Love Doesn\'t Ask Why | By : Greeneyes Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Snape/Hermione Views: 18255 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 3 |
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Decisions & Uncertainty
Hermione woke up the next morning still in her green dress and on Severus’ side of the hotel bed. Her eye makeup was smudged half way down her face and her lipstick across her chin. She hadn’t meant to stay the night however cried herself to exhaustion and then fell asleep against Severus’ pillow.
Hermione pulled herself out of bed and stepped straight onto the pregnancy test. She yelped at the pain and then picked it up. She supposed she better keep the test if Severus asked to see it. She placed the test of the side and made her way to the bathroom.
She stripped off the dress and underwear and stepped into the shower. She washed the makeup off her face and then washed her hair. Once she was finished she went back into the bedroom, grabbed her bag from the floor and placed it on the bed and found the clothes she needed to go home in.
She changed into grey jeans, a white tank top and a navy blue cardigan and slipped on some navy ballet flats. She chucked her hair up into a bun nothing bothering to dry it. Hermione picked up her bag, looked around the room to check if she had left anything and then apperated.
Hermione arrived in the middle of the living room giving Daniel and Alyssa the fright of their life. They had all agreed before they moved in that no one would apperate into the flat but outside.
‘Why hello there.’ Daniel said as he looked up at Hermione. ‘Have we forgotten the rule?’
‘I haven’t forgotten no, I just couldn’t be arsed.’ She said as she let her bag fall to the floor with a thud.
‘Everything okay?’ Alyssa asked as she sat up to look at Hermione who was now letting herself fall into the swivel arm chair.
‘No not really.’ She replied as she kicked off her shoes.
‘Something wrong with you and Severus?’ Alyssa asked. ‘I thought everything was going really well.’
‘It has been. He’s fine, we’re fine but I’m not.’ Hermione said as she looked at her two best friends.
Daniel got up and walked to where Hermione was sitting; he sat himself on the arm of the chair and looked at Hermione. ‘Are you ill?’ He asked.
‘No, well...not really. I don’t feel ill. I’m sure people feel ill in my condition but I don’t. I don’t feel anything.’ She said as tears started to fall.
‘Your condition?’ Daniel asked.
‘You’re pregnant aren’t you?’ Alyssa said as she sat forward on her seat.
‘Yes.’ Hermione said as she put her head in her hands. ‘I don’t know how.’
‘I do!’ Daniel said as he looked at Hermione. ‘You had sex!’
‘Protected Sex!’ Hermione shouted. ‘I’m on the fucking pill!’
‘The Muggle Pill?’ Alyssa asked.
‘Yes.’ Hermione said as she looked up Alyssa. ‘I take it religiously.’
‘Okay but you are aware that the muggle pill is not the most effective contraception when both people are magical. Please tell me you know that?’ Alyssa said.
‘What do you mean?’ Hermione said as she looked at Alyssa
‘So say like you and Severus, you’re both very powerful people and muggle contraception won’t work as effectively especially if you are both putting a lot of emotion into the sex. Get where I’m coming from?’ She explained.
‘So basically we were having unprotected sex.’ Hermione said as she looked at them both.
‘Yes.’ The both replied at the same time.
‘I told Severus I was on the muggle pill and he didn’t know this. Are you sure?’ Hermione said as she looked at Alyssa.
‘Yes, very sure.’ Alyssa said.
‘Crap.’ Hermione said as she sighed.
‘So what are you going to do?’ Daniel said as he looked at Hermione.
‘I have no idea.’ Hermione said as she looked at her two best friends.’
‘First of all does he know?’ Daniel asked.
‘No.’ Hermione replied as she sat back in the arm chair and sighed. ‘I couldn’t tell him. I knew and I kept thinking I’d tell him over dinner but I couldn’t.’
‘Okay, so the first thing you need to do is tell him.’ Alyssa said. ‘When are you next seeing him?’
‘Two weeks.’ She replied as she bit her lip.
‘Well I think you need to write to him or floo call him.’ Daniel said.
‘Or wait until you see him so you have time to think about what you want to do.’ Alyssa said. ‘Do you want a baby Hermione?’
‘Yes but the timing isn’t perfect.’ She replied. ‘I want to finish my degree, be Severus’s apprentice, get married, enjoy being together and then have a baby.’
‘Well don’t you have it all planned.’ Daniel said.
‘Well, yes I do and now my plans are out the window!’ Hermione almost shouted. ‘I have no clue what to do.’
‘Do you think you could have... ?’ Daniel started but Hermione cut him off.
‘Don’t say that!’ She shouted.
‘Okay! I won’t but it’s an option Hermione.’ Daniel replied.
‘I know it is and it seems like the best option right now.’ Hermione said guiltily.
‘Are you thinking of doing that without telling him?’ Alyssa asked.
Hermione didn’t answer, she just nodded her head.
The first night back in her apartment, Hermione’s roommates made her favourite dinner and they all sat in front of the television watching her favourite film. No one dared mention the elephant in the room and Hermione didn’t bring it up. She tried to not think about the pregnancy at all as if it wasn’t there.
That night she slept relatively well in her bed alone without Severus. She slept in one of his shirts he has left her and cuddled a pillow case all night. She dreamt of her future life with Severus. She was Mrs Snape and held a dark haired baby in her arms. The baby was beautiful, he had curly ringlets and looked up at her adoringly.
Hermione awoke with her hands over her stomach and feeling slightly nauseous. As soon as her feet hit the ground she had to run to the bathroom to throw up.
Alyssa heard Hermione being sick and rushed through to Hermione’s bathroom to hold back her curly hair. She rubbed Hermione’s back and shouted for Daniel to get a glass of water ready for Hermione.
Once Hermione has finished being sick, she sat back on her knees and sighed. ‘That’s because I said I wasn’t feeling anything.’ Hermione said.
‘Yep.’ Alyssa replied with a smile. ‘Do you want to go back to0 bed or go sit in the living room?’
‘Living room.’ Hermione said as she stood up.
Hermione and Alyssa walked into the living room to find Daniel has laid out breakfast and drinks. Hermione picked up a glass of water and sat down on the sofa.
‘You should eat something.’ Alyssa said as she looked at Hermione.
‘I will later on. Not feeling ready for it yet.’ She replied.
After finally eating something and getting ready. Hermione and Alyssa made their way down the central park for the afternoon. The girls took along their books from class and lay out on a picnic blanket and started planning an essay.
Work seemed to get Hermione’s mind off of the pregnancy however it was never far from it. That evening Hermione locked herself away in her room and took another test hoping that the first test was wrong. Again it those two little lines showed up and Hermione sighed.
Hermione stashed the second test in her top draw and lay out on her bed. She opened her leather diary and noticed Severus had left her a message.
Hermione,
I’ve tried calling your floo but you’re not answering. Everything okay? Did you get back alright?
Have you heard from your friend Weasley? Has he told you his fabulous news yet? If he hasn’t be aware he and his rather idiotic girlfriend have announced their expecting! Weasley having a baby?! Sweet Merlin that poor child will be born out of wedlock and will also be a dunhead!
Anyway I have to go, I have a meeting with Albus.
I love you too, you know.
SS
More tears escaped Hermione’s eyes as she read the letter from Severus. He loved her, she didn’t doubt that but does he love her enough to stick around now she was pregnant?
And Ron’s Girlfriend was pregnant? Who the hell was his Girlfriend? If she went through with her pregnancy she and Ron’s children would grow up together. Could she watch her best friend have a child knowing she had got rid of hers?
Hermione closed the diary and chucked it on the floor. She got under her covers and fell asleep straight away.
Sunday morning was a repeat of Saturday with Hermione’s head down the toilet throwing up. After eating a small bowl of porridge she set off to work. A eight hour shift was not something Hermione needed.
She managed to get through her whole shift although by the time she got home she was exhausted. She fell straight into bed that night not noticing that her diary was flashing with messages.
Monday morning, Hermione awoke late and had to rush to class. After her classes were finished, Hermione and Alyssa made their way back to the apartment. Hermione made dinner for them both and after went to her room to relax and start her assignment.
Hermione started her assignment but at eleven o’clock decided to turn in for the night. As she walked to her bed she saw her diary was flashing, she sat down on her bed and opened the diary to another message from Severus.
Hermione,
Please write back to me. I can see you’ve read my messages. Are you okay?
SS
Hermione sighed and decided now was a time to tell Severus. She grabbed her pen and quickly wrote before she could stop herself
I’m pregnant.
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