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Amore et Amicitia	By : Kimmimaru Category: Harry Potter > Slash - Male/Male > Sirius/James Views: 6685 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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AN: Hi again! Thanks as always to everyone who has reveiwed, I love your support. :) Please enjoy this chapter. Warning; Contains extremely mild Incest (Onesided, unfulfilled....can you guess who it is? :p) other than the Uncle Alphard thing of course, and the fact that James and Sirius are in fact related....so...pointless warning...lol.

Chapter Twenty-Four: O Pueri (O’ Children)

The main problem in their plan was luring Regulus into a trap so they could stun him and hide him somewhere, Sirius insisted that they don’t hurt him. James didn’t protest but he disproved of not getting revenge against Sirius’ little brother, he was, after all, partly responsible for hurting Sirius.

They decided to corner him alone after dinner, Sirius stood by the doors of the Great Hall and waited with arms folded across his chest. James, Remus and Peter were nearby underneath the cloak. Finally Regulus came out of the Hall and passed by, Sirius reached out and grabbed him, swinging him around and dragging him away from his friends. “Sirius, what are you doing?” Regulus asked irritably. Sirius came to a halt down an empty corridor and pulled his brother into an empty class room, he closed the door and turned on Regulus.

“I want to know why you set me up?” He asked slowly, sitting down on a nearby desk.

Regulus watched him for a moment before he suddenly deflated and slumped against the wall, he gazed up at the ceiling for a while. “Do you know what it’s like for me?” He asked softly.

Sirius looked at his brother and shook his head. “Of course I don’t...You and I are...” He paused a moment with a small frown.

“...Different.” Regulus finished and finally met his brother’s gaze. “Would have been different if we were twins? Or even if I was the elder?”

Sirius shrugged. “I can’t answer that Reg.”

“No I suppose not...” Regulus sighed. “I’m sorry.” He breathed and took a few halting steps towards Sirius. “I...I should have warned you...or-or stopped them...They never told me they were going to use...that.” He silently begged his brother to believe him, chewing his lip in an uncharacteristic sign of nerves.

Slowly a new idea entered Sirius’ mind, he looked over to where he thought his friends were and shook his head minutely. He heard a whisper of something being communicated to the others. He turned back to Regulus as the door slowly opened, Sirius knew James and the others would let him have this alone time with his little brother. He slid down from his perch and stood close to Regulus. “Reg...Do you really want to make up for it?” He asked, looking down into his brother’s eyes, so much like his own. “I need your help...”

As Sirius watched something in his brothers eyes changed, he stepped closer to him and Sirius frowned as he watched his brothers eyes slide to his lips. Something stirred in Regulus’ eyes that made Sirius almost step away, his hackles rose and he suddenly reached out and pressed the flat of his palm against Regulus’ chest. “I can read you like a book.” He breathed, suddenly extreamly glad he had asked his friends to leave. “But what the hell are you thinking?!”

Regulus flushed, but he didn’t step away. “I heard rumours...” He said slowly. “Rumours about...about you...A-and your friend James...”

Sirius raised an eyebrow. “What rumours?”

Regulus looked away, colour high on his cheeks bones. “They say that you’re too close to be just friends...they say that you’re more than friends...I...”

“Like brothers.” Regulus glanced up at Sirius and frowned. “We’re like brothers. We love each other like family.” His tone was sharp and Regulus felt heat in his face again. “I love James in the same way I love you.” Sirius said firmly, ensuring there could be no mistaking his meaning.

“What are you...? That’s not...I...” Regulus stuttered himself into silence before frowning at the floor.

Sirius felt a little ill, he didn’t like what he had seen in Regulus’ eyes, a mixture of hope and desire. The idea that his brother wanted him in that way made his stomach churn, he wiped all emotion from his face. No matter what Regulus was still his brother, he needed to protect him even if it was from himself. “I’m not stupid, Reg. You’re so obvious...But you know what would happen if...”

“If what? If you and I were caught? Then we hide it.” Regulus looked up, an odd kind of boldness in those silver-grey depths as he took two steps forward and herded Sirius into a corner. “Is it true? Are you gay?” He asked, his eyes scanning Sirius’ face for answers.

“What if I was?” Sirius replied, ensuring he kept his feelings out of his voice.

“You’re better looking than me...I’m too small, too skinny...perfect for a seeker but...” He chuckled bitterly. “You’ve always been better than me! Even if our parents can’t see it. I respect you Sirius...I’ve always looked up to you to an extent. And there’s always been something...something darker...I...” He frowned and shook his head. “You’re right of course, mother and father would have us both hung. But still...I want to know what could be...I want to...”

Sirius’s eyes widened as suddenly his own brother pushed him into the wall and he felt lips against his own. He felt frozen to the spot, his eyes wide and uncomprehending. Finally he regained his wits and grabbed his brother’s shoulders roughly, he pushed him away and gazed at him in shock and disgust. “Reg...” He gasped.

Regulus could see the fear in his brother’s eyes and he tried to move back but Sirius held him in place with firm hands. “I-I...I’m sorry...Sirius...Forgive me...”

Sirius relaxed slowly and sighed, gently he drew his brother close and hugged him, his cheek resting on the top of his head. “You need to stop. Forget about me and find a girl to fall in love with, what you think you’re feeling is wrong. It’s even worse than being gay. Do you understand?” He pulled away and put both hands on either side of Regulus’ head, he leaned forward and kissed his forehead. “We’ll both be better for it.” He whispered.

Regulus closed his eyes, he wrapped fingers around his brothers wrists and frowned. “What do you want me to do? You asked for my help...”

Sirius nodded, his fingers sliding through Regulus’ hair in an almost absent gesture of affection. “I need your tie.” He said.

Regulus opened his eyes and looked up at him, he raised an eyebrow. “Why?”

“I want to get into the Slytherin common room...for that I need your help.”

“Ok.”

Sirius grinned. “Thanks, you’re brilliant!” He reached up and pulled on the thin part of Regulus’ tie, it came undone and slithered from around Regulus’ neck. Sirius removed his own tie and tied it around Regulus’ throat with a smirk. “Let’s also trick my friends, shall we?” He chuckled when Regulus’ eyes lit up.

“Can I see Gryffindor Tower?”

“Yes.”

Regulus smirked, for a second both boys looked like mirror images of each other. Sirius quickly tied the silver and green tie around his neck and reached into Regulus’ hair, he pulled out the tie that held his hair back and watched it fall to his shoulders. Regulus watched Sirius tie his hair back neatly and straighten his robes. “What about the height difference?” He asked suddenly in concern.

“I don’t plan on getting that close to any Slytherins...but I suspect my friends will work out who you are faster.” He chuckled again. “That’ll shock them, try and keep it up for as long as possible. You wanted to know what it’s like to be me? This is your chance.”

XXX

Sirius and Regulus exited the room to find James, Remus and Peter waiting for them. James looked at them both and frowned slightly. Sirius was looking a little nervous and there was something different about the way he was holding himself, he scanned him carefully. “Did you do it?”

Sirius looked at his brother and nodded slightly before his brother suddenly adopted all his mannerisms. The real Sirius smirked. “Yeah, we’ll be doing it tomorrow...” Regulus said.

James relaxed and grinned, he threw his arm around Regulus’ shoulders and began steering him away. “Let’s go back to the common room then, Remus has been bugging me about doing my Transfiguration homework.”

Sirius watched them walk away and caught Regulus looking over James’ shoulder at him, he lifted his hand before turning and walking down the dark corridor towards the dungeons. Regulus had told him the current password so he was certain he would get in, he felt a small thrill of excitement as he reached a blank stretch of wall. He spoke the password and watched it slide away to reveal a tunnel. He walked down it until he entered the common room. As usual it was full of eerie green ligh, low leather chairs in green and black. The place reminded him of Grimmauld place, he pushed away such thoughts and began trying to remember which dorm his brother belonged in. He strode purposefully towards a door that he had seen a boy in Regulus’ year go through.

“Reg!”

He cursed inwardly and turned around, a tall fifth year boy walked towards him. “We missed you after dinner, you know we’ve got the Pitch for practice tonight don’t you?”

Sirius mimicked his brother’s face when confused. “No one told me that.” He said, easily imitating Regulus’ voice.

The boy rolled his eyes. “We should be allowed messengers, perhaps make some of these house elves do it...we can‘t be expected to run around by ourselves! Its ridiculous...” He sighed. “Well, we’re meeting at seven, try and make it on time. See you there.”

“Bye...” Sirius watched the boy go, his eyes sliding to his arse almost automatically. He wrenched his eyes away and turned back to the dorm door.

XXX

“I have to go to the Library.” Remus muttered with a sigh as he stood up, his eyes lingered on Regulus for a moment, a tiny frown creased his brow before it disappeared. “So do you, Peter.” He said, nudging his friend with his foot. Peter groaned and rolled onto his back. “Come on, I’ll help you with that essay Professor Sprout set us.”

James watched his friends leave from over the top of a book he was pretending to read, he grinned and put the book down. “They’re gone.”

Regulus looked over at James Potter and before he could ask what on earth he was talking about James had leapt from his bed to Sirius’. Regulus’ eyes widened as he was forced on his back with James leaning over him. “I’ve waited too long.” He breathed. “I couldn’t keep my hands to myself much longer, if Remus hadn’t have gone I would have grabbed you and fucked you in front of them...” He leaned down and pressed his lips to Regulus’.

Regulus froze. He had kissed many girls, but the only other boy he had kissed, and wanted to kiss was his brother. James’ lips were demanding and chapped, when his tongue snaked out and touched Regulus’ lips he squeaked and struggled. James took advantage of the slight parting of Regulus’ lips to plunge his tongue between them. Regulus’ breathing hitched, he couldn’t move with James’ weight on top of him and his arms pinned.

James pulled away grinning. “You don’t kiss like your brother.”

It took a long time for what he said to fully register, when it did Regulus sat up, pushing James off of him and wiping his hand across his mouth. “You knew?!” He exclaimed.

James shrugged. “I had an inkling, the only way I could test if I was right was this...” He licked his lips thoughtfully, tipping his head to the side. “You know you should also place Imperturbable Charms on doors when you’re having private discussions...I’m not stupid enough to let Sirius deal with anything that could potentially harm him alone. I listened.” Regulus flushed brightly but held his head higher, his expression defiant. James frowned in distaste. “You know, I thought forcing your son to marry his own cousin was sick...”

“What do you know? You’re nothing but a bloodtraitor!”

James shrugged and ruffled the back of his hair up. “I am a Bloodtraitor...however, unlike Sirius, I’m proud of what I am.” He smiled brightly. “You can’t use that as an insult on me, Mini-Siri.”

“Mini-Siri?”

“You’re smaller than Sirius.” James replied with a shrug, then his face became serious. “I know you’ve already guessed about me and your brother, about what kind of relationship we have.” Regulus nodded. “Then I have only one last thing to say; Stay away from him.” He leaned over and his eyes narrowed behind his glasses. “If you hurt him, or try to take him by force I will hunt you to the ends of this earth. I don’t care if Sirius would die to protect you, I don’t have such qualms.”

“I wouldn’t hurt my brother!” Regulus hissed.

James suddenly grinned and backed away. “Fine, then there’s no worries.” He held out his hand. “Truce?”

Reluctantly Regulus nodded and clasped James’ hand in his own. “Truce.” He agreed.

XXX

Sirius returned to Gryffindor Tower in high spirits, as he stepped into the common room he pulled on the tie and turned towards the Dorms. He smiled to himself, patting his pocket and making sure he still had everything he had written down. He had rummaged through the room, reading important looking books, digging through old notes and anything else he could get his hands on, he recorded all his findings on a sheet of parchment. As he pushed open the door of the dorm he saw James and Regulus on the same bed, they appeared to be talking casually. A strange yet violent surge of jealousy surged through him and he bit his lip as he took in Regulus’ dishevelled appearance and James’ relaxed pose. “What...what’s going on?” Sirius asked finally.

James grinned. “I can’t believe you thought I’d fall for the old switcheroo.” He said with a chuckle, his smile and easy manner eased the jealousy in Sirius’ heart and he managed a small smile.

“It was worth a try.” He said and stepped into the room, he lay himself down on his bed between his brother and James. “Oh yeah, Reg, I was told that tonight you have Quidditch practice.” He slipped the green and silver tie from his neck and yanked on Regulus’, it fell open and slipped off to the bed.

“What time?” Regulus asked as he let his brother re-tie the green and silver tie around his throat.

“Seven.” Sirius muttered as he adjusted Regulus’ collar. He smiled. “Thanks for helping. If we’re caught, I won’t let anyone know you helped willingly.”

Regulus returned his smile. “Alright, just don’t get yourself into more trouble than you can handle...and...I won’t tell mum.” His eyes turned serious and his gaze flicked to James. “But If she finds out Sirius, she’s going to kill you.”

Sirius’ expression sobered and he pressed his forehead to Regulus’. “I know, Little Brother. I know the risk I’m taking.” He wrapped his fingers with Regulus’ and smiled. “But how can I pretend I’m normal? How can I try and convince myself I like women when they make me feel a little sick? I can’t. I can’t deny who I am any more than you could give up Quidditch.”

Regulus lifted his hand and stroked hair from Sirius’ eyes. James watched in fascination, he was an only child. The closest person he had to a brother was Sirius, but he was more than that. So he had no idea how brothers were supposed to act around each other, he had never seen Sirius so affectionate to anyone except himself and Remus. But he could also see something in Regulus’ eyes, something that went beyond brotherly love and into the realms of something more, Sirius seemed too sense it too as he drew away.

“Siri?” Regulus asked as he plucked absently at a thread in Sirius’ robes, he frowned at it. “Will you ever...?”

“No.” Sirius pushed him back by the shoulders. “I love you Reg, I’ll die for you...but we can never...”

Regulus sighed and nodded. “I’d better go, I have to get ready for practice.” He slid off the bed and made his way to the dorm room door, he opened it and stepped out into the hall before closing it behind him. He paused, unable to help himself as he pressed his ear to the door and listened.

“Jamie?”

“Yeah?”

Sirius smiled and took hold of James’ hand, he pressed the palm against the front of his trousers. “Guess what?”

James chuckled. “Miss me did you?”

Sirius lifted himself to his knees and climbed into James’ lap. “Of course not...” He whispered, nipping playfully at James’ ear. “It was all those fit Slytherin blokes in the dungeons...mmm...They’re into all sorts of filthy stuff, James...”

“Are you trying to make me jealous?” James raised an eyebrow and ran a hand down Sirius’ back, he could feel his erection pressing into his stomach and he moaned quietly.

“Maybe.” Sirius breathed, rocking his hips back and forth as James’ hand convulsed on his back. “They have all sorts of kinky Fetishes...leather...” He breathed and felt James kissing his throat, he continued the slow rotation of his hips and moaned again as James pressed back. “...Bondage...They have c-chains...chains and whips and-Ahhhh...” James reached between their bodies and began massaging Sirius’ erection, he pressed his hips into the palm and groaned. “I missed you...” He gasped.

“What else did they do to you in the dungeons?” James whispered, knowing they were talking of the time Sirius had been hanging around with his brother. He was curious as well as jealous, perhaps if Sirius mentioned something that sounded exciting he could re-enact it.

“Toys...” Sirius hissed through his teeth, his hand gripping James’ wrist as he moved his hips. “Yeah, Jamie...” He muttered, wrapping his other hand around James’ neck. “...Ahhh...That’s good...I want...”

“What do you want Siri? Tell me...I’m yours.”

Sirius tipped his head back and closed his eyes. “Fuck me, James.”

END NOTE: Regulus is having sexual feelings for his brother, not because he wants a romantic relationship but because he is a very confused little boy. As with all Blacks I am continuing the theme of incest, and I know this is a lot closer than normal but I have been trying to find a way for Reg to be as mad as his brother but in a different way. (Incest breed insanity, Regulus wouldn’t be immune to it.) So, this is it. He is completely misinterpreting Sirius’ affection for him and is assuming that he desires him, its not really his fault as his whole family seems to be ok with Incest. I hope you can understand why I did what I did, also, I find it amusing that James should be slightly curious about having both Reg and Siri in the same bed. (Won’t happen, but he’s allowed to dream. :p)
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