucius was so busy retreating into his own safe shell that he obviously didn�t even realize they had left again. Once more we sat in the library, a solid wall of silence between us, and thousands of books around us, all neatly placed on elegant shelves or inside expensive cabinets. I felt like I was part of a luxurious movie that never quite happened to be finished and that would certainly be no success at all. But then, to my big surprise, Lucius� voice filled the room in a hardly familiar gentleness.

"Do you still remember the afternoon we first met and actually noticed each other?", he laughed at the memory of it, "That stupid book� I was almost certain you�d snatch it out of my hand. And instead�"

"It wasn�t me who bought the book at "Flourish & Blotts" then, though. You did, and you said if I wanted to take a look into it as well, we�d have to see each other again in two days."

"I just knew you�d agree to my suggestion."

He didn�t name the reasons for it, but I could easily guess them. First because he knew of the effect he had on women, and second because I had truly been interested in the book that I could now barely even remember anymore.

"It was snowing two days later. Diagon Alley smelled like Ginger and Chocolate. I remember you mocked at muggle Christmas, and I simply said�"

"� you simply said It�s beautiful", Lucius finished for me, "You said it like it were the most logical thing in the world. And you didn�t care about contradicting to a Malfoy�s opinion in the least. I think that was the first moment you made me realize that you were different than all those other women."

"In a certain way, I was very much different then."

Lucius tore his gaze from the dancing flames in the fireplace to look at me.

"You are still very much different today, Vivienne."

With a smooth movement he got up and approached the couch I was lying on. He seemed so young and full of spirit that moment that I found myself unable to remember how he had behaved the evening before. It was a strange thing with Lucius� you either saw him strong and proud, or you thought you did, but in truth he only hid his true emotions. Both ways, it was very much Lucius Malfoy, only sometimes no one could tell if for the worse or the better.

"I think we should go to the Weasley�s place on New Year�s Eve", he said while sitting down next to me, drawing invisible patterns on my neck with his fingers, "Even if it means the end of the world, we will still be able to say we tried it."

"Lucius, most of them will�"

"They will hate me, I know. But since when does a Malfoy care about others?"

An amused smile appeared on his face. And so it was decided. We would go.

"Sometimes I really don�t know how you decide upon decisions, Lucius", I admitted and tried to sit up, but his own body brought mine down firmly again.

"Sometimes you really don�t have to, love", he whispered against my lips before capturing them in a gentle kiss. In a second, he was above me, our clothes somewhere around the couch, his hands everywhere on my skin, and yet his movements were slow and gentle without any hurry.

"I want us to go shopping for that damn party", Lucius mumbled between soft brushes against my lips, "New dress, new shoes� new everything. And we need a gift for the generous hosts�"

"Damn it, Lucius, quit talking about the Weasleys", I moaned against his skin and tugged at his hair. He gave a small wince before returning to grin down on me.

"And I thought it�s just the tone of my voice you love�"

"It is", he slowly entered my body, forcing me to bite back another moan, "but sometimes I actually do care about what you say."

"Well, maybe you should stop thinking at all, then."

Lucius still made no attempts to obey the burning desire of my body that had started to ache by now. And so, I did what his Arrogance suggested: I quit the annoying thinking. Obviously satisfied with my reaction, Lucius pulled out of me to thrust back in with a force that made me worry about the coach beneath us. I had to use both my arms to soften the impact his body caused on mine, but I also noticed that he aimed carefully as to not hurt me in any way. Sex without the use of the brain was a breathtaking experience, especially with a Malfoy, and Lucius seemed to enjoy the primal instincts inside me taking over. He rolled both of us over while making sure to never lose our body contact, yet quit moving. For a moment we just gazed into each other�s eyes before Lucius sent me a wicked grin and rested his hands on my hips. I took a deep breath at the feeling of him pushing even deeper into me due to the new position and suddenly a cruel little voice shattered through my mind. This could be us making children� Immediately Lucius swapped our positions again, but a look into his face assured me that he only thought he had hurt me instead of knowing the truth.

"I�m sorry, love", he excused for something he would never be able to comprehend enough to actually apologize for it. In a second of panic, however, I decided to play along and smiled at him. Lucius continued his movements after planting a soft kiss on my forehead, but I felt as if being far way, as if it weren�t my body he was making love to. As he hugged me to his chest with a post-coital sigh, I suddenly realized that I had just faked my own climax. Of all people in the wizard world, I had lied to Lucius Malfoy in a matter that would have never appeared worth a deception to me before. Though what shocked me more was how easy it had been. I had hardly noticed my betrayal, and by the look Lucius gave me, neither had he.

"I love you", the words left my mouth, sounding like an even worse lie.

Lucius� eyes narrowed as he searched my face for something he obviously wasn�t sure of wanting to find there. Finally, a creepy smile crossed his lips.

"I love you, too."

It was this very moment when both of us realized that we had started to lie to each other� lie to each other in a way that would only be the beginning of everything. And there was much more to come of this cruel everything.
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