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Deeply Wounded	By : SnapesOnlyOne Category: HP Canon Characters paired with Original Characters > Het - Male/Female Views: 2044 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Severus wakes in the morning, looking down at her sleeping form clutched tightly to his chest. He reaches up gently stroking the hair out of her face and she startles awake pulling herself from his arms.

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“Celestia it's me, Severus”

I look at him and nod, my heart pounding in my chest, trying to regain level breathing again.

“It's Saturday, do you need to be somewhere or do you wish to stay here?”

Not looking at him I whisper, “My sister will be looking for me.”

“You regret what happened... go if you need to,” he whispers back to me, his expression cold.

“I don't, It was fantastic. but...” I start, feeling emotional “I feel like a whore.”

“You are a woman who wanted something and took it, that doesn't make you a whore." he responds calmly

I look up at him, still keeping my head turned down.

He moves toward me slowly, taking my lips with his and I graciously accept his kiss letting my hands slide up his bare chest and watching his cock spring to life again out of the corner of my eye.

“I want you again Celestia.” He murmurs silkily against my lips

“My sister will be worried Severus, she'll have the whole staff looking for me. I don't think you want the staff to find us having sex."

“No, not particularly. I value my privacy immensely" he grumbles leaning in to kiss me again. His lips capture mine and the duel continues until I break away, climbing from his bed and carefully putting my clothes on, my body aching slightly. I nod to him silently and make my way out of his chambers moving through the halls as quickly as I possibly can, I turn the corner to my rooms and slam directly into Astra who looks upset.

“There you are! I've been worried sick, you were in your bed when I came in last night, then when you weren't here this morning! I was really worried Celestia!”

“Sorry, I couldn't sleep, so I went for a walk,” I lie horribly.

My robe falls slightly open and I quickly pull it back closed.

“Went for a walk? Dressed like that?” She asks raising an eyebrow.

I point to our rooms and we move there closing the door quickly behind us.

“I was with Severus.”

“With Severus, you, in that?”

“Yes.”

“Did you? Celestia did you have sex with him?”

“Yes.” I whisper "but this stays between us Astra, I mean it"

“Yes yes. Oh Merlin! Was he good? Are you ok? How did he—“

“Yes it was fantastic, really fantastic. I never thought he would be like that.” I pause thinking for a moment. “I'm okay, a little sore honestly and... he's just grown on me honestly.”

“I'm happy you finally cut loose. So what are you doing here? Go back and do it again, he's single and close”

“I came back because I knew you would be looking for me”

“Send an elf to go get him, it's Saturday! Put something sexy on, light the fire and go nuts.”

“Go nuts?”

She nods, “You finally found someone you are comfortable around, let him satisfy you for now” she smirks

I shake my head in embarrassment of her implications. "For now?"

Suddenly there is a knock at the hallway door and Astra pulls it open to see Severus standing there, his usual cold expression plastered effortlessly on his face.

“Or not, maybe he will come back for more.” she smirks.

Severus raises an eyebrow at me looking irritated.

“it's not her fault, we’re a package deal, we don't keep secrets but I'll leave you two alone” she smirks.

"I don't need to tell you Astra, that I prefer my personal life stays quiet"

"Of course professor, I have no desire to tell anyone about this" she comments seriously before disappearing out into the corridors.

“I came to return your brassiere,” he smirks before pulling the lacy undergarment from his robe pockets.

“Do you want to stay here Severus?” I ask nervously.

“I do,” he nods, moving toward me quickly. He grabs me roughly and I freeze for a moment. He lets go of me instantly realizes his mistake. I take a deep breath and force myself to relax capturing his lips with mine. He scoops me up in his arms and pushes open the door to my room, kicking it closed behind him and moving me to the rug in front of the fire. He ignites the fire and slowly starts undressing me, kissing my flesh as it becomes bare. He throws my nightie and my robe across the floor and divesto's all of his clothes before he gently eases into my small frame with a quiet gasp. He immediately starts up a wicked pace, pressing my body down into the soft fur rug, the heat from the flames warming my skin. He slides his arms underneath me and pulling me tightly against him as he claims the flesh of my neck with his hot mouth. The perfect motion of his hips sending torturous waves through me.

He pulls off me suddenly and I watch as he prys my legs apart, holding my eyes as he lowers his mouth to me. I close my eyes as his tongue darts deliciously through my folds before he claims my center of my pleasure and sucking it hungrily and pressing two fingers deep into me, curling them just right to hit my inner core. Within a few minutes I am writhing beneath him and moaning in ecstasy and my body gives to the waves of pleasure he is causing within me. Severus moves picking me up from the rug and placing me down on the bed gently and climbing on top of me again.

“You are mine Celestia,” he purrs in my ear as he pushes into me roughly.

I nod, wrapping my arms around him and as he moves harder and faster and I dig my nails into his back leaving angry red scratches bringing pinpricks of blood to the surface. With every thrust we both get closer to our goal, with each kiss I find myself more addicted. His touch alone makes me feel things I've denied my whole life. With one final thrust we both come undone and he flips us so I am laying on his chest and pulls the blankets up over us wrapping his arms around me tightly and kissing me on the head.

I hear him whisper a protection spell and I snort. He looks down at me in alarm.

“You don't need to do that, I can't have children. Too much damage to my body Severus.”

“I am sorry to hear that” he whispers, “are you certain?”

“Yes, they said there is a 0.0001 chance, are you upset by that?” I comment suddenly realizing maybe he wants children.

“No, I don't see myself as a father if it were to even come to that between us. I am sorry that it is that way for you, but it means I can enjoy you without worry”

I nod and close my eyes listening to his steadily beating heart and drift off to sleep.

*%*%*

“You two actually look pretty good together,” comes Astra’s voice and stirring us from our sleep. Her smile almost wider than her face can contain.

I grumble annoyed, “Go away Astra”

“No, seriously, you two look like you're meant for each other.”

“Astra, you are going to scare him off!” I snap.

“Not a chance Celestia” he whispers in my ear before tipping my head up and kissing my lips, my sister watching on with a smirk.

“So do you think you are good enough for her? Do you plan to marry her?” She smirks

“Astra!”

“It's a fair question! You're a pureblood, you're supposed to go to the man who marries you.”

“Yea well that didn't exactly work out did it!” I snap angrily.

“I'm sorry Celestia, I didn't mean to stir that up.”

“We have been speaking no more than six months and been together for less than twenty-four hours, I think it would be inappropriate to answer that question at this point in time” Severus drawls.

“But it was appropriate to have sex, what a world we live in huh? Where marriage is too soon to be spoken about and sex comes first.”

“Astra! You are truly one to speak!” I snap again, annoyed.

“I wasn't condemning you, just pointing out that it's not such an unreasonable question. I just want to know if he is even interested in marriage or if he is a partner or friends with benefits kind of guy. I want to know his intentions with you Celestia.”

“If she wishes it at a later point in time if we get there then we will visit that topic then, I'm not going to speak about commitment after sleeping with her twice Astra”

“I'm sorry, I'm just so happy to see her opening up, I don't want to see her get hurt again. She deserves a good husband and some cute babies.”

“Astra, please stop.”

“I've seen the way you look at little babies, you want one!” She beams at me, “you're one step closer Celestia.”

“Drop it Astra!” I finally yell, waving my wand so I am fully clothed.

“Why, does he not want kids? Why are you acting like this?”

I feel my emotions bubbling up, the thought of not having any children has always made me miserable. I had been pregnant once, the circumstance was wrong. When it was discovered he had left me pregnant, I was almost fifteen weeks and he had cut it from my body and left me to die. I held on for days before mother found me and healed me as best she could. When I had finally escaped the house at seventeen and sought out proper medical care they had confirmed my worst fear, that I would never carry a child within my body. That there was so little unscarred tissue to attach to that it was impossible. I knew then I was no prize to be won, it was bad enough that I wasn't a virgin, but to be barren as well was a sentence to be carried out. No pureblood man would ever want a wife who couldn't produce an heir, not to mention my inability to be too near people.

“Celestia, what is wrong?”

“Drop it!” I snarl, my temper getting the best of me.

“No, I want to know what's going on Cel—“

Before she can finish her sentence I have jumped from the bed and grabbed her by the collar, slamming her back against the wall and pressing hard on her throat. Severus quickly waves his wand to dress and appears behind me, commanding that I drop her, but I don't and he grabs my arms pulling me back off of her roughly.

"Celestia, the headmistress will sack you" he growls before I black out and begin hitting him over and over, he grabs my arms again roughly and holds them above my head and against the wall. He tries to talk to me but I kick him hard and pull from his grasp. He topples onto the floor, my kick having hit a very sensitive spot. But he grabs my leg to keep me from going back after Astra, I tumble to the ground and he climbs onto me, shooing her from the room before getting off me. I grab a handful of the plain t-shirt he is wearing, pulling at his so hard the shirt rips before he pulls from my grasp and I slap him hard across the face. He pulls off the torn garment before coming back at me with a hard slap on the ass, trying desperately to get me to snap out of it. His hand grabs my shirt and bra and tears them painfully from my body as he flings me roughly against the wall. I try to kick him but he captures my leg, using it to pull them open, pushing my skirt up and tearing my panties.

I slap him again and he pulls out his cock and thrusts it deep inside me. I scream out in a mixture of pain and pleasure at his sudden invasion, his strong body enveloping me tightly as he begins fucking me with raw fury. His fingers digging so hard into my flesh I can feel the bruises forming. He pounds me furiously for several minutes until I'm about to come and he pulls out and let's me drop to the floor along the jagged stone wall, the rough stone leaving bloody scratches from my ass to my neck, and storms towards the bed.

I chase him angrily, wanting the release he has denied me and shove him hard. He turns grabbing me and throws me onto the bed, he puts his hand on my back and pushes me down against the mattress and holds me there as he enters me roughly from behind. He’s pounding me in sheer anger and frustration, his gentle demeanour long gone at this point.

His thrusts are so hard I can feel my insides jumping with each forward motion and he works himself to his release and pulls out of me grabbing my hair and forcing me down on my knees to take him into my mouth. His thick salty seed still fresh on him as he forces himself down my throat holding it there so I can't breathe. I begin to panic when I can't get a breath and start clawing at him desperately, begging him silently to let me go. He pulls his cock out of my mouth and grabs me again by the hair pulling me up and shoving me onto the bed. He climbs up and runs his fingers over my swollen nub and I arch into him, begging. He works me furiously until I come and drops onto the bed beside me before turning his back to me. I open my eyes turning to him and see the scratches I left this morning. I lift my arm and trace them lazily with my fingers, I hear a soft groan from Severus.

“Did you do that to calm me down?” I whisper.

“Not entirely.”

“Look at me please Severus?”

He turns, his eyes scanning my naked form, there are fingertip bruises on my hips, my thighs and my rear and there is a bit of blood on my lip from biting my lip. He brushes the hair from my face and takes my lips, sucking the blood from my lips gently.

“Thank you... I get blinded by my rage sometimes...” I whisper sadly, thinking about my poor sister.

“As do I, be careful how hard you push” he responds bitterly

“I never thought I would enjoy it rough, is it sick that after everything I've been through, I liked that?”

“No” he whispers “or maybe we’re both sick.”

“After sex like that, I think were both slightly twisted” I smirk.

He nods quietly.

“What happened to you Celestia?”

“A secret for a secret Severus, I will do my best but I can't promise anything...”

“I will show you some of my memories if you show me some of yours.” he whispers, “I needn't tell you that it stays between us.”

“And the same with mine, my sister has no idea how bad it was Severus.”

I accio two vials, handing one to him and begin pulling strings of memory from my head and carefully filling the small vial, my hand trembling horribly. He lifts my hand to his lips, trailing gentle kisses across my skin. He is trailing kisses up my arm and to my lips, gently laying a kiss on them.

I feel him pull the vial from my hand and replace it with his own as he pulls away from me, dressing and heading for the door.

“Tonight, my chambers or yours?”

“Mine, warmer here.” I whisper and he disappears through the door.

I stand moving to my own pensieve and pouring his memories into it and watching them swirl around. With a deep breath I fall forward into his memories.

I stand in a dark dirty house, I can see what I assume to be Severus as a child hiding behind a chair in the sitting room as the screaming and shouting comes thundering down the stairs.

“I can't do this anymore Tobias, I'm leaving!” The thin sour looking woman cries out slinging her bag over her shoulder and moving down a few more steps. The man following behind her grabs her arm swinging her angrily and she spins, falling over the banister of the stairs and crashing through a glass table at the bottom. I can hear Severus crying from behind the sofa, his thin, loosely dressed trembles as he watches on. His mother pulls herself from the table but there is blood everywhere, she is bleeding heavily as she stumbles forward bracing herself on the doorframe to the sitting room, her eyes falling angrily on Severus, telling him silently to be quiet. Tobias grabs the woman by the hair yanking her back. He slams her back against the wall grabbing ,her by the throat and striking her repeatedly as Severus cowers quietly in the corner. The woman screamed over and over with the strikes until she falls silent. Tobias let's go of her and she drops lifelessly to the floor in a pool of her own blood. Tobias grabs his coat and disappears through the door and Severus crawls quickly across the floor for his mother, pulling his wand out in an attempt to help her, but it's too late. I see the colour drain from his small face as he checks her pulse and realizes that there isn't one. He curls up on his mothers chest and erupts into sobs, mumbling incoherently.

The memory fades and another begins. Severus is still laying against his mother’s corpse when Tobias gets home. The slamming door startles Severus awake and he bolts for the stairs but Tobias grabs him and shakes him violently.

“This is your fault boy, everything was wonderful until you came along, you filthy brat.” He snarls and throws Severus, who lands in the blood surrounding his dead mother. His father beats him until he is laying silently broken on the floor staring off into nothingness, before grabbing a beer and sitting down in front of the telly ignoring his dead wife still laying on the floor. The memory fades and there is Severus sitting at the roots of a tree watching a little red haired girl frolicking through the wildflowers when his father comes up behind him grabbing him by the arm and dragging him home. I follow them back to the house where he tosses Severus into the house slamming the door behind them, I stand in the hallway where his clearly intoxicated father starts pushing him around and hitting him, telling him he should have helped his mother, saying it was his fault she died, screaming in his face until Severus cried and then beating him for crying. The memory fades and moves to the next.

Severus is laying in the dark on a mound of dirt in the backyard, tears streaming quietly down his cheeks, fresh picked flowers laid on the mound beside him.

The memory fades and I find myself standing on the back porch beside what must be a sixteen or seventeen year old Severus who watches on as the muggle police and an undercover ministry official dig up his mothers skeletal remains and cart his drunk and screaming father off to jail. His face shows no emotion, no tears as they pack her up in a bag and remove her from the property. The ministry official hangs back to tell Severus that the property is his now as his father will be serving a life sentence.

I reappear back in the room and sit for a minute collecting my thoughts, Severus had been alone his whole life. No one had ever been there, no one had helped him, no one had loved him. That little red haired girl watched on as he was dragged off and did nothing, what a world. That must have been Lily, the girl he was so in love with. I feel anger towards the little girl who knew what was going on and turned her back on him. I stand grabbing my robe and move quickly to his office where he stands hunched into the pensieve still. I drop into a chair in his office pulling my robes tighter around me to keep me warm and I drift off to sleep.

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When I wake Severus is kneeling on the floor in front of me, his hands entwined with mine. There are drying tears on his cheeks as he puts his head down on my knees. I run my fingers through his hair gently.

“it's ok, please don't cry for me” I whisper

He wraps his arms around my waist and keeps his head on my lap.

“I'm sorry you've been so very alone Severus, and I'm sorry about your mother.”

I feel him nod against my lap but he otherwise doesn't move.

“Please look at me. I can't handle you not looking at me...” I beg quietly.

He turns his head up and I can see the tear stains down his cheeks and the redness to his eyes. He comes up onto his knees pressing his lips against mine tenderly.

“I understand why your sister asked so many questions, you deserve the best Celestia, I know I haven't been here for long but I will never let anyone hurt you ever again,” he whispers holding me tightly.

He gently wipes the tears from my eyes and stands pulling me up with him. He sits against the edge of his desk and pulls me into his arms.

“I am taking you out for dinner Celestia, in an hour” he breathes, kissing me again.

“Are you asking me on a date Severus?”

“Obviously.” he responds annoyed

“Then I, of course, am saying yes.” I smile.

“Go, put on something nice, I’ll meet you in an hour.”

“You're going to walk through the entire castle with me Severus?”

“Yes?”

“You don't want to hide this?” I ask quietly.

“I don't wish to flaunt it, but I do not wish to hide it, unless you don't wish to be seen with me?” He asks, a hint of worry in his voice.

“Severus, that is hardly the case" I smile gently trailing kisses down his neck.

“Go right now and get ready before I bend you over my desk and take you. We won't make it to dinner.” he smirks and I debate for a moment before he cuts off my train of thought. “After dinner Celestia, I am determined to take you on a proper date.”

I nod and disappear to my room to find clothing.

After tearing through my entire wardrobe, I knock on Astra’s door and wander in lazily. Astra is laying in her bed reading a magazine when I come in and drop onto the bed beside her.

“I need your assistance Astra.”

“With?”

“Severus is taking me out, I don't know what to wear”

She nods and drops her magazine jumping from the bed and throwing open her wardrobe.

“When do you leave?”

“Uh... forty five minutes.”

She pulls a bag from her wardrobe and pulls the dress from it. A gorgeous knee length emerald green silk dress with spaghetti straps and a diamond encrusted under bust. She tosses the dress to me and pulls out a pair of black stilettos.

I strip down, much to her surprise, and pull the dress and shoes on, she comes up behind me zipping the dress and adding a beautiful diamond collar to my neck, clipping it carefully and letting my hair down from the messy ponytail. She pulls it half up and charms it completely straight adding some red lipstick and smokey eyes to finish the look and stepping back to admire.

“You look amazing Celestia, you definitely clean up nice.”

“You haven't even worn this?” I ask, pulling the tag from the dress and handing it to her.

“I bought it for you, there's a ball here this Christmas, and I was going to surprise you. But this is more important.”

A sudden knock at the door jolts my heart up into my throat and Astra pulls the door open. Severus stands in his nicest black dress robes, his eyes scan me and close, holding his hand to his head.

“Is something wrong Severus?”

“Nothing's wrong, he's fighting that down, you may not make it to dinner tonight Celestia...” she smirks pointing at his tight pants which look to be painfully restraining his member at this point.

He opens his eyes after a few moments and holds his arm out to me.

“Shall we go?”
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