Breaking a Mudblood | By : OokamiJudge Category: Harry Potter > General > General Views: 8164 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Title: Blood On My Hands
Author: dragongirl997
Prompt Number: 477 submitted by sans_grace
Kink Showcased: knife/blood play
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Harry/Hermione
Summary: Harry hasn't been the same since the end of the triwizard tournament. Between Cedric's death, the ritual that followed, his dual with Voldemort, his time with the Dursleys he just isn't quite the same but Harry seems to be the only one to realize it.
Warnings: Mind Manipulation, Bondage, Eventual NonCon in the Knife/Blood Play
Word Count: 2600~
Author's Notes: The title for this comes form the song of the same name by The Used. This wasn't entirely intended to be part of 'Breaking a Mudblood' when I first claimed the prompt, but it just worked too perfectly. It is basically a flashback to the 'beginning' of how Hermione got to where she was in the first part. There will be lots more flashbacks to come though they will probably go in order until we get back the the moment when Bella finally broke Hermione.
He could feel that gaze as it burned into him and he didn't have to look around to know it belonged to /her/. To the one person who knew about his horrible secrete the one he kept about that need or maybe obsession that had wormed its way into him over the summer. He hadn't had much to think of over the summer while he stayed with the Dursleys and Cedric's death replaying itself over and over in his head was his main 'entertainment', but with such a thing repeating over and over to be followed by the ritual that had given Voldemort a body once more he really had become rather disturbed by himself.
Maybe that wasn't the best way to put it he really wasn't sure, but he did know that over those weeks his mind had been twisted. He had been so worried that it had to do with his connection to Voldemort, but she had tried hard to convince him it wasn't true when she found out. He still couldn't believe her all these weeks later, but as that gaze burned into him and he stared at the blood that was slowly flowing from the nick on his finger he couldn't care.
It had taken her a while of pestering for him to finally explain as much as he could and it was her who had helped him to fight though the need that first time. Now weeks later he just knew that she would be there later and it sent a thrill though him to join the already creeping thrill the sight of his own blood gave him. Snape's voice cut thought the haze when the snarky man cut down Neville once more and he could feel the disgust setting in once more. He was a fourteen year old male it was understandable that he had hormones, but /that/ was not normal still he wouldn't turn her away well at least not in the end.
As their last class ended he felt a hand wrap around his arm as they exited before he could react though her voice cut though him informed Ron that they would meet him later. He was rather glad when Ron protested saying he would just come with them, but her reply that they were going to the Library cut the redhead off. He was tempted to beg Ron to come, but wasn't about to try and explain why so he ended up just following her, or rather letting her lead him, to the Room of Requirement.
The room was decorated just like it had been the last time: a bed with dark sheets that caught the light from the candles in that odd way that silk seemed to making it almost shine, off to the side of the bed there was a table that held a few things that he didn't want to look at but that he knew were knives of various sorts, the walls were a dark colour and the room was over all small but in the end he didn't care. When she meet his gaze and took his face in her hands all he could see was her and he could only vaguely nod when she asked if it was starting to distract him again.
That was how she had forced it out of him in the first place all those weeks ago was because he had become distracted by the thought of it enough to think of cutting himself just to see it. All she had had to do was ask at the right time and he was telling her everything before he could even hope to stop himself. He had been rather glad for the peace since that time, but it had come at a price. He had started to doubt himself more since then, wondering even more if there wasn't something of Voldemort seeping though their link especially after that episode with the other's snake.
The sudden smell of copper had him abruptly pulled from his thoughts and focusing on the things around him only to find her sitting on the bed in her underclothes with a knife in one hand and a trickle of blood running down her other arm from a slash to her upper arm. Despite telling himself he didn't care his body was moving before he could stop himself and he was on her pushing her down and taking his tongue to the wound. The copper tang in his mouth was too much and the part of his mind that knew this was wrong abruptly shut down and he was lost.
It didn't take long for the shallow wound to clot even with his attentions, or maybe because of them, and his hand quickly found hers taking the knife from her. He sat up looking down at her the calm expression on her face just pushed him on as he shifted so he was straddling her hips and tightened his grip on the hilt of the knife he had taken from her. He couldn't see the calm look that settled on his face as he carefully took his weapon to her other arm. It left another shallow cut behind that he was quick to trace with his tongue once more even as his hand with the knife moved making another cut this one deeper in his inattention, but the stronger smell of copper drew him as his first cut clotted. Once he realize just how deep it was he gasped wondering how he could have done that to her and made to pull away, but she admonished him tell him if he stopped now it would only make things worse so he reluctantly returned his attention to the mark.
Green eyes closed as he shuddered remembering the taste of her blood and the feel of that knife in his hand. He could head that small voice in the back of his head that had been growing louder telling him that if he only asked she would give him what he needed. He resisted that voice though determined to deny it for as long as he could. Yet there was very little denying the stickiness of his hand that came just from picturing her looking up at him with the marks made by a knife held by his hand and the red places where he hadn't gotten all the blood. He tried to resist he really did, it was why he hardly ever indulged in self pleasure because that was always the image that came to him and led him to his end. It wasn't helping him he knew that, but as the days passed he found himself caring less and less about it.
He tried so hard not to give in but with the end of school so very close at hand well he couldn't resist giving in again. She had led him here again and he hadn't been able to deny her in truth he was starting to wonder if she didn't thrill as much as he from it and the very thought set him aflame. As with every time before though he was hesitant at first, but after that first real taste of the copper tang that her blood held he couldn't push it off. In the end he had thought it was a great way to end the school year though he could also say he would be sorry to see Umbridge leave if only because he wouldn't have a good reason next year for the urge to be getting worse because hesitant at first or not he really did enjoy this time with her.
As he sat across from her on the train he couldn't stop the flashes of the past months from invading his mind. He had dreamed of her more then once over the summer in ever increasing states of being cut up, bound, or both. The frightening part though had been when his mind started to have red eyes watching them and he had had to question his own sanity. As the days had gone by though he came to accept them after all what was wrong with them? It was just a pair of eyes, eyes the colour of the blood he thrilled in, watching him perform for them. He wasn't sure when those bloody eyes had been given his own body, but at some point they had and oddly it thrilled him even more to think that he was watching himself do this to her with those eyes.
Sitting here watching her now he could almost feel those red eyes on him as he forced himself to remain still despite the hard flesh between his legs that begged for him to strip her and take a knife to her pale skin even if Ron was here. He had the feeling that this time last year that thought would have scared him, but he couldn't really figure out why. In truth the shiver that ran his spine when she met his gaze made his wonder how he could have ever denied what he wanted.
It might have taken a couple days, but she had once more dragged him into that room. This time there was no hesitation the door closed behind then and he was on her. A spell he didn't even know he knew and she was bound to the bed still fully clothed, an accio charm later and he had a knife in his hand before stowing away his wand and stalking towards the bed where she was giving him a look somewhere between confusion and fright. It sent a new thrill though him as he paused at the foot of the bed running his tongue over the steel blade in his hand.
It was a cold thing that sent a shiver down his spine, but the look on her face made it worth it. He wasn't sure why some very small and quite part of his brain insisted that she wasn't supposed to be scared, that this had been her idea, but he brushed that part of him away focusing on what or rather who was before him. The grin that spread over his face as he settled on his knees between her legs really was too good especially when she started to wriggle some as he set the edge of the blade against her ankle under her pants. He didn't even flinch when she gasped in pain as the tip bit into her when she jerked to hard instead just shifting a bit and using the very sharp blade to cut though the jeans she was wearing one leg at a time. It took a bit of effort to get the blade to go though the waist band of the jeans, but as before he ignored her sounds of pain instead just pulling the now ruined cloth from her tossing it behind him onto the floor. Looking down at her half naked with her robe spread under her and blood seeping from the wounds that had been placed on her made him ache even more then he already had been when she pulled him in here.
With renewed purpose he set at her upper half cutting the woolen jumper she was wearing down the center and following it with her shirt before moving up her body to straddle her chest just under her still covered breasts. Settling the tip of the knife against the woolen jumper he took out the sleeves of her robe repeating the process with both her jumper and her shirt letting them all remain under her rather then bother to pull them out and toss them off the bed with her pants. He smirked at the look on her face not sure why it should bother him rather then make it better and unaware that part of her terror came from the fact that his green eyes had red flecks in them now.
With her bared to her under clothes he set knife to pale skin enjoying the thrill that the smell of copper sent though him when the skin of her arm parted beneath the steel he held. He watched the blood that flowed from the mark for a long moment before he added another red line to her body this one ran from where neck joined body to where her bra started down the center of her body. A third shortly joined then on her other arm as the cold steel in his hand quickly warmed in his grip though it managed to remain blood free for now due to its sharpness.
As he moved to lap up the blood from all three cuts she seemed to finally come out of her odd haze and started to question him, but without a though he silenced her with a wave of his hand. He didn't need her input anymore thank-you-very-much. It didn't take long after that for her to start struggling and without thought he retaliated against her using the steel still in his grip reaching behind him he took the knife to the first resistance it met which happened to be her leg and only made her struggle more. Uncaring he continued to add more marks to where ever he could read behind him while his tongue traced the marks on her arms and chest. His mouth was soon looking red with the blood and he started to leave behind bit of red as his saliva turned red.
He hadn't nearly had his 'fill' by the time the purposeful marks had stopped bleeding for the most part and he considered adding another to them, but when he poised the knife considering he caught sight of the red it now held and changed his mind. He licked the blade once more enjoying the copper tang of the blood that mixed so very well with the odd tang of the steel blade. Savoring it for a long moment with his eyes closed he missed the look of pure terror that passed over her face when he opened his eyes once more and they were almost entirely red now. Instead he just shifted resettling between her spread legs on his knees as he studied the mess of marks her lower half now held.
As the hard flesh between his legs gave a strong throb he finally gave in and thrusting the bloody blade of knife into the mattress he stripped off his robe tossing it off the bed behind him following it with his jumper, shirt, and tie. He didn't take the time to take his pants off though and instead just undid those and pushed them down just far enough to free the erection he had had nearly constantly in her presence since the train ride. He had pulled himself to completion more then once in the past couple days to the images from this summer of her bloody and bound.
As he stared at her now, spread out before him bloody and bound without it being another image from his head made his end rather quick. Enjoying the after glow he didn't hear the door behind him open and the silencing spell on her made it so he didn't hear her protesting his actions sure, but he also didn't hear her trying to say something about the blond that was pointing his wand at them ether. He barely had time to register the word he knew rather well before he was struck by the red spell that caused him to crumple into a heap into the blood she was now half covered in and he knew no more.
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