A Snake and Lion Lovestory | By : AileenSnape Category: Harry Potter AU/AR > General Views: 5234 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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CHAPTER TWO: Shawer and Trepidation
Severus was trembling as he stood full clothed inside the bathroom watching as Sirius set the water for the shower. His mind was spinning with a million thoughts. His eyes were riveted on the fluid movements of his partner. Trying not to let the fear building in his heart overrule the decision he'd already made. He'd never openly admitted he was gay before. Now not only had he openly admitted the fact, he'd openly kissed Sirius Black. In front of other Order members. Members who thought the two hated each other. They had of course. At one point. That is until one night. Severus desperately tried not to remember that night. The only good thing to come from that night had been this.
Sirius looked up sensing that Severus was uneasy. To say the least. Sirius realized just how uncomfortable the other was the moment he met those black obsidian orbs. Knowing better then to try and talk to Severus about private matters where anyone could here he cast a silencing charm over the bathroom. They couldn't hear anyone out in the hall anymore then those in the hall could hear them. He had already cast a complex locking charm on the door. At one point in time he might have revelled in humiliating Severus. Now it broke his heart to even think about it. Seeing the true depth of the cold and withdrawn man was something that had forever changed Sirius. It astounded him that a man who stiffened at the slightest touch allowed him to walk right up to him and gently cup his face with barely a flinch from the contact.
"Sev, what's wrong?" Sirius asked, his voice soft and gentle. He wanted to draw his lover into a tight hug, but he knew that would be pushing his luck. He could see and feel the trembling beneath his gentle fingers. The soft pads of his fingers brushing along the shallow skin. Sending thrills down Severus's spine.
"They know," he whispered. Barely managing the words as panic sank it's claws into his heart.
"I don't care," Sirius said softly, reassuringly. Severus couldn't believe that. How could he not care. How could he want to be seen openly with the 'greasy git of the dungeons'? All the layers of hurt and hatred always being flung at him made Severus's heart race in fear. His eyes closed as he bit his lip to keep still under the gentle touch. "Sev, look at me," came the soft voice. Obediently obsidian eyes opened. The gentle tone never wavered as powerful words were spoken. "I told you before Sev, when your ready, we'll go public. I know I took that choice away from you, but do you have any idea how fucking handsome you are when you smile? Damn! You could make me come with just that flashing light in your eyes. I'd kill to see you smile at me like that again."
"You know what I was Siri, you know what I did, you know what I'm capable of. How can you even stand to look at me?" Those hate filled words, those damnable sins rising. The fears that lay beneath. Sirius gently placed a hand on Severus's lips silencing the rest of the rising tide.
"You are so much more then that Sev," Sirius said, deliberately making each word soft and passionate. He continued in the same deliberate tone, "you won't hurt me Sev. I know that. Even if you do, I'm a grown man. I can take your damn attitude and not flinch."
Severus tried to look away, but Sirius pulled him back pressing on, "what's really bothering you?"
"I don't want to loose you," came the softest spoken words he'd ever heard from Severus. A ghost of pain flashed across his face. Sirius knew he was remembering Lily. Leaning forwards he captured Severus's lips with his as he pushed the man's robes from his shoulders. Severus stood stalk still as Sirius started unbuttoning his shirt. Slowly deepening the kiss. He lost himself to the kiss, not allowing the panic at being slowly undressed in the light of the washroom to penetrate his mind. Focusing on that loving kiss. The passion so raw. Soon his clothing lay in a pile of mostly black fabric at his feet. He stood fully exposed. Every scar marking his body visible. The Dark Mark as visible as if it were glowing vibrant green in the light. It wasn't of course, but it might as well have been. Severus tried to hide it. Shame flooding him. Sirius didn't let him. Taking his arm gently in a firm grip.
He brought his hand up to his lips. Slowly Sirius started kissing each finger. His tongue dancing around the pad. Lips brushing chills over every surface. Down the length of each with a slow lick. Up to his wrist and then tracing his tongue over the tattoo that marked his skin. Over the lines where he'd cut in the past. The scars of his shame bared for his partner. There were so many scars. From those he'd inflicted on himself, to those the dark lord had inflicted, those the first war had caused, and worse those faintest scar from his father. He shivered to push away the memories for fear they would rise again.
Sirius had somehow undressed between the time it took Severus to recover from being licked and kissed over the length of the tattoo on his left arm. His eyes blinking open to gaze at every gorgeous inch of the man before him. Sirius slowly entwined their fingers before pulling him into the shower. Burning warmth rushed over their joined hands and slowly Severus walked forwards until he'd wrapped both arms around Sirius and began to kiss him. Blisteringly hot water cascading down them. Turning too pale skin red. The kiss lasted until both were gasping for air before either moved.
Sirius was the first to move even after that. Taking his bathing sponge he added soap to it and painstakingly began to wash Severus. His fingers brushing the material of the coarse sponge over his neck. Then down his chest. Over his arms and shoulders and slowly down his back as he pressed his lover against him. Kissing him as he ran the soapy sponge over his back. Feeling the play of muscles as arms encircled him. Severus's tongue danced across Sirius's lips seeking access. Pushing through Sirius's lips until he brushed it lightly against Sirius's tongue. A moan escaped his partner as the sponge dipped lower. Running over the curve of his ass. The kiss intensified and soon Severus felt a hardness poking him and he couldn't help the smile that curved his lips around the kiss. Sirius drew back to look up into eyes so dark they were black. The light he saw in those eyes. The spark of life he'd never seen there before. His breath caught.
"You are the most gorgeous creature to walk this earth," Sirius whispered barely loud enough to be heard over the rush of the water.
"I pale in comparison to you," Severus replied brushing a tender kiss against Sirius's ear. Sending spikes of pleasure through his body. "How can you still be hard," was the next whispered words.
"Only for you," Sirius murmured. His eyes closing as he continued to slowly wash Severus. His motions taking him to the front. The sponge gliding over the soft skin. Slowly brushing around teasingly as he dipped lower. Pushing Severus's legs apart and diving between them until he could feel the man's balls brush agains this palm. Even through the sponge. Moaning Sirius let his knees buckle and slowly lowered himself down. Severus had to push his palm against the wall as a tremor of pleasure shot through him making him hard. His head leaned back as Sirius's washed down his legs and then left the sponge on the side of the bath before slowly running his hands over the length of Severus's cock. Toying with the soft flesh. Making Severus crazy with lust. Severus bent down. Pulling Sirius pushing him hard against the side of the sower. Feeling the blisteringly hot water wash away the soap. Before it could burn his sensitive skin. Severus wanted to rinse the soap off so he could properly enjoy this.
Pushing Sirius back he closed his hand over his partner's cock and slowly began to stroke him. All the while Sirius was doing the same thing to him. Long fingers brushing against balls. Hips trusting against the hand that worked magic. Both males moaned out in pleasure before letting their lips meet. The kiss intensifying the buildup of energy. Moans and gasps could be heard as desperate kisses were exchanged. Wild and passionate. Deepening and bitting as the pressed into one another. Their orgasms building simultaneously. Sirius moaned loudly a moment before he came. Wild ecstasy making him lightheaded.
That cry was what sent Severus over the edge and he held them both upright barely. His eyes closed and irritate breathing the only sound to break the silence. "Merlin," whispered Sirius, ever the vocal one. He continued, "your fucking amazing."
Severus grinned wickedly at his partner before steeling one more kiss. Drawing away slowly he started to take the sponge and add more soap to it before washing Sirius. The slow ministration made Sirius lean his back against is partner wanting to feel him there as Severus wrapped his arms around Sirius to wash his front. Sliding down his body to wash his legs and then back up. The slow sensual motions made Sirius moan out in pleasure even though he couldn't possibly get hard again.
"That's it, I'm never allowing you to wash alone again," Sirius declare as a few moments later they stood beneath the water together kissing each other senseless. Both men washed and running fingers through each-other's hair in order to get the last of the shampoo and condition washed away.
"Ummm," was the only answer Sirius received was a heavy lidded eyed Severus who just wanted nothing more then to hold Sirius in his wam embrace. The kiss ended as Sirius turned off the water. Both men got out and dried, steeling kisses all the while. Once dressed Sirius entwined his fingers in Severus's hand before releasing the charms on the bathroom. Severus hesitated as it became clear Sirius wasn't leading him to a bedroom.
"Siri," Severus said softly. His voice almost begging.
"I'm hungry Sev, and I want you to come with me. Please? They already saw us. I just want to spend every second of our weekend together. No more pretending ok," Sirius almost begged looking up at Severus with pleading wide puppy eyes. Severus melted and nodded, even though trepidation was written all over his features. The two slowly headed to the kitchen.
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