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Losing You:	By : Tammy_Perro Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Remus/Sirius Views: 3272 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Sirius had finally received the mail from his mother and was surprisingly delighted that she would take him in and home-school him. He walked down the hall with the letter in his hands, but stopped when he heard voices from around the corner, it was Peter and James, “James, do you really think it’s necessary to do such a thing to Sirius?”

“Are you taking his side now?”

“No, I’m just saying, we’re in seventh year, and we’re acting like first graders” Peter shot back. Was it that Peter was starting to show some sympathy? “Enough Peter, if you want to go with the rat, then by all means go!” James had stormed off, leaving the quivering Peter alone, and that’s when Sirius came out of his hiding spot, “why’d you do that?” Sirius asked, and because Peter hadn’t seen him, he jumped, “why did I do what?” Peter asked dumbly, “try to turn things around” Sirius added on. The young boy sighed, “we’re in seventh year, don’t you see what I’m talking about –“.

“You don’t have to try and turn things around, I don’t want you to get hurt alright, stay with them, because I won’t be around any longer”, Peter gasped, “where are you going?”

“Far away, but don’t tell them… Promise me Peter” Sirius stared at him with so much meaning that the little boy cringed, “alright, I promise” and with that Peter rushed up and hugged Sirius, who was shocked from the sudden contact. “Alright Peter, that’s enough, let go before the others find us and think otherwise” Sirius chuckled, but he was hurting, hurting inside. He had lost his brothers for good. Peter had rushed off now and Sirius headed up to the boys dorms, but to his dismay he found Remus sitting in the common room, it was bloody hard trying not to look at him as he walked past. His trunk was out and ready and he began to pack the last of his belongings the next two semesters. He stopped, taking a ragged breath before shutting his trunk and lying on the bed. His heart almost skipped a beat when he heard the dorm door open and footsteps going past his bed. He plucked up enough courage to look up, but regretted it as he saw the amber eyes of Remus, “what’re you looking at?” Remus had snapped, causing Sirius to jump up in bed, “fucking hell Remus, calm down” Sirius groaned in annoyance, he had no time for this, “oh you’re telling me to calm down, when I have every right to be angry –“.

“Yes, fucking hell, I know you have every fucking right to be angry with me!” Sirius spat, looking away from him. “Why did you do it?” Remus’s tone had lowered now, and there wasn’t much anger, but more curiosity, “Snape was gaining onto us, I did it so I could scare him” Sirius, “but you almost fucking led him to his death” Remus growled, “alright, I know it’s my fault, can you stop making me feel so guilty, come on!”

“Bloody hell Sirius, why didn’t you think… You’re just like –“. Remus hadn’t finished as Sirius had jumped off the bed and was only two feet away from him, “don’t you ever dare say that I’m like my family” Sirius said in a deadly tone, but Remus wasn’t buying it, “I can say whatever I want, you’re like your family… I wonder why I was ever your friend” Remus eyed Sirius who seem to crumble from those words. He wasn’t able to say anymore because Sirius had rushed out of the dorm, leaving the werewolf on his own.
Sirius made his way out of the hallway, passing James and Peter, but it was only James who gave him a death stare, and he kept on walking, knowing that tonight he was leaving… For good.

Sirius had been avoided by the group more and more. But he didn’t mind, sure it almost killed him. He even found himself talking to Narcissa even more, to Bella’s disapproval. Sirius found more comfort in Narcissa than anyone else. “So you’re going to be taken out, where are you gonna go?” She asked in shock, “mom’s gonna home school me, I should be glad”.

“Maybe she sees a spark in you that’s why she’s taken you on” Narcissa joked, Sirius couldn’t help but laugh, “they’ve been avoiding you” Narcissa added on, “I deserved it, it was something reckless, so don’t feel sorry for me” he quickly said. Narcissa sighed and placed her head on his shoulder, “they’ll get over it soon enough, you can’t always be angry with your best friend”. Sirius shot her a worried glance. “Well anyway, I’ll be leaving tonight, so maybe I’ll see you during holidays” he smiled, and Narcissa lifted her head off his shoulder, looking up at him with such emotion. “Please don’t commit suicide because of this… They’re not worth dying for” was the last thing she said before moving away. Sirius stood there, helpless, he was suddenly angry. Commit suicide, he wasn’t the type to do so, sure he felt down but that was life, you would have your ups and downs and Sirius was having one. He felt a new kind of anger boiling up inside him.
His last class was Defense against The Dark Arts, of course James, Peter and Remus were in his class, but he wasn’t interested in him. He was angry, not at them… Well maybe, but just the whole situation was pissing him off, fuck them, he thought to himself. “Alright kids, I need you to line up, we’ll be doing practical, I’ll choose your partners”, the class groaned in annoyance, but the teacher ignored them. To Sirius dismay he was partnered up with James, he didn’t look all too pleased about the pick. They stood a few feet away from each other. “Alright class, I want to you remember the spells I gave you, one must cast the spells at the other, whilst the other tries to block… Are you ready? Go!” The teacher yelled, spells were cast everywhere, and Sirius didn’t know whether James had cast one yet, his vision had gotten use to the high lighting when he saw James with his wand pointing at Sirius. He wasn’t able to move fast enough as James had cast the spell, “Sectumsempra!” He yelled, Sirius screamed as he flew back into another student, Lily. The students stopped from shock, “Oh god Sirius, are you alright?” He could hear Lily’s voice, but Sirius was almost slipping out of consciousness, he was tired and his body was hurting badly. Suddenly someone started screaming, and Sirius looked down at his body, in horror he watched as his white shirt was now starting to turn red. “Everyone get back now, give him some air!” He heard the teacher yell, he could just see Peter, Remus and James, and their faced filled with horror, James more with guilt, “Sirius… Sirius, come on talk to me, don’t close your eyes, whatever you do” he could hear the teacher say, but Sirius was too tired, and with that he let the darkness take him.

Lily watched in complete horror as Sirius was taken out in a stretcher, she looked over at James and anger took over. Storming over to him, “how could you do such a thing?” She snapped, she had shocked James as he backed, “it was an accident –“.

“Accident my arse you fucking useless pathetic excuse of a pure-blood!” That really hit James on the spot as she saw tears appear in his eyes, Remus had jumped in, “now hold on a minute –“.

“Remus, if I hear another word out of you you’re gonna cop it!” She yelled and Remus backed away, knowing that he won’t win the fight. “So why the fuck did you cast Sectumsempra on Sirius huh? What did he do?” she could see the anger filling in James’s eyes, “he took Snape down to where Remus was transforming, he could have killed Snape, and worse, Snape knows about Remus!”

“Ah, well I see that now, but let me get this straight, did anyone get injured, or killed?” Lily snapped back, James stopped to think before shaking his head, and Lily turned red, her voice raising and caching the teachers attention and some other students, “so no one got hurt, and not one got killed, but one secret is out and that’s not gonna do anything, sure Remus might go through some bullying, but when you think of it, you had no bloody fucking right to physically injure Sirius, by all means you might have killed him!”

“Fine, be on his side, you might as well be getting fucked by him!” James yelled back, receiving a hard punch in the face, he fell back and Remus caught him in shock, “Don’t you fucking dare talk to me like that, you can’t fucking accept that you’re stupid and can’t think straight” she put her hand up, stopping Remus from jumping in to defend his friend, “you know what, why did I ever have a crush on you, you won’t be able to handle a relationship, let alone a friendly one as well, buy god I swear you’re the reason Mandrake’s fucking cry!” She turned and barged away, “oh god James” Remus said as he watched his friend nurse his now bleeding nose. The teacher had come up to them, “boys, I heard that you purposely casted a curse on a student… You two, Remus and Peter, you’re free to go, but James, I’m afraid you’re gonna have to serve detention with me for the rest of the year and no Hogsmeade visits along with Quiddich games”. James looked up at him in complete horror, “what, you can’t do that sir, that’s not fair –“.

“What isn’t fair is you casting a curse that might as well kill Sirius… And as Lily had said, whatever he did, no one got hurt or killed, you’ll be responsible, so I suggest you suck it up and accept this punishment… It’s defiantly better than getting expelled or worse… going to Azkaban, trust me” the teacher said. The teacher turned but added on, “detention starts tomorrow, don’t be late” he walked off, leaving the teary eyes James with his friends.
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