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I'll Do Anything	By : TheLadyFeylene Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 5249 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.

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Disclaimer: Sirius and Remus don't belong to me. I'm just borrowing them for my own sick, twisted purposes.
Warning: This contains slash. Graphically depicted slash, I might add. And coerced sex. Between two males. A bit of the NC-17 sex here. Hope you enjoy it. There will be more in the next chapter.
Dedication: To Kitten. And those of you who reviewed. :-D
Author's Note: Okay, I got a lot of speculation in the reviews. Just to let you all know, Sirius is strait in this story. He doesn't like men in that way. Remember what it said in the summary. This isn't the usual Remus/Sirius fic, even though that is the pairing. And, also to let you all know, I am *not* a Sirius/Remus shipper. I actually don't like the pairing all that much. I've read some good stories with them as a couple, but on the whole I don't enjoy it. I just got this idea and felt like writing it out. You know how that is! And I like the thought of Remmie as being...dominant. *Very* dominant...

The Price to Pay

Remus allowed Sirius to beg and grovel for two more days. He ignored him, pretended he didn't exist. Simply because he had a plan didn't mean he was going to let Sirius get off the hook that easily. He wanted to make him squirm. And he wanted Sirius to be sure that their friendship actually meant something to him. What he was going to ask wasn't something Sirius would be that happy to give. Which was the point. It had to mean something.

The third day was Saturday. Remus decided Sirius had enough time to consider things. He found him in the common room, sitting in a chair looking dejected and ashamed. //Perfect!// Remus smoothed his robes and affected a look of guarded hostility. If Sirius was willing, they could put this all behind them. But Remus needed to make certain of a few things first.

"Sirius." he said stiffly, nodding his head in the direction of the tall, black haired Gryffindor.

"Remus..." Pleading, pained...Remus had to suppress a smile

"I'd like to speak with you." The same tight, clipped tone. He didn't want to give anything aw Let Let Sirius wonder. Which he obviously was, by the puzzled yet earnest look on his face.

"Sure..." Sirius started to get out of the chair, but Remus held his hand up to stop him.

"I just want to affirm a few things, that's all." Remus folded his arms, inwardly smiling at the look of pure confusion and bewilderedness on Sirius' face. "You told me you'd do anything to make this up to me..."

"And I will!" Sirius assured him. "I mean it Remmie, you tell me what to do and I'll do it..."

"Hmmm." Remus gave Sirius the impression that he was thinking things over. "Are you certain you'd do anything?"

"Yes! If I can do it, it's yours, I mean it..." The larger Gryffindor looked as though he were going to leap out of his chair and throw himself at Remus' feet again.

"All right, all right." Remus nodded. "There might be something you can do. Meet me in the astronomy tower tonight at midnight. Alone. We'll...discuss it there. And this is between us, Sirius." With that, Remus gave one final glare and stalked off.

***

Sirius was a mass of confusion. He felt absolutely horrible over what he had done. He never *thought* about things, he just did them. Any guilt or second thoughts or remorse came afterwards. Like now. He had been certain that his friendship with Remus was over. He had never seen the werewolf quite so livid. Anger wasn't an emotion that Remus gave himself over to often, and never like this. In all honesty, it had frightened Sirius.

//Of course I meant I'd do anything.// Whatever Remus asked of him, he'd do it. Remus was one of his closest friends, almost as close as James. He loved Remus like a brother, and losing him as a friend...//He should know I care about him. I didn't care about him being a werewolf, and I didn't care about him liking guys. I just...I screwed up is all.// But this had been a big screw up.

//If it had been anybody other then Snape...// Sirius hated the Slytherin. He always had, from day one. They had just got off on the wrong foot, and it had escalated from there. Now they were full fledged rivals. And Remus had been seeing him! The mere thought of it was enough to make Sirius sick. All he had wanted to do was break them up. He hadn't wanted to push Remmie away.

//At least he's going to let me fix things.// Sirius wasn't entirely sure what Remus wanted, but if it was in his power, it was his. The day passed agonizingly slowly. Remus pretty much ignored Sirius. It was almost like they hadn't come to some form of agreement. But Sirius felt a little bit better. Apprehensive, but better. He'd make this up to Remmie, he would!

Dinner came and went. Remus was nowhere to be seen. Sirius didn't question the werewolf's absence, but he could tell everyone noted it. There was a rather suppressed air over the dorm room that evening. James had kept his council to himself, opting to ignore the entire situation. Peter had simply kept his mouth shut, but shot worried glances between Sirius and Remus. The fight had affected everyone, regardless of what they said.

"I'm uh...turning in." Sirius said, around eight. That earned him a few odd looks. But he couldn't sit there and pretend to make conversation anymore. He had tried, but his mind was elsewhere. It was a few hours ahead, in the astronomy tower. He tossed and turned in bed, hoping against hope that Remus would accept whatever it was he offered. There was the chance that this wouldn't help anything. But Sirius would take it, anyway.

Midnight came around. The rest of the dorm was asleep, and Sirius rose quietly, not bothering with a robe. His sweatpants and tank top were enough, it wasn't that cold. He kept his wand on hand, in case he met anyone unpleasant in the hallways. He made his way to the astronomy tower, and easily found Remus. He had left the door of the room he had taken ajar, and Sirius slipped in quietly.

"Hey." He said softly, closing the door behind him. Remus was sitting on an old desk, cross-legged. He fixed Sirius with a piercing gold stare that made the Gryffindor swallow. Remus could be downright scary when he wanted to be, with wild golden eyes, shaggy tawny hair, and square, wolfish face.

"Sirius." Remus nodded, indicating that Sirius should sit down. He sat on the floor, looking up at Remus with wide eyes. He licked his lips nervously, and was surprised to see a small smile playing at the corners of Remus' mouth. Maybe everything would be all right after all?

"I came. And I'll do whatever it is..."

"You don't even know what I'm going to ask you to do." Remus said, softly.

"I don't care." And it was true. He knew there were things that Remus would never ask of him, so he was safe. It wasn't like the werewolf was going to ask him to kill anyone or anything.

"I'll remember that." The same soft tone. Sirius had a moment of fear. But no, this was Remus. If someone like him were across from him, then he'd be worried.

"Okay." Sirius nodded. He had a strange apprehensive feeling in the pit of his stomach. He felt his body trembling slightly. He could feel his foot wanting to tap. He got like this sometimes. When he was either dreading or anticipating something.

"There is...something I want you to do." Remus said, smoothing his robes over his knees. He was still wearing his school robes. They made him look...well, frightening. Stark black draped over his lean frame. Sirius nodded, encouraging him to go on. "If you do this, we will put this entire thing behind us. What you did to upset me, what you do to make it better. We'll never talk about it again. Pretend it didn't happen."

"Okay." Sirius licked his lips again, and this time he *knew* that Remus' lips curved.

"I will ask you one last time Sirius." And the graveness of Remus' voice gave Sirius a pause. He wasn't used to seeing his friend so intense. "Are you absolutely certain you are willing to do *anything* I ask?"

"As long as it isn't killing anyone, yeah." Sirius said, nodding. He wanted Remus to know how important this was to him. He was willing to do this thing, this thing that would make everything better. "I'll do it. On my honor."

"All right." Remus nodded, shaking back his hair and folding his hands, before locking his gaze on Sirius'. There was a sort of wisdom in those amber colored eyes, a knowing that made Sirius' heart skip. Fear began setting in. Remus' stare was unwavering, and Sirius was so lost in it he almost didn't hear Remus. Almost."

"I want you to sleep with me."

***

Remus kept his face schooled into a calm mask, not giving away a hint of emotion at the expressions that crossed over Sirius' face. Shock, fear, disbelief, confusion...it was delightful. Remus kept his hands folded, a bland, almost pleasant expression.

"What?" Sirius finally managed, dark eyes wide and confused.

"You heard me." Remus said, calmly. "I want you to sleep with me. Do that, and we'll forget the whole thing."

"But....Remmie I..."

"You're strait, I know." Remus nodded. He didn't feel at all guilty over giving Sirius this ultimatum. He was at least giving him the choice. "But I want you to know how I felt."

"Remus, this is...I mean...it's…” Sirius was struggling to put his thoughts into words. Remus was enjoying this, in a perverted sort of way.

"You used me. You used me, you hurt me, and you humiliated me." Remus said, eyes still fixed on Sirius'. "I'd like you to know I felt."

"And if I say no?"

If Remus was a crueler person, he would have indulged in a predatory smile. But he didn't. He kept his voice steady and his face the same. He was giving Sirius a choice. Not a very good one, but a choice.

"If you say no, then I'm sorry." Remus said, and he was. "I'm not looking for revenge, exactly, but I don't think you realize how you made me feel. You're sorry, but you're not sorry about that. You're sorry that I'm angry with you. But in order for you to be truly sorry for what you did, you need to feel the way I felt."

"What do you mean you're sorry?" Trust Sirius to focus on something like that.

"I'm sorry that it had to end this way. You've been more of a friend then I could ever ask for. But with things like this, I can't do it. I'm sorry."

"So wait...if I don't fuck you, that's it?" Sirius' voice was angry, and Remus sighed.

"Have you understood a word I've said?" It wasn't like that. Not at all. "This isn't about sex, though that is an added bonus. It's about you feeling how I did."

"And you think that...this, will make me feel like you did?" Sirius raised an eyebrow.

"How do you feel right now? With me simply suggesting it?"

"I feel...I don't know. Shocked. I never thought you'd do something...like....oh." Sirius sighed, scrubbing his hands over his face. "Okay."

"Okay what?" Remus didn't know if he was agreeing that he got the point or what.

"Okay, I'll do it." Sirius said, sighing. "I mean, I don't know what to do, but..."

"I'll tell you." Remus said. He'd never gone all the way before but that didn't bother him. Having Sirius as his first wasn't a bad thing at all. He was certainly good looking. Tall, muscular, with long thick black hair, tanned skin and chocolate colored eyes. He looked as if he had just stepped off the cover of a romance novel. And while he had Sirius willingly, he was going to take advantage of it. One of the pluses of being a werewolf was a recovery rate of about five minutes.

Remus unfolded his legs and slipped down to the floor across from Sirius. He smiled, reaching out to stroke the side of his friend's face. Sirius was trembling, but there was a determined set to his jaw. Remus leaned forward, kissing rigid lips. He pulled back, frowning.

"Sirius..."

"I'm sorry, Remmie." Sirius sighed. "I just..."

"I know, I know." Remus ran a hand through soft dark hair. "I'm sorry. But it's just tonight." He kissed him again, and felt Sirius' lips move in a mechanical manner under his. He was almost tempted to tell Sirius to close his eyes and pretend, but he couldn't do that. That would negate the entire purpose of the encounter. He slid his tongue between Sirius lips, tasting cocoa and smoke. It was a heady combination. he allowed his tongue to explore every crevice of Sirius' mouth. He let his hands tangle in his friends hair, and over his broad shoulders and back. Sirius was much larger then Severus, and far more muscular.

"Touch me." Remus mumbled, kissing and sucking at Sirius' jaw and neck.

"Uh…” Sirius paused, swallowing. Remus felt stiff hands on his back, petting awkwardly.

"Smoother." Remus urged. Sirius stroked his back, running his fingers over muscles. Remus shivered, enjoying the sensations even if the lacked finesse. "Kiss my neck..."

He felt Sirius lips on his skin, pressing hesitantly and fleetingly. It was rather disappointing, but what else did he expect? Sirius wasn't the least bit sexually attracted to him. But he was doing his best. Remus sighed as Sirius' tongue slid over his neck, playing at the hollow of his throat and the place where neck met skull. Sirius affixed his lips there, sucking gently. He seemed to be getting more comfortable with things.

Remus allowed the simple necking to go on for a few minutes, before deciding to move things on a bit. Remus started to slide his hands under Sirius' tank top, but decided against it. This couldn't be like that. He couldn't make it like...like they were lovers. He pulled back.

"Sirius...take off your tank top." He said, blinking slowly. He as beginning to get aroused. Sirius swallowed, and Remus could see the flicker of fear in his eyes. But he complied, lifting the white cotton over his head. Remus licked his lips at the site of smooth, tanned muscle. Sirius looked away, not able to meet Remus' gaze. Remus let his eyes rake over the planes of Sirius' chest.

"You're very attractive." Remus said. He cleared his throat. This was getting to be difficult. "Now...take off my robes."

Sirius shuddered, before leaning forward. His fingers fumbled with the clasps of Remus' robes, almost tearing them apart.

"Slowly." Remus urged, placing a hand over Sirius'. "You may not enjoy this, but I'd like to."

"Sorry." Sirius gave Remus an apologetic look, and Remus only nodded. At least there was no anger here. Remus had been worried about that. But this wasn't pushing Sirius away. The larger Gryffindor took his time with the buttons. Remus had planned this, and was wearing nothing underneath his robes. He felt odd, but he had decided it would be better this way. Sirius was done with the buttons, and he slowly pushed the robe back...

"Shit." Sirius mumbled, looking away quickly.

"You're going to have to get used to it." Remus said softly, tilting Sirius' head up. Sirius just nodded, and Remus could see the muscles of his throat jumping and twitching. "Kiss me some more."

Their lips met, Sirius' stiff and resistant, Remus' soft and pliant. He sucked at Sirius' bottom lip, nipping at it with his teeth. He laved his tongue over it, before capturing Sirius mouth again. He hated to admit it, but there was a certain thrill to being completely in control. Coaxing, guiding, demanding...

"Finish it..." He muttered, placing Sirius' hand on his robes again. He felt them pushed off his shoulders roughly, to puddle around his legs. He kicked them aside, wrapping his arms around Sirius-who was quite obviously uncomfortable at having his naked best friend kissing him. But Remus didn't care. He was beginning to really enjoy this. He shivered slightly, the cold air making his skin crawl. He pulled away, lust fogged eyes meeting Sirius' confused ones.

"Take off your pants..."

"Remmie..." Sirius swallowed hard, but then nodded. He stood, and slipped the dark fabric off his hips to fall to his feet. Remus sucked in a breath, eyes raking over Sirius' curved hips, well muscled thighs...and other things. He licked his lips, not able to refrain from reaching out and trailing his fingers over the hard curve of hip, to the smoothness of his length. Sirius shuddered, muscles twitching on instinct. Remus took his hand away, clearing his throat.

"Now...sit back down. Please." Remus had to control himself. He wanted nothing more then to shove Sirius on his back and ravish him. Sirius sat, unconsciously angling his body away. "Touch me."

"Uh...where?" And the sad thing was, Sirius wasn't being a smart ass.

"Here." Remus took his friend's hand and guided it to his own arousal, feeling the fingers curling away. "Jus touch me the way you'd touch yourself....yes..." Sirius hand lightly gripped Remus, stroking rigidly. Remus didn't care at this point. He moaned, releasing Sirius' wrist and digging his fingers into Sirius' shoulders. The black haired Gryffindor was stiff, stroking and pumping stiffly. Remus kissed his shoulder, enjoying the sensations in his length. It was far different then anything he'd ever done with Severus, but it was thrilling in it's own form.

"Oh, god Sirius..." Remus moaned, as Sirius increased his pumping. "Faster, please..." The pace increased more, Sirius' hand sliding over his now slick length easily. He knew he was close to his peak. "Sirius...I'm..." He bit Sirius' shoulder rather hard as he felt it building within him. He felt Sirius' hand jerk away as his friend made a noise of disgust. Remus sat back, wiping his hand through his hair.

"Good?" Sirius asked, searching around for something to clean his hand off with.

"In all honesty, I've had better." Remus licked his lips, retrieving a cloth from his robe pocket. "Here." He tossed it to Sirius, who gave him a nod of thanks. Remus raised an eyebrow as Sirius started to toss the cloth aside. Sirius looked from Remus to the cloth, then realization dawned on him. He nodded, and then wiped Remus clean, before tossing it aside.

"Well, there." Sirius said, then smiled. "I'm glad we got that over with..."

"Over with?" Remus raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah. I mean...you finished." Sirius shrugged.

"Padfoot my friend, I'll be ready again in a few minutes. We're not done." Remus fixed his eyes on Sirius'. "We have a lot more to do."
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