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Please, Release Me!	By : Severus1snape Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Snape/Neville Views: 17663 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, J.K.Rowling does, I write for fun and do not make any money from this.

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AN: Thanks for reviewing. This is it - this is where the title comes from! I quite enjoyed writing this particular piece, as I hope you will enjoy reading it!

”How did you do it? If they used that spell on me, they had obviously found me-“
Severus interrupted. He might as well get this over with, he had wanted to for years. For selfish reasons; to get the heaviness off his shoulders. “I got there after they had tortured your parents beyond repair.” He paused. “They had started on you… for fun… you were one for God´s sake…”
He wanted to throw up from the memory of that night. He closed his eyes for a moment. “I obliviated all three of them, took you and hid you in the room beside the living room where they kept your parents. Cast the two spells you know of, wrapped my invisibility cloak around you and alerted the Order. I had already gone to Albus by then; I could not risk taking you out myself. He needed me to spy on the Dark Lord.”
Neville stepped away from his friends and sat down next to the potions master. He couldn´t meet Neville´s eyes. “That room has always been my favorite one of all. Whenever grams and I fought… I would go there… I felt… safer there…” Severus nodded curtly, not trusting his voice at the moment. “Thank you.”
“FOOLISH boy!” He snarled out of nowhere. “Do not thank me for nothing!”
“Saving my life is not ´nothing´ and I´m not a boy anymore Severus.” It is nearly breaking my heart to hear Neville´s voice sounding like that. Since when do I have a heart to break, you miserable bastard?
Severus sighed. This was not a conversation he had wanted to have with Neville´s friends here. I should have remembered they were here earlier. Damn it. What difference does it make when they will see the memories anyway? “I need a wand to pull out the memories.” No point in dragging it along.
Neville didn´t hesitate when handing his own wand over again, and the older man took it and set to work. Don´t lock me out Sev, please… “The memories are set in the order they should come, all you have to do is dive in. You will not be seen or heard, when it´s over you will simply drop out.” He looked to the four pairs of eyes staring at him.
“What you see, you will never tell anyone, until after the war ends and when the Dark Lord has fallen. If you do, your lives will be in greater danger than you can ever imagine. Not only your lives, but your families, your friends´, and most especially Harry Potter´s.” He paused.
“If you cannot do that, leave now.” Don´t go. I will have to obliviate you.
They all shared a look. “Come on then.” Dean said and they all followed and dipped their heads like the true Gryffindors they were.
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The minutes dragged by in grave silence for the two men left behind to entertain themselves. Neville wanted to say something, to do something but he was too scared to push the other way. Today had been very emotional. He had learned things about his past. The man he was in love with, is the same man who saved his life when he was only 1 years of age.
“It´s destiny.” He finally said. The other turned to meet his blue eyes in question.
Neville moved to where Severus was standing again and he leaned against the wall casually. “You, saving my life, it was meant to be.” He reached up and caressed the pale face and took pleasure in Severus closing his eyes clearly enjoying the touch.
Neville fought the urge to kiss the other to the point where his body started shaking. He had learned from their time together, that they both used each other to release their built up emotions. Hate, fear, loneliness, longing, sorrow; everything went away the moment their lips would touch.
Neville knew Severus didn´t love him, but he could still feel that Severus needed to let go too when they were together.
He didn´t mind being that man for him. Even though he loved him, and he ached for him to love him back, he wanted nothing more than Severus to be near him. Even though it eventually would break his heart, because this was all about letting go; release.
Just like the way they had first come together, when Severus needed release to survive.
Neither noticed that the four friends had returned and was now standing across the room and watching Neville caress Severus gently in deep shock.
“Is he..?” Dean whispered, but Luna hushed him. They all stood still rooted to the spot, trying to not even blink in fear of losing a second of the scene in from of them.
“Severus.” The voice was barely a whisper. The other opened his eyes to get lost in the sea of blue offered him once again. Neville drew him in with his eyes only. Those eyes Severus had gotten used to getting lost into. Where he could swim away feeling more relaxed than he had ever felt with anyone since Lily.
“Please, release me.” Neville whispered and Severus drew in a sharp breath.
That was the moment it all changed for Severus. At that moment exactly, Severus did something he had never in his life done before; he let go completely. He forgot the rest of the world in an instant.
There was no past, no future, no Dark Lord and no Order. The war was not important. No one was being tortured, murdered or captured. There was no longer any pressure to perform, to spy, to hide who he was or how he felt.
There was only now.
When Severus pushed Neville gently against the wall and captured his lips Seamus cursed in surprise, Luna smiled her bright smile, Ginny dropped her wand to the carpeted floor in shock and sat down, and Dean´s mouth fell open and even though he was not gay he could not stop watching. He was simply pulled in.
They watched as their friend pulled Severus closer and deepened the kiss. They all knew they should turn away, but they could not. Neville´s hand went to Severus´ left cheek and the other grabbed his waist. Seamus cursed again when Neville spread his legs offerering Severus to stand between them.
There were no moans, no growls, and no sounds to speak of. Nor was there any grinding, touching below the waistline or hint of sexual behavior.
There were only them.
When they broke the kiss but didn´t move to get away from each other, they kept eye contact. “I should go. The Dark Lord said to return tonight.” Neville didn´t speak, but he nodded knowingly. Neither one looked to Neville´s friends.
“September?”
“Yes.” He watched Neville bite into his lip. Got damned sexy as hell, stop turning me on you big tease.
Neville smiled knowing what Severus was thinking. “September then.” He repeated. He straightened Severus´ robes when neither of them had moved from the spot yet. “Be careful.” The perfect little wife, are we now, Neville?
Severus smirked and quirked his brow. “I managed to stay alive for years before you.”
“Yes, thirty-six years, you old bat. Just let me worry alright arsehole.” He laughed when Severus growled. Watch it brat!
“I´ll be needing my wand back, Mr. Thomas.” Severus said without turning around, and Neville flushed suddenly very aware that his friends had seen that scene. Fuck!
Dean placed the wand into Snape´s outstretched hand and backed away again. Severus finally stepped away from Neville and turned. Neville flushed a deeper shade and Severus snorted. “Shy now, are you?”
“Shut it.”
“I-I.” It was the Weasley girl who had tried to speak.
“Yes, Miss Weasley?” This ought to be good.
“I´m so sorry… I… didn´t… we didn´t… god if…”
“No one knew, and let´s keep it that way.” He drawled.
“That was fucking hot man, you gave me a boner!” Seamus burst out, clearly been dying to praise them.
Severus quirked his brow as Neville burst out laughing. “Told you I was seeing someone with that talent.”
Severus sent Neville a silencing stare. “Please, that look stopped working on me weeks ago. I´ve seen you naked, nothing scary about that, well unless you count the size of yo.-“
“You better not finish that sentence.” He warned.
The room howled with laughter by now. The tension was gone, and for a short moment they were just standing there laughing, well Severus wasn´t, but he knew it was not really him they were laughing at so he let it happen anyway.
He heard the laughter continue all the way to the front door and when he closed it behind him; he felt that he oddly missed it. Maybe it was because he knew what awaited him out there, and because he could not bring Neville with him for comfort. Since when do you thrive for comfort!?
He took a deep breath of fresh air before apparating away pushing away the knowledge that the war was in fact still going on, and that sometime in the future people would end up dead.

I even wowed myself with that. Well, you are always your own worst critic anyway!
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