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Can You Keep a Secret?	By : KusanoSaku Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Harry/Draco Views: 28184 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 6
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Title: Can you keep a Secret?

Authors: kusanobabe05 [kusanosakura] and socia0307

Pairing: DracoxHarry, implied RonxHermione,

Fandom : HP

Notes: Compatible up to the bathroom scene between Draco and Harry in Half-blood Prince- minus the Ginny interest. After that is completely AU…

Warning: drarry gets rather aggressive so be warned.

Chapter One

Harry hadn't forgiven himself for what happened in Moaning Myrtle's bathroom between himself and Draco after he'd found the Slytherin crying. The only person he'd even seen cry like that was himself after Uncle Vernon beat him; something in him wanted to comfort his rival. He hadn't know what that spell could do and in his mind he'd nearly killed Draco. Bloody Hell, he'd screamed after the spell sliced Draco's cheek and his chest. There had been so much blood…

It haunted his dreams like Sirius disappearing behind the veil or watching Wormtail murder Cedric. Which was strange because, he'd loved Sirius and Cedric just in different ways. He saw Draco as a rival but not an enemy right?

After Harry had heard Draco was out of danger, he'd snuck into the infirmary to apologize. Draco hadn't responded, undeterred Harry had gone out of his way to not antagonize the Slytherin. The guilt was practically suffocating him and after losing Sirius not very long ago (according to him, considering Sirius died months ago), he was a complete basket case.

He was planning on apologizing again when the boy was alone…

But it was days before that happened, he followed Draco to the Black lake on a foggy morning, hiding under his cloak. He waited until the Slytherin's goons Goyle and Crabbe left while he stood about five feet away. His hands out of his robes and his wand buried in a pocket. He had to be appear very non-threatening and appropriately apologetic. He called out softly, actually just loud enough so only the blonde boy could hear him, "Malfoy…I wanted…to apologize for what I did to you. I'll do anything to make it up to you. I…am sick of our issues getting worse." their interactions had been escalating and it upset Harry. He was scared next time one of them might be killed and he didn't want that on their consciences.

Draco tackled him, glaring, "You? Apologize…" he got a wicked gleam in his eyes, "Anything…you mean that…"

Harry gulped, looking up at the Slytherin, "Anything…I can't believe I hurt you. It's not like me. I promised to never do something like that. How can I forgive myself for causing pain to someone else?"

"Promising to do anything I say to earn forgiveness is something one shouldn't promise to a Slytherin."

"On my honor as a Gryffindor, I promise…"

"Honor as a Gryffindor? You really have taken hurting me hard."

"I hurt you…I thought I killed you…I'm not sleeping…I live on potions…I'll do anything…" Harry whispered.

"You brood a lot don't you…" Draco asked looking down and the boy pinned beneath him.

Harry said quiely, "When this war ends and there is peace, will there be a place for me in it? Sometimes, I wonder if a weapon is allowed or worthy of being in love." the only people he cared about romantically were Cedric and Cho. Cedric was dead and Cho had betrayed them all to Umbridge. He was starting believe he really wasn't worth being loved.

"Peace..." the word rolls off the blonde's lips, "that would be nice...even if it was five minutes long, I'd like that so much," he sighs. Malfoy chuckles, "You're Harry freakin' Potter, loves would probably be staring you in the face and you won't even see it..."

Harry shook his head, "I don't believe that, who would love scum like me? Besides, I'm just a weapon to destroy HIM. After that do I have a purpose..."

"...You can you know, just live a life free with your debt to the world paid off. And you and your friends can live happily ever after...what's so wrong with that?"

Harry sighed, "Will I ever be anyone but the Boy Who Lived? If I hadn't been born my parents would be alive and happy...I don't want to kill anyone. I can't cast anything deadly...I don't know how I can manage this...I'm just a kid."

Even though, came here with the intention to clear his mind; but here he was on top of Potter outside in a dense fog with the other ranting on and on and really he couldn't take it anymore so he took hold of his face. "Stop thinking so much, that's an order. Be quiet or I'll make you myself."

Harry gulped, "Make me...make me how..." he didn't mind his supposed enemy had him pinned, Harry could have gotten up but he could hurt Draco again and that was the last thing he wanted...

The evil plan formed quickly as he lean over once more, Harry's face mere centimeters away, "There's only one way to keep your mind and mouth distracted at the same time..."

Harry licked his lips, he was shy and slightly confused now. What was Draco thinking...

Draco reached for Harry's robe and tops, but he held them up as a shield as he pressed his lips on Harry's cheek. He was already blaming it on unwanted stress. He gave a small smirk before fully kissing him on the lips.

Harry froze as Draco leaned over, lips brushing his cheek, his eyes widening in shock. he didn't fight now either and then Draco's lips were on his. A slight moan escaped him, that hadn't happened with Cho...oh god...this was Malfoy...no...Draco...in the last few minutes the boy on top of him became Draco...a person, not his enemy. He told him things he hadn't told Ron or Hermione...they were too close and couldn't handle the truth...

Draco broke the kiss, "Are you crazy..." he spat, "Sounds like that would get us both caught stupid." His breathing was uneven and his heart was racing. Why he was doing something so wrong with someone he 'hated' was a question beyond reason at this point really...stupid.

Harry wildly cast a privacy spell silently as he let Draco kiss him. he had this sudden overwhelming urge to throw his arms around Draco's neck and pull the Slytherin close. He didn't care about anything right now; not school...not Voldemort...friends or fate. All that mattered was Draco; his kiss and he felt that maybe everything would be okay...

Malfoy shook his head but resumed kissing the other boy. This was crazy, yes. But hell if it wasn't entertaining and plus it felt good...doing something of his own choosing to someone just as unlikely...

Harry moaned, giving in and kissing the other back. This...was good...he could feel a blush creep over his body and the warmth of the other teen's body felt good...too good...

Minutes past and Malfoy was in need of air. He sat up, sitting more on Harry's legs. he refused to make eye contact...he was too sober for that...

Harry blushed, trying to breath, "That...would shut me up..." well...tone him down...

"There you go talking again," Malfoy grumbled. Really? How can someone's mind start working this fast to form words after something like that?

Harry sat up and smiled, "Then don't let me...' he shyly pressed his lips to Draco's, he didn't care who saw him kiss the Slytherin seeker...

Draco gasped, surprised that Harry hadn't punched him in the face for doing something like this. If this is what happens when kids are under pressure now, then the ones who come afterward are really screwed. He kissed back with just as much vigor as the first kiss...this...didn't feel wrong at all...

Harry's arms slid gently around the blonde's neck, pulling him closer. Who would win in a fist fight didn't matter so much...neither did anything besides those lips. Those lips made him ache...longing for something to fill the emptiness. Could...would Draco even try?

Draco didn't fight Harry's pull. he was actually enjoying their make out session...too bad it was going to be their first and last...

Harry whimpered softly, "Mmm..." he didn't want this to end...this blissful feeling he couldn't describe. He felt like he mattered to someone, he didn't feel like he was the Boy Who Lived...he was just a boy. Ron would hate him...if he knew...not at it mattered to the lonely boy who clung to the blonde...

Draco could feel his walls breaking down from Harry's touch. It was as if his heart could finally breathe...what? Malfoy froze, pulling away from Harry's lips with a shocked frown on his face. "...are we really doing this right now?"

Harry blushed, "Did I do something wrong..." Draco's frown hurt, yeah about thirty minutes ago he'd have been shocked. Now, he doesn't care. He was scared...but he didn't want to stop whatever this was...

"No, you didn't I did," Malfoy jumped up, and started to pace, "you weren't suppose to like it...I wasn't suppose to like it either. We have enough going on in our lives without this..." He panicked and just like Harry, started thinking about stuff again...

Harry bit his lip, "If I liked it...and you did too so why is it wrong..." unless...this was wrong in the Wizarding world as well as in the Muggle world. Being on opposite sides hadn't sunk back in again...Draco was assumed to be a Death Eater...and he himself was the greatest threat to Voldemort...

Draco ran his hands through his hair, he had to figure this out. He took a step away from Harry, and felt the world crashing in on his shoulders, he took a step forward and the pressure was gone...literally, he kissed Harry; and felt like he was...like he was okay... "I like kissing you," he stated, "I don't hurt as much either..."

Draco looked honest, Harry said quietly, "We don't have to tell; it's no one's business right? We won't be killed for this..." he meant them wanting each other...not being on opposite sides of this damn war...

"I would," Malfoy answered with a smirk; but he really didn't care at the moment.

Harry blinked, "Oh...because I'm the bloody Boy Who Lived" he said soberly, "I'm sorry about that but I don't want to not kiss you or not let you hold me..." something about the blonde anchored him in a way that he had never been. "I'll protect you...we can find ways to be alone right? They all think we hate each other right? No one would suspect us of anything." he wouldn't ask Draco to change sides, it wasn't fair and it was a choice that had to be made on his own...

"This coming from someone who said they couldn't believe in..."he shook his head "...but I doubt I can keep from doing that again either..."

Harry reached for his wand, "I want...this...I don't know why I do. I don't feel scared anymore...it's nice..." his face shone pink. "...please...come here..." he wanted the other teen to hold him, was that wrong? He could heard the Dursleys' words, that he was useless...a freak... "Could you hold me...just for a minute..." letting a death eater see him like this was strange but he trust Draco somehow...

Maybe it was because they had been through so much in their short life time or maybe the fact that something had awakened in his heart but Malfoy found himself wrapping his arms around Harry. "I can do this for more then a minute you know..."

Harry said softly, "I just wanted to know...if you could make me forget what they said as well as everything else..." he was being weak, but knowing you were weak at things made you want to be strong right? He swore he remembered Hermione saying something like that...

"You mean create a world for just two of us and no one else…" he asked.

Harry nodded, "I'd...like that...it's so hard to pretend that I am who they need me to be. I just want to be me..."

"You mean the four-eyed boy who uses spells he has never heard of…" he teased gently "...meeting up somewhere is going to be the hard part..."

Harry stammered, "I won't do it again..." he touched Draco's scared cheek, it marred his beautifully handsome face, "..." he dropped his hand and rested his cheek on Draco's chest, he felt so small next to the Slytherin, "There is the Shrieking Shack...and the Room of Requirement...my cloak...a few tunnels that aren't guarded." Draco knew about the cloak...the other boy could sense (or was it see?) him through it, the only one who could apparently. He had the Marauder's map, they could use those tunnels.

"Don't make promises you may have to break" he whispered but quickly changed the subject, "The Room of Requirement would work just fine." he smirked, "Would you be able to meet me tonight after everyone goes to bed?"

Harry kissed him, "I won't use anymore of those spells I promise...not after I saw what that one did to you. I'll come…" he paused, asking softly, "So...what does this make us...besides not enemies..." he wanted something to call Draco and his 'relationship' in his head...

"I believe the term will be secret lovers, Potter." Draco answers, leaning against his forehead.

Harry whispered, "Lovers...I can live with that... " he stammered, "I should go its almost dinner time. I'll see you later, are you on rounds tonight, Prefect Draco..." he ended up talking long walks at night after Sirius' death. He didn't sleep well...his dormmates wouldn't notice...

"Yes, I'll meet you there as soon as I can." was the last thing Harry heard as he reluctantly walked away.

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