Amore et Amicitia | By : Kimmimaru Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Sirius/James Views: 6685 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Chapter Seventeen: Aestas Pluvia (Summer Rain)
Sirius gazed out the window, the rain splashed against the glass beating its regular rhythm against it and entrancing him. His fingers rested on the sill, lightly brushing the roughened stone as hands slid around his waist, he felt the tall form of Bran behind him and hot breath as he buried his face in his neck. Sirius closed his eyes. “Why did you cut it?”
Sirius smiled a little. “I was bored...” He said absently. “It’s not that short, it’s still only a little above shoulder length.”
“I know...but I kind of liked it long, it made you look like a girl.”
Sirius’ face fell into a frown. “But I’m not a girl.”
“You’re slim enough to be one...one without hips or boobs, but still...” As he spoke his wandering hands slid across Sirius’ skin, he was naked from the waist up and only had a simple blanket tied roughly over his bottom half. “You’ve got the face of a model...If you were a Muggle you’d have been snapped up by some agency and used until there was nothing left except that pretty face...” Bran chuckled as he grabbed a handful of Sirius’ shorter hair and pushed him forward until he was holding himself up by his arms on the window sill. “So young...and so pretty...what more could I ask for?” He pulled off the sheet and grasped Sirius’ hips.
Sirius rested his head on one arm and arched his back as he felt Bran run fingers down the centre of his spine. He bit down on his lower lip and frowned as the familiar sharp, stinging pain assaulted his senses, but now that he knew what was to come he didn’t mind. Even as Bran’s fingers tightened on his hair and forced his head lower, the dominant, controlling gesture was easily ignored when pleasure made Sirius almost cry out.
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James sat on his bed and gazed up at the ceiling, his hand rested on a bright red mark on his left cheek where Lily Evans had once again slapped him. He huffed irritably, he knew that Sirius was off somewhere in the castle with Bran and it annoyed him more than it should have. Sirius and he had barely spoken two words since that first night but James wasn’t stupid, he saw the change in his friend, the way he stood taller, the new confidence that exhibited itself in every movement. Everyone close to Sirius was now wandering who he had lost his virginity too, when asked Sirius only smiled mysteriously, only his closest friends knew he was spending time with Bran the Beater. James hated seeing the bruises on Sirius’ wrists, the faint red lines on his chest and back and worse was that one day he entered the dorm sporting a large bruise on his backside, he had just laughed when James had asked what it was.
Even though James was continuing to chase after Lily he was still drawn to Sirius in a way he couldn’t understand, he wanted nothing more than to push Sirius into the bed just to find out what Bran was so obsessed with, but he held back. Even when he was in the shower and he could hear the soft breathy moans from the stall beside his own, knowing that Sirius was next door touching himself he managed to restrain himself.
Every night, before he fell asleep a part of him always hoped that Sirius would come into his bed and they would kiss once again...
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One day Sirius lounged lazily on the Gryffindor common room floor, summer was drawing towards them and everyone was studying for exams. Remus was concentrating hard on memorizing some important charms while Peter was nearly in tears as he looked over his revision notes. James entered the room wearing his Quidditch uniform, the crimson robes blending in with the wall paper. He strode over to Sirius and gazed down at him, he opened one eye lazily and they watched each other in silence for a moment before Sirius sighed and sat up.
James jerked his head towards the dorms indicating that they go upstairs and Sirius sighed before standing up and following him. They went into the dorm and James closed the door, for a minute the two boys stood in silence until James shook his head. “I was just in the changing rooms with Bran...” He said slowly and stepped closer to Sirius, he raked him with his eyes and saw the slight signs of rough treatment he knew he would. “...He’s been boasting...” He swallowed and pulled a face.
“Boasting about what?” Sirius asked.
James lifted a hand, he paused hesitantly before reaching out and pushing Sirius’ hair from his neck, he looked and he could see the faint sign of bruising around his throat. “I tried to warn you...” He whispered. “I tried to tell you what he was into...”
Sirius lifted an eyebrow. “What on earth are you on about Jamie?”
James took a step closer, his eyes burning into Sirius’. “He’s abusing you, Sirius, he’s taking advantage...”
“No he’s not, don’t be ridiculous...”
“He’s been saying things...he’s told everyone he’s been fucking this new girl, she’s got dark hair that she cut short recently, she’s got a bit of a flat chest but a very pretty face. He said that she takes anything and loves it, he said that he’s even strangled you...I...”
Sirius flushed slightly. “He’s talking about me?”James nodded. “But he has to say I’m a girl or people will get suspicious.”
“People are already becoming suspicious, Sirius...they’ve been asking him for names and although he hasn’t said anything I think some may be guessing correctly...Everyone knows who you are, Sirius. You’re famous in this school...we have to be more careful. You need to find a girlfriend.”
Sirius shook his head, his face paling. “You know I can’t do that, even if I was straight! I’m engaged, Jamie.”
“I know but...can you at least sleep with a girl?”
Sirius looked highly uncomfortable and he flushed pink. “I...I don’t think so...the only reason I could get it up for Jenny was because I was thinking of y-men...”
James looked at Sirius for a long time, their eyes locked and the air became heavy. “What can you do? What will make you be able to get it up and have sex with a girl?”
“I think you already know the answer to that question, Jamie.” Sirius said softly.
James nodded. “Then...I suppose it’s time I finally lost my virginity.” He said with a nervous chuckle. “We’ll have to have a threesome.”
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Allie Letterman was a Half-Blood Slytherin who was one of about two on good terms with the Gryffindor’s, apparently she had chosen Slytherin simply because she liked snakes. She was tall, played Keeper for Slytherin Quidditch team and was very sporty. Her body showed it. She had short cropped hair that was a soft platinum blond and everyone knew she was extremely open when it came to sex, James got on well with her and somehow managed to get her to help him with his dilemma.
Sirius lay on his bed and read when the door opened, he looked up to see James standing there looking nervous. “Where’s Moony?” He asked cautiously.
Sirius frowned. “In the library helping Pete revise for exams, why?”
James looked relieved, he knew they would be in there until late, he stepped aside to reveal Allie and Sirius sat up. “Sirius Black, this is Allie Letterman.”
Allie grinned, looking Sirius up and down with a smile. “Hi.” She said.
“James?”
“Yes Sirius?”
“Why is there a Slytherin in our dorm?”
“Why has there always been a Slytherin in our dorm, you mean?” James retorted irritably. Sirius shot him a pointed glare which James ignored. “Allie has agreed to help us with our little problem, she’s cool...when not trying to stop me from scoring goals.”
Allie snorted. “If I’m keeping, Potter, you couldn’t score a goal if you had eight arms!”
“Oh yeah? You wanna test that theory next match?!” James straightened his shoulders. “I could beat you with one arm tied behind my back, I’m the best fucking thing that ever hit the Quidditch pitch!”
Allie simply shook her head before turning to Sirius. “So, this is the one who’s been taken in by Bran? He’s cute...”
Sirius flushed and, as she crept closer on those long muscled legs, he moved backwards on impulse. “Jamie?” He said quietly, eyes glued to the imposing girl before him. “I’m not sure if I can do this...”
“Of course you can, I won’t get in the way, I’m here for James’ entertainment mostly...he owes me for it, but I’m happy to help where I can.”
James took a nervous breath and held it for a second, when he let it out he nodded. “Right, let’s get this over with then.” He looked slightly pale but determined and Sirius realised how serious he was.
“James, are you sure about this? This isn’t any way to lose your-” James smiled weakly and cut him off with a soft kiss.
“I’m as sure as I can and ever will be, I’d die for you Siri.” He whispered.
Sirius took a moment to absorb that and nodded once before sitting up on his knees before James. “Then...I suppose this is ok.” He whispered, never breaking eye-contact with his best friend. He slowly slipped his school shirt off his shoulders and leaned forward, kissing James softly. When he closed his eyes he forgot that Allie was there.
James deepened the kiss, he met Sirius’ tongue and they fought for dominance as he slid his hand over his chest. The world condensed until it contained just the two of them, Sirius pulled James on top of him as he fell backwards and began fumbling with the zip of his trousers. James groaned heavily, he hadn’t realised just how much he had missed this intimacy with his best friend. He reached down and slid his hand into Sirius’ trousers, he listened to the hitch in his breathing and smiled into their extended kiss.
“F-Fuck...” Sirius muttered, grabbing James’ hand and pushing himself into those fingers. They looked into each other’s eyes for an endless amount of time before Sirius halted the movement. He swallowed and calmed his breathing. “You nearly...made me cum...” He whispered, his body shaking as James released him.
“I missed you.” James whispered against his lips and he kissed him again, nipping lightly at his lower lip before drawing away again. “Can you do it?”
Sirius swallowed and nodded, he sat up and gazed at Allie who stripped off her clothes and dumped them in a pile by the bed, James eyed her hungrily from where he sat by Sirius’ side. She smiled and climbed on the bed. “Now no one will ever know you’re gay.” She smiled and leaned over him, her breasts tickling his chest, Sirius had to fight the urge to squirm away. “How do you want this?”
Sirius swallowed nervously and glanced at James. “I...” He chewed his lip before sighing and lifting himself up on his elbows. He pressed his lips to hers momentarily and suddenly rolled out from under her, with smooth movements he pushed her on to all fours. “I’m sorry.” He whispered and closed his eyes, he let his imagination run away with him...
James watched in fascination as Sirius did Allie ‘Doggy style’. He watched Sirius’ muscles bunching beneath his skin and listened to his groans and heavy panting, he kept his eyes tightly closed as his shirt fell from his shoulders. James slowly crept up behind him and slipped his shirt off, he wrapped an arm around his waist and began kissing his throat. “J-Jamie...” Sirius whispered under his breath and James felt a shock of pleasure as Sirius’ arse rubbed against his painful erection.
James turned Sirius’ head and kissed him, although it was sloppy due to the awkward angle he groaned into it and pushed himself against Sirius, enjoying the friction. Allie’s moans were drowned out by their own as Sirius reached his peak, he trembled and James swore softly as Sirius came.
They collapsed back in the bed and Allie laughed softly. “That was actually quite nice.” She said with a smile. “Although I’ve had better and I didn’t cum.” She blew hair from her bright eyes and turned to face James. “What about you? You’re still a virgin aren’t you, Jamie-boy?” Her grin was teasing but challenging.
James let his eyes wander her lithe body and licked his lips. “If you’re offering...I’m hardly going to say no.”
Sirius sighed and sat up, moving off the bed as Allie wrapped herself around James, he realised suddenly that that was the only reason she had done this. He smiled and shook his head as he went to wash. He stood in the shower and let the hot water fall over his body, then a sudden realisation hit him; James was in there having sex with a girl...
His eyes opened and he gazed blindly at the tiled wall. James didn’t need Sirius with him, James liked girls...James was...
“Straight...” He breathed and felt his stomach twist painfully; he slipped down the wall and sat in the stream of water. He would never touch James again, he had just blown his last chance with him. Now James would finally know what it was like to be with a girl and he would never look at Sirius as more than a friend. “Shit...” He pulled his knees to his chest and sat on the cold floor, he buried his face in his knees and tried to stop thinking about it, but it was impossible...
XXX
After Allie had left with a satisfied smile on her lips, James lay still and gazed up at the ceiling. He blinked a few times, trying to work out what had just happened. He heard the shower door open and Sirius came out looking nervous, his eyes moved about the room before he sighed and stepped out with a towel wrapped around his waist. He walked to his trunk and bent over, James watched and saw the towel ride up to reveal his thighs and, if he really tipped his head at an awkward angle...yes...he could see right up it. He was hanging off the bed and staring up the towel, watching Sirius busy himself with his trunk and he felt his libido wake up. Sirius stood up and turned around. “What are you doing?” He asked with a frown.
James grinned drunkenly and sat up. “I had sex.” He said with giddy happiness.
“I know, so did I...although it wasn’t very good...” He shrugged. “At least I know I can do it...If I’m forced to...” he broke off and gazed down at his pyjama’s that he clutched in his hand. “Now I have no excuse...” he whispered softly. “Now I have to marry her...”
James gazed at Sirius as he realised that he was right, if he could fake being straight he would have no choice but to marry his cousin. He would have to raise a family, crushing his own happiness and desires to avoid being thrown into a padded room inside St. Mungos. The sadness of such a fate caused James to lean over and grab Sirius’ wrist, he pulled him to his bed and looked at him intently. “I...I won’t let that happen.” He breathed and before he could consider it he kissed him.
Sirius kissed back, James’ scent surrounding him in comfortable warmth. He let himself be pushed backwards, still locked at the lips. He wrapped his arms firmly around him and let his towel fall open, it didn’t take much for them both to grow hard again and before they knew it they were gasping into each other’s mouths, hands were grasping at hair and skin, bruising and leaving scratches behind. Sirius pushed his hips into James’ and smiled when heard the heavy panting groan. James grabbed handfuls of Sirius’ hair and pulled his head back, kissing and biting at his throat. It was rough as Sirius gasped and suddenly flipped them both over, they fell to the floor with a thud. James found himself underneath, not where he wished to be. He bared his teeth in a feral snarl and grabbed Sirius’ wrists, he got one leg behind Sirius’ legs and they rolled over again. “Fuck!” Sirius cried, arching his back as James’ crotch ground into his own. The friction was almost too much. He grabbed James, yanking him down for another long kiss, they panted and hissed into each other’s mouths, all other things forgotten as they wrestled and fought for dominance. James was faster but Sirius was slightly stronger. “Mmm...J-Jamie...” Sirius whispered as James reached down and took hold of his erection, his head hit the floor with a loud crack as he threw it backwards. Stars erupted across his vision but he ignored them. His hands slid down James’ sides and he ran his nails back up making James swear. He chuckled breathlessly. With great difficulty James managed to grab Sirius’ hands and pin them both with one of his own, his eyes were burning in his face as he forced Sirius’ legs apart with his knee and exposed him.
Sirius struggled slightly, but James had him pinned down with no chance of escape. He smiled a little as he felt James’ hands questing lower. Fingers ran gently over his balls and he shuddered, letting his eyes fall closed and his head fall back. He let himself fall apart in James’ hands, trusting him with his welfare in a way he never had before. When James’ finger breached him the pain was minimal, he uttered a sigh and James swallowed his nerves, watching Sirius’ face avidly. He had seen enough magazines and books to know what he was doing but it seemed different in practice, it was surreal. He leaned down and captured Sirius’ mouth, nipping at his lower lip and capturing his gasps of pleasure. “Fucking hell Siri...” He whispered, biting at his throat as he added another finger making Sirius hiss softly as sharp pain assaulted him. James’ erection was almost painful but he ignored it in favour of watching his best friend come completely undone beneath him, Sirius’ pupils devoured his iris’ making them look black as he arched his back. He had never seen Sirius look so beautiful and the image seared itself in his mind, forever.
When James withdrew his fingers Sirius licked his lips and lay still for a moment, his hair was wet, plastered to his face and his cheeks flushed pink. He looked up at James through thick eyelashes and smiled...
James couldn’t help but grin back, he leaned down and licked Sirius’ mouth with his tongue and suddenly rolled him over, Sirius lowered his head and waited. James took a moment to admire the sight before him, Sirius on all fours before him, his position one of submission, if it wasn’t for the fact that James knew he was far from submissive. He pushed away all though and his nerves and lined himself up with Sirius’ waiting body.
Sirius gasped when James entered him, swearing and cursing as he went. It hurt but nowhere near as bad as it had done his first time, he knew what to expect and James was surprisingly gentle.
When he was finally in he paused and caught his breath, sucking it in through his teeth. He tipped his head back and gazed blankly up at the ceiling. “Holy fucking shit, Sirius! Why didn’t...why didn’t you tell me this was so fucking good?!” He muttered, his hand resting on the small of Sirius’ back.
Sirius swore under his breath. “Just get on and move!” He gasped, his nails digging into the rug as he held back.
James shook his head slightly and looked down at where he was connected to Sirius, he swore again and slowly began drawing out of him.
“Nnng...Merlin...” Sirius hissed, he closed his eyes as James began to set a furious pace, when he tried to lift his head, James grabbed his hair and pushed his head down again. He kept up a punishing pace, Sirius’ body shuddered, pleasure swamped his very core until thought was impossible. It was nothing, absolutely nothing like Bran. James made him feel as if he was about to cum at any given moment, constantly on the very precipice of orgasm but never actually tipped over the edge. He knew James, better, in some ways, than he knew himself and what they were doing was so natural it was almost as if they were never meant to be born separately. “Oh...oh fuck...oh fuck Jamie! James! More...I need...more...make me cum!”
“S-Sirius...” James was unable to form a coherent sentence as he moved his hips, drawing in and out of that wonderfully tight hot body, he shuddered as Sirius clenched around him, gasping and feeling himself be driven closer and closer to the end...
Sirius came hard, he had to muffle his cry by biting on his own hand as he felt James follow with a grunt. Both boys collapsed heavily upon the floor and lay perfectly still for a long time. Finally James rolled away from Sirius, un-sticking their sweaty limbs and gazing up at the ceiling and blinking dazedly, at some point he had lost his glasses.
“James...?” Sirius muttered.
“Hmm?”
“That...that was...”
“...fucking amazing.” James finished with a lopsided grin.
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