The Ghost Of Malfoy Manor *COMPLETE* | By : Talented_Mrs_Lupin Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Lucius/Hermione Views: 17335 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2 |
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Warning: The relationship between Bellatrix and Remus is a little strange.
A twelve year old Remus was sitting in a classroom shaking his head to himself. It was rare that he was in detention and rarer still that they put all the houses and years together for said detention. James, Sirius and Peter were in detention as well as Lily and Snape. There was also a seventh year female from Slytherin sitting in the back glaring at everyone through grey-blue eyes. Two Ravenclaws that Remus didn’t know but who had merely laughed at James and Sirius’s prank and weren’t fast enough getting away from McGonagall. There was one Hufflepuff that had suffered the same fate as the Ravenclaws that was now in the same position.“Well” McGonagall said as she walked to the front of the class. Hermione looked over at the grown Remus that stood near her watching with what could be seen as boredom “Since you all thought it would be so funny to duel in the hallways I think it will be funny for you to clean said hallways”
“Professor” 12 year old Remus said “I was only standing there…”
“Not stopping it, Mr. Lupin” She answered crisply “Gryffindor’s have bravery to stand up not only to enemies but to friends as well and you did nothing to stop Mr. Black and Mr. Potter from hexing Mr. Snape” Her eyes scanned the room “Miss. Evans I am most disappointed in you as these last two years here you’ve been showing me how mature you are and yet you let them harass someone you claim is your friend”
“I’m sorry” Lily burst in to tears and lowered her head to the desk in front of her. Hermione saw a look of slight remorse cross the professors face as she watched the obviously upset girl crying her heart out.
“It wasn’t her fault, Professor!” The black haired Slytherin snapped angrily “She’d only just entered the fray when you came over”
“With that said” Minerva went on “Miss. Evans will be helping me grade some papers tonight instead of cleaning” The older Remus shook his head “Miss. Black as you are here for a completely different reason and one I don’t really agree with I am merely asking you to do your homework and anything else you need to work on”
“Thank you, Professor” The seventeen year old Bellatrix answered.
“Mr. Lupin” McGonagall said “As you’ve never really been in trouble before I will leave you to do homework as well” He nodded and sighed with relief “Miss. Evans would you please go to my classroom and call for some tea, I will be up momentarily” She looked at the rest of them “The rest, come with me”
When the room was empty Remus pulled his bag up from the floor and on to his table. He pulled out his DADA homework and found what he needed to read. Hermione tilted her head at the older Remus silently asking why the scene hadn’t changed, she didn’t really care about watching him study or do homework. A sigh broke the silence and Remus’s shoulders tensed, it was like the boy remembered that there was not only another person in the room with him but that it was a seventeen year old Slytherin girl. He ignored the sigh and continued reading but half way through the chapter and about four sighs (varying in length and loudness) later he finally put his book down and turned to look at her.
“Can I help you with something?” He asked and Hermione realized then that he sounded a lot like Ronald had at that age, all squeaky and his voice would either be deep or really high. From the pinkish tint that colored Remus’s cheeks as he stood near her he had noticed it too.
“I’m hungry” Bellatrix whined “Go get me something to eat”
“No” He answered and they saw her eyes narrow at him.
“Did you just say no to me?” She snapped “Do you know who I am?!” He turned his head back to her “I am Bellatrix Black, I am engaged to a LeStrange and will be one of the rulers of this world when the great Lord Voldemort takes over!”
“Oh” He said turning fully to look at her “Do you know who I am?” When she said nothing he continued “I am a thirteen year old wizard that is going through puberty, having wet dreams IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DAY and am fighting an inner demon that would put the “great” Lord Voldemort to shame!” When he turned back to look at the front of the room Hermione saw the look of fear on his features and him biting his bottom lip which was a sure sign that he was scared. Surprisingly, for both the young wizard and Hermione, Bellatrix burst out laughing at his snapping answer.
“I hardly believe that puberty is an inner demon” She said “But whatever…” She laughed again and stood up moving closer to where he sat “Can we get an elf to bring us food?”
“I…I think so” He stuttered blushing some more.
“Very good” She smiled and waited for him to do so “Are you going to do it then, Gryffindor?”
“My names Remus” He snapped and she smiled, it was odd because he was honestly being rude to her but she liked his attitude, he was brave and rude…it was like a male version of herself.
“I’m Bellatrix” She answered with a laugh.
The scene suddenly faded and bled away to another scene. Before her stood and older Remus, fourteen maybe and wearing his school uniform and being pulled from the school outside in the dead of the night. The hand on his left wrist was pale with long elegant fingers and belonged to a woman only a few inches taller than he was. She had black curly hair, an hour-glass shape and was dressed in a pair of tight black pants that Hermione was sure were leggings and a long black knit-sweater. Hermione had to wonder at her obvious muggle attire but didn’t bother to ask.
“I don’t want to go to the Forbidden Forest to see a Centaur ritual!” Remus whined to Bellatrix “Can’t we just stay in the ROR?”
“Remy” She pouted “Come on, it’s relatively warm out for a March night and I didn’t get you a birthday present”
“So getting me killed by the Centaurs is your way of saying welcome to your thirteenth year?!” He snapped.
“You are a child in their eyes” She told him “And I am a female, they won’t bother us, at most they’ll just look at us and continue on”
“But…I have…” He looked at the castle and remembered that he had finished his homework that afternoon while Sirius and James had been at Quidditch practice and Peter was hanging on their every move “I have…”
“Nothing to do” Bellatrix finished for her “I know because I’ve been listening in. Potter and Black are playing a prank on Snape tonight and Pettigrew is in detention, you were all alone tonight” Hermione watched the scene melt away and found herself and Remus standing in the middle of the woods a little while later. She sat down next to the older man on a fallen tree and watched as Bellatrix and Remus came running through the woods and fell on to a blanket Bella had charmed to land on the ground before they did.
“I’m sorry” She roared with a laughter “I didn’t think they’d attack like that”
“I nearly died!” He snapped “And you’re laughing?”
“Oh come on” She pulled him down across from her “They were merely angry not murderous and for some reason they didn’t attack you, that was a good sign right?”
“It wasn’t a sign” He said darkly.
“Why do I always feel like your hiding something from me?” Bella asked as she conjured a basket and pulled out some foods including large amounts of chocolate “What is it?” She asked creeping closer to him with a smile “Tell me your deepest, darkest secrets”
“Shouldn’t you be at home with your husband?” He asked almost meanly.
“Rudy is busy tonight” She answered with a frown “Now tell me your secrets”
“You first” He countered with a raise of his eyebrows.
“Okay” She said confidently as she sat back a little and picked up a chocolate covered strawberry and bit in to it “The dark lord wants Rudy and I to have a baby”
“And…” Remus pressed.
“I can’t have children” She answered “Sure I want them. What woman doesn’t but…I’ve been checked out by some Healers that have been sworn to secrecy…if this story gets out I know who to blame and who to punish”
“I’m sorry about your situation” He told her honestly “What are you going to do?”
“I’ve secretly given Rudy a potion to slowly kill his…swimmers” She answered with a nasty laugh “He can barely even get it up”
“That’s terrible!” Remus started but she moved across the space and put her finger over his lips.
“Shush you” She said “Now, have a chocolate strawberry and then tell me your secret” She pushed the treat against his lips and fed him with a smile then looked at him expectantly.
“My secret…” He looked at her and raised an eyebrow “Is to remain between us or I will use this memory as a source of entertainment for the dark lord” While a teenager he hadn’t been so sure why Bella’s eyes had dilated but the older and more experienced he became he realized that while she hadn’t been looking at him as a sexual partner (he was only thirteen at the time) the thought that someone would threaten her like that had certainly spoken to an inner, sexual part of her.
“And what secret is that?” She asked with a smirk.
“When I was just five years old” He began “I was…I…my father made someone angry” He looked away trying to find the right words.
“Who was it?” She asked.
“Fenrir Greyback” He whispered and she looked at him blankly for a moment and then nodded sitting back a little.
“The werewolf” She said “Did he…bite you?”
“Yes” Remus whispered and Hermione looked over at the older Remus and saw him smile so she looked back.
“Oh” She looked around and Hermione could see a battle in her eyes “Did you like it, because I swear to merlin I will refer to you as ‘Remus the poof’ for the rest of your life”
“You aren’t afraid?” He asked her and she shook her head with a soft smile
“You’re not a monster, Remy…you’re too sweet” She answered “So…how’s puberty treating you?”
“Terrible” He muttered “Can’t I skip this part of my life?”
“You’re not used to surprise boners yet?” She asked with a snide look on her face “Having to run to the bathroom between classes to wank?”
“No” He muttered red-faced and Hermione laughed when she realized that the grown man was blushing as well.
“Do you still have wet dreams?” She asked with a laugh “Guess I don’t need an answer because the color of your face tells me everything”
The memory swirled around and the image of the laughing young woman distorted and changed until it resettled on a winter scene where there was a fourteen year old Remus in black dress robes. He was standing in a courtyard and pacing in front of him, dressed in a black backless evening gown that reached the snow covered ground was Bellatrix. She was angry about something but even like that Hermione appreciated her beautiful spiral curls that were assembled on her head in an elegant knot and the light make-up she was wearing.
“I told you I would be showing up before the end of the ball” She snapped “Before the end…and I had to stay out here waiting for you until the end!” She wrung her hands “That was two hours…why do I even put up with you anymore?” She looked at him “Where were you?”
“I had a date” He told her “I was dancing and then we had some drinks and I walked her back to Hufflepuff”
“You had a date?” Bella’s eyes narrowed at him and she sniffed delicately “I didn’t realize that you’d started dating, your letters never said…”
“I didn’t want to be the only person that was going to the Yule ball alone” He answered “Guinevere Morninster and I have been friends for a while and she is really pretty and…wait…why am I even telling you this?!”
“Why not” She said “This Guinevere” Hermione noted the sound of jealousy and distaste in her tone “Is she pretty?”
“Very” He answered “She was about to kiss me when I so rudely had to run away because I saw your patronis!”
“You were going to let her kiss you?” Bella asked angrily.
“Remus” Hermione whispered to the older man “You DO know that the relationship that is starting here is an EXTREMELY unhealthy one, right?” He snorted but didn’t say anything to her.
“Why do you care?” Remus asked.
“Are you so danced out that you won’t dance with me?” Bella asked, she looked down at her dress “I was at a party and would have been here sooner…I dressed so nicely…”
“If you want to dance” He said sweetly holding his hand out to her which she glared at angrily “Or you can stand out here and freeze to death for all I care, I’m cold and tired so goodnight, Bellatrix”
“You get to be so mean sometimes” She said as he started to walk away from her “It excites me”
“Goodnight” He snapped, ignoring her as he walked back to the door that would leave the private little courtyard.
“Wait!” She called. She reached out and pulled him around so he was facing her, she looked at him for a moment and noted his confused face before she moved in and pressed her lips against his. His eyes closed briefly but snapped open when her tongue ran over his bottom lip. But then the kiss deepened and became needy, like any hot-blooded male he took his opportunity when she pressed herself against him to move his hands from her shoulders, to her back and to cup her bum. She gasped and pulled away from him, looking at him in shocked amusement.
“Well aren’t you just a little ball of horniness?” She cackled “Well, I’m not really in the mood anymore, had you come out earlier and I would have considered rocking your world”
“You know what” The fourteen year old pushed her away from his body “I’m sick of your hot and cold attitude. I’m going to bed, goodnight”
“But Remy…Remy…” She sniffled “Remus?”
The scene swirled and shifted again and they were treated to letters that went from yelling at him for being an immature jerk to begging him to see her. Finally, the scene settled on the ROR where Remus was lying on his back on a bed watching as Bellatrix paced and complained about her husband, about the dark lord and how much she wished that the world was simple. A world where she could just marry whomever she wanted, be happy for once and not just pretend to feel stuff that she doesn’t. She told him how much she hated sitting around her mansion alone thinking about him and not her husband…how she worried about him more than she should and how she knew how screwed up this was.
“Remus…I’m sorry” She said “I was jealous and I had no right to be and I acted stupid…I just”
“Bella” He tried.
“This is wrong” She said “Even in our world, this is wrong. I shouldn’t be thinking about you, I shouldn’t be visiting you in the dead of the night at your school…you’re fifteen and I just turned twenty, this isn’t normal but…”
“Shh” Remus said as he pulled her towards him and kissed her deeply. He pulled her on to the bed with him and she straddled his lap, she pulled away to say something the teen pulled her hair back roughly and attacked her neck, kissing and nipping at her flesh.
“Remus…” She moaned as his surprisingly large hand slid up her front and gripped her breast roughly “We shouldn’t…I’m” She was forced to stop talking when he slid his tongue between her lips “Twenty” The hand not squeezing her breast moved lower so he could bunch up the skirt on her dress “And you’re…”
“I fucking love this corset” He said over her words as he lowered his mouth to the top of her still covered breast.
“Fifteen” She continued in a moan “God…I’ll wear this corset all the time if you like it so much”
“I’ll want to fuck all the time then” He warned.
“Where did this new attitude come from?” She asked not really caring about the answer.
“Shh” He answered as his other hand joined the first under her skirt and he cupped her bottom grabbing the elastic band of her panties and yanked them down. She looked around the room and then looked back at her young and strangely experienced lover he swung her around so that she was on her back. She looked like she wanted to complain but didn’t when he settled himself between her thighs and pressed his length against her core.
“Remus” She said breathlessly “This needs to slow down…I…”
“I have been dreaming about this for almost two years” He told her, finally breaking his silence “You want me too, you said it no more than ten minutes ago. I’ve read a lot of books about the different types of sex and lovers and feel confident that I will be able to make you feel good” Bella opened her mouth to say something but the memory started to blur then Remus and Hermione were flying upward.
~~~//~~~
Hermione sat at the kitchen table and watched Remus pour the hot tea in to the mugs and place some cookies on a plate for the two of them. He sat down and took a grateful sip of the hot liquid as she did the same, the better part of the three and a half hours she’d been there had been spent in the pensieve watching his memories. She knew that there was more as their relationship he lasted until the attack on the Longbottom’s. They were only at when he was fifteen, there were still a few more years though she wasn’t sure how much she would get to see as he was rather shy about the sex scenes in his memories.
“That relationship wasn’t a healthy one” Hermione pointed out after a few minutes of silence “She was so much older than you…”
“Save it” He sighed “Everything that you want to say, I’ve already heard, said and thought of it. But my relationship with Bella spanned over some of the best years of my life”
“But it was unhealthy” Hermione pressed.
“And so isn’t moving in to the house of a man twice your age, fucking him in the bed he shared with his now dead wife and raising the son of his dead child” Remus hissed giving her an evil glare “Just because society says that its not right, does that mean that you’ll just stop feeling?”
“But…” She started
“Look Hermione” He said “You learned that Lucius Malfoy wasn’t an evil prick when others told you that he was, you learned that he wasn’t the murderer others thought him to be…I learned the very same thing about Bellatrix the only difference is that I learned it in reverse. I knew that she wasn’t evil before everyone started to believe it and I was too much a coward to try to save her in the second war or keep her safe from the first one”
“Remus do you really think that if her husband found out that she was sleeping with a werewolf” Hermione said “That you or she would have been safe?” She shook her head “They would have made a mockery of you, tortured you and killed you then kill her if they hadn’t already done it”
“My head says that’s right” He told her “But my heart still says something different”
“I know” She answered “Believe me, I know. But you have a beautiful family now, you have friends that love you…had you chosen Bellatrix you wouldn’t have had that”
“I know” He muttered and hung his head “Sirius hated her, he wouldn’t have let me be with her, James would have freaked out completely…”
“That would have been if she chose to be with you on the side of the light” Hermione said “If not then you would have been pulled in to the world of darkness. You did and made the best decisions that you were able to do and make in the situation that you had”
“You know my biggest failure?” He asked and she shook her head “Not coming to her trial about the Longbottom case and letting them look at the memories of us together that night”
“So she was with you” Hermione breathed.
“She was protecting me” He said “And protecting her husband and herself…I should have done something though, but I was a coward”
“No, you weren’t” Hermione promised him “You did what anyone in your situation would have done”
“Are you ready to see the rest of the memories?” He asked.
“Yes” She answered and stood up.
A/N: Here is the first half of Remus’s memories, I know that the relationship is strange and not healthy but come on Bellatrix was strange and unhealthy.
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