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Snapes Girls Complete	By : Talented_Mrs_Lupin Category: Harry Potter > Het - Male/Female > Snape/Hermione Views: 64172 -:- Recommendations : 3 -:- Currently Reading : 10
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Disclaimer: I do NOT own the song ‘Sorry’ it is by the band Buckcherry, I am only using it for my chapter I make no money off this or the fanfiction you have found it in.

A/N: All the writing that has (*) around it is song lyrics and will be written in smaller writing and bold. The song seemed TOO perfect not to put in here if I could have I would have it playing while you read the chapter. The song is ‘Sorry’ by Buckcherry and is amazingly sweet and yet sad all at the same time. If you’ve never heard it look it up at some point before, after or while your reading this.

The weeks dragged by slowly one, then two and finally the third, they were in March and she had one last chance to terminate her pregnancy but she couldn’t do it. She had dreams some were good and made her hopeful others not so much, she would dream that she and Severus got back together, that he was happy and excited to have the baby. He would hold the baby, throw it in the air and make it laugh than he would kiss Hermione and thank her for giving him the child and tell her how happy he was that they were together. Other dreams were of her wedding day after she had the baby of course, standing there in a lovely white wedding gown with him in all black waiting to say their vows to each other. Then there were other dreams…nightmares actually, where Severus never comes back to her, hates her, tells her that she has completely ruined his life and that he hopes that she will die when she has the brat.

Throughout the month of March news of her pregnancy spread through the school like wildfire. Ron, showing more perception than she ever knew him to have, figured out her state within days of her break up with Severus, he had guessed who that father was and told her that as long as she was happy he was. She knew that Luna was really helping him along with his emotional problems and she had to thank the younger woman for that. Ron had told Harry, who told Pansy who shared the information with Ginny who told her fiancée who (thankfully) told no one, but Remus (like a giddy school girl) told Lucius and Narcissa who told Draco and Blaise. Much to Draco and Lucius’s horror Narcissa had decided that she wanted to have a baby too and was jumping her husband at every given chance.

“Are you ready for potions class?” Luna asked as they walked down the stairs to the dungeons early on a warm April morning.

“No” Hermione said “But I can’t stop going to class because my asshole…well you know who won’t accept my decision”

“I think he’s just scared” Luna said “Did I tell you that Ron confronted him on his attitude the other day?”

“No, you didn’t” Hermione smiled “How’d it go?” She shook her head “I saw Ron this morning so I know he’s not dead”

“Well” Luna leaned against the wall and looked at her watch they still had ten minutes before the other students joined them “Ron came down to tell him that he was a bloody moron for being such a git to you”

“I take it that’s not what he said” Hermione guessed.

“He showed me his memories” Luna informed “He told Severus that he loved you as if you were his biological sister and that he wouldn’t allow him to hurt you the way he was” Luna smiled a little and there were unshed tears of joy in her eyes “He told Snape that if he was not going to be able to talk to you or listen to you properly than he didn’t deserve to be in your life or the baby’s”

“Better than Remus’s “talk” with him” Hermione said the both women laughed. Remus hadn’t actually really spoke to him, he just screamed at him telling him that he was a moron, that he knew how scared he was because he had been in the same situation then told him that kids really made life wonderful. When Severus continued to tell him that it was impossible for him to be a decent father Remus lost it and punched him in the face telling him that he was an idiot and maybe he shouldn’t be having kids because he wouldn’t want that stupidity to be carried on.

*Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away

I missed you and things weren't the same

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die*

Severus watched the students enter his classroom and take their seats, his eyes locked on the Gryffindor that had stolen his heart and his throat tightened. She was radiant, her skin was glowing and her eyes though they looked sad momentarily because of his stupid reaction could shine so brightly that the sun was put to shame. Under her crisp white school shirt and the long black cloak he could see the smallest baby bump and a part of him wanted to run his hands over it and kiss it.

“When you are finally seated” He drawled “We can get started on the Draught Of Living Death” There was a moan of annoyance “I have a headache and don’t have the patience to put up with your petty whining so either you start working on your potions now and I’ll allow you to hold quiet conversations or I will put a silencing charm on you all and you can still work on the potion”

They opted for working with quiet conversation instead of the latter. Hermione was surrounded by Luna, Ginny, Pansy and Potter which was a good and bad thing, the Slytherins still liked to bother Potter and try to ruin his cauldrons. Any potions class with Hermione in it wracked his nerves horribly and he was surprised that he wasn’t hovering over her like a mother hen. He watched as she effortlessly started her potion and got wrapped up in what she was doing, he was such an idiot for what he had said but Lupin had been right he was scared. His father had been a horrible man and they were cut from the same cloth right? so didn’t that mean he would be a horrible father as well?

Even in his own mind he knew the answer to that. What your parents were didn’t mean you were the same way, Harry Potter had taught him that, the boys mother had been selfish and slightly narrow-minded and his father was a world-class git. Somehow, they made a man that was kind, caring and intelligent they had given him all the good qualities that they possessed. But did his own parents possess any good traits at all that they could have passed on to him? How he wished that Albus was still alive, the man would have given him advice, told him to get his head out of his own arse and take responsibility for his actions. Even though he said the same things to himself it didn’t penetrate his thick skull and he was too afraid to own up to his stupidity.

“Mr. Nott” Severus hissed as he watched the Slytherin asshole move closer to Hermione’s cauldron “Whatever you are planning I should warn you…it won’t help your grade so stop right now”

The Slytherin pouted and sat down sending his head of house a death glared which Severus answered with his own much more impressive one. The boy cowered and looked back in to his own cauldron just in time for it to explode in his face and send a wave of hot, greenish mess all over him. Severus noticed that Hermione was standing too close far too late and only made it to her after the wave had hit her chest and stomach and caused her to scream as it started to burn her skin through her shirt. He had her rushed to the hospital wing with Potter and Parkinson before he turned his attention back to the classroom. Luna and Ginny were shaken up and shooting nasty glares at the laughing Slytherins but Severus was intent on wiping those smiles off their faces far better than the girls were.

“That’s funny?” He asked with a smirk “Hitting a pregnant woman with a potion that could kill her or the baby?” Draco and Blaise were furious at the others and looked as if they were planning murder but it was a pained moan from Nott that caught the potions masters attention.

“Please…Professor” He moaned “I need to go…”

“Are you in pain, Nott?” Severus asked meanly the smirk on his face becoming nastier.

“Yes, sir…please” He begged.

“Funny” Snape said “I didn’t hear Hermione begging to be let out”

“You didn’t give her time!” Millicent Bulstrode growled angrily “You rushed her out. Professor Snape, he needs the hospital wing” The boys flesh was being scorched and Severus half wished he could drag his hand down his arm and peel the flesh away to teach the little bastard something but knew that he couldn’t.

“Fine” He said “Nott go to the hospital wing but keep this in mind. You have detention for the rest of the year, on probation as well, taken off of the Quidditch team and if she loses that baby” Severus could feel the fear grip his soul as he said those words ‘if she lost the baby…the baby…his baby’ he looked back at the boy “I will make sure you’ve got a cell right next to your father…for murder” Anyone who knew anything about the law knew that there was no way Severus could pull that off but the boy wasn’t too bright.

“Yes, sir” He mumbled in pain “I’m sorry sir”

“Go” Severus hissed “20 points for Gryffindor for being able to keep your mouths shut for once” He smirked at their shocked expressions “200 points from Slytherin for laughing at a serious situation and another 20 points for pissing me off!” He glared at the hateful expressions he saw “20 points to Draco and Blaise each for not laughing and 30 points to Pansy for helping a Gryffindor. Detention for all Slytherins, except the three I just said, for the rest of the month” He smirked “You may clean up and leave now”

*I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all things I said to you

And I know, I cant take it back.

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby, the way you make my world go round

And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry*

~~((@))~~

Hermione was asleep when Severus snuck in to the hospital wing later that night. He had heard through his eavesdropping that she and the baby were fine, there were only some second degree burns that the medi-witch was able to take care of without leaving any scars. As she lay in a deep dreamless sleep (thanks to the potion) Severus stood before her and looked down at her. She was easily the most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes on, she was even more beautiful than Lily had been. He gently pulled the blankets that were tucked up under her chin down to her waist and pushed her ugly hospital gown up so that he could see her belly.

His eyes widened in wonder, she never looked this big when he saw her around the hallways. Her belly though not really that big was no longer flat, she no longer had noticeable abs but a slightly bulging belly and when he touched it he released that the skin was stretching tight and her tummy was hard. He leaned over and very gently kissed her belly whispering good night to the unborn child within her womb, he had read in a book that he asked (made) Narcissa buy that reading, talking or singing to the unborn child could make him or her smarter and helped the child be able to recognize it’s parents by their voices. Closing his eyes briefly Severus Snape finally allowed himself to let the tears that he’d been holding at bay fall freely down his cheeks where no one would be able to see them. He was not a man that cried often, he stopped that when he was a child, he only cried when Lily died, when Albus died and (not that he would admit it) but when Remus’s mother had passed away he cried then too. He had never known such kindness before he met that woman and he envied Remus’s home life because even though he was turned in to a werewolf his mother had stayed by his side no matter what.

“I’m sorry” Severus whispered to Hermione as she slept “I’m scared. I don’t know what I’m doing, I’m trying to prepare for this…this baby to come in to our lives but I don’t know how” She turned towards him and whispered his name but she was still fast asleep “I wanted you just for myself. I didn’t want to share not with anyone not your friends or other lovers and certainly not with a baby” He took her hand within both of his and begged her “Please…please, my love don’t shut me out of your life…or the life of my baby” He spoke to her as if she were hanging on his every word instead of sleeping “I can’t do this, I can’t see you every day and not touch you. I can’t see you crying and not hold you or see you laugh and not admire you. Please, love me again…I’ll do better this time”

*This time I think, I'm to blame

It's harder to get through the days

You get older and blame turns to shame

'Cause everything inside it never comes out right

And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die*

The days and weeks leading up to the accident in the potions classroom had been some of the hardest Severus had ever been through. When he lost Lily he thought that had been the worse but at least she was completely gone and he didn’t have to look at her anymore. Hermione was always right there, looking at him drying her eyes again, she never looked accusatory and mad just…lost and alone. He could have put up with hatred or accusations but not that alone look it tore his heart out each time and he wanted nothing more than to hold her and say he was sorry, to beg her to forgive him and allow him to help raise their baby but every time he tried he lost his nerve when she looked at him. He had taken to spending his alone time with Black as he was the only one that wasn’t telling him that parenthood was amazing and that he would learn what he didn’t know right away. Black told him he was a moron and that he should have wrapped it up then he not only would be still getting laid but he wouldn’t be worrying about being father of the year.

*I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all things I said to you

And I know, I cant take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby, the way you make my world go round

And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry*

It was at these times that the mutt was actually pretty helpful and he unintentionally offered good advice to the terrified Slytherin. As the two enemies sat in the study of Grimmauld Place finishing off a bottle of firewhiskey he would throw little tips out there. For instance, if it were a boy not to make him feel like he had to be the alpha male all the time, not shaming him for crying and to make sure that he was well read as well as athletic. He told him that he was kind of on his own with a girl because he had no clue but to remember that all women like to be treated like princesses, remember that and you can’t go wrong. But also to remember there is such a thing as overdoing it and then you end up with a stuck up little bitch. It appeared that the man had advice for everything and that annoyed Severus to no end but as the annoying flea-bitten, stuck-up asshole was providing free whiskey both muggle and magical he would listen freely. His advice about Hermione surprised him, he had assumed that Sirius would have told him to move on and fuck her best female friend to show her that he was unfazed by her problems. However, he told him that he needed to suck up his fear and pride and tell her how he really felt about her and about the baby and then beg her to take him back because women like Hermione don’t just fall out of the sky.

Severus was doing his normal nightly rounds trying to put some distance between him and his memories of the wonderful woman that he was in love with. He turned the corner to head back to his dungeons and found Hermione standing there looking at him, her hands shook but she was standing tall making sure that he didn’t see her fear. He raised his own shaking hands to her face, running the pads of his fingers down the smooth skin of her cheeks, his thumbs over her quivering lips as his eyes searched hers. She took his right hand in hers and slowly brought it down to her belly, sliding his hand under her shirt so that he could feel the baby there.

*Every single day, I think about how we came all this way

The sleepless nights and the tears you cried

It's never too late to make it right

Oh yeah

Sorry*

His lips trembled as he fought to keep his emotions in check and not let them take over and rule the situation. He looked in to her eyes and noted that even though he hadn’t said anything to her not apologized or made an excuse her eyes were forgiving him already. He could leave it at that, take her back to his rooms and show her how much he loved her and missed her but she deserved better than that.

“I don’t want to be like my father” He whispered a tear escaping and running down his cheek “I don’t want to be abusive…or negligent…I don’t my kid to hate me”

“Are you kidding” Hermione smiled “Our kids are going to hate us at some point no matter what we do”

“But…” He tried but her finger silenced him.

“Severus if you were anything like your father” She said “You would have already have beaten me, you would not be a teacher and I would have terminated the pregnancy” When he tried to move away she tightened her grip “I love you, you treat me well and I know that you will be an amazing father” She kissed him “Please, try”

“I will” He whispered.

*I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue

I'm sorry about all things I said to you

And I know, I cant take it back

I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds

And baby, the way you make my world go round

And I just wanted to say, I'm sorry*

“This isn’t going to be easy” Hermione warned him “And I still I want to go to college and have a semi-normal life”

“I know” He whispered.

“But I love you” She told him “And I think you love me so I know it will work out”

“I do love you” He told her “Everything from your crazy curly hair, your analyzing every situation to death to your annoying know-it-all attitude” He smiled “I love everything about you”

“And you’ll love the baby just as much” She said “Maybe more”

A/N: I hope that was acceptable for everyone. I got mixed messages on how long they should be apart so I thought a little over two months would be good. They are back together now and NO it won’t be easy, Hermione is about four months along now a WARNING to everyone who is reading this. I have not nor will I EVER have children (I can’t have kids) so all this pregnancy stuff is coming from other peoples accounts and I hope that I am doing this justice. I’m not sure if Hermione should have a boy or a girl? Hmm….choices, choices, choices!
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