Uncle Remus | By : TheLadyFeylene Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 5600 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, nor any of the characters from the books or movies. I do not make any money from the writing of this story. |
Disclaimer: Still not mine
Warning: Still slash
Dedication: To the 25 reviewers! Wow! Glad you like it. It’s the first thing I ever wrote and felt dirty for...
Author's Note: Well, if you expected Harry to immediately confess his feelings/desires for Remus.....don't bother reading. I try and deal with situations realistically. As realistically as possible, anyway. Yes, look, it's a series. I always end up with those...anyway, I hope you enjoy. Really didn't expect to get the reactions I did, in all honesty...
Oh This is Harry’s POV. Gotta love the POV switching...
Uncle Remus
Chapter 2
I really don't know what to do, or say. I'm sort of frozen, watching him panic. He's not frantic or anything, it's actually a really calm panic. He covers himself up, very quickly, eyes darting all over the place. For a minute he reminds me of an animal, caught in a trap. I guess that fits.
"Harry." He says my name really quick, sort of breathless. Almost like the way he said it a few minutes ago. "Er..."
I don't think he knows what to say. Which is okay, cause I don't either. He just sits there, looking at me. He's sort of propped up, twisted to look at me. He looks scared. His are are wild looking. I've never really noticed his eyes before. They're a dark gold color, not human at all. WHy didn't I ever notice them?
"Er..may I help you with something?"
It sounds almost funny. If you stop and think about it, the whole situation is a little bit funny. It's not something you except to happen outside of movies, or the programs on the tellie. I still don't know what to say. Does he know I heard him?
I really don't know what to think about that. I don't really think anything, actually. I guess there could be a lot of reasons he said my name. It doesn't really mean he was thinking about me. Like that.
"I just wanted to make sure you were okay." I finally answer. He had looked so sad. I know he's been worried about everything. Sirius is off doing dangerous things, and he will be too. He says he won't, but I know he will. He tries to hard to be strong, and I wish he wouldn't. He doesn't have to pretend, not for me.
"I'm fine." He's still talking quickly. He probably wonders what I saw, what I heard. Pretty much everything, actually.
I shouldn't have watched. That's a given. But I sort of couldn't help myself. I guess I was just curious. I definitely didn't expect that. I thought maybe he'd be crying.
"Okay." I still stand there. Is this something we ought to talk about? Is this the reason he's always staring at me? I thought it was because he was worried about me, or maybe because I look so much like my dad. I didn't think he thought I was....attractive? If that's even it.
"Was there anything else?"
Does he want me gone? He's embarrassed. I can understand that. I want to let him know it's okay. I mean, it's a natural thing. I've done it myself. Everybody does. But not everybody gets caught. I really don't know wha say say.
"No, I guess." I chew at my bottom lip, still not leaving. Why is he so scared? I'm not going to think any differently about him, just because I know he jacks off. And I'm just going to try and not think about the fact that he said my name when he...you know.
"Er...are you...I mean to say is..."
He's really flustered. I shake my head, and give him a smile.
"It's no big deal." I say.
"No, it is...." He sits up, still holding the blanket over his lap.
"It really isn't." I tell him. "We...had you know. Those classes last year. It's a natural thing." I sound like an idiot, but it's all I can think of.
"Er....yes."
I think I'm making things worse. I don't know how though. I told him it was okay. I told him it was no big deal.
"So you don't have to worry about it." I say, a stupid smile on my face. I know I sound stupid, but how can you sound smooth in a situation like this? I've just found a man who-for all intents and purposes-is my uncle, jerking off. It's really sort of awkward.
"And you...er..."
"It's fine." What sort of a word is 'er' anyway? It's a more polite 'um'. I've never seen him at a loss for words like this. Again, it's almost funny. "We can just forget about it."
"That seems a very good idea." He nods, and I see he's really relieved.
"But really Uncle Remus, don't worry about it."
He flinched when I said that. I can see something in his eyes, something I don't really recognize. I know I'm ignoring things I shouldn't, but it's just easier that way.
"I'm just gonna go finish reading." I say. He nods, not saying anything, and I just walk out of the room, closing the door behind me.
I can't concentrate on my book. I just can't get what I saw out of my mind. I still don't know what to think about it. I mean, I probably shouldn't have stood there watching. But I did. What does that mean? I mean, it wasn't like I was *enjoying* watching. I guess I was just curious. About what, I really don't know. It's not it' it's something new. I've done it myself. So does everyone else in the dorm. Okay, so I've never *watched* anyone else in the dorm, but that could just be because I've never really had the chance.
Sexual orientation's never really been something I thought about. Sure, we went over it in sex ed, but not in depth. And it just never really came up. I know I like girls, but I've never thought about other guys before.
No matter what I said, this does sort of change things. No matter how much I want to ignore it, he said my name. *My* name. I know when *I* do that, if I end up saying someone's name, it's usually whoever I was thinking about. Which means he was thinking about me. While he was...
So that would explain why he stares at me a lot. This is just plain weird. First of all, he's way older then me. Second of all, he's like family. I mean, I call him Uncle...no wonder he got all weird when I said that. I'll just have to try and ignore it. It isn't like he's going to do anything...
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