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Shame's Desire	By : dweek Category: Harry Potter AU/AR > Het - Male/Female Views: 32597 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 3
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A/N- I know it has been awhile since I updated on this site. I had a very busy holiday season but I am hoping to take more time for my writing now that it is over. As always a huge thanks to my awesome beta Eclectic Pet without whom my stories would be nearly unreadable!
Lucius-
The morning of the ball I decide to enjoy breakfast in bed so I can luxuriate next to the nimble creature that brings me so much pleasure. I look over at her still sleeping form and smile at her disheveled appearance. Her hair fans out over her pillow in a mass of waves and tangles. She is beautiful in a wild way I didn’t even know I would enjoy. If I am honest with myself there are many things I didn’t know I would enjoy about my new wife.
When our food arrives I wake her and watch as she looks around blinking sleepily. When her eyes fall on me, she smiles and sits up in bed letting the covers fall from her form. She does nothing to recover herself as she looks at our breakfast tray and starts to pour us both some tea.
“Breakfast in bed?” She asks holding my cup out to me.
I take it and smile my thanks sipping from it before I answer. “We won’t have a lot of quality time today, I thought it would be nice.”
She nods in agreement as she starts to eat from her plate. After a few bites her expression turns serious.
“Our Lord offered me a seat on the dark council if I...” She starts looking down at her cup as she thinks how to end this statement. “If I chose to be his, last night.”
“What?” I ask setting down my tea to give her my full attention. I’m amazed the Dark Emperor would move this quickly. He didn’t seem displeased when I came back from escorting Bellatrix but I have to wonder if I’m in for a deal of trouble today.
“I don’t think he really meant it. I think he was just testing how far he could push me or something.” She says getting a pretty blush that makes me want to smile.
“What did you say, it is very hard to tell the Dark Emperor no in any matter.” I wonder aloud.
“I turned him down as politely as I could.” She bites her lower lip in thought. “Lucius do you want me to have a seat on the dark council?” She asks after a moment.
“It was an idea I have been playing with.” I admit before taking a sip of my tea and starting my breakfast.
“Could it be that his offer last night was just a way of telling you the price?” She asks looking very unsure of herself.
“Maybe.” I agree cupping her cheek and giving her a reassuring smile. “Don’t worry about it today. I will speak to him. Today you should focus on living up to your role as Lady Malfoy.” I remind her trying not to have her worry.
Ginny-
I look into the mirrors set up in my room so that I can see myself from every angle. The purple gown is cut perfectly to my body. It’s made in such a way to hide the small bump of my stomach under a strategically placed gathering of fabric. The straps lay just beyond my shoulders and are decorated with deep green fabric leaves and bunches of black pearls to look like grape vines growing along the top of my dress. They grow down the middle of my back and end in a bunch at the top of the bustle.
I’ve never had anything so fine, even the other gowns Lucius has gotten me are nothing compared to the piece of art I am wearing for this ball. I am rather sure the pearls alone account for more than my parent’s yearly income.
The long satin gloves that go with the dress are black and have tiny black crystals along the outside seam. Heety’s pulled my hair up into a perfectly styled mass of braids and curls, accented by more bunches of pearls to match the dress.
Taking it all in I don’t really recognize myself. I remember the red dress mom made me to impress Lucius and I feel as if those were rags compared to what I am wearing now. It was less than three months ago and now the woman looking back at me from the mirror could actually be the Lady of a great house.
Sounds behind me pull my attention away from the mirror and I smile as Padma and Parvati sit casually waiting for me to be finished. I turn away from the reflection and moved toward the twins.
They look lovely in their matching gowns of pale green, and they look as if they were always made for this life of fine people.
“Is everything alright Ginny?” Parvati asks, I’ve already gotten the trick of telling the two apart. The way they express their feelings are so very different, that I doubt they ever get confused.
“Just my first real ball, I’m a bit nervous.” I tell them taking in a slow breath to calm my nerves.
“Well you look amazing.” Padma says coming over to take my hand.
“I have a feeling it is going to be a long night.” I tell them looking at the clock by my bed and frowning. “I need to head down, guests will start arriving and I am supposed to be with Lucius to meet them.”
“We’ll be down soon. Draco is going to escort us.”
I smile with a nod and squeeze Padma’s hand one last time for courage before I head to the main hall. I find Lucius easily at the foot of the main stairs. When he looks up at me his eyes widen a bit in wonder and I can’t help the smile of pleasure that spreads across my face.
Taking my hand, he kisses my wrist the way the Dark Emperor had then pulls me in closer so he can speak in my ear.
“You look simply delicious my love.” He says softly even though we are alone so far. “All the realm will be jealous of me tonight.”
“You are very sweet my Lord.” I tell him taking a small step back. “I feel as if I am going to mess something up.” I tell him honestly.
I almost jump as Snerk’s voice booms throughout the lower level of the house. “Lord and Lady Weasley.” He announces making my eyes go wide in panic as I look at my husband.
“It would have been rude not to invite your family.” He says easily as he takes my hand and leads me toward my parents as the elf vanishes their cloaks.
They are dressed in their finest robes and they still look so shabby in their surroundings. I hold my head high and smile as pleasantly as I can as Snerk’s voice booms once again.
“Masters Weasley, Weasley, Weasley and Weasley.” He says as four of my brothers enter just after my parents.
“All of my family?” I question in a low tone.
“Yes.” Lucius says simply before giving my father a condescending smile. “Lord Weasley I am glad you could make it now that you were actually invited to my home.”
My father’s nostrils flair and I see my mother’s hold on his arm tighten.
“We would not miss a chance to see how you are treating our daughter.” He says with a forced smile as if he had practiced the line.
I move forward and take my mother’s hands so I can kiss her on the cheek. “It is lovely seeing you all.” I tell her and wonder if I will have a chance to hear about what is happening with her.
“You look lovely tonight dear.” My mother says as she looks into my eyes and I can see the worry she has for me.
I turn to my father and kiss his cheek as well, but his eyes look as if he is sure I have some curse upon me. After that, I smile to the four brothers who were able to attend tonight. Bill, Fred, George, and Ronald all look back at me as if they’re not sure who I am.
“No hug for your sister?” I ask trying to keep my tone light and ignore the tension between father and Lucius.
Bill moves forward first and hugs a bit more carefully than normal. I wonder if it’s because of the dress or if dad told them about the child. Next, the twins descend on me hugging me tightly before looking around.
“Where would you say the best place to set up a…” Fred starts in a low tone.
“...surprise for the host?” George finishes with a mischievous smirk on his lips.
“No surprises.” I say punching them each in the arm hard enough to make them wince.
“Ginevra?” Lucius calls bringing my attention back to him before Ron even gets the courage up to really step through the threshold.
“You should all go have fun.” I say as I move back to Lucius’ side. “I am sure other guests will arrive soon.
They nod and move into the great hall before Lucius frowns down at me. “Don’t look at me like that.” I say straightening my back. “The last time my dad was here you were molesting me over there, what did you expect from him?”
“You shouldn’t be so familiar with them.” He says stiffly.
“They’re my family.” I remind him just as coldly.
“I’m your family now.”
I roll my eyes sighing as I look up at him. “It isn’t one or the other. I know you like to think I’m pure Malfoy now, with no Weasley left, but that is silly.”
He takes his own calming breath. “Your father is a ridiculous man, but you are right in that I know very little about the rest of the Weasley clan. You turned out to be a fine creature at least.” He says as his hand slips around to the small of my back. “I’m just not used to so much… touching.” He adds with a sour face.
I can’t help but giggle at the expression before moving up onto my toes so I can kiss him on the cheek. He gives me a small smile at the gesture but doesn’t say anything before our next guests are announced.
We stand at the door greeting people for an hour and my feet are already starting to hurt when the front hall is filled with the sound of magical trumpets. Lucius turns towards the stairs so I do the same. A strong human voice calls everyone to attention.
“Our Lord Emperor Thomas Riddle and Miss Hermione Granger.” The same man announces as the Emperor and guest descends the stairs.
He starts calling names of other guests as Lucius moves us forward to greet the Emperor.
“You look even more lovely tonight Lady Malfoy.” He says as he takes my hand once again this time kissing my fingers lightly before letting go.
“That is very kind of you your Majesty.” I tell him which seems to amuse him for some reason.
“Lucius, walk with me. We need to talk.” He says as he turns to my husband.
Hermione moves in close to me so we can follow behind the men. She is wearing a lovely blue gown with her curls freely hanging down her back. “Do you think our Lord will be up to actually dancing, or am I going to be stuck smiling at his side all night?” She asks playfully.
“If his Majesty doesn’t wish to dance I am sure we can find you a proper partner.” I tell her easily.
“This is nothing like the dances we had back in my village.” She says as her eyes widen when we enter the great hall.
“It is all new to me as well.” I admit shyly. “This is Lucius’ way of presenting me to society.”
“Well you look stunning.” She says looking down at my gown then up into my eyes. “It seems like you were made to be here, I on the other hand feel like some kind of imposter.” She said a bit nervously.
“You look lovely tonight Hermione. If I’ve learned anything from Lucius, it is that everyone here is some kind of imposter.” I say squeezing her hand.
Lucius-
“They seem to be getting along well. Maybe I should have you come visit the palace. Hermione could use a friend.” The Emperor says as he takes his seat on the dais I had set up for the evening.
I look over to my wife as she smiles and whispers with the mudblood. My skin crawls at the idea of her spending any time with the other woman.
“If your Majesty wishes.” I say tightly to let him know I don’t very much like the idea. “But it would make me feel better if I knew what this is about. Certainly you’re not courting the girl?” I ask unable to keep the disgust out of my tone.
“Certainly not.” He echoes my words and something in me eases. “All you need know is that Miss Granger will bring me power in her own very special way. But until I have everything ready I need her to believe that I’m interested in her as a person.”
“Of course your Majesty.” I say bowing my head as the girls join us on the dais. Ginevra gives me a searching look as if she can see my discomfort plainly on my face. I force a pleasant smile to cover anything she may have seen. “Have you ladies been planning something?” I ask just to distract her.
“We were just wondering how full our dance cards will be tonight.” My wife says gracefully.
“I do not think the two loveliest women in the room will have lack of willing partners.” The Emperor says easily smiling at each of them. “I assume the hosts will open the first dance, but I would like you to save a dance for me as well Lady Malfoy.”
Ginevra blushes prettily for his flirting and nods her head. “I would be honored your Majesty.” She says before turning to me. “Shall we?” She asks a bit more shyly than she is when we are alone.
I bow my head to the Emperor before taking her hand and leading her out onto the floor to open the ball properly.
Once we are out of earshot her expression turns a bit more serious. “What does he want with her?” She asks with a slight frown.
“You don’t think he may just enjoy her company?” I offer knowing she has a fondness for the lower classes.
“It doesn’t seem very likely.” She says once again showing her brilliant mind at work.
“What does she think?” I ask as I easily lead her around the floor in a simple waltz. Others join us soon after and I note the Dark Emperor actually dancing with the girl in question. “He seems interested to me.” I add motioning towards the couple.
“She hasn’t really said, but she doesn’t seem to have any delusions that they are courting.”
“Sometimes the company of the right woman can change a man.” I point out still not giving away the small part I know.
She sucks on her lower lip as she looks over to the other couple once again. “Is he going to hurt her?” She asks a bit worriedly.
“I honestly don’t know luv.” I say trying to sooth her since ignoring her questions doesn’t seem to distract her. “It doesn’t seem like she is in any immediate danger. In fact, his Majesty has invited us to the palace so you could spend more time with Miss Granger. Would you like that?” I ask smiling as if the idea didn’t bother me.
She smiles up at me as the song ends. “It would be smart politically right?” She asks taking my arm as I lead her off the dance floor.
“It would.” I agree watching her closely as she thinks.
She nods mostly to herself before she looks around at our guests. “So would us dancing with others.” She says as she looks back at me.
“Very good.” I tell her showing my pride by running my knuckles along her cheek. “Go make new friends, almost everyone here is worthy of your attention.” I tell her as my eye catches on the back of someone with bright red hair.
The sigh I hear from her tells me she sees exactly who I am looking at. “I thought you liked William.” She says shaking her head.
Looking back at her, I see the concern in her eyes. “Am I really never going to be able to have a relationship with them again?” She asks sounding so distressed that I have to fight the urge to pull her into my arms to protect her from the pain.
“Don’t worry about such things tonight my pet.” I tell her as I hold her eyes with my own. “Have fun, just be mindful that you play the role of Lady Malfoy now. My biggest issue with your family, and your father in particular, is that they do not know how to play their roles in society. Maybe you can guide them.” I say cupping her cheek for one last bit of comfort.
“This is not the time for that conversation.” She says and I know she is holding something back. “But I will think about your words.”
“Such a perfectly political answer.” I tease before kissing her hand and heading back towards the dais.
When I look back, she is already speaking to a guest as if nothing in the world was weighing on her mind.
“Bella is going to have to watch out for that one.” The Emperor says seeming amused. “You’ve only had what? Three months to train her, and she is already playing the game rather well.”
I smile nodding my head in pleasure. “Surprisingly with her background there was still a lot of untapped potential.”
“It doesn’t hurt that she is actually kind, that she isn’t only pretending to be so.” He says in a dismissive way. “It will help her gain friends at first, but when it comes to it how cutthroat can she be?”
“Only time will tell.” I say before pulling my eyes away from my wife. “But it is only Bella that is making her an enemy. She’s never liked me, and now she has it in for my wife.”
“Maybe. But as you asked I have given your wife my protection until you have your sons, Bella won’t touch her.”
“And I thank you for that my Lord.” I say bowing my head. “But I’ve already paid for that favor, can we discuss these new issues?” I ask looking to the mudblood who now seems to be dancing with young Master Potter.
“Did you already have payment in mind Lucius?” He asks and I can tell by his tone I should be careful.
“Other sorts of protection for my wife spring to mind.” I say without a hint of bitterness. “She told me of your offer.”
“She quite skillfully turned me down. But those protections are not up for negotiation.” He says ending on a firm note.
“Your Majesty I think the favor is quite clear then.” I say pivoting as smoothly as always. “For my help tonight, and further help in the future, I only require the whole truth of the situation.” I tell him plainly.
He studies my face for a long moment before the sly smirk slips onto his lips. “Leave it to you, my friend, to know exactly what a thing is worth.”
Ginny-
After Lucius leaves my side, the night continues in a blur of vapid conversations and dancing with important men who all want a way into my husband’s dealings. It’s funny to think that many of them only dance with me to get alone time with him. After being on my feet for hours, all I want is a private place to rest, but before I can make it into the hall, Rabastan bows deeply to me.
“May I have this dance?” He asks leading me out onto the dancefloor before I can respond. “I’ve been watching you all night. You’re a fresh little flower in a garden of ageing fruit.”
“Master Lestrange that is kind of you to say.” I respond not liking how close he pulls me. He moves me easily around the dancefloor and I have to admit he has nearly as much grace as Lucius himself.
“It is only the truth my little flower.” He says as his eyes move down from my eyes to the collar of my dress and below.
“I’m not your anything Master Lestrange.” I say in as pleasant a tone as I can.
“Call me Rabastan.” He says chuckling as he pulls me a bit closer.
“I don’t think that would be wise. You already have false ideas about our acquaintance, I would not like to encourage you.” I tell him a bit more firmly as the song ends and I wait for him to let me go.
He only chuckles and keeps ahold of me for the next dance as well. “I can do many things for you little flower. No one here could match what I have to offer.”
I frown at him now as he is going much too far with this flirtation. “My husband might disagree with you there.” I point out firmly.
He laughs again. “Don’t tell me a young thing like you could ever be satisfied by only one man? Narcissa was nearly twice your age and she needed my company quite often.”
I can’t help the blush that comes to my face as I think about what this vile man just admitted to me. “You were Narcissa’s lover.” I shake my head and try to pull out of his grasp. “Well I need no such attention.”
His hand moves down my side and I finally have the leverage to push him away. “You go too far.” I tell him trying to keep my tone low so I don’t make a scene.
I don’t chance a look around as I don’t want to know if anyone saw his forward behavior or my rebuke of him. Once I’m free, I head straight to find some privacy and a seat. I head straight to a small sitting room close to the ball and find two middle aged women already occupying the space.
They look up as I enter and huff in a way that makes me think maybe they had been talking about me. I realize they are around the late Lady Malfoy’s age, and more than likely had been her friends. Nervously I bow my head in way of greeting and make my way over to a small bookshelf.
By the time I’ve found a book to read I turn to see the women making their way out of the room. One gives me a final glare as if I had kicked them out of the space before nearly slamming the door behind her.
“Well they were never going to like me, were they?” I ask no one before turning back to my book. As I sit on the couch they had just left, I can’t help the sigh of relief as the pressure is taken off my aching feet. I push off my slippers to my further pleasure, hiding my feet and shoes under the skirt of my dress.
When I hear the door open again I look up thinking one of them came back to tell me off properly. I freeze to my spot as I see Rabastan has actually followed me here.
“You need to leave.” I say as my hand moves to the small pocket my wand is kept in. But my panic doesn’t really start until I find it empty. I think about the brush of his hand along my side as he pulls my wand from his sleeve.
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