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The Mage	By : SnapesOnlyOne Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 3530 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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I lay in bed wide awake and unable to sleep. I look over to Severus who is sleeping with Morgana cradled in his arms. I slip out of bed careful not to wake them and head into the shower. I turn on the hot water stripping down and climbing in. I let the scalding water beat over me. I lean over resting my head on the wall and slide down sitting in the tub letting the water run over me. I close my eyes and begin to sob. I remember his hands on my body, the way he grabbed me, the way he touched me. I remember his lips on mine the way he forced himself on me. I grab the sponge and begin scrubbing my skin until it is raw. The shower curtain opens and Severus leans in.
“Are you alright?”
“I'm fine just a little emotional love” I whisper
“may I join you?” He whispers staring questioning at my raw skin. I nod and he strips down stepping into the shower. He takes my hands in his pulling me up to my feet. His lips claim mine and our tongues duel. He runs his hands up my body and trails kisses down my neck. He lifts me up pressing me against the wall and starting to gently press into me. Almost immediately the memories flood back and I push Severus away from me. He looks at me with a mixture if confusion and concern.
“What did he do to you Celestia?”
“I am fine my love just tired and sore, please forgive me”
“What did he do to you?” He growls, he can sense that I'm lying. I can hear it in his thoughts.
“He kept me chained up in a dungeon and he beat me Severus, it was horrible, but I am ok”
He eyes me suspiciously and nods not looking overall convinced.
“Did he say why?” Severus asks still eyeing me suspiciously
“Voldemort and Bellatrix killed his family” I whisper
“So he held you and beat you? This doesn't make sense Celestia” he grumbles
He knows there is more to it, he knows I'm lying. I can't tell him I was beaten and raped for vengeance on him, it would destroy him. He is pushing through his memories and I am forced to think fast. I drop onto my knees in front of him running my tongue down his length. I feel him shudder and his hands come down into my hair. I finish him off quickly climbing out of the shower and wrapping myself in my robe. I head downstairs making myself a tea. I move to his potion cupboard taking out something for pain and dropping a few drops in my tea. Severus takes the cup from my hands and dumps it down the drain dropping the tea cup into the sink and grabbing a new one from the cupboard.
“You can't drink that Celestia, it's not safe for the baby”
“The baby” I whisper bringing my hand down to my still almost flat belly. “I had completely forgotten, I haven't felt it move once Severus” I whisper sadly
Severus comes up behind me wrapping his arms around me. He pulls open my robe and spins me around. He stares down at my belly before putting his hands on it gently. He pokes it a few times and waits. He stands up suddenly grabbing a piece of parchment and a quill. He jots something down and sends it off with an owl. He comes back to my side running kisses down my neck again. He stands holding me while I drink my tea, his head resting on my shoulder. About half an hour later the floo lights up and I jump. Severus wraps his arms tighter around me shushing me quietly.
“It's just Poppy, Celestia. I asked her to come and see you” he whispers as she comes into the kitchen.
“oh my lord! You're alive! Thank heavens! We were all so worried, and Severus wasn't himself, even quit his job, spent all his time looking for you.”
“Enough Poppy, I called you here for a reason”
“I would hope so seeing as it's nearly 2am”
“Celestia was around eleven weeks pregnant when he took her, she should be six months now.”
Poppy looks at my belly and back up at Severus giving him a concerned look.
“let me take her upstairs and check her over, she should be resting anyways. I'll come update you when I have news”
“Yep, of course” he grumbles watching us head upstairs.
I lay on the bed and poppy closes the door. She immediately begins casting spells and sits waiting for the results to scrawl themselves onto the piece of parchment she has laid out.
“What happened Celestia?”
“You can't tell him Poppy, it would destroy him. Promise me” she nods carefully watching me. “He took me to get revenge on Severus, he didn't just beat me like I told Severus Poppy, he raped and tortured me.” I finish my sentence and hear movement outside the door. I wave my hand and the door flies open. Severus stands outside the door fists clenched and face red with anger.
“Severus, come inside” Poppy calls him. Severus stands in the door glaring daggers at me.
“Severus I was trying to protect you, I didn't want you to feel guilty.” Severus stands unmoving still glaring at me. “Severus please understand me, I didn't do this to hurt you”
Severus steps into the room moving towards me. Poppy stands moving between us giving him a warning glance.
“If you need time to cool down Severus then take it, she has been through enough”
“It would have been nice to have known that in the first place rather than having been lied to” he growls through gritted teeth. “I trusted you to be honest with me Celestia, for better or for worse remember? Means I'm with you regardless, but to lie to me!”
“Severus please”
“don't Celestia, don't you dare! You put me through hell, making me face my demons, telling me to let you in and you fucking turn around and lie to me!”
“ you want my fucking demons Severus? I hated my life before you! No one cared about me, no one wanted me, I tried to kill myself three times before Hogwarts and 4 times before I got close to you. He raped me every day that I was there, because you attacked and raped his wife. I could have ended my life while I was there, I didn't, all I thought about was getting back to you, back to Morgana. Severus I would never do anything to hurt you. I didn't want you to blame yourself for---“
“I already was! I blamed myself for not being here with you! Not keeping you safe! I never should have left you alone! You think you were protecting me by lying! You think I didn't have a clue, you think I didn't know you were hiding something from me?” He shouts waking Morgana in the next room who now is screaming out.
“I'm sorry Severus, I'm so sorry” I watch the scrawl beginning on the paper and I stand moving towards him. I try to wrap my arms around him and he pushes me away. He turns to leave and I wave my hand slamming the door shut.
“Celestia let me leave!”
“Severus please, don’t leave me” I start, tears beginning to well up in my eyes. “I can't be without you”
“I'm not leaving you, I need space” he growls pulling open the door and storming down the hall and down the steps. Poppy goes into Morgana’s room and brings her to me. She is shaking and crying. She clutches my robe and snuggles into me. Poppy picks up the parchment reading it over carefully.
“your baby is alive Celestia, but malnourished, she is weak which is why you can't feel her. I'll get Severus to whip you up some potions before I leave, we will get her well again dear”
I sigh in relief and hold Morganas now sleeping form tighter against my chest.
“I want you to stay in bed until we sort her out, bed rest, I mean it. You need to rest”
I nod silently and slide down my bed turning on my side resting Morgana against the bed.
Poppy stands pulling the covers up over us and heads out of the room closing the door behind her. I close my eyes drifting off to sleep. I'm asleep only an hour when I feel Morgana slip from my arms, I open my eyes to see Severus moving her into her bedroom. I sit up waiting for him to come back. I see the light go off in her room and he appears in the doorway and his eyes meet mine. He points to some vials on the table and heads for the door.
“Severus, please stay with me, I don't want to be alone” I plead
Severus turns keeping his eyes on the floor and drops into the recliner across the room sitting it back and putting up his feet. He points again to the vials and I grab them uncorking them and downing each of the three. I look back up and he has closed his eyes.
“I love you Severus” I whisper into the darkness of the room before turning back over and going to sleep.
For the next four weeks he comes in only to drop of vials and to sleep in the chair across the room. He doesn't speak to me or touch me. There have been no visitors on Poppy’s orders, my only company is Morgana as she plays on the floor beside my bed or naps in my arms. My belly is now swelling and the baby has begun to move and I wish Severus would enjoy it with me. This particular night the nightmares overtake me and I wake screaming. Severus is sitting up in his chair staring at me clearly startled, I have given up talking to him so I just turn over and go back to sleep. An hour later I wake up screaming again. Severus stands and moves out of the room returning moments later with an uncorked vial, he hands it to me and his hand brushes mine. I groan, realizing how much I have missed his touch before tipping the vial into my mouth. A few moments later I slip off into a dreamless sleep.
I wake in the morning and Severus and Morgana are still asleep. I slip out of bed quietly and kneel on the floor in front of Severus. I run my hand up his legs until I reach his zipper, but before I can tug it down he has grabbed my hands. He sits there glaring at me in warning.
“How much longer can you possibly stay mad Severus?”
He continues to stare at me.
“ I was wrong, I see that now, I'm human and I make mistakes, if you are going to continue to treat me like this you might as well leave me. I'm miserable like this”
Severus sits silently staring at me for what seems like an eternity before he speaks.
“Do you have any idea what it was like for me? I couldn't eat, couldn’t sleep, spent my nights standing outside houses of people I thought May have taken you trying locator spells hoping to be close enough to find you. Morgana fell ill after you left, she wouldn't take the formula that people brought. Narcissa stayed here until a few days before you came back feeding our baby and hers. People telling me you were dead and I should give up, but I didn’t. Then you come home and you lie to me. How can I be expected to be a good husband to you when you won't tell me things?”
“It's been a month, please Severus forgive me, I can't do this alone anymore, I need you”
Severus stands moving towards me and climbs into the bed beside me, his strong arms rake me in and he holds me close.
“Don't ever hide things from me again Celestia”
I tip my head up and find his lips with mine he kisses me hungrily but pulls away.
“I need to stop now, my want for you is pushing the boundaries of my control.”
“Then take me, just be slow with me love”
“ are you sure Celestia?”
I nod and he is on top of me, his lips on mine and his hands tenderly caressing my body. He undoes my robe placing gentle kisses across my belly Before pressing my legs apart. He slowly eases one finger into me working me lightly, then another finger. He works me softly and carefully until he feels me begin to tremble. He lowers his mouth and begins to feast on me, it isn't long before my world shatters into bliss. He takes my distracted moment and presses himself into me to the hilt. He begins a gentle rhythm and gradually begins picking up the pace until we reach sweet orgasm together and he collapses onto the bed in a sweaty yet satisfied lump. He pulls me into his arms and I watch as he drifts off to sleep.
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