It's Only Love | By : Marvolo Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Harry/Luna Views: 13686 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Warning, May have scenes of sensuality. depending on your views this chapter could be rated M. However we Nargles feel this story retains a rating of PG 13 or 16. M rated version of this chapter will appear in future and will be for this site only. An exclusive.
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Previously on It's Only Love...
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Harry felt his chest get wet as he realized Luna was crying. Harry started to panic before he heard her whisper. "Godric, it's only love Harry but I have so much of love for you it hurts. I love you Harry, I love you so much."
Harry smiled as held her realizing why Luna had said she loved him. She didn't shelter feelings, she embraced them and reveled in them. Luna could not remember the last time she had felt truly loved and as Harry followed her and focused on his own emotions he found himself crying with her. If it was anyone else Harry would have been horrified but with Luna in his arms he felt like a vagabond that had finally found his home.
The two young lovers stared into each other's eyes and Harry so overwhelmed spoke from his heart.
"Marry me."
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Harry had just asked Luna to marry her, minutes after they had confessed their love for each over and shared their first kiss, and Luna's first ever. Everything had felt rushed before, but this was a little much. Harry responded to his own proposal with the fitting words of the occasion. "Oh Bugger!"
Luna couldn't help but laugh as she burrowed herself deeper into his chest breathing in. "You're so sweet, you smell like flowers."
Harry had begun to protest, when he felt Luna start kissing his clothed chest and instead he squeezed her even closer to him. Luna became aware as Harry...reacted and felt something inside herself she had never felt before. Luna closed her eyes and let the feelings overcome her. She pressed herself against his swelling and shuddered verbally. She kissed Harry's lips again and practically melting into his warmth. Harry gently pushed Luna off to calm her down but she looked at him with such smoldering passion it shocked Harry to his core.
"Harry.." Luna whispered as she grabbed Harry's hand and slowly brought it up to her chest. Luna gasped as Harry's hand rested by her breast as she pressed his hand over her heart. Harry could feel the thudding of her heart beat. Harry's finger drifted across her chest when Luna pulled his hand away. Harry started to apologize and nearly lost his arm when Luna started dragging him into her dormitory.
They encountered no problems heading up the stairs and to Harry's surprise the Ravenclaws had separate rooms. The first thing Harry noticed was the lack of a bed, realizing she probably slept on the grass growing from the floor. The second thing Harry noticed was the grass growing from the floor. Despite this Luna's room was surprisingly well ordered, with the exception of a crooked picture of her Mother witch Luna had immediately straitened with a slight twitch on her face. Luna calmed and quickly watered the floor that was also sprouting flowers before turning to Harry with darkened eyes. Suddenly a strange thought popped into his head as he looked at Luna who seemed more focused than ever before. "Luna...why did you bring me to your room?"
Luna looked at him with determination as she hummed. "I want to show you how much I love you Harry. I want to give you something that no one else can ever have. I want to share my heart, body and soul with you. Until we are one. I want to do what all creatures must because it is in their very blood."
Harry's eyes widened as Luna pulled off the straps to her dress and stood before him completely in the nude. Harry looked away on instinct, like when looking directly at the sun.
"Harry..." Luna moved Harry's chin so he was looking into her eyes. Even they seemed to be naked, hiding nothing in his gaze as he stared directly at her soul. "Make love to me."
Luna started to pull up Harry's shirt when he regained the use of his voice. "Luna...we've only been dating for 5 minutes..."
Harry's voice was muffled by his shirt going over his head. When it was off he realized Luna was standing even closer to him and he could see the tears in her eyes. "I don't care, I promised myself that when I met the one I loved I would never hold anything back. I...I want to feel everything I can. I want to share everything before...I...I..."
To Harry's shock Luna seemed to come down from her ardor as she started to cry. Instinctively he reached out to comfort her, realized his mistake and quickly put his shirt on her as he sat Luna down in the grass. "Luna, it OK. We don't have to do anything you are not ready for."
"I was a strange child." Luna stated suddenly, sounding more like her dreamy self. "Not like others think of me as Loony. I was...strange in a bad way, and it wasn't the Wrackspurts. I didn't like being around other people. I didn't talk much and I didn't like being touched. My parents would always say they loved me and tried to hug and kiss me but I would get very upset. I wouldn't even let my Mother kiss away my bumps and bruises like every Mother should. I spent most of my life with visiting Healers, still do on occasion but only during holidays. They have helped al lot over the years, though I still have my problems."
Luna looked wistfully into her memories as she continued. "I remember when I was finally able to hug my Mother, kiss her cheek and tell her I loved her. Like I had always wanted to do. Only she didn't hug back, or kiss my cheek, or tell me that she loved me. She just lied there, telling me with her eyes that it was too late. I always struggled to break free of Mother's hugs, yet Father had to pull me off her, I didn't want to let go. I wanted to hold onto her and let her know I loved her. I had to let her know..."
Luna voice seemed hoarse as she trembled. Harry's heart ached for Luna as he wrapped his arms around her, Luna leaned into his and slowly traced her finger around his chest, around his beating heart. "I vowed to myself to never let a moment go by without embracing the people I love. When I sleep at night I don't dwell on the things I've done, I dwell on what I never did. I'm scared of many things, life is scary. But the one true thing I fear is regret. Nothing hurts like regret."
Harry slowly nodded, knowing all too well the pain of regret. He was also beginning to understand why Luna had been acting the way she had. Luna looked up at him and continued. "The Future is bleak and shadows move in the darkness of daylight. I don't know if I will survive the days to come and as much as I'd like to lie to myself, I don't know if you will live to see this war end. I don't know what will happen Harry. I just know that I want to live and love while I still can, and I love you Harry, your soul touched mine and now it will never be the same. And Harry, I really want to do this because most of all, I have never wanted anything more."
Harry kissed Luna who whimpered as she kissed him back with vigor before pulling away panting. "I know with all my heart that if something happened to you, and we wasted a single moment of love... I could never live with myself. Please Harry..."
"I love you." Harry uttered, this time he was solemn, as if he was making a vow. Luna's words hit Harry hard. He didn't want to die not knowing true love, without knowing what it was to hold the one you love in your arms as you become one.
Luna sighed as she buried her face into his neck. She spoke with barely a whisper as she breathed in his scent. "I love you too, more then I should, more than I thought I could. Maybe I made a mistake, maybe love is more than love."
Harry breathed into her ear as he stuttered. "We don't have to do anything."
Luna hissed as she nuzzled against his head like a cat and purred. "Maybe it's more than love, but it's too late to turn back now. I'm in too deep, and I'm scared it will devour me but I don't care if it does. For this love I would gladly drown in it."
Harry shivered as he felt Luna kiss his neck and bite it gently with her teeth. Harry groaned as he feebly tried to stop her. "We shouldn't Luna...What if...Oh Merlin."
Harry eyes rolled up as Luna move licking and nibbling his ear. Harry could hardly think, Luna blew on his ear and he moaned weakly. Luna whispered seductively."Why not, just tell me one reason why we should stop, and I will."
There were probably many reasons and his mind just wouldn't work, or maybe he really couldn't think of a reason. He breathed Luna's name before kissing her like a dying man drank water. His mind felt numb while his emotions ran wild, He was already experiencing things that made his whole life feel empty. Luna let out a heavy gasp as she shivered in his arms before removing his shirt from her body.
Harry froze as he looked at her, as if for the first time and in a way it was. He had struggled to not look when she first disrobed but now she had his full attention.
Her skin was as pale as snow but it seemed to shine as if she had bathed in moonlight. Her body had small amount of baby fat that helped make up for her small frame, to Harry she was perfect. It struck Harry that he had never expected to see this, not just Luna but anyone like this. Harry was overwhelmed while she looked into his eyes with what could only be described as devotion.
"You're very masculine Harry." Luna muttered blushing as she stared, observing his body for the first time. "But you are almost as pale as I am."
Harry almost laughed but it came off like an amused grunt. Luna raised her eyebrow and knocked on his head like it was a door. "Harry...are you there?"
Harry blushed as he snapped out of his trance and stuttered. "Sorry, It's just...you're so... "
"Fat?" Luna stated factually yet unconcerned. "I have gained a lot of weight lately. Father was scared I wasn't eating enough but I didn't want to hurt the poor plants and animals. The teachers were worried for some reason and in my first year the Nargles made me feint so teachers forced me to eat food. Thank Merlin for pudding. Hardly anything is hurt making that and it's so tasty and..."
"You're not fat!" Harry exclaimed realizing he had been caught up in Luna's tale and wanted it to continue if not for the fact that she thought herself fat. She wasn't even chubby."I was going to say you were beautiful, you don't seem real. Like a Veela, no like Fairy, a Goddess."
Harry was starting to rambled when he heard Luna gasp in shock. Harry started to panic, thinking he had said something wrong when she threw herself on top of Harry knocking him onto his back as she kissed him with unrivaled passion. "You think I'm a Goddess?" Luna asked seriously.
"Yes but you are so more than that. You're an angel, my Guardian angel. I owe you my life, you saved it Luna. You've helped me so much last year. As Voldemort drove me mad. You made me feel sane, you made me feel normal. You gave me hope. You saved me when...I...wanted to die. I wanted to see Sirius. I don't know what would have happened going back to the Dursley's. I do know actually, I'd...not be here if you hadn't comforted me during the year end feast."
Luna seemed to attack him as she kissed him, grinding herself against him as she tried to force her tongue down his throat. Luna seemed possessed as she separated their lips and in a move that shocked him she kissed his scar. Harry seemed to lose focus for a moment as the action had mentally and physically affected him. Luna, knowing how much her small acts of kindness had helped him, wanted to show him all the love he had never had in his life. Harry seemed in a daze as Luna kissed every scare on his chest and arms with the tenderness Harry never experienced anything like it and it seemed to leave him shaking.
So many scars on his skin and from within. So many times she almost lost him, many times before she even met him. Luna whispered a prayer of thanks to her Gods that Harry had lived to see this day. She grabbed her wand and with a wave Harry realized he was bare before her. Even his glasses were missing.
Shocked Harry flinched as Luna stared at him and his attempts to cover himself. Luna looked up into his eyes and caressed his face with her tender hands. Luna cooed as she whispered lovingly. "Why are you scared? You're safe with me."
Harry lost control overwhelmed with desire he grabbed Luna's cheeks and kissed her causing her to gasp against his mouth before groaning languidly as she let Harry take control.
Harry broke free of her lips and started kissing down her jaw and to her neck. Luna gasped as she felt Harry lightly bite her neck. " Oh Morgana."
Harry felt his blood start to boil as his lips drifted down to Luna's shoulders, He couldn't help but murmur mindlessly. "Your skin...Merlin...so beautiful."
"So is yours," Luna whispered causing Harry to blush. "You're so adorable."
Harry's mind half responded. "I'm not adorab...AH."
Luna briefly bit his shoulder and looked at Harry with a gleam in her. Harry looked at her with surprise having never seen this side of Luna before. He tried to glare but the two suddenly burst with laughter..
Luna squeaked as Harry moved his lips down, kissing her as he went. He reached her chest and froze. Luna squirmed under his gaze, she could feel his warm breath which gave her goose bumps.
"Harry..P...Please?" Luna begged uncertainly as Harry breath reverently.
"Goddess." Harry whispered as he took her into his mouth.
"Oh..OH..OH Harry." Luna uttered in shock and pleasure. Her eyes where wider than ever as they stared unseeing at the ceiling above her. Luna's mind only thought of Harry, and the pleasure he gave her. "Oh Harry, my sweet Harry."
Harry froze as he felt a hand grab him, directed him against... Oh Merlin. Harry shudder as he tried to pull away, knowing if he didn't he would do something he shouldn't. Suddenly it was very easy to think of reasons why not too. Voldemort was out there, and he killed those he loved, the actual act would likely hurt Luna, she might get pregnant, he might suck at it and Luna would hate him, she might laugh at him, he might fall deeper in love with her, she might give birth to octuplets!
"Shh." Luna cooed softly as she pulled Harry out of his panic and looked deep in to his eyes. "You've been an adult all life, just this once...let go."
Luna slowly moved her hips up and Harry gently began to sink into her. Harry's mind went blank as instinct took over. Harry Potter at the age of 16, on the 20th of December, 1996, had made it to the promise land, and it was paradise
(49 second later)
They both gasped for breathed physically and emotionally overwhelmed buy what had just happened. Luna smiled as she took in the experience she had thought would never happen. Smiling blissfully
This was beyond anything hArry had never dreamed of. Even now she seemed to surround him, consume him, burn him and destroy him. She was setting his very soul on fire and all he wanted in that moment was to jump in the flames.
Harry buried his face into his neck realizing to his horror that he was sobbing into her neck, having never experienced much love in his life. He tried to fight it, to hide it but he couldn't stop the tears. Afraid of Luna's reaction to his emotional breakdown.
Then he felt hands grip his head and pull him towards a pair of lips. Harry opened his eyes and saw Luna's staring back at him with a look that threatened to shatter his walls.
"Shh." Luna whispered caressing his hair. "I'm here Harry, everything is going to be OK."
And Harry believed her, he felt for once in his life everything was going to be OK, and he owed it all to the girl...no woman before him. Harry felt liberated and free. Luna whispered, in wonder. "We are one now Harry...I love you so much."
Harry realized he hadn't been the only one crying, she had tears in her eyes that seemed to make her glow. Harry whispered. "Did I hurt you?"
"I hurt myself, but I knew what I was doing. It stopped hurting Harry, I'm just so...I feel like I'm dreaming." Luna smiled tearfully as she embraced the love she saw in his eyes.
Harry closed his eyes before looking back at her nervously. "Do you still love me?"
Luna smiled dreamily, looking more beautiful than he had ever seen her. She reached up and pulled Harry into her arms and the two held each over as Harry trembled. "Oh Godric, so much Harry."
Harry closed his eyes as he let go, embracing the moment and what the angel in his arms. Harry had never felt anything like it, because for the first time in his life, he didn't want to be anyone else. If being Harry Potter lead him to this one moment of bliss then it was worth it. Luna looked at Harry's blissful looking face and giggled. Luna kiss his forehead whispering. "That was astonishing Harry. You were so beautiful."
Harry chuckled into her neck before lift his face and staring into Luna's eyes. Luna giggled again as he wore a Goofy grin, looking as if he had exorcised all his demons and shrugged the weight of the world off his shoulders. " It was...Merlin."
Harry started kissing Luna's face causing her to giggle then he paused and asked. "Did you..."
Luna shook her head with a grin, her eyes radiating joy even as Harry cursed under his breath.
"If only they knew their Chosen Une was a minute man." Harry groaned.
"If only they knew you were just a normal teenager." Luna sighed as she caressed his messy head of hair.
Harry felt a warmth spread through him that had nothing to do with the monumental act they had committed. Harry cupped Luna cheeks and kissed her so softly Luna thought she would float away. Harry pulled away smiling like he never smiled before, down to the very center of his often tortured eyes. "Thank you...for understanding...and...loving me.."
Neither was certain which meant more to him, Luna rest her head on his chest him as she spoke. "It was my first time and yours as well. I just wanted to show you my love. I never expected...Harry it was the happiest moment of my life."
Harry grinned before exhaustion took over, he closed his eyes and fell asleep. Luna just smiled and before she joined him in slumber, said a prayer to the goddess of old.
"May he be blessed in your name great spirit mother.
Love he was never shown
Peace that he has ever known
Life so he is not alone
Bless him with wife and child
So he will always have a home
For this I give my heart, body, soul, and purity.
Great Spirit mother grant him shelter from the storm."
Harry heard the words even as he dreamed and subconsciously he grinned as he held onto Luna tighter. Luna hugged back as the two young lovers slept
Harry awoke to something nibbling at his feet. He muttered sleepily "Stop...tickles."
"Not doing anything." Luna mumbled against his chest.
Harry opened his eyes looking at the girl cuddled up to his chest. then he felt another nibble on his feet and almost screamed at the sight before him.
It was hard to tell in the dark what it was but it was black and skinny with bat like wings, Harry was certain it was a dragon before he heard Luna whisper. "Honeyflake, I don't have classes today, I'll feed you later."
As the creature shuffled away into a hole in the wall Harry recognized the creature had hoofs. "A baby Thestral?"
Luna nodded sleepily. "Runt of a litter, I'm taking care of her, don't tell anyone."
Harry couldn't help himself as he poured all his love into one blissful kiss. "You're perfect, you know that?"
Luna smiled as she looked into Harry's eyes. "No, but I feel perfect."
Luna stared into her eyes with a look that rendered Harry into putty in her hands. Harry whispered. "You are so beautiful Luna. I could stare at you all day. If you wanted me to, I would stay here forever."
Luna chuckled before burying her face in his chest. "Oh dear...I was wrong Harry, it's only going to get stronger. I thought embracing my love for you would protect me from regret but I'm more vulnerable than ever. I don't know I could take it if something happened to you. It would only hurt even worse:
Harry tilled Luna's chin up and silenced her with a kiss. Harry replied with a smile. "Then I guess nothing is going to happen to me."
Luna swooned as she pulled Harry into another kiss. If it was too good to last, then she was going to embrace every second of it.
"Harry." Luna hummed blissfully. "My answer is yes."
"Great." Harry said with a tired smile before frowning. "What did I ask?"
Luna didn't answer, she just slowly started stroking Harry's finger with her own. It took Harry a moment to understand what she was implying before he looked up at her wide eyed, jaw dropped and speechless. She didn't mean...no she couldn't, she wouldn't...would she? It was mad! It was stupid! It was reckless! It was...it was...
Harry suddenly couldn't stop himself from grinning as he mumbled. "Brilliant."
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TO BE CONTINUED...
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